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ibtisam.midlet 26-Jul-22 11:42 AM
!matrix approve
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matrix-appservice-discord-t2bot BOT 26-Jul-22 11:42 AM
Thanks for your response! The matrix bridge has been approved.
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ibtisam.midlet 26-Jul-22 11:42 AM
baby
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works now
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ibtisam.midlet 26-Jul-22 12:36 PM
Nicee
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My server advance me lol
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Need a mods
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Lux ✨
works now
ibtisam.midlet 26-Jul-22 12:38 PM
How to make invite links show in public server board
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le_drig
hi
ibtisam.midlet 26-Jul-22 12:39 PM
It seems you installed a greeting bot
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ibtisam.midlet 26-Jul-22 12:39 PM
How to do that
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ibtisam.midlet
How to make invite links show in public server board
on disboard?
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elena.final_fail 26-Jul-22 12:57 PM
i logged with other account and able to get invite link
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but its defernce is this okay?
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i would add it to disboard and top.gg
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just let see how things go now
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ibtisam midlet BOT 26-Jul-22 01:40 PM
Text from matrix
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ibtisam.midlet 26-Jul-22 02:14 PM
/batch watch challenges
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/threads
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ibtisam.midlet 26-Jul-22 03:09 PM
okay made a subreddit for this server
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to make sure we will not loss contact
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@Lux ✨ havent seen you for a bit
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ibtisam.midlet pinned a message to this channel. 26-Jul-22 08:31 PM
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What are the bots job here
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ibtisam.midlet 27-Jul-22 02:00 AM
bumping the server automatically
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Or I'll use node.js
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ibtisam.midlet 27-Jul-22 02:16 AM
I disabled welcoming messages to not bother user until I found how to make it exclud bots
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@Lux ✨ havent seen you for a bit
I’ve been moving out to another country
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lots of packing driving and unpacking
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machineyadav 27-Jul-22 02:29 AM
Hmmmm
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ibtisam.midlet 27-Jul-22 07:15 AM
ಠ_ಠ
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Leonardo Ruilova BOT 27-Jul-22 11:21 AM
Greetings from South America, I am a physically disabled open source user who loves biohacking
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Leonardo Ruilova
Greetings from South America, I am a physically disabled open source user who loves biohacking
ibtisam.midlet 27-Jul-22 11:38 AM
Hiiiii welcome!!!
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Leonardo Ruilova
Greetings from South America, I am a physically disabled open source user who loves biohacking
ibtisam.midlet 27-Jul-22 11:39 AM
What is your interest in biohacking exactly +_+
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Hope you are life satisfied in way or other
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Leonardo Ruilova
Greetings from South America, I am a physically disabled open source user who loves biohacking
ibtisam.midlet 27-Jul-22 12:24 PM
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GG @ibtisam.midlet, you just advanced to level 4!
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@Pax1l any addition
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Greetings @everyone
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Greetings @everyone
ibtisam.midlet 28-Jul-22 05:58 AM
Hiiiiiii welcome +_+ you could travel the channels to see if you can benefits or help in something and read rules
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GG @ibtisam.midlet, you just advanced to level 5!
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Hey guys
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New to the idea of altering my body positively. I've been addicted to some substances for about a decade now, and i'm on anti-psyche medication. Hoping biohacking and something like neuralink in future can help me regulate my chemicals but for now i'm looking here
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ibtisam.midlet 29-Jul-22 12:09 AM
NAD+ IV has shown to decrease heroin intake by 80%
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psychedelics has anti addiction effect proposed generally
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Hey guys
ibtisam.midlet 29-Jul-22 12:19 AM
what's your addiction exactly
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THC, Nicotine and Caffeine
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Used to be on ritalin but no longer
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Used to be on ritalin but no longer
ibtisam.midlet 29-Jul-22 04:57 PM
That's not an addiction that life improving 😂
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Anyway coffee should not be counted But nicotine switch to vap I think it mostly you are addicted to hand to mouth move more then effect of nicotine if any This really hard to fix, due being dalta fos be has did positive reinforcements where he eliminated you ability to feel that bad smell of sig but made the spicy part of it more enjoyable by rewards sensitation , the same for vaping, when I get bored it almost impossible for me to stop thinking about nicotinic I'll just start generation unfair selective agreement advocate nicotine use.
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The problems with full of this is dalta fos b has half life ~4months That mean you need to stop for 4 months (no source its my xp) for craving potency to decrease "really" to half Which we can't even stop for few weeks do to logic changes.
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To this point there is not noticeably effective dfos b inhibitor. For me D3 antagonists was useless in this regard
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You might just try your luck with NAD+, just learn to inject first, small step by step and you done it.
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Sexy Seojin 30-Jul-22 04:24 AM
It’s SEOJIN!
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Sexy Seojin
It’s SEOJIN!
ibtisam.midlet 30-Jul-22 04:47 AM
Look at emojis I stole Instagram one emoji_1
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Sexy Seojin 30-Jul-22 05:08 AM
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My signature emoji
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ibtisam.midlet 30-Jul-22 05:31 AM
You will get a lot of boys running over you with this
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Sexy Seojin 30-Jul-22 09:08 AM
The hell..
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The hell..
ibtisam.midlet 30-Jul-22 09:21 AM
this happen to voxelite, and constantly happen to me
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GG @ibtisam.midlet, you just advanced to level 7!
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machineyadav 31-Jul-22 11:32 AM
I seen this emoji somewhere
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Very old, very nice
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machineyadav
Very old, very nice
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I stole it for sirsad server emoji_5
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I stole it for sirsad server emoji_5
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Whats your news seojin
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Anyone here take paid commissions for DIY biohacking lab works?
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ibtisam.midlet 01-Aug-22 05:07 PM
we would use this to increase toxicity threshold of NMDA/AMPA https://discord.com/channels/1001420842179239936/1001425425832091708/1003811119544152094
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How long has this server existed? Doesn't feel like many active people here
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ibtisam.midlet 01-Aug-22 06:17 PM
Many active data here
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Its few days old and things going fast
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There 34 member's +_+
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𝒮𝓉𝓇𝑒𝑒𝓉𝑅𝒶𝓉 •⍘• 01-Aug-22 07:02 PM
blahajhug
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Many active data here
Hope we can invite more people to this group who actually has experience of lab works.
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ibtisam.midlet 02-Aug-22 03:06 AM
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First Real girl beat anime ^~^
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ibtisam.midlet 02-Aug-22 11:52 AM
potential therapy for who their problem is motivation and mood more then learning >>https://discord.com/channels/1001420842179239936/1004024673840922624
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Welcome!!!!!
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Lovely
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I have seen many anime to irl comparisons but this is the best
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ibtisam.midlet 02-Aug-22 12:29 PM
welcome to netizenne the most cutest noots user out there, who his tiktok short never end
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Hey everyone, it's nice to be here.
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This place is incredible.
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𝒮𝓉𝓇𝑒𝑒𝓉𝑅𝒶𝓉 •⍘• 02-Aug-22 10:59 PM
i love the theme of this server...
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Hey everyone, it's nice to be here.
ibtisam.midlet 03-Aug-22 12:18 AM
wlcm +_+
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ibtisam.midlet 03-Aug-22 01:37 PM
@everyone If you have a friend who capable to contribute in anyway, or have a problem trying to solve inviting them to the server appreciated Don't invite people who force thier opinion, or who are better at saying why things wouldn't work than how to make things work
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veganpermanently 05-Aug-22 12:56 AM
@ibtisam.midlet what r u using
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 03:17 AM
magnesium pidolate IM
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 07:31 AM
drugging your parents is the most intelligent thing you might do in your life
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ibtisam.midlet
drugging your parents is the most intelligent thing you might do in your life
I’ve been thinking about trying this (edited)
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Alzheimer’s runs in my family amoung the women My mom could use DFO or something
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She’s gone vegetarian though so she might have reduced her iron anyways as is (edited)
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 07:53 AM
It's highly beneficial especially for bisexual and sub's users
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GG @ibtisam.midlet, you just advanced to level 9!
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ibtisam.midlet
It's highly beneficial especially for bisexual and sub's users
???!???
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Why what
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 07:55 AM
Parents will always try to force their outdated standards on you saying biology is waste of time, then you use this biology
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Who the winer now
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Why what
ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 07:58 AM
Homo/bi have a hard time generally with parent due they don't want to understand that sexual ordination is a thing
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Also drug users ofc
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And religious leave
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what
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 08:01 AM
its not their life its your life, I'll kill for freedom
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machineyadav 05-Aug-22 08:01 AM
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 08:05 AM
The must stupid type is that parents who see you as project, give it money in childhood and he return it then
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sounds like my mom
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I can't wait to leave my moms place
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goodbye she annoying asf she can be helpful but she really be drivin me up the wall
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GG @valentino, you just advanced to level 1!
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valentino
goodbye she annoying asf she can be helpful but she really be drivin me up the wall
ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 08:10 AM
She should support you, don't let her bother you much, otherwise you hit a point where there is no forgiveness (edited)
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Better live alone if you can, and stay in contact with her
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She’s gone vegetarian though so she might have reduced her iron anyways as is (edited)
ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 08:16 AM
I'm considered the freelancer doctor in my family lol
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She should support you, don't let her bother you much, otherwise you hit a point where there is no forgiveness (edited)
yes
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veganpermanently 05-Aug-22 08:27 AM
Leave your fam
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Never answer phone calls
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Never visit
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Disappear
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one day once i get enough money ill move north from where from my current location
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veganpermanently 05-Aug-22 08:28 AM
Go tell the police not to react if they report you missing
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no she knows I want to move out but im just broke atm trying to get my self together (edited)
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veganpermanently 05-Aug-22 08:29 AM
That wasn't advice to u
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GG @veganpermanently, you just advanced to level 1!
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veganpermanently 05-Aug-22 08:29 AM
It's advice to all men
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lok
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ok
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veganpermanently 05-Aug-22 08:31 AM
Also
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If u want some dignity
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Refuse all inheritance
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 08:35 AM
You can just drug them with some Empathogen meds
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Now my breakfast reach me to bed
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 10:41 PM
Stack post tiiiime
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Prepare yourself
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Rapamycin Aniracetam Piracetam Bromantane Bacopa 24% bacosides 100 mg modafinil Curcumin Cacao Ginkgo biloba Quercetin with bromelain ALCAR Na r ala Reduced glutathione NAC Agmatine Shiitake mushroom Enteric coated peppermint Digestive enzymes for all the aforementioned L-glutamine B12 sublingual methylcobalmin B6 p5p sublingual Thiamine hcl Methylfolate Potassium citrate Boron Selenium Molybdenum One meal a day
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The stack is for inducing extremely high pattern recognition, synesthesia, enjoyment of life which will assess my addictive tendencies, socialization skills. The stack is clearly higy effective as i just typed all this after being up for 42 hrs straight and I worked 9 hrs at the beginning of starting this wakefulness I am impaired by high functioning autism, severe adhd and I have brain hypertension which inhibits traditional stimulants from being useful, depression, anxiety, addiction, immunocompromization (I've had molluscum contagiosum for about 4 years), chronic fatigue
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I am, quite obviously, attempting to assess every issue I have in my life
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My work performance has also obviously improved and I'm getting a raise soon
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 10:51 PM
I also did a cerebrolysin cycle 4 months ago that seemed to fix my severe visual sensory issues
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I also quit a 1-4 grams per day phenibut habit 5 weeks ago w minimal wd using majority of aforementioned stack
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 10:52 PM
[Detailed Info about each needed]
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 10:53 PM
Yea I'll do that and doses after I fucking sleep lmfao
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 10:53 PM
All of them at once? Microcoding, co-factor problem, crazy half life, there just 3 considered something others can't suck dick of coffee (edited)
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 10:54 PM
Normally I wouldn't even go this far but I was in the mood
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Wat
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How do you suck coffee penis
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Tell me the ways of jedi
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Most of em at once yea
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GG @Deleted User, you just advanced to level 1!
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 10:54 PM
Bet
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I'm pro
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Fuck me I'm not even tired
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I haven't even taken modafinil for 38 hrs
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And it was 100 mg
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Oh yea, fhe list is order of importance
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That should help some
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I listed my issues, one should be able to deduce what I'm using everything for
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Er
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Many things at least
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Obvi most are multi faceted
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I'll also add that my main strengths are long term iq and pattern recognition
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Short term memory has been greatly improved by using mild 5ht2a agonists like aniracetam and agmatine
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 10:57 PM
Thats Ampa and nmda-
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To archive noticeable effect on ht2a upper dose by 200
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The selective targeted not dirty drug
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 10:59 PM
Cacao makes aniracetam 5ht2a effects more prominent
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Aniracetam is placebo without cacao
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It upregulates some serotonin, I'll send study after I sleep
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Rapamycin Aniracetam Piracetam Bromantane Bacopa 24% bacosides 100 mg modafinil Curcumin Cacao Ginkgo biloba Quercetin with bromelain ALCAR Na r ala Reduced glutathione NAC Agmatine Shiitake mushroom Enteric coated peppermint Digestive enzymes for all the aforementioned L-glutamine B12 sublingual methylcobalmin B6 p5p sublingual Thiamine hcl Methylfolate Potassium citrate Boron Selenium Molybdenum One meal a day
ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:00 PM
Moda agmatine and mushroom, that the only will work
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:00 PM
That's simply wrong
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Aniracetam is potent for me
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:00 PM
I took 260+ sub's
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:00 PM
With all the interactions going on it'd be foolish to assume some of the norms apply
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:01 PM
I have detailed data about each
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ibtisam.midlet
I took 260+ sub's
Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:01 PM
Subs?
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:01 PM
Substance
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:01 PM
That's too many
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Even imo
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I do miss etiz for brain hypertension ngl
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Surprisingly effective
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Why is rapamycin so fucking stim
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Half life ig
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:13 PM
Did any of this made you clean you room (edited)
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:15 PM
Yea but then I got it dirty again lmao
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And haven't bothered since
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I clean the store at work amazing
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I do miss etiz for brain hypertension ngl
ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:15 PM
Hypochondria
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:15 PM
But i still don't see a point in cleaning my room
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ibtisam.midlet
Hypochondria
Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:15 PM
Making assumptions w inadequacy info
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Prove to me benzos aren't anti hypertensive then get back to me
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:16 PM
You don't have hypertension imo
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:17 PM
I'm open to debate but only if it's hempfil
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Lmao
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Useless server ig
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L8r
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GG @Deleted User, you just advanced to level 2!
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:17 PM
Your assuming you know my life when you've talked to me for 60 min of my life total
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You realize the arrogance in doing that right?
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Sirsad levels
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Rip you
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I'm sorry i can fix my problems and you cant
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I'm arrogant im
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Ik
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But I demonstrate actions to prove it
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I'm welcome to talk but not if you don't listen to what I say
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Lmk if you wanna listen, for now I'm just gonna keep working on myself
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I like you, but I don't like when people don't try and view things objectively or try and understand a situation
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And instead just assume, hurt aforementioned person, then go on with life w no care
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I actually did have hypochondria at a point
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So what, I havent in 3 years
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Try and use that to support your claim idrk
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Do you know why all hypertensives cause me severe headaches and make me tired? Unless I take anti hypertensives to assess the issue?
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Give me an answer and I'll thoroughly consider it
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I've been investigating this myself for 6 months and not on my own, bc they would be useless bc self bias
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No one has a better idea
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So shoot your load
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You don't even know the health issues I've been through lmao
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Why does lad cause me a severe headache that makes me unable to think regardless of how many 5ht2c antagonists I take
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I can go on
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But I'm bored
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And this is futile it appears
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All I can do is what I've been doing, but if you genuinely have ideas please let me know
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I am open to constructive criticism
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:25 PM
Look
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:25 PM
I am, however, not open to destructive criticism
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:26 PM
What symptoms you have from this list
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ocd Perfectionism Fast talking Mania Addiction Hypochondria Hyperactivity Attention deficits Impaired productivity
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:27 PM
Most of thats more adhd symptoms than hypochondriac
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I never fast talk or get mania unless I take rapamycin
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Hence why you've never seen me doing what I'm doing rn
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:28 PM
you do it now
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:28 PM
And?
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:28 PM
😅
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:28 PM
Bro
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Your determining I have hypochondria from one altered state
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When I have 6 months of looking into my issue being brain hypertension and getting support
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:29 PM
The best treatment for me was risperidone 0.33mg
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It will treat the real problem that induced all of this
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:29 PM
Why would I kill my cognition when I finally improved it after 3 years?
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Smh
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Your too biased
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I've tried seroquel fwiw
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Not risperidone to be fair
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:30 PM
D2 give you smartness and stole all other life expect from you
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:30 PM
Your assuming way too much for something you know nothing abt
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I take no d2ergics except aniracetam rn I believe
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You can vet that claim
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:31 PM
Only ris are selective in D2 and it will lost it if you go over 0.33
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:31 PM
Bro you can't even type
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And you've said like 8 statements
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And you think your suggestion will fix my issue when your demonstrating as much issue
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I'll try somn you suggest but not pharma route
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So suggest an alt
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Idk if relevant but I normally sleep 10 hrs a day
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:32 PM
Its unfair to force someone on something even if I'm not just sure, I'm one of them
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:32 PM
I haven't been able to research In 3 years
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I've researched more today than past months
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Past 2 days*
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Apologies
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I'm sorry I'm getting heated
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:33 PM
Its mild d2 blockage
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:33 PM
I like you and I don't want to argue
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How about this
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I'll look into your ideas
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GG @Deleted User, you just advanced to level 3!
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:33 PM
But I can't get a risp script rn
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:34 PM
Wait
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:34 PM
Bc I may lose my amp script which I sell for 450 a month
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And I need that money for noots
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Bc I may lose my amp script which I sell for 450 a month
Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:34 PM
That's fictional I could never be a drug dealer idk where the 450 a month comes from
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What's funny is on any other day I would have just left this server bc this uhhh argument? But today I can actually explain my thoughts
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It's a new feeling
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:35 PM
Buy Risnia 1 mg online from AllDayChemist - your most reliable online pharmacy. Avail best price in USA, by your doorsteps. Order Now!
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:35 PM
Ugh I gotta buy a po box again reee
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Oh well I need more moda anyways
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:36 PM
Start 0.25 or you will get tortured by it
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:36 PM
I quit memantine a month ago btw fwiw
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It started causing brain fog
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Wouldn't that downregulate d2 if anything?
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Chronic use I mean
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:37 PM
It will cause short term upregulation
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:37 PM
Define short
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Bc it's been at least 4 weeks
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:37 PM
Aka withdrawal symptoms
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:37 PM
And I don't take uridine
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I don't get mem wd
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I just nic becoming stronger
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I was surprised wds from gabaergics didn't get worse when I quit it
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I'll also mention phenibut doesn't help with the presumed hypertension headaches
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And if hypochondriac it should?
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And alcohol also worsens them
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Only benzos help
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Of gaba drugs
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:41 PM
You talk much switching from topic to topic, causing people see you annoying= no relationships
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Of gaba drugs
ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:41 PM
Directly Block d2 stimulant anxiety
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:42 PM
I didn't get stim anxiety all my life until a complicated health incident
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In fact I had panic attacks going to school if I didn't take my adderall
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You talk much switching from topic to topic, causing people see you annoying= no relationships
Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:42 PM
Untreated adhd + hypo(mania)?
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That makes as much sense imo
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However your right ppl have been less prone to talk to me the past 12 hrs
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Idk I just think there's a lot of other options to consider
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Why so focused on hypochondriac in particular is my main question
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:44 PM
Because I have that
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:44 PM
Which means it's a very biased suggestion
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Hence why I kinda raged
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I hate biases
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I genuinely have hypertension if I don't take herbs for it
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That's easily determinable
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140/115 range
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:45 PM
Tested?
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:45 PM
Body hypertension is easy to asses
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Yes
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Doctors literally were concerned abt my blood pressure but always attributed it something else, like thay I was in the heat for an hr before coming in
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:46 PM
140/115 is not considered hypertension
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:46 PM
But it's always abt that high if i dont take strong anti hypertensive herbs
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Well it's elevated regardless
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:47 PM
And I took ris and it caused severe hypotention
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:47 PM
If it was hypochondriac than shouldnt every substance I take make me feel a headache?
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Ok explain to me risps pharma aside from D2
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:47 PM
Which mean D2 control blood pleasure , increase blood pleasure when agonised
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:47 PM
Hmmm
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I want a study for thag claim
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That's more extrapolated than my belief
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Ok explain to me risps pharma aside from D2
ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:48 PM
Just don't take more then 0.33mg or you will lost all your biohacking interest, 2mg and you are a Farmer
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:48 PM
Helps irritability associated with autistic disorder.
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:48 PM
It lower your standards like nothing
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:48 PM
Now I will agree thay currently I do suffer from that
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Should have led with that
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And also I understand I need to take suggestions from friends more bc they are often righr
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However I am arrogant but working on it
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:49 PM
Sighlightly Lower standards the you now are good, at least you will accept to fuck the shemale you talked about even if it was not 100% perfect
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D2 is destroying all your life expect and you still advocating it
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:50 PM
Yea sirs told me the same but why do they cause motivation to do shit I need to do then
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Like a college application
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Everything I've read says d2 bad but everything I experience says d2 good
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I've been quite confused abt that
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Admittedly
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:51 PM
its just increase motivation for science
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:52 PM
AND I HAVE NO MOTIVATION FOR ANYTHINF NORMALLY
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:52 PM
I literally sit around and watch TV all day normally
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And shitpost
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:52 PM
You are driving you hit someone killed it, because your was thinking about biology when you drive
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Deleted User 05-Aug-22 11:52 PM
It helps me when I'm at that point but your likely right that I can get better by dropping the d2 increasers now bc other issues have been assesed
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It was likely just a helpful cope when I was at my worst
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If this is accurate
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Which that I can agree with accepting as a high possibility
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You gotta lead with this shit tho lmao
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Don't save the good shit for the end
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I literally was abt to leave a while ago
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And now I'm glad I've stayed bc DISCOVERY REQUIRES EXPERIMENTATION
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And actually I've always liked you
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If someone else had approached like this I would have left
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Hence excess d2 increasing autism irritability
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But I already had that autism connection meme w you
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I'm very glad this went well, that's a new one
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Tbf when I don't take anything for d2 I just remain neutral in these things
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And ignore em
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Aug-22 11:59 PM
You can go to any doctor say you was on ris and anafranil and he will prescript it for you
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 12:00 AM
But I've had same doc for numerous years
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What's anafranil?
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Also I'm concerned abt risperidone inverse serotonergic action but I'm noob on inverse agonism
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I have to cuck 5ht2c
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And need 5ht2a uncucked
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ibtisam.midlet 06-Aug-22 12:03 AM
Ris should not be take by other people in any situation (edited)
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 12:04 AM
Ik
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Hence concern
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ibtisam.midlet 06-Aug-22 12:05 AM
You need to put your D2 on 6/10 You are 9/10 other people are 5/10 (edited)
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 12:06 AM
I get that
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But answer aforementioned q
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The inverse serotonergic agonism
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Wat I expect from that
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Subjectively
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ibtisam.midlet 06-Aug-22 12:08 AM
it block bad serotonin receptors
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 12:08 AM
5ht2a good
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5ht2c terrible
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Subjectively
ibtisam.midlet 06-Aug-22 12:08 AM
See receptors function db serotonin part
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 12:08 AM
And most inverse agonism for 2a
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Db?
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ibtisam.midlet 06-Aug-22 12:09 AM
serotonin receptor are ball in park
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 12:09 AM
Elaborate
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Yea they up and down-regulate like daily it seems
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veganpermanently 06-Aug-22 12:52 AM
Risperidone is poison
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I have to cuck 5ht2c
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 01:38 AM
agomelatine works. 1 mg subL before bed for 15 mins
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And need 5ht2a uncucked
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 01:40 AM
memantine works. 1 mg in the morning can do oral. using more cancels the cognitive enhancement, tho it becomes nice for some introspective work about 15 mg. but I guess you know that. Anyway the 1 mg dose is nice combo with modafinil
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Hence excess d2 increasing autism irritability
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 01:42 AM
memantine nooks my irritability. I guess the higher doses permanently teached me how to stay calm despite unwanted scenarios happening
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I still get irritable it's only easier to control my reaction to the emotion
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AND I HAVE NO MOTIVATION FOR ANYTHINF NORMALLY
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 01:43 AM
modafinil takes care of this. some weak filtered coffee. ginkgo
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I take this back it's kinda based
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ibtisam.midlet 06-Aug-22 02:08 AM
When you block d2 the body notice and start up regulating dopamine by blocking its catabolism
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This will lead to agonist D1
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Which is fairly good
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Follow @Deleted User stack as addon at least those can suck dick of coffee
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What would be halpfull from me to the stack is magnesium kilo dose, see benefits and side effects
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When you block d2 the body notice and start up regulating dopamine by blocking its catabolism
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 02:11 AM
MAO B expression was upregulated, it did not block catabolism, it increased it
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What would be halpfull from me to the stack is magnesium kilo dose, see benefits and side effects
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 02:12 AM
I'd rather not
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Recent experiments have shown that: 1) A chronic 10 month daily administration to rats of the benzodiazepine (BDZ) receptor antagonist, flumazenil (FL; 4 mg/kg in drinking water), from the age of 13 through 22 months, significantly retarded the age-related loss of cognitive functions, as ascertained …
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Mg is good but the form you take is v bad
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GABA transaminase inhibitor
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compare effects to valproate
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MAO B expression was upregulated, it did not block catabolism, it increased it
ibtisam.midlet 06-Aug-22 02:17 AM
It should be the opposite
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ibtisam.midlet 06-Aug-22 02:17 AM
Look here
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DA receptor antagonists enhance the activity of AADC https://biosignaling.biomedcentral.com/articles/10.1186/1478-811X-11-34
Parkinson’s disease (PD) coincides with a dramatic loss of dopaminergic neurons within the substantia nigra. A key player in the loss of dopaminergic neurons is oxidative stress. Dopamine (DA) metabolism itself is strongly linked to oxidative stress as its degradation generates reactive oxygen species (ROS) and DA oxidation can lead to endogenou...
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What you think
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It should be the opposite
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 02:18 AM
it might be neutral effect tho, the vesicles protect against MAO B oxidation
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if VMAT2 and MAO B are increased simultaneously that's a desireable state
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I'd rather not
ibtisam.midlet 06-Aug-22 02:19 AM
If you see something have more benefits then harm , take it
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 02:19 AM
because it prevents autoxidation which is the worst type of dopamine metabolism
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ibtisam.midlet 06-Aug-22 02:20 AM
Give me cazino were 60% win 40% loss, I'll sell my underwear gumbel it
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If you see something have more benefits then harm , take it
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 02:20 AM
the problem is short term vs long term. I was taking lemonbalm daily before. felt good but looking back it took it's toll
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CBD as well. all GABAergics do this. hence why I'm now recovering with GABA antagonists
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I don't go by feeling anymore
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I find the most optimal intervention and use that to my benefit.
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it generates better cognitive and emotional states than chasing feelings in the end anyways
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 02:23 AM
most of what I do now has no trade off
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the doses are lower than anyone else uses, for example the agomelatine. No one has done this before me yet the study is up there and the results are clear
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the problem is short term vs long term. I was taking lemonbalm daily before. felt good but looking back it took it's toll
ibtisam.midlet 06-Aug-22 02:26 AM
Companies try to make clean substance where side effect dose is very high then good effect, you can just microdose what you want , and the longterm effect will stay good
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modafinil takes care of this. some weak filtered coffee. ginkgo
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 06:24 AM
Both are in my stack but I'm poor rn and only risk moda on work days until I order more
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Had to cut my dose in half to 100 mg to ensure I'd have enough for a bit
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Had to cut my dose in half to 100 mg to ensure I'd have enough for a bit
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 06:25 AM
I take 30 mg
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it works without tolerance for about a week then I stop
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I just don't take daily
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I surprisingly have no tolly issues w moda
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I've been using 4-6x a week for a few months
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well u don't take it daily
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it takes a long time to develop tolerance even on such a small dose I take
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Yea but I develop tolerance to substances fast so I'm still surprised
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moda has a unique MoA
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Inflammation is my only guess bc nmda antagonism doesn't help
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it's not the DRI effect
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but it is dopaminergic for sure
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Yea orexin?
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it's a vesicular release agent
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orexin release agent as well
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What I love abt it is its not really hypertensive
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you have to have a lot of vesicular release to develop tolerance
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it's natural in a way
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Please stop talking about my vehicles in casual, it makes me uncomfortable
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/ s
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electrically evoked monoamine release
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Please stop talking about my vehicles in casual, it makes me uncomfortable
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 06:28 AM
why is everyone like this
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I love electricity, sometimes I put the toaster in the bath
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makes me shut down
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It's a funny word I'm sorry
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You may continue I'm listening and will confine shitpostinf to external servers
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rage quit a vegan server yesterday
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if I can't geek out I won't even talk to you
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idc
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Oh I want you to geek out
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Wait was it vegan permanently server
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Wait was it vegan permanently server
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 06:30 AM
i am VP
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no it was some goofy vegan dating server
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they don't let you use the R word on yourself
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have pronoun tags
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etc
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they get offended by your beliefs
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imagine that
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I can't even identify with vegan groups nowadays
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the only thing we have in common is that we avoid animal abuse
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Lmao at work I say "HEY WE DONT USE THAT WORD HERE" when someone says retard
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It's a kitchen
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but other than that we're a diff species
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It's a kitchen
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 06:32 AM
kek
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that's the funny part
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everyone and their mother snorting K in the toilet but you can't use the R word
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everyone and their mother snorting K in the toilet but you can't use the R word
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 06:34 AM
LMAO HOWD YOU KNKW I DID THIS
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Nah we can use the r word
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I use it
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bcs it's a kitchen
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 06:34 AM
all kitchens are the same
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drug holes
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No one does dissos at my work
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Even the smart mfers tried telling me nitrous can kill you easily
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Everyone drinks on the job tho
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And smokes
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 06:35 AM
well tbf it was meant as a parabole
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Basic bitch shit
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K is for horses.
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no amph?
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I did struggle to close when nearly holing on too much bathroom k once lmfao
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I can't flip my amp script at work surprisingly
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moda is the perfect kitchen drug
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as long as the ventilation is on point
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because otherwise you'll heat out quick
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I need heat for cognition
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I volunteer to do hoods in 105F
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And that takes an hr
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moda increases thermogenesis
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Yea if I don't sweat I don't think well
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if u have brown fat it can feel hellish
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I'm white
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I'm gonna guess that's not what you meant
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no
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it's fat with metabolic properties
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kinda based
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white fat browns when exposed to cold
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I see
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increases cold tolerance
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Hmmmm
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but also makes you heat out if 5ht2a is activated at high ambient temp
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I used to be very tolerant to cold and hated heat
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Then it flipped
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u lost brown fat
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When I was tolerant to cold my diet was trash
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I've also ruled out thyroid ofc
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drink some olive oil and spend time in a walk in freezer
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Seeing as I have chronic fatigue I had to make sure I wasn't hypothyroid
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fasting mimicking diet, rinse and repeat
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FUCK THE WALK INS
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So cold
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I am doing lower fat rn bc drug test later this month but after that I'll try
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I normally eat lots of peanut butter
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I maintain subQ fat
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these gymbros insecure idiots
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if I can see my abs it's time to crush the plate
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Oop
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Yea my issue likely correlates to abs becoming more pronounced
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I'm amazed I couldn't sleep more
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Rapamycin is wack
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it is
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i get these stim effects as well
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well no one did until I told everyone about it
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I'm curious how it will impact my treatment resistant molluscum contagiosum
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so I tend to think it's a meme
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I had never heard of it being a stim
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And my fatigue is also due to health issues
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I guess it is then
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was uncomfortable when I snorted it
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5 mg oral is fine
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So it makes sense I'd hyperrespond to this effect, and in reality it's probably also increasing my ability to get stimmed from rest of stack bc health is better
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I can't afford to oral that
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I'd run out fast
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Do you have a source for it atm?
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a bit too much autophagy paired with fasting mimicking diet tho
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I need that for a bit I'd think
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has muscle pains, a headache
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I have a bit of cancer in my genes
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but I guess it did clear some cancerous cells
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yesterday I had a customer on chemo
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that's horrifying
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worth every intervention
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But yea I stayed up for 44 hrs unintentionally bc rapa, and could only sleep 4.5
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I didn't even moda yesterday
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did u snort it
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Yea
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Also yea my mom has a rare leukemia and severely low platelet count
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I don't think it's a good idea now
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Her platelets were in single digits once
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get some pomiferin
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Amd then she got thyroid cancer
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my ex had ovary cancer
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emoji_51
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Oof
06:48
That sounds painful
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Coffee causes me headaches if I have a cup, but for some reason I need 1/4 to 1/2 cup a day for some reason
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bitch gets what she deserves
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Ok it's stack time
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puts on timer
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I decided to stop eating after 5 pm
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Any idea of ultra low dose naltrexone is a terrible idea with rapamycin
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I decided to stop eating after 5 pm
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 06:50 AM
That's smart
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machineyadav 06-Aug-22 06:50 AM
No idea
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 06:50 AM
Most ppl eat too late
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Any idea of ultra low dose naltrexone is a terrible idea with rapamycin
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 06:50 AM
should be good
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Ok that's gonna be my final attempt to cure my viral infection
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I give up if that combo w everything else I take doesn't work
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It's been lime 6 years
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I can't have sex bc of it
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lyme disease?
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I tested myself recently
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negative
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I may have thay too but haven't tested
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But no, benign but awful molluscum contagiosum
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oh
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Only supposed to last behind 2 years in severely immunocomp ppl
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I've had over 6
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I don't have sex to prevent shit like that
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past 4 years
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IM A VIRGIN
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had one relapse
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I got an std and I'm a virgin.
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regretted it instantly
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 06:52 AM
got up and left
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IM A VIRGIN
Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 06:52 AM
50 bucks and no standards can change that
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 06:53 AM
how the fuck did you manage to remain virgin
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Lmao no I'm actually hot
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I've had to turn down offers for sex
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ur a strong man
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my guy
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i thought I was monking out
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I don't lift
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Kek
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But yea I was in my dream girls bed
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u do women
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She wanted it
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I was too autistic to explain my situation
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I got an std and I'm a virgin.
Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 06:54 AM
sounds like responsible patents....
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 06:54 AM
if everyone was like u all women would be saints
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So it was just a cuddle sesh
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Then she tried again in the morning lmao
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Put my hands on her tits
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slut
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Then when I obviously wasn't gonna fuck she said she had to go see her sister
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slap
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spit
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spank
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We met at a bar so probably tbfh
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That was my first time ever going to a bar and j wasn't even 21 lmao
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And I went home with a 10
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Then when I obviously wasn't gonna fuck she said she had to go see her sister
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 06:55 AM
next Tinder match
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codename
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Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 06:55 AM
the std, an incurable one?
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 06:55 AM
Mines treatment resistant
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Severely
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Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 06:56 AM
that sucks
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 06:56 AM
Tell me abt it
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I wasn't an addict until I got it
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Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 06:57 AM
trying sonething crazy to cure it with biohacking or did you acept your fate? (edited)
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 06:58 AM
Trying something very crazy
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The kitchen sink
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try histidine
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overload BCAAs
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limit tryptophan
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and bomb rapamycin oral
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all at the same time
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I notice serotonin upregulation worsens it
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Aka cacao
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indeed IDO is antiviral
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nooking IDO will provide an edge to viruses
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IDO?
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Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 07:00 AM
if you need any crazy new ideas, tell me the std - i always come up with crazy ideas... besides i am limited extremly with biohacking because of my country. Therefore theory and stoneage biohacking is all i got...
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 07:00 AM
indoleamine dioxygenase
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Mabus Tiefsee
if you need any crazy new ideas, tell me the std - i always come up with crazy ideas... besides i am limited extremly with biohacking because of my country. Therefore theory and stoneage biohacking is all i got...
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 07:01 AM
It's molluscum contagiosum, you can scroll up for additional context
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Current plan is focused on low dose naltrexone + rapamycin
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And rest of my stack
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Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 07:02 AM
wait, it is a pocks strain? Immunity against one pocks version often helps against others. Did you already trow some close but more harmless pocks strains into the kitchen sink?
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 07:03 AM
Uhhh no
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How would I even
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Buy em from Rothschild?
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Lmao
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Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 07:04 AM
monkey pox home delivery service, just ask some gay dudes if they got connections. The worst orgys should have them
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 07:05 AM
disgusting
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Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 07:05 AM
and asking your doctor for an old pox vaccine, the they could still work (first pox vaccine was just a weak pox strain. That's the reason many got a scar at the incection site)
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disgusting
Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 07:05 AM
yes
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oh and high dose vitamin C, some cink and high dose vitamin D Just for boosting your immune system.
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 07:06 AM
Yea i take all those
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50 k IU Lesss goo
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Oh I forgot to include reacta c in my stack
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Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 07:06 AM
....like i sayd, crazy ideas are my speciallity...
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 07:06 AM
Rapamycin Aniracetam Piracetam Bromantane Bacopa 24% bacosides 100 mg modafinil Curcumin Cacao Ginkgo biloba ALCAR Na r ala Reduced glutathione NAC Shiitake mushroom Enteric coated peppermint Digestive enzymes for all the aforementioned B12 sublingual methylcobalmin B6 p5p sublingual Thiamine hcl Methylfolate Potassium citrate Boron Selenium Molybdenum One meal a day@Mabus Tiefsee
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knock on wood my zoster infection hasn't returned for 4 yrs
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I guess all I need to do is avoid bitches
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Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 07:07 AM
all it needed for me (even during my most horny time as teenager) for loosing all interests in her. Blisters on the lips....
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GG @Mabus Tiefsee, you just advanced to level 4!
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all it needed for me (even during my most horny time as teenager) for loosing all interests in her. Blisters on the lips....
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 07:08 AM
simplex is nothing compared to zoster
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zoster gives you debilitating back pain
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you can't get up even
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ever move is like a thousand daggers through your spine
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Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 07:09 AM
sounds awfull
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 07:09 AM
it is evil
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attacks your nerves in the spinal cord
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some people have these pains permanently
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and no painkiller helps it
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Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 07:10 AM
don't forget to freeze a sample of infectious material as backup plan in case you need it one day
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 07:10 AM
nooked it with acyclovir
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should probably stock up on femcyclovir in case it comes back
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Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 07:11 AM
and avoid bitches, that hour of fun is not worth any std, even the not as serious ones....
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 07:12 AM
ofc
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I'm monk
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no PMS
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Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 07:12 AM
yeah a guy has to go his own way, i agree
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 07:13 AM
also no porn
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that's literal brain damage
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Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 07:13 AM
hold on....
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 07:14 AM
to be fair it's not really strong science but it does feel like it
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Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 07:14 AM
no women and no porn? How do you manage your hormones? I can have either or - but both, how?
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no women and no porn? How do you manage your hormones? I can have either or - but both, how?
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great inhibitory control
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I've upregulated my GABA neurons to the point I can enjoy not induldging compulsions in a way
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Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 07:16 AM
was it before the infection as well? Pain reducing your dribes makes sense. Otherwise you migt want to check your hormon levels. Just to be sure.
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was it before the infection as well? Pain reducing your dribes makes sense. Otherwise you migt want to check your hormon levels. Just to be sure.
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 07:16 AM
no this happened only after I took my stack
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before that I couldn't even manage to not smoke weed
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Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 07:17 AM
ah direct brain alteration, yeah that explains it (edited)
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 07:17 AM
avoid GABAergics
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introduce GABA antagonists and release inhibitors
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result is stronger inhibitory neurotransmission over time
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Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 07:17 AM
no, can't do that. That would make reproduction difficult
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 07:18 AM
reproduction of what
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Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 07:18 AM
human ofspring
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 07:19 AM
I don't intend to have children but I'm curious what you're on about
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I don't have a clue
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I'm busy planning world domination I don't have time for little gremlins
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I'm busy planning world domination I don't have time for little gremlins
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Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 07:21 AM
sperm donations for those who want to raise my ofspring for me minimal risk & investment, maximal offspring numbers. I am switching from a K strategy to an R strategy in reproduction. If just one out of ten children will develop good, it is a win - simple math.
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 07:21 AM
if I can't indoctrinate them there is no point
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I'm busy planning world domination I don't have time for little gremlins
Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 07:22 AM
that's why i said freeze infectious tissue! Use it as starting point and make an airborn version. In case ypu need a hostage, take the whole world!
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 07:22 AM
gremlins are ideal cult followers but you need to actually do it
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if I can't indoctrinate them there is no point
Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 07:23 AM
the question is, do you think nature or nurture. I believe it is 60-90% nature and the remaining nurture is neglectable.
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the question is, do you think nature or nurture. I believe it is 60-90% nature and the remaining nurture is neglectable.
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nurture all the way
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Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 07:24 AM
in that case, become a teacher
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in that case, become a teacher
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 07:25 AM
no that's just adding a drop to a sea it does nothing
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Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 07:25 AM
kindergardenteacher
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 07:25 AM
I need them isolated until they're fully grown up and trained
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Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 07:26 AM
they see the children more often than the parents if you exclude sleeping time
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 07:26 AM
I need teachers tho'
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GG @Deleted User, you just advanced to level 5!
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 07:26 AM
hard to brainwash 10k children all by yourself
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hard to brainwash 10k children all by yourself
Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 07:31 AM
tell that to pokemon. Make a game, you can hide anything in there and it works better as everything the teachers would teach anyway
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tell that to pokemon. Make a game, you can hide anything in there and it works better as everything the teachers would teach anyway
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 07:32 AM
ur right should prolly take a more legally sound approach
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Mabus Tiefsee 06-Aug-22 07:33 AM
and hide the thing afzer 3h of playtime. That way the parents won't find out. The problem DnD made, they showed the satanic stuff during character creation!
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 07:53 AM
I'm shaking
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I've been on rapamycin 3 days and my viral infection I've had for 6+ years is going away
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One of the largest bumps I had is just gone
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GONE
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One of the largest bumps I had is just gone
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 07:59 AM
nice
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it's potent
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make sure to do other biohacks to prevent bacterial infections
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S. montana oil aromatherapy
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 08:05 AM
AbstractBackground. Clinical data indicate that therapy with small-molecule immunosuppressive drugs is frequently accompanied by an incidence rate of neuropsych
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found it
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Hmmmm it's anxiolytic for me
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Does bring down my childhood leaning toward hypolanic bipolar
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But I was in depression for past 7 years and constantly abused drugs so it's worth the trade
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I also have never been diagnosed with bipolar
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S. montana oil aromatherapy
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 08:10 AM
Alternatives?
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I'm sure I have something helpful at home
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ibtisam.midlet 06-Aug-22 08:28 AM
@Deleted User
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 08:30 AM
Hi fren
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I just found 7 amp
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Free money
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That's literally $105 in my pocket
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It's a good week
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 08:51 AM
I also am now a synesthetic
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GG @Deleted User, you just advanced to level 6!
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 08:51 AM
At least w current stack
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Another long term goal achieved
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 10:59 AM
Bro getting rid of this fucking nft is a huge pain
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I got it for free
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 11:09 AM
Ok I need crypto, who wants to buy piracetam or aniracetam
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Alternatives?
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 12:01 PM
search antiobiotic herb. I found this one to take care of Streptococcus aureus
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search antiobiotic herb. I found this one to take care of Streptococcus aureus
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 12:08 PM
Oh I already cured my recurrent mrsa
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I actually was getting close to needing an amputation lmfao
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Entire leg was severely red and antibiotics made it spread more
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the thing is
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Researched and found articles on Manuka honey, asked the doctor abt it and he advised against it, did it anyways and next day doctor goes "idk what your doing but keep doing it"
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Fuck doctors lmao
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S. auerus is a natural part of the nasal microbiome
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I'm aware
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secretes toxins which directly access the brain
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I meant I cured getting recurrent infections
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Hm didn't know that part
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which is why I wanted to nook it
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and found the oil to do it
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But you'd have to do that daily
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Forever
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And ever
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And ever
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ever echoing in the distance
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yeah well I like S montana smell
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I don't mind my house smelling like that all the time
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Researched and found articles on Manuka honey, asked the doctor abt it and he advised against it, did it anyways and next day doctor goes "idk what your doing but keep doing it"
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 12:12 PM
classic doctor behavior
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if there's something they were not thought in school
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the automatic response is to say no
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true NPC behavior
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tho' there may be legal liabilities about this
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so that's one reason for this
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the automatic response is to say no
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 12:13 PM
The problem is they're also taught to do that
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They're actually essentially taught not to think in a way
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I ate an Arum sp. leaf once
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Independently
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I am a leaf
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came choking to my doc
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they told me 'we don't know what it is go home'
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Idek what that is fam this isn't going well
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Sounds right
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I'm surprised they didn't just give you charcoal
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They should always do that if they don't know
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At worst it'll have a neutral effect
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At best it'll work
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that's the most poisonous plant one could consume in Europe
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I could have died if I only ate a bit more
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They don't have Datura in europe?
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this is more poisonous than datura by far
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But more fun inbet
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S
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nah
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it just makes you choke
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and you die
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Some people like that tbh
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Weird people
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my ex
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stupid bitch
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What's the moa
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Did u kill her
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/s
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idk I'll look it up
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Too much kink choking
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Lmfao
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no she begged me
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I slapped her
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'why did you slap me'
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'because you're a dumb bitch'
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proceeds with the pounding
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Thud
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Thud
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Thud
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Door opens
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wtf
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the MoA is literally calcium oxalate
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brazing your throat
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oh
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so this promotes absorption of cyanoglycosides
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FUN
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funny thing
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my diet is literally slowly poisoning me
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That's common
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Too many oxalates?
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Too many oxalates?
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 12:24 PM
I'll eat over 2 g by the end of the day today
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that spinach champignon stew
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NOT SPINACH NOO
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The fucking worst
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You can literally feel the oxalates
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yeah well IDC
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because I made the best recipe in the world
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eats more cacao
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you can't go beyond this no way
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I'm a cook
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So your probably right
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me too
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but I choose not to work for a cuck
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That's why you bully your coworkers into complacency ezpz
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I owe lawyers and fam
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Sp I got to
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who did you kill
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Your ex gf...
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good riddance
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thanks
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Yea now pay up
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oh
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meet me in the back street
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don't carry weapons
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NO DONT PAY IN SEX
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I need money
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I'll pay in DEATH
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Why does the government take your taxes just to return them at the end of the year
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it does?
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Uh oh I'm getting too smart
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In America
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idk it send me the thing about getting my tax return I never go
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maybe I should
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You should just get a check
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Well you have to file
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always thought it was a misunderstandin
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Lmao
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You should use turbo tax this year
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I'm fairly certain your breaking the law lmfao
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If you have a job
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why
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Bc America is dumb
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I'm not in usa
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Then idk
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Ugh I don't wanna go to work
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 02:12 PM
eatin spinach champignon stew
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GG @Deleted User, you just advanced to level 6!
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ibtisam.midlet 06-Aug-22 02:53 PM
Hi guys @RentableZulu student have 3 diploma: have an associates in mathematics and science and a bachelors in both biology with a concentration in genetics and biochemistry
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Its mostly being benfitical to have at least one , a none freelancer biologist
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RentableZulu 06-Aug-22 02:55 PM
@ibtisam.midlet thank you for the introduction! I’m grateful to be part of the community and I look forward to collaborating on projects and contributing! 🙂
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ibtisam.midlet 06-Aug-22 03:00 PM
See channels to know what we are researching, if you could contribute will be awesome +_+ Or even get some unusual info might help you
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RentableZulu 06-Aug-22 03:08 PM
Of course, I’ll be sure to check them out! Thanks again for the intro to the community
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agomelatine works. 1 mg subL before bed for 15 mins
Deleted User 06-Aug-22 03:37 PM
@RentableZulu look here
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Jesus stayed dead for atleast a quarter of a year before returning revived
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GG @Netizenne, you just advanced to level 1!
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Rip Jesus for being chased away despair
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He spoke the truth
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Hello (edited)
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How is everyone
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maze.yaeger 06-Aug-22 09:38 PM
🦧
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Hi
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 09:39 PM
I'm gonna use my based stack to date the hottest girl at work
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And it's gonna work
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She's a server and I'm a cook so if shit doesn't work it could be worse
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What are you up to yaeger
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maze.yaeger 06-Aug-22 09:41 PM
Jaja
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Hi, just looking for servers
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Who is the leader of this domain
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 09:52 PM
I'm top of the member list rn so I am
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What do you need
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Who is the leader of this domain
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Always assume it's the most active member
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It's accurate in this case
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Good
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785513382215811122
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that spinach champignon stew
Cadmium
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ibtisam.midlet 06-Aug-22 10:12 PM
Its me
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Deleted User 06-Aug-22 10:15 PM
Your cadmium
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I knew it
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Deleted User 07-Aug-22 03:51 AM
@ibtisam.midlet hello do you want to make a channel for hair loss
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ibtisam.midlet 07-Aug-22 03:51 AM
Nope
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Its too niched
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Deleted User 07-Aug-22 06:45 AM
Take boron
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Works annoyingly well for my facial hair
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Yoyoyo
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What's on the menu
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Not vegan food
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ibtisam.midlet 07-Aug-22 12:23 PM
@Deleted User go to improving >>sub>>hair loss Do your research there
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Click to see attachment 🖼️
Who is this person? You?
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ibtisam.midlet 08-Aug-22 03:50 PM
nope, but one day will do that emoji_51
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Anyone here take paid commissions for DIY biohacking lab works?
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GG @Damianze, you just advanced to level 1!
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Deleted User 08-Aug-22 06:37 PM
I'll take paid commisions
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Can't say I can do the latter
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Anyone here take paid commissions for DIY biohacking lab works?
ibtisam.midlet 09-Aug-22 01:23 AM
It seems not 🐤
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Deleted User 09-Aug-22 11:01 AM
I am glad I got a fitting role
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FUCK
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any input xx
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ibtisam.midlet 10-Aug-22 11:14 AM
look who jumped
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You are wlcm between
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Read rules
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ibtisam.midlet 10-Aug-22 11:14 AM
I can make you unmentionable if you want
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I can make you unmentionable if you want
wdym
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ibtisam.midlet 10-Aug-22 11:16 AM
Seems You don't like to mentioned rendomly by users
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it doesn't actually matter
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Deleted User 10-Aug-22 11:38 AM
do you even do sublingual probiotics
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GG @blank, you just advanced to level 1!
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you got that power?
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ibtisam.midlet 10-Aug-22 12:52 PM
Mr paranoid (edited)
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notetake
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Does anyone know how artificial eggs and sperms generate from stem cells even make sense?
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Stem cells carry the full number of chromosomes in its DNA, while eggs and sperms only carry half.
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ibtisam.midlet 10-Aug-22 06:25 PM
Generated* From stem cells? If I understanded your question, then stem cells need to splited to get half DNAs like sperm and eggs
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In other way if you mean how stem cells can be generated from egg and sperm or not, then just join them and you get full DNA
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you can even ganerate full DNA just from half DNA (chromatid) there recessive and dominant genes there, but still not important, you can just use the same chromatid twice
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Does anyone know how artificial eggs and sperms generate from stem cells even make sense?
Mabus Tiefsee 11-Aug-22 01:57 AM
for cloning an extinct animal, yeah maybe . For every other practical application, there are better ways
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and it always depend on the goal, what do you want to achieve?
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veganpermanently 11-Aug-22 12:57 PM
CEO of CEO
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CEO of CEO
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diabolik
yo
veganpermanently 11-Aug-22 12:59 PM
Sup
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veganpermanently 11-Aug-22 01:00 PM
Everybody here
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Leave sirsa to die alone
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I heard he likes McDonald’s eSobbing
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Leave sirsa to die alone
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 11-Aug-22 01:05 PM
I should have known you were orchestrating this behind the scenes, you diabolical heathen
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Odder_Sea (Glowie)
I should have known you were orchestrating this behind the scenes, you diabolical heathen
Who is u
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The Blur
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 11-Aug-22 01:07 PM
I am the clown with the tear-away face
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Odder_Sea (Glowie)
I should have known you were orchestrating this behind the scenes, you diabolical heathen
Deleted User 11-Aug-22 01:47 PM
thank you for the kind words odder
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thank you for the kind words odder
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 11-Aug-22 01:56 PM
It's is my honor to bestow upon you my encouraging prose
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It's is my honor to bestow upon you my encouraging prose
Deleted User 11-Aug-22 01:57 PM
which demon suddenly imbued you with the power of silky smooth lyrical spell mastery
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which demon suddenly imbued you with the power of silky smooth lyrical spell mastery
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 11-Aug-22 02:01 PM
I been spitting these lyrical enigmas since I could remember
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I been spitting these lyrical enigmas since I could remember
Deleted User 11-Aug-22 02:02 PM
splitting minds like a sigma, makes me wanna get better
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splitting minds like a sigma, makes me wanna get better
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 11-Aug-22 02:05 PM
Degenerate rhymes, I'm a stigma, tell yo ho ma she can ligma (edited)
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GG @Odder_Sea (Glowie), you just advanced to level 1!
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Guys I was just thinking about the very real danger of if we accidentally sang too much praise to novelty seeking and accidentally got everyone on noots that made them leave the server and do other stuff with their lives ;_; (edited)
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We should probably nook D2/D4 to proactively prevent that imo, they are involved in novelty seeking iirc (edited)
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But is the novelty seeking of D2/D4 applicable to social relations????
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Guys I was just thinking about the very real danger of if we accidentally sang too much praise to novelty seeking and accidentally got everyone on noots that made them leave the server and do other stuff with their lives ;_; (edited)
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 11-Aug-22 02:15 PM
Too late, fomenting a coup d'état in Nicaragua (edited)
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Too late, fomenting a coup d'état in Nicaragua (edited)
NOOOOO PepeHands
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Blank and Bonk have already left nootopics for greener lands
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Such damage has already been done
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We need cohesion!!!!!!!
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Blank and Bonk have already left nootopics for greener lands
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 11-Aug-22 02:16 PM
Together? Holding hands?
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Together? Holding hands?
B-team Love Love Love Love Love Love
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 11-Aug-22 02:16 PM
Skipping into the sunset?
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Ya exact
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GG @Netizenne, you just advanced to level 2!
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Guys I was just thinking about the very real danger of if we accidentally sang too much praise to novelty seeking and accidentally got everyone on noots that made them leave the server and do other stuff with their lives ;_; (edited)
Deleted User 11-Aug-22 02:19 PM
r u joking
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I'm too autistic to tell
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We need cohesion!!!!!!!
Deleted User 11-Aug-22 02:20 PM
not on Sirsad's server
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in general, yeah wouldn't hurt
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with a delta male leader eh
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Guys I was just thinking about the very real danger of if we accidentally sang too much praise to novelty seeking and accidentally got everyone on noots that made them leave the server and do other stuff with their lives ;_; (edited)
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Deleted User 11-Aug-22 02:21 PM
regarding novelty seeking
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r u joking
Does it matter, there is knowledge to be gained in adopting the narrative and the motivations that come with it
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Wow u guys are super mods
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Does it matter, there is knowledge to be gained in adopting the narrative and the motivations that come with it
Deleted User 11-Aug-22 02:22 PM
there is no novelty seeking activity more complex than biohacking
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Wow u guys are super mods
I will moderate your LIFE There is no escaping this server
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Ok
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Deleted User 11-Aug-22 02:22 PM
there is always new pathways
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and even the old pathways always have new interactions
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these people that left the space didn't do so bcs there is no more novelty in biohacking
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bcs there always is and it's not even hard to come across it
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so you don't even need to seek we're all just showered in novelty
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these people left for 2 reasons
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they got dissapointed by people or their biohacking success or scared of sides for some reason
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Perhaps there is a sweet spot for how much novelty seeking you get. Or perhaps different pathways effect novelty seeking within different domains -like maybe oxytocin increases novelty seeking within “things” but not people. (edited)
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Perhaps there is a sweet spot for how much novelty seeking you get. Or perhaps different pathways effect novelty seeking within different domains -like maybe oxytocin increases novelty seeking within “things” but not people. (edited)
Deleted User 11-Aug-22 02:27 PM
seeking new people for the novelty is just low IQ
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Idk not really Meet the right person and you can stumble upon insane wealths of knowledge
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Deleted User 11-Aug-22 02:28 PM
well yeah
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but you did that for the knowledge not the person
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Does novelty seeking, divergent thinking, creativity and aberrant synaptogenesis all have something in common???
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Deleted User 11-Aug-22 02:30 PM
can put paranoia in that category
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I think sirsad said psychedelics cause massive aberrant synaptogenesis like it was a bad thing, -but aren’t the abnormal/divergent connections of these substances where the creativity comes from???????
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Deleted User 11-Aug-22 02:31 PM
just make the brain go brr if u ask me
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I think sirsad said psychedelics cause massive aberrant synaptogenesis like it was a bad thing, -but aren’t the abnormal/divergent connections of these substances where the creativity comes from???????
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 11-Aug-22 02:31 PM
Yeah, as long as you don't overdo it, and alternate with pruning protocols, I forsee mostly benefits
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How do different dopamine receptors modulate aberrant synaptogenesis ? Could the novelty seeking of D2 and D4 be considered that?
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 11-Aug-22 02:32 PM
Excited to find that Matrine may be a viable pruning aid, I'll pick some up in a few months with the ND winter sale
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just make the brain go brr if u ask me
brrrrrrrrrrrrerrrrrrrraaaiiiiin
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Ya I am not sure about pruning tbh
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Is probably necessary but I think you’ve got a limited amount of connections to prune or something maybe (edited)
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Deleted User 11-Aug-22 02:33 PM
what I'm sure about psychs is that they produced a permanent hallucinatory state for me
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I can't say it's bad tho
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also I'm sure this state is largely underreported as many users don't even know what it is or that it came from psychs
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Is probably necessary but I think you’ve got a limited amount of connections to prune or something maybe (edited)
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 11-Aug-22 02:34 PM
Gets rid of the ones you don't need/reinforce. Can help with learning new habits/unlearning old habits Excessive use of neurogenics will probably lead to autism-like cognitive patterns over time
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Deleted User 11-Aug-22 02:36 PM
the problem with neurogenesis is that the neurons and synapses start stacking on top of one another
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eventually u end up with a smooth brain
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so the only way to really get gains is to trepanate and grow another brain outside
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heh my pfp finally lived up to it's name
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Disintegrins are what enable cancer cells to drill through tissues and invade/connect different regions I think. Maybe you can grow the brain without it all becoming connected somehow by researching these. (edited)
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I could be wildly misrepresenting their role tho
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Def double check that
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Deleted User 11-Aug-22 02:39 PM
today I had the weirdest trip
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I stopped riding for a second
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had the sensation of falling sideways
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then extreme nausea and cold sweats for 20 mins
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kinda like food poisoning
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Hmmm that does not seem good lol
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Deleted User 11-Aug-22 02:41 PM
ye
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weirdest thing is
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It’ has been very hot out here lately
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Deleted User 11-Aug-22 02:42 PM
after the 20 mins like nothing happened
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I can't handle the heat anymore for sure
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it's fucking torture
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Click to see attachment 🖼️
It is weird how this model almost suggests autism results from too much pruning tbh ……….
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Like there’s something off there
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It is weird how this model almost suggests autism results from too much pruning tbh ……….
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It is weird how this model almost suggests autism results from too much pruning tbh ……….
Deleted User 11-Aug-22 03:24 PM
wth is that anyways
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been staring at it for 2 mins straight
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only to notice the title last
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wth is that anyways
They use slime molds to model Tokyo subways system and now they’re using slime molds to mode human cognitive diversity
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I guess
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it's fucking torture
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Siesta I am trying to learn how to siesta
A siesta (from Spanish, pronounced [ˈsjesta] and meaning "nap") is a short nap taken in the early afternoon, often after the midday meal. Such a period of sleep is a common tradition in some countries, particularly those in warm-weather zones. The "siesta" can refer to the nap itself, or more generally to a period of the day, generally between 2...
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GG @Netizenne, you just advanced to level 3!
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I’ve found I tend to have a midday period where I’ll laze in bed and kinda rest, but I don’t ever go so far as to actually sleep much
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I just sit in bed all cozyyy
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https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Siesta I am trying to learn how to siesta
Deleted User 11-Aug-22 04:00 PM
that's easy for me
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I just quit caffeine and modafinil
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it's siesta all day every day
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I have 20 mins of productivity
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Click to see attachment 🖼️
Deleted User 11-Aug-22 04:02 PM
now compare to modafinil graph
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now compare to modafinil graph
Straighter
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@Yana
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That is a pretty good model of my day tbh
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Deleted User 11-Aug-22 04:05 PM
the 2 PM drowsiness is hyperstimulation for me
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it's siesta all day every day
Me too despair despair despair despair despair I must have chronic fatigue or something
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This is why working until later in the day is crucial since you just get back home tired
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GG @Yana, you just advanced to level 1!
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Deleted User 11-Aug-22 04:05 PM
I need to get up and clean the apartment or do 150 pushups to feel normal again
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The graph is hours after waking btw
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The graph is hours after waking btw
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the dip is around 2 PM
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if u wake up at sunrise
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If the Siesta is a summer phenomena, does that mean there’s less of a dip in this chart during the winter? Maybe melatonin or vitamin D control this. (edited)
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What even is the biggest regulator of seasonal changes actually (edited)
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What even is the biggest regulator of seasonal changes actually (edited)
Deleted User 11-Aug-22 04:20 PM
serotonin
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serotonin production and release are dependent on retina light exposure
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Waoh no way what the heck
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Waoh no way what the heck
Deleted User 11-Aug-22 04:22 PM
yeah it's pretty obvious even in everyday life
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Waoh no way what the heck
Deleted User 11-Aug-22 04:23 PM
btw did u see my write up
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plenty of old ideas in a single article
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btw did u see my write up
Where’s it at????? I need to lurk in rocket chat more
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Gvane Brain!!!!!! Waow
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Deleted User 11-Aug-22 04:25 PM
I need to up my writing game tho
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so many redundant words
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https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Siesta I am trying to learn how to siesta
Have you noticed that many people wake up with anxiety after an afternoon nap. 🤔
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Have you noticed that many people wake up with anxiety after an afternoon nap. 🤔
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it's a hit or miss for me
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never anxiety
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but sometimes it provides rest, sometimes it makes me even more tired
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if I have nice dreams it's usually the most rejuvenating
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lucid dreaming esp
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I feel like the key is to stay conscious throughout the whole thing
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but sometimes it provides rest, sometimes it makes me even more tired
You have to factor in the circadian rhythm. I've found with myself that a (max) 30min rest doesn't usually trigger anxiety.
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Deleted User 11-Aug-22 04:29 PM
total loss of consciousness would be hard to get back from
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A combination of L-theanine, Taurine and Phenibut is nice when I really need good quality sleep.
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You have to factor in the circadian rhythm. I've found with myself that a (max) 30min rest doesn't usually trigger anxiety.
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I don't think it's about duration at all. I could sit in meditation for 4 hours and not feel any more tired at all. But if I lose consciousness for more than a single REM cycle it's over
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Day 2 today
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I hope creatine helps my mitochondria 🤞
Deleted User 11-Aug-22 04:32 PM
maybe slightly
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I hope creatine helps my mitochondria 🤞
I'm potentially buying a photobiomodulation laser device soon and I'll update you on that. 👍
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Deleted User 11-Aug-22 04:32 PM
we'll see
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GG @Deleted User, you just advanced to level 8!
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Deleted User 11-Aug-22 04:33 PM
I need a way to quantify my experiments on this
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but it's hard due to the fact that my training is inconsistent
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I hope creatine helps my mitochondria 🤞
I dont think theres any benefit to creatine if you eat enough beef
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Deleted User 11-Aug-22 04:34 PM
btw creatine HCL is a better idea IMO
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if you're doing oral
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I hope creatine helps my mitochondria 🤞
Perioperative neurocognitive disorder (PND) is a serious nervous system complication characterized by progressive cognitive impairment, especially in …
Sleep deprivation (SD) causes oxidative stress in the hippocampus and subsequent memory impairment. In this study, the effect of near-infrared (NIR) photobiomodulation (PBM) on learning and memory impairment induced by acute SD was investigated. The mice were subjected to an acute SD protocol for 72 …
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Deleted User 11-Aug-22 04:37 PM
thiamine is an idea u know @Netizenne
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I suffer alotta sleep deprivation
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Oohhhhh How effective is it???????
It's most likely very effective but we shall see.
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Deleted User 11-Aug-22 04:38 PM
like 1000 mg thiamine HCL and 100 mg benfo sulbu or alli thiamine
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I will be conducting tests, as always.
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Deleted User 11-Aug-22 04:38 PM
and like emi said
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snort the P5P
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pyridoxine HCL should not be legal to sell
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thiamine is an idea u know @Netizenne
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 11-Aug-22 04:40 PM
Thiamine is clutch. Sulbutiamine (pure nootropics) TTFD/allithiamine and Benfotiamine are the bee's knees
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Deleted User 11-Aug-22 04:40 PM
issa secret unkind people will never uncover
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because they're drenched in their pride and self assurance
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So simply increasing vmat is not good enough, I also need to improve mitochondria in order to provide them the energy to load the vesicles???? What is your treatment doc!!!!????????
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So simply increasing vmat is not good enough, I also need to improve mitochondria in order to provide them the energy to load the vesicles???? What is your treatment doc!!!!????????
Deleted User 11-Aug-22 04:42 PM
indeed
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increasing VMAT2 without improving mitochondrial health concurrently will lead to random disorders
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throw a dice
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shizo
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bipolar
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 11-Aug-22 04:43 PM
Elliot Overton has me convinced that a cycle of high dose thiamine, say 500mg+ of the fat soluble forms, is useful for upregulating enzymes/cellular energy. If you make it a cycle of Sulbutiamine, you can increase D1 dopamine receptors tooemoji_49
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Elliot Overton has me convinced that a cycle of high dose thiamine, say 500mg+ of the fat soluble forms, is useful for upregulating enzymes/cellular energy. If you make it a cycle of Sulbutiamine, you can increase D1 dopamine receptors tooemoji_49
Deleted User 11-Aug-22 04:44 PM
u know
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the body is not a fat blob
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unless you're a fat blob
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the brain does accept fat soluble subs via diffusion without transporter action
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but the brain is not the only target of thiamine
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increasing VMAT2 without improving mitochondrial health concurrently will lead to random disorders
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 11-Aug-22 04:46 PM
IMO may, if not most, chronic diseases are to some degree mediated by impaired mitochondrial functioning
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the brain does accept fat soluble subs via diffusion without transporter action
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 11-Aug-22 04:47 PM
I'm on board with those points, bit I'm not tracking 100% what you are trying to communicate here
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IMO may, if not most, chronic diseases are to some degree mediated by impaired mitochondrial functioning
Deleted User 11-Aug-22 04:47 PM
indeed, as all transporters use cellular energy
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thiamine is an idea u know @Netizenne
Ttfd
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Oh someone said that
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I'm on board with those points, bit I'm not tracking 100% what you are trying to communicate here
Deleted User 11-Aug-22 04:48 PM
just substantiating the stack. btw it's not my invention
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the inventor is unknown
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eventually I will develop a life-back serum without stims
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just instant mitochondrial rockin and poppin
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mitochondria go brrrr
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sr9009 or PQQ for mitochondria health
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sr9009 or PQQ for mitochondria health
Deleted User 11-Aug-22 04:51 PM
both pls
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I'm still hesistant about snorting PQQ
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looks both appealing and dangerous at the same time
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absolutely no info online
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btw prob with sr9009 is the short half life
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If I were to start with just 1, pqq is prob safer and more effective right?
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Deleted User 11-Aug-22 04:52 PM
u have to dose it every few hours
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at the very least
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u have to dose it every few hours
Ouch what a pain
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If I were to start with just 1, pqq is prob safer and more effective right?
Deleted User 11-Aug-22 04:52 PM
yes
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cheaper as well
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u have to dose it every few hours
I think id probably use it more on a case by case basis in that case, just taking it when I wanna get stuff done
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Request PDF | On Aug 1, 2015, B. Chakraborti and others published Positive association of MAOA and VMAT2 with autism spectrum disorder (ASD) in the indian population | Find, read and cite all the research you need on ResearchGate
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I think id probably use it more on a case by case basis in that case, just taking it when I wanna get stuff done
Deleted User 11-Aug-22 04:53 PM
not much acute effect by itself from what I've seen
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never tried it
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never tried it
Blanks been using it but idk if they knew to take it every few hours :/
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Honestly I might not bother with it now that I know that
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Any relevant genes you reccomend checking to see if I have?
Deleted User 11-Aug-22 04:56 PM
well when it comes to this it's not gonna influence treatment anyways
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I'm with Greger on that one
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if you can spend money on something fun why spend it on a test
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if the result is at least somewhat likely to affect your life choices sure take it
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like if you were biten by a tick and your area has frequent lyme disease
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test ASAP
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I'm still hesistant about snorting PQQ
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 11-Aug-22 04:59 PM
I'd move up to Skq1 before snorting PQQ tbh. I take PQQ in the AM with ALCAR
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I'd move up to Skq1 before snorting PQQ tbh. I take PQQ in the AM with ALCAR
Deleted User 11-Aug-22 04:59 PM
they don't do the same thing
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PQQ is special there's no small molecule alike
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ibtisam.midlet 11-Aug-22 07:15 PM
Phenelizen will be bulletproof for neurotransmitters availability
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Its very effective for social Anxiety
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they don't do the same thing
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 11-Aug-22 07:44 PM
What are your targets with IN PQQ?
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Deleted User 11-Aug-22 11:17 PM
7/10 would boof again
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What are your targets with IN PQQ?
veganpermanently 12-Aug-22 12:12 AM
DJ-1. If u find another DA neuron penetrable compound that prevents DJ-1 oxidation you're golden. DJ-1 is a master regulator of VMAT2 expression. If the transporter is dysfunctional, oxidation rises and DJ-1 acts as a chemical antioxidant. The only way to stop the process is to introduce another antioxidant that is capable of DJ-1 protection which is only PQQ.
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serotonin production and release are dependent on retina light exposure
sometimes I feel a lot more productive if I just spend the whole day in the dark what does this mean 🧐
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DJ-1. If u find another DA neuron penetrable compound that prevents DJ-1 oxidation you're golden. DJ-1 is a master regulator of VMAT2 expression. If the transporter is dysfunctional, oxidation rises and DJ-1 acts as a chemical antioxidant. The only way to stop the process is to introduce another antioxidant that is capable of DJ-1 protection which is only PQQ.
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 12:13 AM
Aha. I knew PQQ was OG. Suck it Sirsad
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veganpermanently 12-Aug-22 12:14 AM
BTW it's not like people have invented this. PQQ is endogenous and this is it's job in the brain
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DJ-1. If u find another DA neuron penetrable compound that prevents DJ-1 oxidation you're golden. DJ-1 is a master regulator of VMAT2 expression. If the transporter is dysfunctional, oxidation rises and DJ-1 acts as a chemical antioxidant. The only way to stop the process is to introduce another antioxidant that is capable of DJ-1 protection which is only PQQ.
why hasn't anyone talked about this before 😩
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 12:15 AM
How big of a difference are we going to see from IN administration versus oral? What's the Ideal dose for IN and Oral? I've been using 20mg in the AM with my ALCAR for synergistic effect and to prevent TMAO bacteria from colonizing. (edited)
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sometimes I feel a lot more productive if I just spend the whole day in the dark what does this mean 🧐
veganpermanently 12-Aug-22 12:16 AM
Probably your 5ht2c is too sensitive to serotonin or you have too much oxidation, your kynurenine pathway is too activated. Dark metabolizes 5HT via AANAT preferentially.
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why hasn't anyone talked about this before 😩
veganpermanently 12-Aug-22 12:16 AM
Bcs I am the VMAT2 God
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How big of a difference are we going to see from IN administration versus oral? What's the Ideal dose for IN and Oral? I've been using 20mg in the AM with my ALCAR for synergistic effect and to prevent TMAO bacteria from colonizing. (edited)
veganpermanently 12-Aug-22 12:17 AM
I don't recommend IN no one has tried this before
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There are no studies either. Unexpected results may occur esp in terms of nasal cavity
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Bcs I am the VMAT2 God
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I don't recommend IN no one has tried this before
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 12:19 AM
Ok. Making sure I wasn't missing the boat on something awesome here. What do you feel is the ideal oral dose/schedule for general purposes?
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Ok. Making sure I wasn't missing the boat on something awesome here. What do you feel is the ideal oral dose/schedule for general purposes?
veganpermanently 12-Aug-22 12:19 AM
20 mg
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20 mg
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 12:19 AM
Once daily?
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veganpermanently 12-Aug-22 12:23 AM
Yes
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 12:23 AM
And what's your opinion on Ubiquinone/Ubiquinol? I've been taking them off and on for years, after learning that vegans tend to have lower levels. Currently on 100mg of vitacost ToCoQ10 with tocotrienols and bioperine in the AM, allegedly sun exposure converts it to ubiquinol in the bloodstream. Have some qunol ubiquinol I take on cloudy days
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veganpermanently 12-Aug-22 12:24 AM
I like it but it's too expensive. I'd like to do other things with my money now. Maybe when I'm older
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 12:26 AM
And were you the one recommending chlorophyll? I picked up a bunch of chlorophyllin from LEF, allegedly activated by sunlight, some people theorize may assist with production of ATP, but haven't seen anything solid on it. I take 100mg with the ToCoQ10 in the AM (edited)
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I like it but it's too expensive. I'd like to do other things with my money now. Maybe when I'm older
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 12:26 AM
I picked up two years worth from vitacost for about $60 on sale
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And were you the one recommending chlorophyll? I picked up a bunch of chlorophyllin from LEF, allegedly activated by sunlight, some people theorize may assist with production of ATP, but haven't seen anything solid on it. I take 100mg with the ToCoQ10 in the AM (edited)
veganpermanently 12-Aug-22 12:28 AM
I recommend everyone to eat leaves (edited)
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veganpermanently 12-Aug-22 12:29 AM
Chlorophyll is one of the nice parts of leaf tho', holds a few biohacking secrets
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I recommend everyone to eat leaves (edited)
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 12:30 AM
I eat tons of greens, But allegedly very little of intact chlorophyll makes it to the bloodstream
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I eat tons of greens, But allegedly very little of intact chlorophyll makes it to the bloodstream
veganpermanently 12-Aug-22 12:31 AM
Well the thing is chloroplasts have more than chlorophyll
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veganpermanently 12-Aug-22 12:32 AM
I think juicing should release the contents
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Wheat grass juice is nice if prepared fresh and well
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I think juicing should release the contents
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 12:32 AM
I wonder if consuming with a bit of Sunflower lecithin may improve uptake?
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I wonder if consuming with a bit of Sunflower lecithin may improve uptake?
veganpermanently 12-Aug-22 12:34 AM
Cool idea. Without ultrasonication no but... When life gives you lemons Make a cake
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 12:36 AM
I like to throw a teaspoon In with my green smoothies, I wondered if the vitamin released enough energy to liposomalize any fraction of the nutrients. I was under the impression the lipophyllic/emulsifying nature of lecithin would help with intestinal uptake even if not fully complexed,
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veganpermanently 12-Aug-22 12:36 AM
Time to start experimenting with this stuff. Liposomal everything, nano/microemulsions, etc.
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Took 1500 mg MgCl yesterday before sleep. Bowel movement is now perfect
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I Guess I was deficient
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 12:39 AM
I've always wondered if you could make liposomal/PC DHA (Ala krill oil) with algae oil and lecithin via ultrasonic complexing, which may be beneficial for APOE carriers die to their poor transport of non-PC DHA across the BBB (edited)
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I've always wondered if you could make liposomal/PC DHA (Ala krill oil) with algae oil and lecithin via ultrasonic complexing, which may be beneficial for APOE carriers die to their poor transport of non-PC DHA across the BBB (edited)
veganpermanently 12-Aug-22 12:43 AM
PC no, liposomal yes but what this would do IDK
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PC no, liposomal yes but what this would do IDK
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 12:44 AM
I think the AvailOM Algal should accomplish the same feat, so sort of a moot point maybe
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I think the AvailOM Algal should accomplish the same feat, so sort of a moot point maybe
veganpermanently 12-Aug-22 12:46 AM
ALA is superior anyways
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ALA is superior anyways
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 12:54 AM
I know some if the literature suggests this, though I've always been concerned about relying on endogenous conversion for DHA, mostly from the positive studies of DHA intervention (though individuals were almost certainly not vegans) Related, I've seen it referenced that curcumin, and I think longvida specifically, may increased endogenous conversion of ALA into DHA in the brain
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But also that the conversion is fairly oxidative in nature, so may result in excess ROS compared to exogenous, pre-formed DHA As in, 10 units of ALA have to be oxidized to get 1 unit of DHA. I'll try to find the source on that
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For many years I was having several teaspoons per day of Flax/Chia, but slightly concerned about anti-androgenic effects of flax, as I'm (or was, last time I was checkedbtwo years ago) borderline low-T High-E
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But also that the conversion is fairly oxidative in nature, so may result in excess ROS compared to exogenous, pre-formed DHA As in, 10 units of ALA have to be oxidized to get 1 unit of DHA. I'll try to find the source on that
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 12:58 AM
it doesn't matter. the compounds themselves are antioxidants so this reaction is actually protecting everything else from oxidation. It's like saying don't take PQQ because it oxidizes. Of course it does - it's an antioxidant
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For many years I was having several teaspoons per day of Flax/Chia, but slightly concerned about anti-androgenic effects of flax, as I'm (or was, last time I was checkedbtwo years ago) borderline low-T High-E
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dietary phytoestrogens will not influence endogenous hormone levels. If anything they should reduce estrogen, but they don't
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but. it's probably best to get an oil press and press your own oil from flax, not for the phytoestrogens but the cyanogenic glycosides. A few teaspoons will not be toxic but if you want real gains from ALA you need to press it
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dietary phytoestrogens will not influence endogenous hormone levels. If anything they should reduce estrogen, but they don't
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 01:02 AM
I don't believe that Flax's anti-androgenic effects were mediated primarily by phytoestrogen. I consider phytoestrogens to be generally positive for men and women
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why not just buy flax oil? it oxidizes quickly when it's not protected by the seed shell. You need to consume it within 4 hours of pressing. Which is why homepress is best. It's also the cheapest, tho' the upfront cost is about 300 USD.
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why not just buy flax oil? it oxidizes quickly when it's not protected by the seed shell. You need to consume it within 4 hours of pressing. Which is why homepress is best. It's also the cheapest, tho' the upfront cost is about 300 USD.
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 01:03 AM
I normally just used flax ground at home In a coffee grinder- the ALA is stable for over 6months at room temperature, which was irrelevant as I'd keep it in the fridge in a Mason jar and make a new batch every few weeks
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I normally just used flax ground at home In a coffee grinder- the ALA is stable for over 6months at room temperature, which was irrelevant as I'd keep it in the fridge in a Mason jar and make a new batch every few weeks
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yes even when ground it is stable because the shell contains antioxidants, but when you separate the oil it oxidizes within hours
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@Netizenne yo this is what I was talking about the other day
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why do people DM me with small talk
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do I appear like such a person
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'hey dude' 'what's good bruh'
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yes even when ground it is stable because the shell contains antioxidants, but when you separate the oil it oxidizes within hours
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 01:08 AM
Yeah, and all the fiber benefits/blood sugar mitigating effects are from the ground seeds, not the oil
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'hey dude' 'what's good bruh'
I feel like those are spam accounts
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I've actually tried to talk to them a few times and they are unable to do so and just keep repeating small talk phrases
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 01:09 AM
Imma start doing that again, Aldi's sells the seeds for dirt cheap. Adding a tablespoon to every meal/smoothie
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Really good for giving a smoothie a thick. Ice-creamy texture
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I've actually tried to talk to them a few times and they are unable to do so and just keep repeating small talk phrases
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 01:09 AM
I don't even know what to respond in the case it's a real person
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ask them if they have done anything interesting recently
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usually shuts them up 😂
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ask them if they have done anything interesting recently
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I asked if it was a bot
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Really good for giving a smoothie a thick. Ice-creamy texture
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yes I prepare a smoothie like this every day: 200 g Banana 200 mL Soy milk 20 g Flax seed 30 g Chia seed 3 g Ceylon Cinnamon Water until consistency is desireable
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I omit the ceylon and soy milk while fasting mimicking and use just 1 banana. less seeds as well
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yes I prepare a smoothie like this every day: 200 g Banana 200 mL Soy milk 20 g Flax seed 30 g Chia seed 3 g Ceylon Cinnamon Water until consistency is desireable
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 01:13 AM
Do you pre-grind the flax?
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he said he's not a bot, he comes in peace and proceeded with the small talk
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he said he's not a bot, he comes in peace and proceeded with the small talk
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 01:14 AM
Kill it with fire
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Do you pre-grind the flax?
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yes in a coffee grinder
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I love it how my reddit karma keeps going up and down
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all posts have below 70% upvote rate
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everyday life in croatia be like
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that would never happen here
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it's more an issue that cars stop for you even when they wouldn't have needed to and you awkwardly walk in front of them while they are stopped 😂 (edited)
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but I'm glad it be this way
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like here the second car already would have stopped and maybe even the first car on a weird day
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it's more an issue that cars stop for you even when they wouldn't have needed to and you awkwardly walk in front of them while they are stopped 😂 (edited)
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 01:25 AM
there's a law here that states a cyclist needs to get off the bike when crossing a zebra. but cyclists are not allowed to ride on the pedestrian pavement. so you know how fucked up it is
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it's more an issue that cars stop for you even when they wouldn't have needed to and you awkwardly walk in front of them while they are stopped 😂 (edited)
Lol same Sometimes I’ll wait to J-walk and the car will stop even though there’s no intersections or crosswalks lmfao So instead I just have to really slowly walk or pose like I’m not waiting on traffic to cross xdddd
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there is an obvious contradiction in law
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I always get mad inside “like wtf!!! You have the right of what wtf are you doing!!!?!???”
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Lol same Sometimes I’ll wait to J-walk and the car will stop even though there’s no intersections or crosswalks lmfao So instead I just have to really slowly walk or pose like I’m not waiting on traffic to cross xdddd
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it's like you're living in a GTA city
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it's like you're living in a GTA city
Ya lmao ig
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 01:27 AM
usually the traffic is fine here but not because of law
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but because the people have unwritten rules they stand by
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mostly respect and logic
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but one fool is enough to throw my mood off for the whole day
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it's mostly Bosnians roflmao
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usually the traffic is fine here but not because of law
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 01:28 AM
Are you also Croat?
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Are you also Croat?
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I am VP dude
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it's mostly Bosnians roflmao
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with a heavy accent and no common sense
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 01:31 AM
I need to up my glycogen game
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thinking D Ribose high dose
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isomaltulose as well
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pea protein
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if someone has more ideas lemme kno
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I am VP dude
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 01:37 AM
How many alts you got bruh
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@Deleted User It seems that we are neighbours. I find the interactions between former nations of Yugoslavia intriguing to say the least. So much pride everywhere.
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 01:38 AM
Is this a whole server of VP arguing with himself with different avatars?
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@Deleted User It seems that we are neighbours. I find the interactions between former nations of Yugoslavia intriguing to say the least. So much pride everywhere.
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I don't have pride about my people, I feel pity if anything. I feel we suffered greatly historically. All of the nations here. Our true cultural identities are stolen. I have pride about where we all come from, pride about this geographical space, it's very special
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what I said about Bosnians and road, they don't understand things in Zagreb don't work according to law. Common sense needs to be applied for everything to work smoothly
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if they spend some time here eventually they realize how things work
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it's not about them, it's about the cultural shock. all minorities are like this it's just that the Bosnians are the most frequent minority
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What ya think VP?
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 01:48 AM
I found some issue about butyrate supplementation one night when I was overly stoned but forgot about what it was
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I found some issue about butyrate supplementation one night when I was overly stoned but forgot about what it was
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 01:49 AM
I'm interested in butylated hydroxytoluene. Any thought on that?
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order 100 of these you won't regret
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nootropic ergogenic tastes like Eden
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I'm interested in butylated hydroxytoluene. Any thought on that?
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Butyrate is an abundant metabolite produced by the gut microbiota and is known to modulate multiple immune system pathways and inflammatory diseases. However, studies of its effects on virus infection of cells are limited and enigmatic. We found that butyrate increases cellular infection and virus replication in influenza virus, reovirus, and hu...
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something to be considered regarding all dietary interventions
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yes I found it
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Butyrates will cause Epstein Barr reinfection @Odder_Sea (Glowie) be careful
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 02:05 AM
Interesting. I was peaked in interest on BHT as it is alleged to supress herpes viruses, and I am swayed by the viral theory of alzheimers (though as a degenerative symptom, rather than the root cause)
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Interesting. I was peaked in interest on BHT as it is alleged to supress herpes viruses, and I am swayed by the viral theory of alzheimers (though as a degenerative symptom, rather than the root cause)
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Pan-histone deacetylase (HDAC) inhibitors, which inhibit 11 HDAC isoforms, are widely used to induce Epstein-Barr virus (EBV) lytic cycle in EBV-associated cancers in vitro and in clinical trials. Here, we hypothesized that inhibition of one or several specific HDAC isoforms by selective HDAC inhibi …
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the most interesting thing you can use it to chase out the virus and kill it
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I feel like everything I take is making my face look younger by the day but I still have acne problems due to excessive sebum secretion
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does anybody have biohacks against this other than the retinoids
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the most interesting thing you can use it to chase out the virus and kill it
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I feel like everything I take is making my face look younger by the day but I still have acne problems due to excessive sebum secretion
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 02:11 AM
Ditching most processed oils from my diet gives me zero facial acne and great skin
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Ditching most processed oils from my diet gives me zero facial acne and great skin
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IG I could try that. I still use olive oil and pumpkin seed oil
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makes the dishes way better
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the prob is I've inherited this sebum secretory skin from my mother
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she still has acne sometimes at nearly 60 yrs old
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 02:13 AM
I only use a dash of olive oil (Sirtuin activator) and a few caps of NCT with my morning coffee/tea, and some algae oil at night. Other than that, it's Carbs carbs, carbs
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I only use a dash of olive oil (Sirtuin activator) and a few caps of NCT with my morning coffee/tea, and some algae oil at night. Other than that, it's Carbs carbs, carbs
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I think it's key to separate the oils from the carbs
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I notice instant sebum secretion when I consume a meal that's high in both
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I think it's key to separate the oils from the carbs
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 02:14 AM
Def don't play well together. I love Olive oil, there's a great Grove nearby I need to check out. But at the end of the day, it's just fat emoji_52
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I'm trying to maximize insulin sensitivity and cut bodyfat
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 02:15 AM
indeed. omega 9 increases sebum secretion
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I'm trying to maximize insulin sensitivity and cut bodyfat
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use my protocol
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you will cut within days
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use my protocol
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 02:15 AM
What's your prootocol
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Bro
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What's your prootocol
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u don't know
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omg
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 02:16 AM
IDK sheet
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 02:16 AM
there's a lot to be said
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 02:16 AM
Lay it on me you Croatian MF'er
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I modified it. omitted the memantine and DHF for optimal neuronal pruning
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1st day 1200 kcal 40 g protein 2nd-5th day 725 kcal and 30 g protein
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light endurance exercise as much as possible, without strenous activity
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when you refeed don't introduce food in 500 kcal increments per day. do not bring in more at once it will cause hyperglycemia. space out the meals as much as possible in the insulin sensitive window
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which is 9 AM to 2 PM and 3PM to 6 PM
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subL matcha is essential for optimal visceral fat targeted weight loss. also improves fasting tolerance i.e. reduces hunger
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will make you a bit nauseous if you do it food a few hours after you take it tho
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so do it first thing in the morning and around 1 o clock PM (edited)
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the original protocol is by Valter Longo I have only build upon it
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he is a true genius no other doctor like him on the planet
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will play more with the protocol, I think B vitamins may be key here.
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btw the addition of Rapamycin may have caused too much autophagy and apoptosis. I had a headache and muscle pains on day 3 last time I did it. Stimulation followed by weakness, had to take a nap
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subL matcha is essential for optimal visceral fat targeted weight loss. also improves fasting tolerance i.e. reduces hunger
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 02:30 AM
Would EGCG or Green Tea phytosome have the same effect?
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Would EGCG or Green Tea phytosome have the same effect?
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likely yes, but only with caffeine
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caffeine + EGCG have synergistic anorectic effects
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 02:32 AM
I usually take with caffeine, such as organic coffee, Fresh green yerba mate, and or guayusa (edited)
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nice
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btw don't do this too often. it will be stressful on the psyche first time you do it
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 02:33 AM
I have a bunch of the green-tea phytomse from science.bio shutdown. I have a bag of Jade leaf matcha, but I try to limit my green tea intake due to flouride concerns (edited)
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 02:33 AM
body and brain literally sense famine incoming
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which is exactly the point of this
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to signal repair and optimization
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 02:34 AM
I've been doing calorie restriction/IF vegan for years
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Its been a while since I've done a proper 72hr plus fast
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 02:34 AM
yeah calorie restriction is not as effective in my and Longo's opinion
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Its been a while since I've done a proper 72hr plus fast
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 02:34 AM
takes 3 days to enter true autophagy.
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 02:35 AM
I think protein, or more specifically Leucine/methionine restriction is generally superior
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 02:35 AM
I don't recommend true fasting because it can cause electrolyte imbalances and hypoglycemia followed by the extreme hyperglycemic state when refed
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this can be life threatening
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I don't recommend true fasting because it can cause electrolyte imbalances and hypoglycemia followed by the extreme hyperglycemic state when refed
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 02:36 AM
I'd like to try for 5 days with NAD+ and senolytics at some point
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 02:36 AM
your vitals need to be monitored
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 02:36 AM
Might be a good time to reset my caffeine tilerance
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I'd like to try for 5 days with NAD+ and senolytics at some point
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 02:36 AM
just try the FMD you will be convinced the benefits are the same, yet the risks are greatly diminished
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there is no reasoning to do a true fast after Longo's work
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 02:37 AM
You did show me this one before, the FMD cronometer
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it should be a thing of the past now
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light endurance exercise as much as possible, without strenous activity
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 02:38 AM
Would multiple hour walks suffice for this?
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 02:38 AM
I don't think humans have ever historically fasted at all, there was always some food to it, but it was limited at times
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Would multiple hour walks suffice for this?
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 02:38 AM
That's my antidepressant of choice
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I hadn't watched Longo interview or reviewed much of his literature
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That's my antidepressant of choice
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 02:39 AM
mine is cycling. my walking parts of the brain have withered away. I even cringe a little when I see people walk roflmao
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mine is cycling. my walking parts of the brain have withered away. I even cringe a little when I see people walk roflmao
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 02:40 AM
Randomly went on a 6 hour walk the other day
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sometimes I choose to walk to the store
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feels extremely awkward
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like I'm a demon that just took control of a new host
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like I'm a demon that just took control of a new host
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 02:44 AM
Your alts are starting to make more sense
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he's not wrong
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but his solution is
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people need to ride bikes
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quite simply. laziness needs to be nooked with chemicals
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Amsterdam everywhere please
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 02:56 AM
The Segway guy was onto something IMO
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Bike speeds in a walking footprint
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Bike speeds in a walking footprint
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 02:56 AM
wut
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wut
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 02:57 AM
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GG @Odder_Sea (Glowie), you just advanced to level 5!
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 02:58 AM
Great solution for urban mobility, of there was sufficient adoption/infrastructure created with them in mind. However due to the cost and stigma, they remain niche
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 02:58 AM
ye I know what a segway is. it's less safe compared to a non-electric bike, has a way higher footprint, burns almost no calories at all
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also you look like a dork
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ye I know what a segway is. it's less safe compared to a non-electric bike, has a way higher footprint, burns almost no calories at all
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 02:58 AM
Wdym by footprint?
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also you look like a dork
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 02:59 AM
That's the stigma
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Wdym by footprint?
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 02:59 AM
ecological footprint. it still uses lithium batteries, requires a computer, etc.
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people need to ride bikes
And cities need to have everything necessary in a few km range
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 03:00 AM
average lifetime of Segway and electric scooters is abysmal compared to a bicycle. esp if it steel or aluminum
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ecological footprint. it still uses lithium batteries, requires a computer, etc.
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 03:00 AM
Yup
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 03:01 AM
I have an aluminum frame now. as soon as I kill it somehow I'm getting a stainless steel bike and keeping it for life
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And cities need to have everything necessary in a few km range
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 03:02 AM
not really people just need to become stamina beasts they really are again
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takes me 30 mins to cross 10 km easily.
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we are made for bicycles. feet are fucked up. but legs are optimal
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hence we can barely run without getting injured
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but anyone can ride a bike as long as their mitochondrion are functional (edited)
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and the best thing is, riding a bike makes the mitochondrion functional
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so it's a self fulfilling prophecy in a way
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 03:05 AM
I've had an aluminum felt for years. Done many a repairs to keep it chugging. It's a mountain bike frame that I put road tires on, and allows me to lock out the front shocks on road, and I can swap in my offroad tires if I want to hit trails (edited)
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 03:06 AM
blank I read your stylized username like a retarded brit would pronounce the word blunt while spitting saliva in your face
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 03:06 AM
Sadly I trashed my knee years ago from commuting by bike too much, I think I have a cyst on my left IT band and wayy advanced arthritis for my age
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blank I read your stylized username like a retarded brit would pronounce the word blunt while spitting saliva in your face
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Sadly I trashed my knee years ago from commuting by bike too much, I think I have a cyst on my left IT band and wayy advanced arthritis for my age
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 03:07 AM
IDK what's your exact problem with the knees but biking did not cause it
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if you push too hard you can fuck up your knees
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if you do drops you will fuck up your knees
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if your bike is too small you will fuck up your knees
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if your pedals are too close together for your hip size it will fuck up your knees
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if you know how to ride and did a proper bike fit, you will not fuck up your knees
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in fact it will heal your knees
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I had many knee accidents in my life and biking has always improved it and got me back on track
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IDK what's your exact problem with the knees but biking did not cause it
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 03:10 AM
I was commuting 15 miles per day for years along with recreation riding. I left work and was pedaling hard and felt a pop, never been the same since. Had a bunch of MRI's and x-rays, orthopedic surgeons Saud there wasn't much they could do
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 03:10 AM
yeah you got humbled I guess
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 03:10 AM
Told me I'll need a knee replacement, eventually diuble
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However
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 03:10 AM
I ride at high speeds but never push
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build up the speed slowly
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 03:11 AM
I yhink I'll try to Find a doc whose willing to do arthroscopy
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And then start on Stem cells and rehab
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 03:12 AM
have u trialed bpc
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 03:12 AM
I don't want bionic parts. I wanna fix my OEM
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have u trialed bpc
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 03:12 AM
I have two Nasal sprays from science.bio, considered injecting
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 03:12 AM
nasal spray delivery is often suboptimal
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injecting is best
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but be careful. talk to Cogmetics. he has some things against it
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I never had the need to do it so never really researched it well
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I don't want bionic parts. I wanna fix my OEM
bionic legs though 🤤
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 03:15 AM
btw I slept like a baby. had a dream in which a random person I know tried to mog me for money with some gang members. I tricked them with word play they left
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btw I slept like a baby. had a dream in which a random person I know tried to mog me for money with some gang members. I tricked them with word play they left
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 03:15 AM
Busting rhymes on these ninjas
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Busting rhymes on these ninjas
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 03:16 AM
Monkey Island vibes
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but be careful. talk to Cogmetics. he has some things against it
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 03:16 AM
Uxkull got depressive symptoms IIRC
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Uxkull got depressive symptoms IIRC
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 03:19 AM
well not a very trustworthy source on anecdotals kek
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but there's more. Cog knows more
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@ibtisam.midlet would u like to introduce this emoji. I can edit it for the transparent bg
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GG @Deleted User, you just advanced to level 10!
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 03:23 AM
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fuck I need this sticker on my bike
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 04:01 AM
Metabolic Brain Disease - Schizophrenia is a debilitating mental illness. Levels of oxytocin have been proposed as a biomarker of schizophrenia; however, the observed levels of oxytocin in...
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 04:13 AM
u have too much oxytocin bruh
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u have too much oxytocin bruh
I used to be really autistic though
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 04:14 AM
@Deleted User there is no place, do you have GIF emojis?
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 04:14 AM
it really explains a lot about shizotypal minds considering the effects of oxytocin on outgroup aggression
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this emoji is duplicated
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and discord has it's own flag emojis so they could just be removed
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 04:15 AM
I forget to stole this
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2 different fire emojis too 😩
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 04:15 AM
Pepe is the best
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and discord has it's own flag emojis so they could just be removed
ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 04:15 AM
That's Unicode 9.0 before google start getting crazy
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 04:15 AM
toad men mascot
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 04:16 AM
They just seek novelty
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 04:16 AM
I wanted Murray to mock annoying users
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this one is better for that purpose
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 04:18 AM
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"... and the forces of darkness will applaud me as I STRIDE through the gates of hell carrying your head on a pike!" ―Murray Murray is a Demonic Skull that terrorized Guybrush Threepwood who first appeared the Curse of Monkey Island. He was originally part of LeChuck's Army of the Undead, before losing his entire skeletal body, and becoming some...
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GG @blank, you just advanced to level 3!
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 04:19 AM
if the user knows the context it's even more effective
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finally some contribution from r/Nootropics
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 04:28 AM
btw dudes and dudettes. if anyone has COVID anosmia let me know
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I managed to fully recover from mine
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 04:41 AM
I am still mesmerized by the fasoracetam ADHD study
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the no adverse effect thing is most amazing
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it appears we only need to make it cheaper
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 04:50 AM
what the subjective effect was exctly
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what the subjective effect was exctly
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 04:51 AM
never tried it, most users report anxiolysis, relaxed mood
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most users is actually just a few people
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no one knew about this until they talked to me
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everyone thought 50 mg dose does something before I stepped on deck
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 04:53 AM
What's the function of  metabotropic glutamate receptors
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What's the function of  metabotropic glutamate receptors
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 04:53 AM
pfft there's 7 of them
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no one knew about this until they talked to me
ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 04:53 AM
I take it, I give full report
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I take it, I give full report
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 04:53 AM
yeah but how much
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 04:54 AM
they are involved in learning, memory, anxiety, and the perception of pain
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yeah but how much
ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 04:54 AM
If I take it
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they are involved in learning, memory, anxiety, and the perception of pain
ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 04:54 AM
Wikipage
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they are involved in learning, memory, anxiety, and the perception of pain
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 04:55 AM
indeed
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 04:55 AM
See there relation
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See there relation
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Highly selective positive allosteric modulators (PAMs) of metabotropic glutamate receptor subtype 5 (mGluR5) have emerged as a potential approach to treat positive symptoms associated with schizophrenia. mGluR5 plays an important role in both long term ...
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faso means fire
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 05:00 AM
it block learned hopelessness
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what is antidepressant and how it's work and what receptors act on with full details
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 05:01 AM
mGluRs are many. they have many functions. we can get a load of effects modulating these
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 05:01 AM
Glutamate is a library
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 05:01 AM
the receptor heteromers only make this more true
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 05:03 AM
Look at these
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Proglumide (Milid) is a drug that inhibits gastrointestinal motility and reduces gastric secretions. It acts as a cholecystokinin antagonist, which blocks both the CCKA and CCKB subtypes. It was used mainly in the treatment of stomach ulcers, although it has now been largely replaced by newer drugs for this application. An interesting side effec...
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There a protein that cause your PFC to detect triggers, some people have upregulation in it causing them to be highly reapornsive to placebo/CBT/sensitive to feel rewards, this type of thing inculding placebo in reality not something that not exist , it is product geniunly real effect (edited)
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I see u upgraded this from the last time I seen it
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I see u upgraded this from the last time I seen it
ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 05:09 AM
There new superior version
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Still not uploaded
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 05:09 AM
nice
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lmk
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 05:09 AM
I'm trying to make it just show one receptor par time
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When I see it I read it like news paper
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But other people have a hard time lol
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AMPA respect++
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 05:10 AM
other people have cognitive dysfunction or low IQ
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or just illiterate
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obv there are many more things to add here
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references above all
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 05:12 AM
Reference is available click on small point in the cell
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Reference is available click on small point in the cell
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 05:13 AM
nice didn't notice that
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I wouldn't use wiki as reference tho
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too unreliable
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other people have cognitive dysfunction or low IQ
ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 05:13 AM
I think its due to practice the data a lot , so AMPA duplicated neuron pathway used
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 05:13 AM
so many things are wrong on wiki, they have broken references, they delete things often
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I think its due to practice the data a lot , so AMPA duplicated neuron pathway used
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 05:14 AM
yeah data spreadsheet illiterate that's what I meant
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so many people can't even read a simple graph and it's 2022 such a shame and disgrace to humanity
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 05:16 AM
Google blocked my blog last week
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Due I made a article named , stop lifying please
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😂
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 05:17 AM
🥊
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we'll fight dem
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we need powe
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 05:17 AM
renamed the article and Contacted them , about that article about nature tell humanity this
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They opens it again
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This will keep you from pissing clear every 2 minutes
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 06:37 AM
actually it has a diuretic effect until I develop tolerance. this seems to correlate with the negative mood effects
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actually it has a diuretic effect until I develop tolerance. this seems to correlate with the negative mood effects
Do you develop "tolerance" to anything else besides the endocrine vasopressin effect
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Do you develop "tolerance" to anything else besides the endocrine vasopressin effect
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 06:40 AM
it appears not. this sucks because my regimen calls for cycling of citicoline one week on one week off. this brings the tolerance back to normal which is bad because it means I'll be fucked up for half of the week
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I cycle it because of TMAO bacteria die off
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I cycle it because of TMAO bacteria die off
Could you wage a perpetual war with some kind of probiotic?
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Also wait you're saying having elevated antidiuretic hormone has a diuretic effect?
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Could you wage a perpetual war with some kind of probiotic?
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 06:43 AM
there is too litle info on this sadly. microbiome is largely a mystery. What we do know is that in absence of dietary choline and carnitine these bacteria die off or change their metabolic preferences as shown by the reduced TMAO levels in vegetarians. upon introduction of choline after a week they had the same TMAO levels as omnis
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Also wait you're saying having elevated antidiuretic hormone has a diuretic effect?
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 06:44 AM
this is because of the MoA of release.
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choline is diuretic itself and the effect appears stronger than the vasopressin release it causes
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so it's not that the elevated vasopressin causes a diuretic effect, it's just that CDP choline has a diuretic effect DESPITE the vasopressin release
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btw look into the cholinergic syndrome prophylaxis
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choline is diuretic itself and the effect appears stronger than the vasopressin release it causes
ok ok so it's this you're developing tolerance to?
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 06:48 AM
aCh is a potent secretagogue of everything that comes out of the human body
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ok ok so it's this you're developing tolerance to?
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 06:48 AM
yes after about 3 days my pissing habits are back to normal
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depending on the rest of the supplementation, hydration and diet ofc
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the negative mood effects are also gone after 3 days
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I can tolerate people again emoji_48
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it's not like I ever like them tho
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 07:01 AM
Isn't colinagic is depressive due to muscarine receptors antagonists being drug of abuse
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And produce euphoria
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I'm longterm user of tehyrexphynodyle
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its ultimately develop tolerance where you need to take it once every 23 days to works
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 07:04 AM
it's multimodal probably.
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 07:04 AM
And tolerance develop for euphoria but not for cognitive decline
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So if you analyzed this exp in opposite way
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Then agonists will enhance cognition and decrease mood
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But evenatly you will get just enchantment in cognition
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 07:06 AM
I think muscarinic activation prevents you to unsee the bad aspects of your own life. So the cognition improving aspect and the decrease in mood is the same thing
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but after a while it is easier to tolerate the negative affect
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 07:07 AM
Yeah I thinged about that
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I'm longterm user of tehyrexphynodyle
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 07:07 AM
what is this
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 07:07 AM
It might control neuron that its job is transmittion of bad memory
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 07:08 AM
yes rumination is exceptionally easy when muscarinic receptors are activated, but more than anything, it is easier to recognize bad intentions of other people which generates a negative worldview quickly
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if everyone around you is ill-intended your life cannot be good logically
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but these are not schizotypal semidelusions, they're realistic examinations of other people
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look at wiki page of negative affect
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 07:10 AM
The same problem in memoriesing by M1-5 and understanding of D2
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 07:10 AM
people with high negative affect are nearly immune to deception
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 07:10 AM
Both decrease mood
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In way or other
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 07:11 AM
also people with negative affect are less likely to discriminate against other races for example
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people with high negative affect are nearly immune to deception
ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 07:11 AM
Nice
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 07:11 AM
so in my opinion high negative affect is optimal
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but an optimistic worldview needs to be maintained
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because this is correlated to overall life success
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problem is that these two are negatively correlated
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so we need to break the correlation between negative affect and pessimism somehow
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 07:16 AM
you are thinking like I does (edited)
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Thinking after the point where other people stop
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 07:17 AM
we're gonna burn the world and grow a new one
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so we need to break the correlation between negative affect and pessimism somehow
ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 07:18 AM
I almost did the samething for daltafos b
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Eventually found he relay on nmda association to know what drugs caused euphoria
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I almost did the samething for daltafos b
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 07:19 AM
my expression is probably very high
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I'm addicted to cycling
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 07:19 AM
Then he start unfair selective agreement generation advocate drug use
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Block nmda and your unawareness can't know THC sigarrt is the cause
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 07:20 AM
I believe the evolutionary usecase of delta fos B is to stimulate locomotor activity and make it hurtful for the organisms to stay still for too long
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 07:20 AM
No drug cue
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 07:20 AM
yes I recovered from THC addiction with memantine
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but it did not decrease propensity for exercise
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I believe the evolutionary usecase of delta fos B is to stimulate locomotor activity and make it hurtful for the organisms to stay still for too long
ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 07:21 AM
I found dalta fos be help me in getting addicted to coding
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It make it less anxious and more pleasurable by decreasing aversion and doing rewards sensitization
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Almost year and half ago I made experiment on codiene
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Took 2 doses 120mg
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 07:22 AM
of amph?
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 07:23 AM
Then waited to see how much craving need to faded
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 07:23 AM
oh codeine
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 07:23 AM
I found that I needed 4 months to forget how opiates look like
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 07:23 AM
I thought you meant coding 😛
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opiates cause no behavioral sensitization for me
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they cause negative mood states
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 07:24 AM
With a half life like this , daily intake will accumulate craving to point having enough dominance to change your opinion
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they cause negative mood states
ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 07:24 AM
What's is this opiate
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 07:24 AM
dysphoria with a large decrement in attention and overall cognition
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but I tried heroin only
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 07:25 AM
People who took hero always not like it first time
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Don't try it again
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 07:26 AM
I won't it was an accident
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 07:26 AM
microdosing codeiene and multi substance formula I talked about was not addictive
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 07:26 AM
thought it was just cannabis
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 07:26 AM
I took 7.5mg /d for 2 month
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blocked depandance in silent phrase by topiramat
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blocked depandance in silent phrase by topiramat
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 07:38 AM
never knew about that drug it's amazing
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 07:38 AM
I'm trying to find the study
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Anyway
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Its ampa antagonist
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Aftee you stop opiates there 3 days
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Where opiates in not in your system but you still did not get withdrewal
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Its called sielnt phrase
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In this phrase amap work I'm encoding level which we don't know shit about
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To prepare need for withdrawnl execution (some types of depandance not all)
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Then their job end and signal transfired to nmda who will execute it
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Blocking ampa in sielnt phrase block withdrewall symptoms
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Or you will need long term usage of nmda antagonist (21days) for switching bad emotions off
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21 due to median need practice for humans to gain habit is 21days
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Which depende on nmda and habit not always being good and not always awerness mediated, its just sometype of plasticity
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This type of research called biotuning and there group of people like biohackers for it
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 07:46 AM
biotuners
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more accurate compared to biohackers
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 07:48 AM
They analyze things in biological manner without using computional neuroscience, which will cause you to not understand anything lol
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 07:48 AM
behavioral experiments?
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 07:51 AM
Mean what
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Don't mention CBT
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 07:55 AM
I mean take one substance which is a known agonist of some receptor, take another substance, if it potentiates effect it's a PAM, if it has additive effects it's another agonist and if it cancels effect it's either an inverse agonist or antagonist
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for example
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 07:56 AM
Need a lot of cycling time
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 07:56 AM
obviously these experiments are confounded by many things such as enzymatic interaction, indirect receptor activity, etc.
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unrelated activities may produce similar behavioral effects as well
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 07:57 AM
mmm yeah pregabaline opiates
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mmm yeah pregabaline opiates
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 08:00 AM
IMO these studies are mostly sufficient after thorough in vitro binding activity testing
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but there are always unknown or untested receptors, enzymes, transporters, even modulation of gene expression
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@ibtisam.midlet do you have ideas for safety testing without animals?
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@ibtisam.midlet do you have ideas for safety testing without animals?
Supercomputing/AI until full-brain/full-organism in silico modeling
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It can happen
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It can happen
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 08:06 AM
Can happen is not enough for it to happen tho'
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everything that can go wrong will go wrong eventually
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but everything that can go right will rarely go right without intervention
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Maybe biohack to get superhuman regeneration ability so we can give ourselves organ failure etc. and just replace it
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 08:08 AM
Taking D3 antagonist and willing to not increase dose more then 25% par day
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Maybe biohack to get superhuman regeneration ability so we can give ourselves organ failure etc. and just replace it
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 08:09 AM
if I was the other sex I would be hot and moist listening to your fantasies
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The expression of IL-1 is elevated in the CNS in diverse neurodegenerative disorders, including Alzheimer's disease. The hypothesis was tested that IL-1 beta renders neurons vulnerable to degeneration by interfering with BDNF-induced neuroprotection. In trophic support-deprived neurons, IL-1 beta co …
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interleukinss have the most annoyingly complex interaction with everything
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even tissue selective modulation is largely unusable becuse of this
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we need time selective modulation for the whole inflammasome it seems however this would require a higher understanding of biomarkers we can use to see if inflammation is necessary at all
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i.e. in infection, injury, etc.
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I’m actually not able to find a study on oxytocin levels in autist’s cerebral spinal fluid -they’ve all stuck to testing blood/serum levels. Honestly it never made sense that oxytocin would be low in autists considering oxytocin promotes a slow life history strategist phenotype -and that autism (imo) seems to be an exemplary slow life history strategist phenotype. But I could be wrong about autism == slow life history strategist phenotype -I’ve heard claims of the contrary. Also autism and schizophrenia share a lot of similarities, having even been considered the same disorder at one point too. (edited)
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 01:08 PM
I feel superhuman
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people on the internet are constantly telling me what I'm doing is impossible
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maybe internet people are just pussies tho'
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delta males getting mad about other man's modest success
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 01:18 PM
Congrats emoji_52
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thanks? emoji_1
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3 different sneeds? Part bird for sure
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Thinking about basically replacing milch with lentil soup, kale, and calcium carbonate, but I think I can count on one hand the amount of times I've had legumes or leafy greens in my life 💀
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That's so much iron, manganese, and folate dawg
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I need some deferoxamine
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ibtisam.midlet 12-Aug-22 01:34 PM
Buy it?
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I think 50mg would be good dose
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I'll add it to the potato water
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I am still mesmerized by the fasoracetam ADHD study
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 01:42 PM
Something I should look into? I'd like non-stim options for ADD
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there is too litle info on this sadly. microbiome is largely a mystery. What we do know is that in absence of dietary choline and carnitine these bacteria die off or change their metabolic preferences as shown by the reduced TMAO levels in vegetarians. upon introduction of choline after a week they had the same TMAO levels as omnis
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 01:46 PM
I've been wondering about this, as I take 600mg of ALCAR and 85mg of citicoline most days. I tend to combine with PQQ, resverateol and a teaspoon of EVOO to hopefully mitigate TMAO conversion, and itherwise eat a high fiber plant-based diet, But I wonder what else can be done to inhibit TMAO and the pathogenic bacteria that produce it (edited)
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maybe internet people are just pussies tho'
Tbh :/
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Something I should look into? I'd like non-stim options for ADD
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 02:11 PM
yes you should look into it. but before trying it get gene testing. it's too expensive to be a hit or miss.
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I've been wondering about this, as I take 600mg of ALCAR and 85mg of citicoline most days. I tend to combine with PQQ, resverateol and a teaspoon of EVOO to hopefully mitigate TMAO conversion, and itherwise eat a high fiber plant-based diet, But I wonder what else can be done to inhibit TMAO and the pathogenic bacteria that produce it (edited)
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 02:13 PM
dudeee u dropped the L to lowercase. AICAR is another substance.
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yes you should look into it. but before trying it get gene testing. it's too expensive to be a hit or miss.
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 02:13 PM
TL;DR on the genes in question? I've already been tested
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you won't get any TMAO from that stack
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TL;DR on the genes in question? I've already been tested
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Nature Communications - Stimulant drugs are most commonly used to treat ADHD. Here, the authors demonstrate that in adolescents with ADHD who also have genetic variation in genes impacting...
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look at study for reference (edited)
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epilepsy alert
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look at my DM plsss
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oh whoops ya
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look at my DM plsss
Oh right!!!!!@!!!!!!
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 04:29 PM
twoad
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amen break soothes ones soulemoji_51
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amen break soothes ones soulemoji_51
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 04:40 PM
it rly does
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this hits diff tho
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 04:46 PM
I've been assuming you're Gvanebrain on the reddit?
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He's selling spiral energy from Gurren Lagann
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He already sells pregnenolone and calls it 'the real red pill'
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I've been assuming you're Gvanebrain on the reddit?
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 04:48 PM
yes
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He's selling spiral energy from Gurren Lagann
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 04:50 PM
his supplements have no merit. but his infomercials are perfect mixtape food.
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Shadowbanned video
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I've been assuming you're Gvanebrain on the reddit?
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 04:56 PM
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read my write up
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join the subreddit ur even vegan
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Alex Jones is sadly a fraud but this is so entertaining to listen to
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Alex Jones is sadly a fraud but this is so entertaining to listen to
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 04:59 PM
I will be the next Alex Jones but with real supplements emoji_50
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plot twist: keeping the tomes for myself. I'll be the smartest person on the planet
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@Deleted User I thought vegans were supposed to be anemic lol
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EZ
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@Deleted User I thought vegans were supposed to be anemic lol
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yeah I'm near anemic despite more than 50 mg dietary iron daily
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I consider this a good thing
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But how
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Deleted User 12-Aug-22 05:01 PM
stupid doc told me I'm prolly depressed because of this
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Oh yeah heme exists
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took high dose D3 and rested for a while the bad mood went away
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still near anemic
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is this off blood tests
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is this off blood tests
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 05:02 PM
yes
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So proud
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So proud
Deleted User 12-Aug-22 05:03 PM
vegan diet is naturally full of iron chelators
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i.e. polyphenols
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Need to get my plant compund knowledge up 💯 like you
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Need to get my plant compund knowledge up 💯 like you
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that's what she said
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komodo dragon 12-Aug-22 06:31 PM
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vegan diet is naturally full of iron chelators
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 12-Aug-22 07:21 PM
I've been taking Primavie Shilajit, which I suspect helps protect from anemia
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But IMO borderline insufficient iron stores are superior to excess iron, by a long shot
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https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC7226366/ Responsible for 17% of variance in working memory in mice and is agonized by sphingosine 1 phosphate ????? Also related to CB1 receptor. (edited)
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https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC7226366/ Responsible for 17% of variance in working memory in mice and is agonized by sphingosine 1 phosphate ????? Also related to CB1 receptor. (edited)
komodo dragon 12-Aug-22 08:26 PM
God knows it's still an orphan recrptor
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Endogenous ligands are in the grey area
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CBD is an inverse agonist
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Some neuropeptide is an agonist
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Nesfatin-1
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The receptor is related to LPA (edited)
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MCR
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God knows it's still an orphan recrptor
Oh fair lol, I retracted closely from related (edited)
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komodo dragon 12-Aug-22 08:29 PM
Nah it's related to cannabinoid receptors by homology
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MCR too
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All I know is that it's a very promising target for cognition
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MCR too
That is interesting
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komodo dragon 12-Aug-22 08:30 PM
Well working memory aspect specifically (edited)
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I gotta find an evolutionary tree of g coupled protein receptors evolution
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A hierarchical taxonomy of how they all diverged
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Probably would reveal a lot
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komodo dragon 12-Aug-22 08:39 PM
I'm gonna look into more gpcrs and orphan receptors for cognition
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komodo dragon 12-Aug-22 08:39 PM
:D
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GPR139 is interesting
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How it antagonizes MOR and is co-expressed with D2
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I'm gonna look into more gpcrs and orphan receptors for cognition
Novel targets are cool cause we might accidentally find a new way to get high if we’re lucky loool (edited)
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But IMO borderline insufficient iron stores are superior to excess iron, by a long shot
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indeed, less oxidation, esp in dopaminergic neurons which is important for Parkinson's prevention
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https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC7226366/ Responsible for 17% of variance in working memory in mice and is agonized by sphingosine 1 phosphate ????? Also related to CB1 receptor. (edited)
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indeed, less oxidation, esp in dopaminergic neurons which is important for Parkinson's prevention
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 13-Aug-22 01:44 AM
I think excess iron is also involved in lipofuscin and amyloid plaques.
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Novel targets are cool cause we might accidentally find a new way to get high if we’re lucky loool (edited)
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 01:46 AM
I did find a new way to get high but I can't disclose it because the community is a shithole stealing novel substances to make money. Whoever doesn't steal likes talking and it eventually ends up with Sirsad
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I won't be a psychedelic Nikola Tesla. My fate is to be crowned as the toad king
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I won't be a psychedelic Nikola Tesla. My fate is to be crowned as the toad king
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Funny thing I had a CEV the other day of a unicorn prince fetus. He was pretty, shiny and cute
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gotta make it with MJ
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͘                 вυɩɩϲҺίϲ𝗄е𝗇360 13-Aug-22 02:21 AM
hi
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is this a nootropic server? i joined from a random invite
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is this a nootropic server? i joined from a random invite
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advanced biohacking
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mostly cognitive enhancement but also longevity
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͘                 вυɩɩϲҺίϲ𝗄е𝗇360 13-Aug-22 02:33 AM
cool
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time for 30 mg memantine
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ohh not today
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tomorrow
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lol
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@Deleted User
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let me finish at least
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let me finish at least
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 03:01 AM
watch your step
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it is your decision, but if you idea is to learn
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is to enhance learning
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you are missing the %50 of the stuff
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this is the %50 of the job
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 03:05 AM
I said what I said. You acting like you know me for the past 10 years and have been studying beside me makes you look dumb and rude. Don't hmu until you change yourself again
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whatever
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take care, predators out there.
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 03:53 AM
i really expected snorting modafinil to hurt
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i was wrong
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i really expected snorting modafinil to hurt
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 04:00 AM
armoda?
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regular moda
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w fillers
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presumably
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toad king checking in. mossy branch cozy
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moissst
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w fillers
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 04:02 AM
pleb shit
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ill have you know the indians are very competent
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obv
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the prob is that you buy pills not powders
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has emi teached you nothing
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where you gonna get modafinil powder
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i have thousands of $ of powders
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and no pills except this sort of shit
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where you gonna get modafinil powder
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 04:04 AM
I have pure armoda emoji_51
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ok well wheres mine
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i have fladra powder
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where the plug at yyooo
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NAC kills moda just like it does amps and phenidates\
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hopefully enough time between
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NAC has abysmal half life
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i posted more shit in my noot channel today than in 2 months
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NAC has abysmal half life
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 04:06 AM
yea
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i posted more shit in my noot channel today than in 2 months
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 04:06 AM
obv
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i also started learning algebra 2 to increase grey matter
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Moda is next gen caffeine
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i just now took it
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i take it every work day
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caffeine propelled humanity to industrial revolution, moda is about to propell humanity to become a new species
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im just inducing a hypomanic strreak
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hypomania is not even a thing
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i must stay up 5 days 🙂
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or else ill panic
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jail in 6 days v possible
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now that's where you made the mistake
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i have to make the most of my time
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I sleep erry day
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8 hours
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i do too
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this is extenuating circumstances
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btw almost subL'd 150 mg DHF
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kek
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want me to follow
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didn't even look at the scale
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i eyeball errything lol
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I did scale it in the last sec before it entered my mouth
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once youve weighed everytthing you take out for 2 years
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no point anymore unless your dumb
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well I don't trust my judgement
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tho' it is very accurate
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this time didn't even think about the amount
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I'm pretty sure nothing bad would happen anyways
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meh its anti hypertensive anyways
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whats worsdt case
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oh kay moda is kicking in
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intruiging
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much head warmth from insuff
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well i gotta get back to research
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ttyl
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you can see whatever i find in my serber
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you can see whatever i find in my serber
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 04:14 AM
will talk to you tomorrow
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 04:45 AM
is it a dihexa day?
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its always a risk but this game is risky
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is it a dihexa day?
What’s your usually day after you take something like Dihexa
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 04:46 AM
well, if it goes well cognition increases a lot
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is it a dihexa day?
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 04:46 AM
it's never an exogenous oligopeptide day
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if it doesnt, iget bad brain fog
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I would like play different sports all day
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 04:46 AM
dihexa is the definition of a coinflip noot for me
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I would like play different sports all day
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 04:46 AM
I like to push the pedal for 12 hours a day
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the more i use it the worse brainfog
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but its been 4.5 months since i dosed it
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and that was 5 doses in 3 days
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the more i use it the worse brainfog
Makes sense considering what it does
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 04:47 AM
DIHEXA is retarded
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question is
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is my current state one that would benefit from it
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even endogenous BDNF is retarded most times
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elucidate me as to when dihexa would be optimal
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NO BIASES
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and no cancer propoganda!
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when intraneuron chloride concentration is very low
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same as BDNF
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hmmmmm
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exercise stimulated BDNF releases chloride
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drug stimulated BDNF usually does the opposite
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I would guess DIHEXA does what BDNF secretagogues do to an extreme level
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im probably about to do retarded
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lemme flip a coin
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even endogenous BDNF is retarded most times
Ngl you’re right I realized this recently
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 04:49 AM
I took too much DHF
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lol
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welp
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I have to go push the pedal for 10 hrs straight now
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i took a 4 dma 78 dhf when you dosed
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I got bored of using DHF
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 04:50 AM
its best acutely
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I realized that
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GG @judas, you just advanced to level 1!
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 04:51 AM
daily sucks for me
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Leaf lemme ask you
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I was taking it daily for a week before I realized
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 04:51 AM
r u capable of DJing
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Then did a cycle of Polygala after
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r u capable of DJing
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 04:51 AM
only if your tripping
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I was thinking
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we could increase group cohesion if we had a radio channel
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yea we need one
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i mean i can play my stuff
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but i cant guarantee it will be optimal
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@Netizenne u play your breakcore. I trust you not to break my heart
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oh ik
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just play savant
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all autists love savant
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ive been on a white person music meme lately tho
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I'll spin ambient
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choose your weapon @Deleted User
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youd play elevator music
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and like it
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classical psychedelic ambient
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ima play whats it called
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makes me think of blimps
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welpi cant remember
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so id play dirty heads, kanye and watsky
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it's hard to find music that imbues emotion yet doesn't trigger autistic misophonia
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i hated music most of my life
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it just
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was boring or too many bpm
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always think of these objects when I say this word
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i want that soup now you fucker
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ima murder you in my sleep
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me too
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but I don't have time for cooking
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I have to push pedals
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or else I will become retarded soon
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today is the day
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 05:01 AM
i think
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yea bot agrees
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yea bot agrees
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 05:01 AM
no
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p sure the hottest girl at work is working today
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stop with the superstition
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it will KILL YA
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time to get a number
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oh trust me, im way better at killing myself than superstition is
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alcohol is anti superstition
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and im an alcy
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time to get a number
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 05:02 AM
remember to lean against the wall, tilt your head, take a deep breath, sigh and squint your eyes before you say anything
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thats
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wel its a new one
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i mean she always tries to talk to me
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p sure its in the bag, along w schrodingers cat (i catnapped it)
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catnipped?
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i stole his cat
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it's kinda rude
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should have at least bribed it with catnip
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HE WAS KILLING IT
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yay I have a first reddit follower
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Ok this is what happens when autism begets autism begets autism
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reddit is weird
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i have the best drug potentiation guide on reddit kekek
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I have a feeling all of the users are obese and easy to trigger
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i have the best drug potentiation guide on reddit kekek
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 05:06 AM
link twink
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old
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and no sources kek
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also missing shit as of now
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i could double the length now
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no homo
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some homo?
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some homo?
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 05:08 AM
boss
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nah im just an employee
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the psychedelic aspect is prob most focused on in that guide
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i need take quercetinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
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I can see why you're fucked
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oh definitely
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thats just the start
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nah im just an employee
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 05:10 AM
I'm the boss
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half of those ideas prolly kill a lot of braincells
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all the psych potentiation does
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farily sure
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yes
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GG @Deleted User, you just advanced to level 12!
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 05:11 AM
also: benzo potentiation
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however, i have proven noopept potentiates lsd 3x w my free mice
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they tilted their heads at a 3 times higher angle
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black humor is how slavs deal with emotional distress
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thats racist
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should say dark humor
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your just negging them at this point
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if rapamycin wasnt hypertensive i prob would have snorted it all already (edited)
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theres a 33% chance dihexa works great if i take today
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66% it causes brainfog
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1% chance i die
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hmmmm
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tis a thonker for certain
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wheres my muse, i need inspiration
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"Therapeutic sleep deprivation (SD) is a rapid acting treatment for major depressive disorder (MDD). Within hours, SD leads to a dramatic decrease in depressive symptoms in 50–60% of patients with MDD."
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ok well wheres mine
ibtisam.midlet 13-Aug-22 05:41 AM
See this adrafinil is insanely cheap there online vendors meta search engine: https://nootropicsindex.com/
Find out where you can buy nootropics. Compare prices for all vendors worldwide. Filter by type: capsules, powder or solution. Sort products by price per gram, price per capsule or product price. Show listed products based on their content and weight.
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Di you have better price?
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 05:43 AM
adrafinil is shit tho
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even fladra is p shit
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i havent tried armoda
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but only moda is based for me so far
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ibtisam.midlet 13-Aug-22 05:44 AM
Do you have better price for any of them
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Like dirty cheap
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i havent tried armoda
veganpermanently 13-Aug-22 05:45 AM
Armoda is the based part of racemic Moda. You can expect double potency
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 05:49 AM
steal it from indians
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i could double the length now
do it emoji_49
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 06:02 AM
MC159 is a viral FLIP (FLICE inhibitory protein) encoded by the molluscum contagiosum virus (MCV) enabling MCV to evade antiviral immunity and to establish persistent infections in humans. Here, we show that MC159 contains a functional SH3 binding motif, ...
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My "benign" viral infection
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Your gonna tell me a virus is benign if it impairs ability for autophagy?
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If I continue to have it it will almost certainly shorten lifespan
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This is why rapamycin is the cure tho
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 06:28 AM
oh hey rapamycin fixes that 🙂
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ibtisam.midlet 13-Aug-22 06:30 AM
@everyone This backup server invite https://discord.gg/Ahx3kVsp69 Join it, It just backup users you can't read/write or get notified from it.
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 06:31 AM
i uhhhh, likely found a cure to an incurable virus
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i just got lucky
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the autophagy inhbition from molluscum is reveresed by rapamycin
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BOOM
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the science is in my server and the mouse is me lol
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but also just fasting for a month should cure it
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i admit the science is still weak
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but theres enough connections for it to be a trialable hypothesis
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if any researchers actually gave 2 shits
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why do you think i dont own my own server
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its a precaution
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ibtisam.midlet 13-Aug-22 06:39 AM
Stop misleading members
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GG @ibtisam.midlet, you just advanced to level 12!
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ibtisam.midlet 13-Aug-22 06:52 AM
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 07:03 AM
uhm
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i developed the ability to type eyes closed overnight
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what the actual fuck
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ibtisam.midlet 13-Aug-22 07:06 AM
The attention deficit if was a human
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take risperidone +_+
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 07:17 AM
you first
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and take mine too babe
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ibtisam.midlet 13-Aug-22 07:21 AM
Doing x10 hard work to increase task quality from 95% to 99% will destroy your life
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 07:26 AM
I don't afaik
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ibtisam.midlet 13-Aug-22 07:36 AM
you might just addicted to baseline
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dalta fos b can close your eyes
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Happen to me
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Just try things even if you thing they are useless
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It will lead to a lot of discoveries
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ibtisam.midlet 13-Aug-22 07:51 AM
BTW @Deleted User does modafinil halped you
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What's the substances that can suck dick of coffee for you
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 07:52 AM
I hate baseline
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I love moda
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I hate amphetamine
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ibtisam.midlet 13-Aug-22 07:53 AM
Yeah amp induce psychosis
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 07:53 AM
Also just terrible for health
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ibtisam.midlet 13-Aug-22 07:53 AM
beta blocker and you eliminated the heart side effect of it
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Tested before and works
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Between you lost some rewards due to blockage of beta
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 07:54 AM
Yea yea but I'd rather profit off the amp
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Theoretically
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ibtisam.midlet 13-Aug-22 07:55 AM
Cycling meds was not effective for me , I ended using 10 and everyone of them started to work once every month
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Now I seek new receptors to fuck with
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Found that a lot of emotions like optamistic is controled by widely unknown receptors
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I'm reward travaler
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@Sirsadalot do you have private emoji pack to rob
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Controlling servers from a phone is awsome BTW!!
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finally
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 08:09 AM
Oh I see, sirsad is here but not my server
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ibtisam.midlet 13-Aug-22 08:09 AM
@abcd develop some plasticity from reading channels here, you would feel a stranger in first
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Oh I see, sirsad is here but not my server
ibtisam.midlet 13-Aug-22 08:11 AM
just act like its yours, in good way
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 08:12 AM
I'm taking piracetam rn @Sirsadalot
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Btw, 44 g piracetam in 2 days is too much
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Just a heads up
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I always imagine suboxone delivery when I see #subs-delivery
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ibtisam.midlet 13-Aug-22 08:16 AM
@abcd I invited you to sirsad server and other one, they are one of the best biohacking servers here
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 08:17 AM
Invite me too
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To sirs
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Btw, 44 g piracetam in 2 days is too much
ibtisam.midlet 13-Aug-22 08:17 AM
When was the first time you took it
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 08:17 AM
4 years ago
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Invite me too
ibtisam.midlet 13-Aug-22 08:17 AM
Sirsad depandanat
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Did he banned you
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 08:18 AM
No I lefted
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A few weeks agos
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ibtisam.midlet 13-Aug-22 08:18 AM
I invited you to one
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Wait
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 08:19 AM
Wronk one
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But I'm upset w gintrux for not inviting me to that one
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ibtisam.midlet 13-Aug-22 08:19 AM
take lamotrigin to not feel such emotions
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ibtisam.midlet 13-Aug-22 08:28 AM
I have chemical solution for everything emoji_49
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i developed the ability to type eyes closed overnight
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 08:57 AM
unimpressive tbh
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learned this at 9 yrs old or so
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however word count is hard to get up for me
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But I'm upset w gintrux for not inviting me to that one
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 08:59 AM
nothing lost no opportunity of gain lost either
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unimpressive tbh
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 09:03 AM
I was retarded at 9 and only passed typing class bc no teacher is gonna fail someone for typing class lmao
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It's a dramatic increase for me to gain that ability at random
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I was retarded at 9 and only passed typing class bc no teacher is gonna fail someone for typing class lmao
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 09:07 AM
we had no typing class I was just geekin my whole life
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I'm not even human
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I did find a new way to get high but I can't disclose it because the community is a shithole stealing novel substances to make money. Whoever doesn't steal likes talking and it eventually ends up with Sirsad
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ibtisam.midlet 13-Aug-22 11:50 AM
who care for being credited
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I did find a new way to get high but I can't disclose it because the community is a shithole stealing novel substances to make money. Whoever doesn't steal likes talking and it eventually ends up with Sirsad
Sell it yourself emoji_49
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 12:13 PM
@veganpermanently are u mad hatterz?
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They indeed are lool (edited)
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who care for being credited
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 01:23 PM
it's nice to be credited but making money off of someone else's idea is straight Edison BS
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Sell it yourself emoji_49
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 01:25 PM
Nootropic company from Croatia? you must be joking or don't know the situation here
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It was yanas find
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Yana Prayge
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Yana Prayge
@komodo dragon 's
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 01:26 PM
eggg
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Nootropic company from Croatia? you must be joking or don't know the situation here
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 01:26 PM
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@komodo dragon
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I have been told multiple times I look like Michael Jackson
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I can't see the resemblance at all
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was wondering why people make these funny connections
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many times someone says someone looks like someone else but to me never
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Nootropic company from Croatia? you must be joking or don't know the situation here
or maybe a partnership with an already established noot shop
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or maybe a partnership with an already established noot shop
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 01:28 PM
tried that with sirsa
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went well
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best solution is to move out of this beautiful hell
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tho' my heart jumps a beat just thinking about it
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@ibtisam.midlet what's your chemical solution for heartbreak
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was wondering why people make these funny connections
komodo dragon 13-Aug-22 01:33 PM
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do he look like dababy?
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do he look like dababy?
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 01:33 PM
he looks like A baby
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komodo dragon 13-Aug-22 01:33 PM
lmfao
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komodo dragon 13-Aug-22 01:44 PM
was that made using midjourney
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was that made using midjourney
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 01:44 PM
yes
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komodo dragon 13-Aug-22 01:44 PM
looks rly cool
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 01:45 PM
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toad king in natural environment
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midjourney is insane powerful
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I decided to use substances and have fun in midjourney all winter until I go crazy
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komodo dragon 13-Aug-22 01:46 PM
generate a hyperrealistic watermelon!
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if you pee is not clear here's a watermelon. it tastes nice, it's exceptionally hydrating and makes your snake fat, pent up and ready to strike. 🍉
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 01:47 PM
🍉
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G
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I just crushed a few kgs of watermellow
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komodo dragon 13-Aug-22 01:48 PM
dam fr
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why
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 01:49 PM
kek did you even read my spam
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it's not just for spam it's to send a message you know
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komodo dragon 13-Aug-22 01:52 PM
uhh
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wheres your spam 😅
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didnt read it no
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wheres your spam 😅
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 01:53 PM
if you pee is not clear here's a watermelon. it tastes nice, it's exceptionally hydrating and makes your snake fat, pent up and ready to strike. 🍉
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why
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 01:53 PM
if you pee is not clear here's a watermelon. it tastes nice, it's exceptionally hydrating and makes your snake fat, pent up and ready to strike. 🍉
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didnt read it no
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 01:53 PM
if you pee is not clear here's a watermelon. it tastes nice, it's exceptionally hydrating and makes your snake fat, pent up and ready to strike. 🍉
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komodo dragon 13-Aug-22 01:53 PM
yea but why crush it
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if you pee is not clear here's a watermelon. it tastes nice, it's exceptionally hydrating and makes your snake fat, pent up and ready to strike. 🍉
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komodo dragon 13-Aug-22 01:53 PM
was the watermelon looking at you funny
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was the watermelon looking at you funny
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 01:53 PM
if you pee is not clear here's a watermelon. it tastes nice, it's exceptionally hydrating and makes your snake fat, pent up and ready to strike. 🍉
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yea but why crush it
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 01:53 PM
if you pee is not clear here's a watermelon. it tastes nice, it's exceptionally hydrating and makes your snake fat, pent up and ready to strike. 🍉
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komodo dragon 13-Aug-22 01:54 PM
i love watermelons man im not a hater
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i love watermelons man im not a hater
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 01:56 PM
btw do you know which melon is the best
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komodo dragon 13-Aug-22 01:57 PM
no
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which is the best 1
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komodo dragon 13-Aug-22 01:57 PM
ive seen those somewhere
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dont know what theyre called
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 01:57 PM
pure sugar
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also highest in citrulline
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the stats that eating 5 kg of watermelon is like consuming a citrulline supplement is for this one
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not for the red one
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that will never provide enough citrulline
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komodo dragon 13-Aug-22 01:58 PM
makes your snake fat, pent up and ready to strike!
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GG @komodo dragon, you just advanced to level 2!
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makes your snake fat, pent up and ready to strike!
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 01:59 PM
tho you can crush the seeds of a normal one and still get a fat snake
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bcs of arginine content
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So far Sialic acid is feeling really good. For those that don't know, Edible Bird's Nest as a Potential Cognitive Enhancer https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC9120600/ Molecular Mechanism Underlying Sialic Acid as an Essential Nutrient for Brain Development and Cognition https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3649484/ Sialic acid is an essential nutrient for brain development and cognition https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/19575597/ now you know.
Cognitive enhancement is defined as the augmentation of the mind's core capabilities through the improvement of internal or external information processing systems. Recently, the focus has shifted to the potential therapeutic effects of natural products ...
The early stages of neurodevelopment in infants are crucial for establishing neural structures and synaptic connections that influence brain biochemistry well into adulthood. This postnatal period of rapid neural growth is of critical importance for cell ...
The rapid growth of infant brains places an exceptionally high demand on the supply of nutrients from the diet, particularly for preterm infants. Sialic acid (Sia) is an essential component of brain gangliosides and the polysialic acid (polySia) chains that modify neural cell adhesion molecules (NCA …
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So far Sialic acid is feeling really good. For those that don't know, Edible Bird's Nest as a Potential Cognitive Enhancer https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC9120600/ Molecular Mechanism Underlying Sialic Acid as an Essential Nutrient for Brain Development and Cognition https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3649484/ Sialic acid is an essential nutrient for brain development and cognition https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/19575597/ now you know.
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 04:04 PM
what r u using
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pure sialic acid?
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that will never provide enough citrulline
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 13-Aug-22 04:05 PM
What about the rinds?
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pure sialic acid?
Pure.
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Pure.
Deleted User 13-Aug-22 04:06 PM
can u provide sauce
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Buy Sialic Acid (N-Acetylneuraminic Acid) with a 30% stack discount from €20.55 /60 capsules. Next Valley supplies High Quality Sialic Acid with a Certificate of Analysis
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I have steadily been increasing the dosage. Started with just 600mg and worked my way up to 2 grams.
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Breast milk has been shown to contain high levels of sialic acid and there's been studies evaluating how the time period of breastfeeding effects infant IQ.
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Deleted User 13-Aug-22 04:13 PM
did u notice anything
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Keep in mind that I've only been using it for a couple of days. But with that being said, I feel more alert for 2-3 hours after taking it and weirdly enough since taking it I have incorporated some small new things to my routine out of the blue. Pure optimization to already successful practises. Also light brain tingles.
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@ibtisam.midlet what's your chemical solution for heartbreak
ibtisam.midlet 13-Aug-22 06:31 PM
Anti empathy
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it's nice to be credited but making money off of someone else's idea is straight Edison BS
ibtisam.midlet 13-Aug-22 06:38 PM
There was a time where getting money from work is like getting it from bank
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You did not tested the power of biology
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Would getting good consistent cardio balance out the working memory deficits of cannabis use??????
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Would getting good consistent cardio balance out the working memory deficits of cannabis use??????
I don't think it would completely balance it but it would help. I have personally fixed a guy's brain from years of cannabis abuse. Improved his average grade by 2.
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GG @Potential, you just advanced to level 3!
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Would getting good consistent cardio balance out the working memory deficits of cannabis use??????
veganpermanently 14-Aug-22 12:57 AM
Not with concurrent use. If you stop consuming yes but you need to do as much as possible though you can do it at an easy pace. I recommend bike cycling because ligament and tendon injuries and insults are almost impossible to happen.
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Also if you stop doing the exercise the deficits will quickly return. Benefits are best while exercising, which is why I recommend a stationary bike if you need it to do something on a computer. Otherwise normal bikes are better because of the mindfulness needed to pay attention to the road, this helps rebuild gray matter as well.
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Anti empathy
veganpermanently 14-Aug-22 01:01 AM
I meant homesick heartbreak, it doesn't work for this. I'm low empathy since 2015 or so
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I’m gonna bring it into mspaint and make an annotated version for my notes
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Endocannibinoid receptors and Melanocortin receptors are on the same branch of the GCPR family tree
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Makes sense since they’re both very involved in hunger i guess
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Stress too
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Neat
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veganpermanently 14-Aug-22 01:10 AM
Memantine day
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Alpha frequency
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Translationary symmetry
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Let's go motherfuckers.
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Make small step for a man, large for mankind
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GG @veganpermanently, you just advanced to level 4!
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Endocannibinoid receptors and Melanocortin receptors are on the same branch of the GCPR family tree
GPR12, the one related to working memory, is also right there
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veganpermanently 14-Aug-22 01:12 AM
Dreams r on point
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Resting heart rate
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Less than zero
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Makes you feel like you don't even need to breathe anymore
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 01:19 AM
@veganpermanently thought about what you said and I no longer think intelligence is just as simple as g factor
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I meant homesick heartbreak, it doesn't work for this. I'm low empathy since 2015 or so
ibtisam.midlet 14-Aug-22 01:28 AM
when I'm very low in empathy (anafranil withdrawal) I don't have any type of it and completely empathy none responsive, but anyway blocking serotonin will harm you more then benefit you, it rarely act as depressant
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dopamine 3 would greatly help
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@veganpermanently thought about what you said and I no longer think intelligence is just as simple as g factor
veganpermanently 14-Aug-22 01:32 AM
Glad u opened your mind
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Endocannibinoid receptors and Melanocortin receptors are on the same branch of the GCPR family tree
An environment with excess resources becomes r-selected Lots of feeding = lots of breeding perhaps
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 01:34 AM
The night before
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An environment with excess resources becomes r-selected Lots of feeding = lots of breeding perhaps
veganpermanently 14-Aug-22 01:34 AM
But only if it is still space restricted. I.e. mouse Utopia experiment
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ibtisam.midlet 14-Aug-22 01:35 AM
@Netizenne why your account don't show up, I want to see you super mod x_x
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 01:35 AM
I found some old data showing a working memory test my psych professor administered to me. I thought I had found the perfect and most simplistic test. Yes it was only loosely correlated to Iq which probably isn't even the full picture
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@Netizenne why your account don't show up, I want to see you super mod x_x
????? But I am!!!! D:
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 01:36 AM
I guess then I'll redefine my goal as general cognitive enhancement in any possible fashion I can muster.
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I found some old data showing a working memory test my psych professor administered to me. I thought I had found the perfect and most simplistic test. Yes it was only loosely correlated to Iq which probably isn't even the full picture
veganpermanently 14-Aug-22 01:37 AM
Little steps 😅
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I don't think I see Iq as one pure thing anymore
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I don't think I see Iq as one pure thing anymore
veganpermanently 14-Aug-22 01:37 AM
Nice
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????? But I am!!!! D:
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Endocannibinoid receptors and Melanocortin receptors are on the same branch of the GCPR family tree
I am going to worship this tree I want to know it inside out It will be my axis mundi -what holds it all together (edited)
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You did not tested the power of biology
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 01:40 AM
no one did. I'm on the trajectory
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So I would probably aim to increase any of the following. When it comes to intelligence - long term memory - processing speed - working memory - implicit skill acquisition - general brain health - mental stamina (edited)
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GG @Deleted User, you just advanced to level 1!
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So I would probably aim to increase any of the following. When it comes to intelligence - long term memory - processing speed - working memory - implicit skill acquisition - general brain health - mental stamina (edited)
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 01:42 AM
discipline
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That too
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Endocannibinoid receptors and Melanocortin receptors are on the same branch of the GCPR family tree
Holy crap those are also the sphingosine 1 phosphate receptors also crammed into that tiny branch along with MCR and endocanninoids!!!!! They’re all so closely related
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Only thing I’m not familiar with on that branch is LPAR (edited)
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Holy crap those are also the sphingosine 1 phosphate receptors also crammed into that tiny branch along with MCR and endocanninoids!!!!! They’re all so closely related
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 01:47 AM
You are really into this
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I wish I could join you
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You are really into this
Treeeeeeeeeeesssss
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So I would probably aim to increase any of the following. When it comes to intelligence - long term memory - processing speed - working memory - implicit skill acquisition - general brain health - mental stamina (edited)
ibtisam.midlet 14-Aug-22 01:48 AM
Processing speed dopamine 1 , alpha 2 a adrenaline Mental stamina =dfo IN
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The treeeees connect it allll
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Web of wyrd
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 01:49 AM
Maybe humans are just too evolved to get wm increases from dfo
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no one did. I'm on the trajectory
ibtisam.midlet 14-Aug-22 01:49 AM
Ask @abcd on MDMA and methylene blue
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https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC7226366/ Responsible for 17% of variance in working memory in mice and is agonized by sphingosine 1 phosphate ????? Also related to CB1 receptor. (edited)
Jukesta did you see this orphan receptor we found?????
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ibtisam.midlet 14-Aug-22 01:50 AM
Or ask me on nmda-tune
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It is right on that branch of the tree too
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Jukesta did you see this orphan receptor we found?????
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 01:50 AM
No what's it about
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No what's it about
It’s responsible for a lot of genetic variance in working memory Highly implicated (edited)
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It’s closely related to endocannabinoid receptors which are also known to mess with working memory (edited)
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 01:52 AM
Mh
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Endocannibinoid receptors and Melanocortin receptors are on the same branch of the GCPR family tree
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ibtisam.midlet 14-Aug-22 01:53 AM
There some impossibility you can find functional agonist that produce canabiniod effect and enhance memory
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 01:53 AM
Cb1
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There some impossibility you can find functional agonist that produce canabiniod effect and enhance memory
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 01:53 AM
i did
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What
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there's multiple of these compounds in nature
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I just need to isolate and produce large quantities
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Thc?
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will send you guys samples
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Thc?
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 01:56 AM
no it's unrelated to cannabis
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Urb 597?
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We need to breed bacteria Or inject them with the dna to make the right enzymes
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Urb 597?
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 01:56 AM
noo
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Well
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So it's a cb1 receptor agonist?
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not really, but it does have the same effects
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Can you just say what it is?
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no
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that would cost me hundreds of thousands
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offfered this info for 0.5 btc
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Well okay as long as I get a sample
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now the price is 1 btc
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Well okay as long as I get a sample
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 01:58 AM
probably
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Good enough
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Continuing this topic I have noticed some interesting effects from high doses of weed in the past
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I will first test it on myself
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like any respectable biohacker
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Continuing this topic I have noticed some interesting effects from high doses of weed in the past
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 01:59 AM
I do high dose once a month
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Idc about profit or getting high tbh I’m just curious at this point wtf despair despair despair despair despair despair despair
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 01:59 AM
I don't consume it anymore other than that
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I try to avoid it but
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I can keep lip zeal 🤐🥺
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 02:00 AM
I'll admit it has acutely exploded my ability to visualize in the past
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this is Terrence Mckenna method but he was clueless about reward pathways and never had the willpower to do it like that as result
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I have found ways to make me not have the desire to redose next day
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but increases effects on the day of consumption
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tomorrow is the day
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once youve weighed everytthing you take out for 2 years
Yeah tbh I've been weighing stuff for about a month now and more often than not get it within a few mg of the target weight in the first measurement
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I was stuck reading some old messages 💀
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tomorrow is the day
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 02:02 AM
The day you get lit?
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The day you get lit?
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 02:02 AM
yes
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Nice
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every 15th of the month
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I'll probably use lsd soon
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What about oleamide for cb1?
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What about oleamide for cb1?
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 02:02 AM
that will impair cognition
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I think it was also 5ht2c antagonist and maybe something
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that will impair cognition
Prolly
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What's this CB receptor talk
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 02:03 AM
Apparently cb1 is related to variance in wm
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Which I'm actually inclined to believe based on my experience with cannabis
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Peptide hormones and growth factors bind to membrane receptors and regulate a myriad of processes in insects and other metazoans. The evolutionary relationships among characterized and un-characterized (“orphan”) receptors can provide insights into receptor-ligand biology and narrow target choices in deorphanization studies. However, the large n...
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Apparently cb1 is related to variance in wm
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 02:05 AM
in a perfect world we don't need cb1 agonism
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but the world is very polluted
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Do you know anything about urb 597
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so if you go live on a mountain at say 1-2000 m elevation you will be clearheaded all the time
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Do you know anything about urb 597
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 02:06 AM
yes FAAH inhibition sucks
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Really and why's that @Deleted User
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I think this tree includes non-human proteins :/
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 02:10 AM
Urb 597 would supposedly upregulate cb1
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As well as other things
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And I've heard a rumor that it can induce lucid dreaming
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I'd like to know more
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@Netizenne thoughts?
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Which I'm actually inclined to believe based on my experience with cannabis
Well it defiantly has been shown to decrease it after a while, so we atleast know it interacts with wm and that it has some role in the mechanisms of wm (edited)
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Well it defiantly has been shown to decrease it after a while, so we atleast know it interacts with wm and that it has some role in the mechanisms of wm (edited)
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 02:16 AM
What do you think about cb1s relation to anxiety and motivation
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 02:16 AM
I had same effects from high dose CBD
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a bit less than a gram daily for a week (edited)
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What do you think about cb1s relation to anxiety and motivation
Probably has some role modulating HPA axis It’s related to MCRs and also has obvious effects on stress Idk about motivation tho (edited)
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 02:17 AM
made me not give a f about anything
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very worrying state
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So lets assume that cb1 upregulation would enhance wm. And taking urb 597 could be a means to achieve this. The lack of vigilance could be more of a downside then its worth
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What do you think about cb1s relation to anxiety and motivation
Working memory is essential for the organization of goal-directed behavior, as it maintains task-relevant information.
I wrote this earlier in response to that quote:
Working memory holds information to direct goals as well as the information to accomplish those goals? It holds the check list and equation sheets to solve? So say your working memory is divided into 7 slots to hold information. If you have 5 goals instead of 1 does that limit how much free processing power you have to pursue those goals? (5 different classes in school) People with adhd or autism who have a specific interest, I feel like that occupies too much space in their mind at all times for them to focus. Or maybe not.
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So lets assume that cb1 upregulation would enhance wm. And taking urb 597 could be a means to achieve this. The lack of vigilance could be more of a downside then its worth
Work capacity > IQ anyways
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So lets assume that cb1 upregulation would enhance wm. And taking urb 597 could be a means to achieve this. The lack of vigilance could be more of a downside then its worth
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 02:19 AM
indeed
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it changes your personality
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Have you taken?
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I am usually a very worried person. I take care that I and everybody around me are safe
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Hmm
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@Netizenne thoughts?
I’ve never heard of Urb, looks interesting
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 02:21 AM
but taking CBD completely removes this aspect of my personality
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which is a detriment if you ask me
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it would decrease intelligence by virtue of decreasing negative affect
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Hyper vigilance is probably correlated to IQ
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This is difficult
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indeed
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if I could I would upregulate FAAH
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Really
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Hyper vigilance is probably correlated to IQ
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 02:23 AM
IQ is prerequisite to hypervigilance but hypervigilance is necessary to apply intelligence in everyday life
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What comes to mind when I think about vigilance is some 100 IQ go getter 😂
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So lets assume that cb1 upregulation would enhance wm. And taking urb 597 could be a means to achieve this. The lack of vigilance could be more of a downside then its worth
CB1 agonism doesn’t acutely enhance wm does it????????????? I’ve read that it can reduce it up to 3 months after cessation though. (edited)
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CB1 agonism doesn’t acutely enhance wm does it????????????? I’ve read that it can reduce it up to 3 months after cessation though. (edited)
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 02:27 AM
Nvm I misresd the paper u sent
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It was
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Gpr12 (edited)
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Check the one also linked directly above the one I posted
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Check the one also linked directly above the one I posted
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 02:28 AM
This was mostly a misunderstanding
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But
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I'm still interested in cb1 and urb 597 (edited)
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I'm still interested in cb1 and urb 597 (edited)
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 02:32 AM
it's funny to think about these things (edited)
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https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5871916/
A primary function of the endocannabinoid signaling system is to maintain or recover homeostasis following psychological and physiological threats.
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The elucidation of Δ[9] -tetrahydrocannabinol as the active principal of Cannabis sativa in 1963 initiated a fruitful half-century of scientific discovery, culminating in the identification of the endocannabinoid signaling system, a previously ...
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More HPA loreeeeeeeeeee HPA is core (edited)
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plenty of paradoxes when it comes to this.
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https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5871916/
A primary function of the endocannabinoid signaling system is to maintain or recover homeostasis following psychological and physiological threats.
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This part is especially interesting
We discuss recent findings that corticotropin-releasing hormone in the amygdala enables hypothalamic-pituitary-adrenal axis activation via an increase in the catabolism of the endocannabinoid N-arachidonylethanolamine.
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So the endogenous cannabinoid is constantly signalling to put the breaks on the HPA axis, and CRH activates it by increasing the breakdown of that endocannabinoid
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I might try urb 597
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See if it does anything to wm
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See if it does anything to wm
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In rodents, many exogenous cannabinoid agonists including Δ[9] -THC and WIN 55,212-2 (WIN-2) have been shown to impair short-term memory (STM) by inhibition of hippocampal neuronal assemblies. However, the mechanisms by which endocannabinoids ...
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I might try urb 597
it's cheap?
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veganpermanently 14-Aug-22 02:43 AM
Stupid ideas
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Shortsighted
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Devoid of lateral thought
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Too bad there's no grp12 agonist
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HPA axis controls stress and dealing with the problems causing our stress
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elevated cortisol induced by stress increases serotonin uptake
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(2a) Serotonergic mindset is problem solving mode (edited)
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veganpermanently 14-Aug-22 02:46 AM
Wut
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Imo
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veganpermanently 14-Aug-22 02:46 AM
How does that follow
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komodo dragon 14-Aug-22 02:47 AM
Hey how are you all
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veganpermanently 14-Aug-22 02:47 AM
Can u link study about 5ht uptake
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 02:47 AM
This is madness
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When I take psychedelics I feel like I can solve any problem, answer any question I feel capable of any and everything on psychedelics, like I’m at 1000% functioning
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Hey how are you all
veganpermanently 14-Aug-22 02:47 AM
With a resting heart rate less than zero
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When I take psychedelics I feel like I can solve any problem, answer any question I feel capable of any and everything on psychedelics, like I’m at 1000% functioning
Psychedelics made me feel like I was in problem solving mode
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When I take psychedelics I feel like I can solve any problem, answer any question I feel capable of any and everything on psychedelics, like I’m at 1000% functioning
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I don't know if you actually are able to
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With a resting heart rate less than zero
komodo dragon 14-Aug-22 02:48 AM
You've transcended us all 😲
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 02:49 AM
Psychs are known to make people think they are smarter than they are and see patterns where there isn't any
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I agree it increases pattern recognition
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komodo dragon 14-Aug-22 02:49 AM
Just wanted to put this out here: I think PRL could interact with GPR139
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That's all
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I will disappear now.
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How does that follow
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5606297/ Two ways of dealing with your problems: Active coping (problem solving) Passive coping (problem ignoring/accepting) Both are stress responses
Previous attempts to identify a unified theory of brain serotonin function have largely failed to achieve consensus. In this present synthesis, we integrate previous perspectives with new and older data to create a novel bipartite model centred on the ...
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It’s a robin carhart harris theory
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Can u link study about 5ht uptake
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/12467107/ I could be wrong, just googled it and read what google said
Stress and depression are characterized by elevation of circulating cortisol, as well as by changes in physiological functions. In this study, we addressed the possibility that elevated cortisol is also associated with the origin and development of depression. We report here that cortisol at the nM- …
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I will disappear now.
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https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5606297/ Two ways of dealing with your problems: Active coping (problem solving) Passive coping (problem ignoring/accepting) Both are stress responses
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 02:52 AM
you're golden
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Farewelllll
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 02:53 AM
that pic
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omg
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my mind on a piece of paper
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you're golden
JC Denton sent that study a while back 🙏 (edited)
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JC Denton sent that study a while back 🙏 (edited)
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that motherfucker
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that pic
Imagine if you couldn't passively cope and felt forced to actively engage every arrogant idiot who ever annoyed you to reduce how much their existence bothers you lol …..I wouldn’t know xdddd withered (edited)
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Imagine if you couldn't passively cope and felt forced to actively engage every arrogant idiot who ever annoyed you to reduce how much their existence bothers you lol …..I wouldn’t know xdddd withered (edited)
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 02:55 AM
kek I'm close
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There’s a place for both 1A and 2A
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 02:56 AM
I heard 5meo dmt targets 5htp1a pretty well
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I heard 5meo dmt targets 5htp1a pretty well
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 02:56 AM
all classical psychs target it
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https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5606297/ Two ways of dealing with your problems: Active coping (problem solving) Passive coping (problem ignoring/accepting) Both are stress responses
Also idk if you’ve watched neon genesis evangelion -but I think how shinji accepts the situation his father puts him in (passive cope) and just fights the robots (active cope) it demonstrates a lot how the two systems can work together synergistically. They aren’t necessarily opposing i think. (edited)
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 02:57 AM
Meo seems mostly like 1a
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Mabus Tiefsee 14-Aug-22 02:57 AM
stupid question, how does the brain change when it goes from shugar metabolism to ketone metabolism.
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HPA axis controls stress and dealing with the problems causing our stress
Does cannabis decrease serotonergic activity? (edited)
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 03:01 AM
I'm not gonna lie mice wm studies seem like shit
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Not entering the same room twice is basically the extent of mice wm testing
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Mabus Tiefsee 14-Aug-22 03:02 AM
all behaviour mice/rat studis that include male researcher are scewed anyway. They react way more stressed around male smell. And as a rat breeder i can confirm that (and used that behaviour multiple times)
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 03:02 AM
I feel like that could include so much more than pure wn
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Chimp studies would be a million times better since they can actually be taught wm games
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https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5871916/
A primary function of the endocannabinoid signaling system is to maintain or recover homeostasis following psychological and physiological threats.
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cannabinoid receptor 1 (CB1R) signaling can both inhibit and potentiate the activation of the hypothalamic-pituitary-adrenal axis by stress tho
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cannabinoid receptor 1 (CB1R) signaling can both inhibit and potentiate the activation of the hypothalamic-pituitary-adrenal axis by stress tho
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 03:03 AM
Makes sense
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It’s ofc more complex than first would seem despair (edited)
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It’s ofc more complex than first would seem despair (edited)
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 03:03 AM
It's all brutally complex
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Does cannabis decrease serotonergic activity? (edited)
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 03:04 AM
no it increases it somehow
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It's all brutally complex
Trees will organize for us Prayge
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 03:04 AM
We need smarter drugs
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5ht2a
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Well I need sleep gnnnnnnnn
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 03:04 AM
We need drugs that do more than agonism or pam
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Mabus Tiefsee 14-Aug-22 03:04 AM
and not all got the same amount of canabis receptors, i assume my amount is lower than the average (or somegow different in an other way?)
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 03:05 AM
That actually have complex mechanisms
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Like imagine drugs that would upregulate gamma wave activity directly
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Tbh I'm just gonna try out my plans when it comes to cognitive enhancement.
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komodo dragon 14-Aug-22 03:13 AM
Jukesta I believe in you
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@Deleted User is nitraria komarovii worth pursuing or nah
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iyo
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For all ik it could be recreationally, hallucinogenic or whatever
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@Deleted User is nitraria komarovii worth pursuing or nah
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if u can get viable seeds yes
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Gnnnnnnnn chattt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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ibtisam.midlet 14-Aug-22 03:19 AM
Where the video that you look like on MDMA buzz
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Where the video that you look like on MDMA buzz
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need nitro to upload it xD
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@ibtisam.midlet yo
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https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5606297/ Two ways of dealing with your problems: Active coping (problem solving) Passive coping (problem ignoring/accepting) Both are stress responses
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 04:45 AM
u know Neti... 5HT1A has many problems. Nooking 5HT2A is one of them
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 05:00 AM
they're opposing forces. life can either be easy, stuff gets put under the rug, or it can be hard, yet better by the day
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second law of thermodynamics
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whatever doesn't improve will get worse
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so 5HT1A is an evil receptor
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it is C.O.P.E.
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/cancerous obedient people externalizing
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We need to connect the TAFFA /thoughts actions feelings facts associations/ to gain the holy trinity of I /intuition intention intervention/, master the MAD /meaning aspiration dedication/ LAD /liberty alternation discipline/, defeat the DAD /distractions addictions delusions/ and finally, above all, complete the MISSION /mapping investigation structure superintendence infrastructure operation naturalization/.
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Why lol
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/cancerous obedient people externalizing
The C.O.N.S.P.I.R.A.C.Y., short for Cliques Of Normals Secretly Planning Insidious Rituals Aimed at Controlling You
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they're opposing forces. life can either be easy, stuff gets put under the rug, or it can be hard, yet better by the day
This is an interesting way of putting it
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Is this why DMT can be so scary
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Why lol
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 07:39 AM
to distract you from the MISSION
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😆
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Thinking about my plan tbh
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I haven't been set on actions
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Listen to temporary by Lafew #np on #SoundCloud
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Prob just gonna keep taking ha p6
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fuck peptides
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komodo dragon 14-Aug-22 09:12 AM
why do you dislike peptides
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because they always mimic endogenous peptides or proteins
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Most of the noots I have are acute
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this makes them dangerous because the body can develop antibodies
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it can do so for small molecules as well, but in that case you just stop taking the drug
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in the case of the peptide you can't stop taking it because you're producing it
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I take it infrequently
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I think it might have improved my vision
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secondly, peptides are never orally active which is the safest RoA other than transdermal
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because of infections mainly
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but also it's easier to administer
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Hm
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they're also never active sublingually unless it's just a dipeptide
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I've fought about that
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I use the same syringe every time I take it although I wash with hot water first
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buccally too
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Molecular Insights into NR4A2(Nurr1): an Emerging Target for Neuroprotective Therapy Against Neuroinflammation and Neuronal Cell Death https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/30684217/ Differential roles for Nr4a1 and Nr4a2 in object location vs. object recognition long-term memory https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3506974/ Expression and function of nr4a2, lmx1b, and pitx3 in zebrafish dopaminergic and noradrenergic neuronal development https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2217549/ NR4A2 haploinsufficiency is associated with intellectual disability and autism spectrum disorder https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/29770430/ Identification and characterization of human NR4A2 polymorphisms in attention deficit hyperactivity disorder https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/15635701/ NR4A orphan nuclear receptor family members, NR4A2 and NR4A3, regulate neutrophil number and survival https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5570679/ Association Between NR4A2 Gene Polymorphism and Depressive Symptoms and Antidepressant Effect https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC8364372/ Nr4a2 Transcription Factor in Hippocampal Synaptic Plasticity, Memory and Cognitive Dysfunction: A Perspective Review https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC8645690/ Histone Deacetylase Inhibitors Enhance Memory and Synaptic Plasticity via CREB: CBP-Dependent Transcriptional Activation https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2925045/ Epinephrine Released During Traumatic Events May Strengthen Contextual Fear Memory Through Increased Hippocampus mRNA Expression of Nr4a Transcription Factors https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6167477/ A novel synthetic activator of Nurr1 induces dopaminergic gene expression and protects against 6-hydroxydopamine neurotoxicity in vitro https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4631643/ Pharmacological activation of Nr4a rescues age-associated memory decline https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6917472/ @Deleted User
NR4A2 is a nuclear receptor and a transcription factor, with distinctive physiological features. In the cell nuclei of the central nervous system, it is widely expressed and identified as a crucial regulator of dopaminergic (DA) neuronal differentiation, survival, and maintenance. Importantly, it ha …
Nr4a1 and Nr4a2 are transcription factors and immediate early genes belonging to the nuclear receptor Nr4a family. In this study, we examine their role in long-term memory formation for object location and object recognition. Using siRNA to block expression ...
Dopaminergic neurons form in diverse areas of the vertebrate di- and mesencephalon to constitute several major neuromodulatory systems. While much is known about mammalian mesencephalic dopaminergic neuron development, little is known about the specification ...
NR4A2, a member of the nuclear receptor superfamily, is involved in modulation of target gene transcription, regulating several developmental processes such as regulation of cellular homeostasis, neuronal development, inflammation and carcinogenesis. 2q24.1 deletions are extremely rare, and only 1 p …
Attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) is a highly heritable and common disorder thought to arise, in part, from alterations in dopamine function. NR4A2, or Nurr1, is an orphan nuclear receptor implicated in the development of dopaminergic cells of the ventral tegmental area (VTA) and the s …
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Development and Differentiation of Midbrain Dopaminergic Neuron: From Bench to Bedside https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC7349799/ Failure of Glial Cell-Line Derived Neurotrophic Factor (GDNF) in Clinical Trials Orchestrated By Reduced NR4A2 (NURR1) Transcription Factor in Parkinson’s Disease. A Systematic Review https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC7943926/ NR4A Transcription Factor Family: Key Regulators of Memory Formation https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/962009752488013834/1008362881634533386/296498079.pdf (thanks blank ❤️) potential pro-oncogene (or not, varies on a case-by-case basis): https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/22566377/ https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC7864866/
Parkinson’s Disease (PD) is a neurodegenerative disorder affecting the motor system. It is primarily due to substantial loss of midbrain dopamine (mDA) neurons in the substantia nigra pars compacta and to decreased innervation to the striatum. ...
Parkinson’s disease (PD) is one of the most common neurodegenerative maladies with unforeseen complex pathologies. While this neurodegenerative disorder’s neuropathology is reasonably well known, its etiology remains a mystery, making ...
Nuclear receptors are of integral importance in carcinogenesis. Manipulation of classic ligand-activated nuclear receptors, such as estrogen receptor blockade in breast cancer, is an important established cancer therapy. Orphan nuclear receptors, such as nuclear family 4 subgroup A (NR4A) receptors, …
The three-orphan nuclear receptor 4A genes are induced by diverse stressors and stimuli, and there is increasing evidence that NR4A1 (Nur77), NR4A2 (Nurr1) and NR4A3 (Nor1) play an important role in maintaining cellular homeostasis and in pathophysiology. ...
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Molecular Insights into NR4A2(Nurr1): an Emerging Target for Neuroprotective Therapy Against Neuroinflammation and Neuronal Cell Death https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/30684217/ Differential roles for Nr4a1 and Nr4a2 in object location vs. object recognition long-term memory https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3506974/ Expression and function of nr4a2, lmx1b, and pitx3 in zebrafish dopaminergic and noradrenergic neuronal development https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2217549/ NR4A2 haploinsufficiency is associated with intellectual disability and autism spectrum disorder https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/29770430/ Identification and characterization of human NR4A2 polymorphisms in attention deficit hyperactivity disorder https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/15635701/ NR4A orphan nuclear receptor family members, NR4A2 and NR4A3, regulate neutrophil number and survival https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5570679/ Association Between NR4A2 Gene Polymorphism and Depressive Symptoms and Antidepressant Effect https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC8364372/ Nr4a2 Transcription Factor in Hippocampal Synaptic Plasticity, Memory and Cognitive Dysfunction: A Perspective Review https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC8645690/ Histone Deacetylase Inhibitors Enhance Memory and Synaptic Plasticity via CREB: CBP-Dependent Transcriptional Activation https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2925045/ Epinephrine Released During Traumatic Events May Strengthen Contextual Fear Memory Through Increased Hippocampus mRNA Expression of Nr4a Transcription Factors https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6167477/ A novel synthetic activator of Nurr1 induces dopaminergic gene expression and protects against 6-hydroxydopamine neurotoxicity in vitro https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4631643/ Pharmacological activation of Nr4a rescues age-associated memory decline https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6917472/ @Deleted User
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:16 AM
dude
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komodo dragon 14-Aug-22 09:16 AM
im a nr4a goon
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:16 AM
I have no attention span rn
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dosed memantine
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Chlo
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komodo dragon 14-Aug-22 09:16 AM
wait i have something that will give u the attention span
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wait i have something that will give u the attention span
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:16 AM
it will come back in a few days
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komodo dragon 14-Aug-22 09:16 AM
itll make ur snake pent up. (edited)
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:16 AM
I did this on purpose
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komodo dragon 14-Aug-22 09:17 AM
Overexpression of Nurr1 up-regulates Pitx3, TH and Vmat2 mRNAs
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Overexpression of Nurr1 up-regulates Pitx3, TH and Vmat2 mRNAs
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:17 AM
I know about Nurr1
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GG @Deleted User, you just advanced to level 13!
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komodo dragon 14-Aug-22 09:17 AM
nr4a = nurr1
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:17 AM
why you talking to me like I'm some noob 😛
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These are the drugs I'm eye balling: Ara 290 IN Insulin Clemastine Phosphitidylserine
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komodo dragon 14-Aug-22 09:17 AM
D:
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Thoughts?
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komodo dragon 14-Aug-22 09:17 AM
seems good
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i believe in u jukesta.
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take clemastine close to bed though
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:18 AM
Nurr1 is a good thing
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do u have agonist?
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Nook it roflmao
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komodo dragon 14-Aug-22 09:18 AM
chloroquine
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Nook it roflmao
komodo dragon 14-Aug-22 09:19 AM
why
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why
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nookin has suddenly got a whole new meaning
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Nurr1 agonist nooks it
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Ara 290 to unregulate epo Insulin which probably has a myriad of benefits Clemastine apparently myelinates the occular nerve Phosphatidylserine for myelination
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and antagonist stops the explosion 😛
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Also rapamycin
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Ara 290 to unregulate epo Insulin which probably has a myriad of benefits Clemastine apparently myelinates the occular nerve Phosphatidylserine for myelination
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:20 AM
u putting it all in your eyes or wut
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and antagonist stops the explosion 😛
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:20 AM
Which due to autophagy should help with synaptic pruning and de-noising my brain
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u putting it all in your eyes or wut
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:20 AM
I want better vision
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I want better vision
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:20 AM
did u try CDPC
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I think my brain is noisy right now from neurogenics
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it improved my vision substantially
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did u try CDPC
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:20 AM
Nope havent
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Tropoflavin as well
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I think my brain is noisy right now from neurogenics
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:21 AM
you've accumulated too much chloride
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go ride a bike
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for a few hours
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you'll feel better
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Chloride?
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From what?
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also NMDA antagonist will help
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From what?
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:21 AM
from exogenously evoked BDNF
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go ride a bike
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:22 AM
Was just about to ride a bike actually
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from exogenously evoked BDNF
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:22 AM
Really
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the neurons start piling chloride
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exercise-induced BDNF gets rid of this chloride accumulation
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it has differential effects
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When doing digit span I notice harder time reading and more noise than I used to
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also NMDA antagonist will help
Other than NMDA antags is there anything else you can use
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:23 AM
Yea I've been wanting to exercise more
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Other than NMDA antags is there anything else you can use
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:23 AM
bromides but I don't recommend this you will fuck yourself permanently from it
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Exercise seems to be the most cognitively enhancing thing for me
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it has differential effects
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bromides but I don't recommend this you will fuck yourself permanently from it
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:24 AM
Thoughts on using rapamycin to de noise?
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wtf
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:24 AM
I don't get surprised by these things anymore. Exercise uses every single mechanism in the best possible way
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I've been noticing an increase in autistic like symptoms
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Noise and chaos agitates me more than it ever has
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Thoughts on using rapamycin to de noise?
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:25 AM
in my experience it only creates more noise
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Really
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I thing autophagy would help cut down on loose synapses
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yes. but fasting + rapamycin restarts the whole thing. neurogenics have effects similar to the honeymoon period for a while after the fast
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rapamycin alone just creates a whole lot of confusion
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Restarts?
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:26 AM
Wdym by that
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Molecular Insights into NR4A2(Nurr1): an Emerging Target for Neuroprotective Therapy Against Neuroinflammation and Neuronal Cell Death https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/30684217/ Differential roles for Nr4a1 and Nr4a2 in object location vs. object recognition long-term memory https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3506974/ Expression and function of nr4a2, lmx1b, and pitx3 in zebrafish dopaminergic and noradrenergic neuronal development https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2217549/ NR4A2 haploinsufficiency is associated with intellectual disability and autism spectrum disorder https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/29770430/ Identification and characterization of human NR4A2 polymorphisms in attention deficit hyperactivity disorder https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/15635701/ NR4A orphan nuclear receptor family members, NR4A2 and NR4A3, regulate neutrophil number and survival https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5570679/ Association Between NR4A2 Gene Polymorphism and Depressive Symptoms and Antidepressant Effect https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC8364372/ Nr4a2 Transcription Factor in Hippocampal Synaptic Plasticity, Memory and Cognitive Dysfunction: A Perspective Review https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC8645690/ Histone Deacetylase Inhibitors Enhance Memory and Synaptic Plasticity via CREB: CBP-Dependent Transcriptional Activation https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2925045/ Epinephrine Released During Traumatic Events May Strengthen Contextual Fear Memory Through Increased Hippocampus mRNA Expression of Nr4a Transcription Factors https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6167477/ A novel synthetic activator of Nurr1 induces dopaminergic gene expression and protects against 6-hydroxydopamine neurotoxicity in vitro https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4631643/ Pharmacological activation of Nr4a rescues age-associated memory decline https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6917472/ @Deleted User
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:27 AM
pls remind me if I forget I'll review this in a few days
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Restarts?
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:27 AM
I just explained lol
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it's like taking neurogenics for the first time
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similar
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Oh
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Wtf why
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I guess it is effective at cutting the noise
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but it does give me a headache
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the day I take Rapa
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I take it on day 3 of the fast
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Dose?
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when AMPK is the highest
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Dose?
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:28 AM
4-6 mg oral
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Oh
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capsulated
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I assumed you would use IN
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no
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I'm not Pax
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and I don't advocate that
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Isn't oral rapa more systemic?
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it's just a meme
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In rapa?
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Isn't oral rapa more systemic?
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:29 AM
yes
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I know that drugs taken IN target the brain better
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but it is unknown what is the difference
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For the most part
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but it is unknown what is the difference
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:39 AM
What's your opinion on pax
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What's your opinion on pax
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I have not talked to him for a long time
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Like it's true that he can be sporadic but he did what pretty much everyone in the nootropic community does
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last time I heard from him he sent me a voice recording yelling at me for 2 mins straight
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He did his research he found some things that hypothetically would increase cognition
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And yet those things did not increase cognition
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Namely dfo
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By all means dfo should have worked
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It had lots of promise
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Yet it didn't live up to the hype
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Mabus Tiefsee 14-Aug-22 09:43 AM
the main problem with brain abilitys, the amount you can increase is limited. You can't turn an idiot into a genious (maybe transhumanists can do that sometime with brainimplants combined with AI)
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same with lifespan. You may be able to get 10-50 extra years, but that's it
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He did his research he found some things that hypothetically would increase cognition
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:44 AM
He tries to find fringe substances no one else used and use them to increase cognition according to his holistic understanding of the brain
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This is similar to my approach, except I don't use substances that may cripple me in some way
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True but you have to admit dfo had alot of research
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First and foremost I look for substances that already have human or at least animal research behind them
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This is similar to my approach, except I don't use substances that may cripple me in some way
Mabus Tiefsee 14-Aug-22 09:45 AM
no risk no fun, i use carcinogenes
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no risk no fun, i use carcinogenes
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this is a very irresponsible thing to say in this space
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no risk no fun, i use carcinogenes
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:46 AM
Lol
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Mabus Tiefsee 14-Aug-22 09:46 AM
should i lie about the carcinogen abillity of igf1 and vit b3? it's a tradeoff
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I am like a golden mean of Sirsad and Pax, one of them has no holistic understanding, while the other applies no risk management
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b3 lol how
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should i lie about the carcinogen abillity of igf1 and vit b3? it's a tradeoff
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:47 AM
that's not what I meant
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'no risk no fun'
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Mabus Tiefsee 14-Aug-22 09:47 AM
ah yeah, that part
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Inhibiting FAO and SIRT is anti cancer
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:48 AM
we need to strive to prevent risk at every cost
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because that will make us go further
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Mabus Tiefsee 14-Aug-22 09:48 AM
sirt reminds me, i should eat some of my shugar limited wild cherrys again... taste good and healtgy
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sirt reminds me, i should eat some of my shugar limited wild cherrys again... taste good and healtgy
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:49 AM
dude where r u
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long gone cherry season here
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we need to strive to prevent risk at every cost
Mabus Tiefsee 14-Aug-22 09:50 AM
my mindset is different, wevhave to educate on tge tradeoffs; you wabt biger musckes and a longer dong? No problem HOWEVER your cancer risk will increase and you will suffer the following list of symptoms (insert agromegaly description)
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my mindset is different, wevhave to educate on tge tradeoffs; you wabt biger musckes and a longer dong? No problem HOWEVER your cancer risk will increase and you will suffer the following list of symptoms (insert agromegaly description)
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I have ways to grow muscle without cancer risk
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dude where r u
Mabus Tiefsee 14-Aug-22 09:51 AM
made jam without shugar, the substances won't be destroyed if not heated above 120 (or something like that)
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:51 AM
u know
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Mabus Tiefsee 14-Aug-22 09:51 AM
tried that, got to low natural backgroubd igf1 in my body
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:51 AM
if you find me a piece of evidence showing exercise causes cancer I'll give up everything to your approach
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yet it increases IGF1
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yet it grows muscle
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but this is just an example
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so many interventions that grow muscle yet decrease cancer risk
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Mabus Tiefsee 14-Aug-22 09:53 AM
exercuse does not cause cancer but it is low, tidious and bot everybody can get the same results based on their genetics
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time and tissue selectivity of interventions is key
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Mabus Tiefsee 14-Aug-22 09:54 AM
and to see the cancer risk, i give my 17 year old cat calf liver, she loves it, it prevents muscledystrophy and i will see how big the cancer risk is truly.
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exercuse does not cause cancer but it is low, tidious and bot everybody can get the same results based on their genetics
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 09:54 AM
I don't mind the work
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I have time because of the antiaging interventions
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I have willpower because of the cognitive enhancement
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so why not
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Mabus Tiefsee 14-Aug-22 09:55 AM
it all started because i wabted to grow my cheekbones/chin. That failed/was to slow however the musclegrowth is excelent. GH gut was a problem because of training problems
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Liver fr gave you acormegaly and GH gut?
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Liver fr gave you acormegaly and GH gut?
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plot twist: the BCAA excess gave him visceral fat
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Mabus Tiefsee 14-Aug-22 09:58 AM
acromegaly simptoms. And the GH gut just started to apear once i trained my abs. It disapeared when i trained the inner abs (vaccum is the training method that helps)
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acromegaly simptoms. And the GH gut just started to apear once i trained my abs. It disapeared when i trained the inner abs (vaccum is the training method that helps)
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how old r u
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Mabus Tiefsee 14-Aug-22 09:59 AM
over 30
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plot twist: the BCAA excess gave him visceral fat
BCAA doesn't make your hands grow from M to XL
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BCAA doesn't make your hands grow from M to XL
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tru
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BCAA doesn't make your hands grow from M to XL
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 10:00 AM
we'll just call it the weird growth action
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and attribute it to an unknown force we'll look for later
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BCAA doesn't make your hands grow from M to XL
Mabus Tiefsee 14-Aug-22 10:01 AM
just temporary XL for a month. Before that easy to wear M gloves. After they shrunk back (little swollen) tgey where barely L but the gloves didn't break anymore therefore L
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just temporary XL for a month. Before that easy to wear M gloves. After they shrunk back (little swollen) tgey where barely L but the gloves didn't break anymore therefore L
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bone growth cannot revert
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what you had was water retention from the inflammation
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bone growth cannot revert
Mabus Tiefsee 14-Aug-22 10:04 AM
XL was partyally because the tissue grew/swollen (happend in my face as well) and the bonegrowth was slower than the tissue growth. And yes, not reversable. Still size L hands. And i assume if i had more calcium in my diet, the bones could have grown further. But that's just an asumption
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Before that i fit easily in site M gloves. Now i fit barely in size L and rip apart size M gloves (edited)
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Proceedings of the National Academy of Sciences (PNAS), a peer reviewed journal of the National Academy of Sciences (NAS) - an authoritative source of high-impact, original research that broadly spans the biological, physical, and social sciences.
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Mabus Tiefsee 14-Aug-22 10:08 AM
oh by the way i was on a strict carnivore diet during that time. Therefore the glucose intake was one bar of chokolate a week or nothing. (edited)
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Mabus Tiefsee 14-Aug-22 10:16 AM
no matter what it was, it was direktly after eating 2,5 kg raw calf liver. And the symptoms matched IGF1 overexpression sideeffects.
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I am like a golden mean of Sirsad and Pax, one of them has no holistic understanding, while the other applies no risk management
ibtisam.midlet 14-Aug-22 10:20 AM
Combine considerable impulsivity and smartness with curiosity and you will solve everything
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You just described me
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Combine considerable impulsivity and smartness with curiosity and you will solve everything
I lack the impulsivity. Every move I make and the next 5 after that are meticulously calculated. This has brought me great success in life but has also hindered me in other ways.
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I lack the impulsivity. Every move I make and the next 5 after that are meticulously calculated. This has brought me great success in life but has also hindered me in other ways.
Mabus Tiefsee 14-Aug-22 11:07 AM
i was like that once, too. With age comes the attitude "just du stuff and see what happens"
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 11:10 AM
I've used a dirty Nurr1 agonist that paradoxically reduced dopamine availability
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it was hell
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zero motivation until it was completely gone from my organism. recovered with modafinil
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if u know a selective agonist let's go
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Mabus Tiefsee 14-Aug-22 11:12 AM
what gives me motivation to do stuff, but i don't want to do it. Removing my smartphone. I assume it is way to efficient in removing bordom for my own good...
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what gives me motivation to do stuff, but i don't want to do it. Removing my smartphone. I assume it is way to efficient in removing bordom for my own good...
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 11:14 AM
tried that
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with an antipsychotic removing stimuli will not help
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Mabus Tiefsee 14-Aug-22 11:15 AM
i assume at this point, your brain became an abnormallity anyway (if you where born with a normal one?) and therefore everything has to be discovered for your specific one anyway
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i assume at this point, your brain became an abnormallity anyway (if you where born with a normal one?) and therefore everything has to be discovered for your specific one anyway
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 11:16 AM
one more person not to talk to ig
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Dose?
They made a long detailed post a while back in this channel you should look for
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let's go motherfuckers
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plot twist: the BCAA excess gave him visceral fat
There is BCAAs in my creatine :/ I don’t eat that many per day, is it really that bad…??
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There is BCAAs in my creatine :/ I don’t eat that many per day, is it really that bad…??
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 11:24 AM
in my experience using 10 g leucine and 4 g lysine for 2-3 weeks produced insulin resistance and gave me visceral fat which was hard to get rid of
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I did not have visceral since I was 14 yrs old so that was out of ordinary
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https://www.jneurosci.org/content/40/18/3675 @komodo dragon unexpected results may follow
The transcription factor Nurr1 has been identified to be ectopically induced in the striatum of rodents expressing l-DOPA-induced dyskinesia (LID). In the present study, we sought to characterize Nurr1 as a causative factor in LID expression. We used rAAV2/5 to overexpress Nurr1 or GFP in the parkinsonian striatum of LID-resistant Lewis or LID-p...
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in my experience using 10 g leucine and 4 g lysine for 2-3 weeks produced insulin resistance and gave me visceral fat which was hard to get rid of
Mabus Tiefsee 14-Aug-22 11:26 AM
next time you want to lose fat in specific areas, increase the bloodflow there while you are hungry/in energy defency. The ways for increasing the bloodflow are using muscles in that area/massage/hitting that area with a flat hand/vibration/chilly cream With increased blood flow, the fat cells get priority to be used
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https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/12467107/ I could be wrong, just googled it and read what google said
Wait I actually didn’t understand what I was saying when I posted this.
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I thought cortisol raised serotonin lmaoo
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Whoops, embarrassing :/ I guess it still kinda makes sense tho lol (edited)
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I lack the impulsivity. Every move I make and the next 5 after that are meticulously calculated. This has brought me great success in life but has also hindered me in other ways.
ibtisam.midlet 14-Aug-22 11:55 AM
Impulsivity is more benfitical then harm
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I found my self go to work in things without caring much about the stress Ill get evuantulay due to responsapility a started to work 24h a day which solved my unproductivity.
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I've used a dirty Nurr1 agonist that paradoxically reduced dopamine availability
komodo dragon 14-Aug-22 11:58 AM
whatd u use
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 12:21 PM
Time to give up on increasing IQ and figure out how to turn people into anime girls
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whatd u use
veganpermanently 14-Aug-22 12:28 PM
Doxycycline
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Impulsivity is more benfitical then harm
veganpermanently 14-Aug-22 12:30 PM
Mindfulness makes impulsivity safe. Mindless impulsivity will killya
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Time to give up on increasing IQ and figure out how to turn people into anime girls
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 12:49 PM
Nah it's domination
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Turn ur homies into anime girls and make a harem
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veganpermanently 14-Aug-22 12:50 PM
Someone has been watching Andrew Tate
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I did not have visceral since I was 14 yrs old so that was out of ordinary
I had no visceral till like a few months ago despair
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it’s not much but now I’m spooked
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I have to start exercising to stay in shape withered
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it’s cause I’m 21 in a few days
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veganpermanently 14-Aug-22 12:57 PM
Do my FMD protocol
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Reading about how fat cells never get removed once you’ve grown new ones was really spook Like once you fuck up and eat too much once, those fat cells are with you for life, and the only way to keep them from filling up from that point on is to exercise Wuhhhh
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Ngl I’ve gotten away with eating pretty unhealthy and never exercising up until this point with no issue
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Reading about how fat cells never get removed once you’ve grown new ones was really spook Like once you fuck up and eat too much once, those fat cells are with you for life, and the only way to keep them from filling up from that point on is to exercise Wuhhhh
What? As in old fat is only burned after new fat is burned?
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What? As in old fat is only burned after new fat is burned?
When you lose weight your emptying fat cells of lipids. When you gain weight your filling them with lipids. And this is a massive over simplification (cause I don’t understand it too fully) but if your fat cells are already completely full with lipids and you have nowhere to store the new fat your eating, your body will build new fat cells to store the new weight in. And these new fat cells are permanent, can’t get rid of them. (edited)
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When you lose weight your emptying fat cells of lipids. When you gain weight your filling them with lipids. And this is a massive over simplification (cause I don’t understand it too fully) but if your fat cells are already completely full with lipids and you have nowhere to store the new fat your eating, your body will build new fat cells to store the new weight in. And these new fat cells are permanent, can’t get rid of them. (edited)
veganpermanently 14-Aug-22 01:11 PM
Fat cells can get huge, some researchers even think people have a fixed number of fat cells
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 01:16 PM
@Netizenne visceral fat cells are the ones that get huge and this implicates the insulin resistance, inflammation and so forth. We can gain fat cells but those are the cool subQ ones.
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I want to keep as much subQ fat as possible while still maintaining zero visceral fat. exposing subQ fat to cold turns it to something similar to brown fat or what I like to call metabolic fat.
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When you lose weight your emptying fat cells of lipids. When you gain weight your filling them with lipids. And this is a massive over simplification (cause I don’t understand it too fully) but if your fat cells are already completely full with lipids and you have nowhere to store the new fat your eating, your body will build new fat cells to store the new weight in. And these new fat cells are permanent, can’t get rid of them. (edited)
Am I retarded or can you not just lose weight to get rid of the fat cells
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 01:18 PM
This kind of fat produces heat when stimulated by either cold or heat AND 5ht2a agonism
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so it's fat that actually burns calories and keeps you insulin sensitive. Kind of like muscle
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Is that “brown fat”
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Is that “brown fat”
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 01:20 PM
no, it's white fat that has turned brown
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it's not the same tissue but it has the same effects
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no, it's white fat that has turned brown
So it is brown fat?
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 01:22 PM
I keep forgetting I block people for a reason
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When you lose weight your emptying fat cells of lipids. When you gain weight your filling them with lipids. And this is a massive over simplification (cause I don’t understand it too fully) but if your fat cells are already completely full with lipids and you have nowhere to store the new fat your eating, your body will build new fat cells to store the new weight in. And these new fat cells are permanent, can’t get rid of them. (edited)
ibtisam.midlet 14-Aug-22 01:24 PM
Adipocyte size 0.1mm empty , 0.3mm full we are fucked
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I keep forgetting I block people for a reason
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Adipocyte size 0.1mm empty , 0.3mm full we are fucked
ibtisam.midlet 14-Aug-22 01:26 PM
Adipocytes, also known as lipocytes and fat cells, are the cells that primarily compose adipose tissue, specialized in storing energy as fat. Adipocytes are derived from mesenchymal stem cells which give rise to adipocytes through adipogenesis. In cell culture, adipocyte progenitors can also form osteoblasts, myocytes and other cell types. Ther...
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Butterflies are outt
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Butterflies are outt
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hhmmm
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I have trouble IDing Rosa species
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rugosa came to mind when I saw that
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 01:41 PM
it must be rugosa
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take it
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it is nootropic
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not the butterfly but the plant
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ibtisam.midlet 14-Aug-22 01:42 PM
Did anyone mega dosed rediola
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not the butterfly but the plant
Holyshig
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Did anyone mega dosed rediola
I’m curious as to what this would do
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I could never!!!! looooool (edited)
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Those butterflies don’t grow in factories y’know
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 01:43 PM
my ex and I had a love triangle with a butterfly
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he was magnificent
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we fed the caterpillar and it turned into a butterfly
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and he didn't want to leave my ex
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for 2 week
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I was jelly
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Pretty bugs
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GG @Netizenne, you just advanced to level 7!
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I’m curious as to what this would do
ibtisam.midlet 14-Aug-22 01:44 PM
Excepted to be less side effect in dose to dose potency of wallbutrine
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There’s alotta grasshoppers flying around lately They kinda remind me of tiny winged reptiles lmfao
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There’s alotta grasshoppers flying around lately They kinda remind me of tiny winged reptiles lmfao
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do you know those motherfuckers can smell cancer
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even better than dogs
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and can tell diff types of cancer apart
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How do I utilize that
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Can I catch them and harness this power????????
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 01:46 PM
no but someone is working on it
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someone with more money and power than us
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Can I catch them and harness this power????????
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Citrate is an essential substrate for energy metabolism that plays critical roles in regulating cell growth and survival. However, the action of citrate in regulating metabolism, cognition, and aging at the organismal level remains poorly understood. Here, we report that dietary supplementation with …
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yooooo
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you know where this goes
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if your mind isn't as sharp, if you feel brain fogged, if you long for an instant glimpse of clarity Here's a lemon. When life gives you lemons you supply your acetyl CoA cycle with the most important nutrients. It makes your mitochondrion go brrr and your brain ready, steady, eager to snap. 🍋
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@komodo dragon motherfucker
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if your mind isn't as sharp, if you feel brain fogged, if you long for an instant glimpse of clarity Here's a lemon. When life gives you lemons you supply your acetyl CoA cycle with the most important nutrients. It makes your mitochondrion go brrr and your brain ready, steady, eager to snap. 🍋
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if your mind isn't as sharp, if you feel brain fogged, if you long for an instant glimpse of clarity Here's a lemon. When life gives you lemons you supply your acetyl CoA cycle with the most important nutrients. It makes your mitochondrion go brrr and your brain ready, steady, eager to snap. 🍋
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https://www.frontiersin.org/articles/10.3389/fnins.2020.00612/full This ALA I’ve been taking is an iron chelator Holyshig
Disruption of neuronal iron homeostasis and oxidative stress are related to the pathogenesis of Parkinson’s disease (PD). Alpha-lipoic acid (ALA), a naturally occurring enzyme cofactor with antioxidant and iron chelator properties, has many known effects. It is known that ALA has neuroprotective effects on PD, but its underlying mechanism remain...
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not sure I need DFO then????? (edited)
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not sure I need DFO then????? (edited)
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 03:23 PM
no one needs DFO
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people need to get their shit straight
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https://open.spotify.com/track/04zxGiXcmNQ0m9oDXtwo18?si=ZRaU6GGgT7SNYe8gwrcYXg This song by gorillas has the same back track as a sewerslvt song
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But without the breaks rip
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 03:24 PM
gorillaz
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my fav band
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...
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when I was 12 yrs old
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when I was 12 yrs old
Lmaooo same
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Ive gone down the music rabbit hole a bit lately and realized I need to find some more accessible music for playing around family lol
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 03:26 PM
I left a cut cucumber on my desk for 24 hours
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I bet it's toxic now
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Ive gone down the music rabbit hole a bit lately and realized I need to find some more accessible music for playing around family lol
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that's one of the reasons not to have a family
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familyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
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but they take care of meeeeee
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but they take care of meeeeee
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 03:28 PM
21 is the perfect time to change that
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lemons will liberate us folks
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@Deleted User
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will use citrate as filler now for everything
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it's fucking ridiculous
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Que
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Que
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 03:34 PM
do you even citratize yourself
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Nah scurvy-maxxing (edited)
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Nah scurvy-maxxing (edited)
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 03:37 PM
missing out
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I'm gonna start dosing it constantly
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hmmm
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maybe citrate tablets in shape of lemon
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Effects?
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yeheheheheee
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Limunska kiselina, na usta ide mi slina, ja volim taj spoj, ja sam mašina, ja sam stroj.
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@Yana
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it's ridiculous
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 04:11 PM
kek
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there must be some errors with that metric
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it's impossible to maintain the ratio they suggest
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Going gorilla on the leafy greens is the only way without supplements
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Going gorilla on the leafy greens is the only way without supplements
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 04:13 PM
I see no point
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people eat vegan food, lift weights and have the same bone density
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 04:15 PM
@Yana my bones are good I repeatedly put them to various tests
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average phosphorus intake is 2g, often more
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average calcium intake 600 mg
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What are some good bone tests
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What are some good bone tests
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 04:21 PM
falling off a bike
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hitting shit
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skateboarding
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eventually you get a free x ray
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for your feats of bravery
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will use citrate as filler now for everything
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 14-Aug-22 04:25 PM
I bought a lb of citric acid, but have not been able to find it for weeks
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I bought a lb of citric acid, but have not been able to find it for weeks
Deleted User 14-Aug-22 04:26 PM
it's cheap as f
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buy another one
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and another one
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and another one
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it's cheap as f
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 14-Aug-22 04:27 PM
I need to buy a bunch of sorghum anywho
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 04:34 PM
tried 6 mg Agomelatine subL
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stings like a mofo
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not doing this again
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To detect citrate levels in fresh tomato juice, to reveal whether it can be studied for prevention of recurrent hypocitraturic nephrolithiasis.Juices …
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time to start lycopening the shit out of my diet
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Deleted User 14-Aug-22 06:09 PM
Gonna get some lemon juice
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 14-Aug-22 08:06 PM
Careful, Lycopene is a 5AR inhibitor, can be fatiguing to those with lower levels of DHT I take about 15mg supplemental most days (edited)
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Scientists are experimenting with larva fat to replace butter. They soak insects in water and then mush them with a blender before centrifuges separate a butter-like substance, which the team then uses to bake with https://t.co/dIkTtYWV68
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exercise-induced BDNF gets rid of this chloride accumulation
Do you have any studies on that? Know why that might be? Maybe it’s partly reliant on mechanical filtration the way the lymphatic system is??? Or else is there probably another pathway out there we could theoretically hack?? (edited)
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Does anyone know a good source for pregnenolone nasal sprays?
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Careful, Lycopene is a 5AR inhibitor, can be fatiguing to those with lower levels of DHT I take about 15mg supplemental most days (edited)
veganpermanently 15-Aug-22 12:41 AM
Nah that's not a prob. Eat your tomato and have it too
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Do you have any studies on that? Know why that might be? Maybe it’s partly reliant on mechanical filtration the way the lymphatic system is??? Or else is there probably another pathway out there we could theoretically hack?? (edited)
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Nah transporters become regulated. Exercise is mainly an epigenetic intervention. This is why we don't have drugs that mimic exercise fully. It's effects are too complex but also we only have a few thorough screenings for epigenetic effects of small molecules.
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If you want to die read pinned messages 😂
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Such a good albummmm (edited)
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Did you see his new single? Also very good.
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Did you see his new single? Also very good.
Deleted User 15-Aug-22 02:31 AM
surprisingly banger thanks for lmk
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man is evolving
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master of rhythm, holder of meaning, wielder of style
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komodo dragon 15-Aug-22 05:24 AM
I'm excited for his new album
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Was bumping DiCaprio 2 like crazy when it came out
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surprisingly banger thanks for lmk
Yep, he is indeed evolving One of the goats in the future probably.
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Yep, he is indeed evolving One of the goats in the future probably.
komodo dragon 15-Aug-22 06:03 AM
Really
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JID is very talented but I don't think I can out him up there yet until he proves that with a project
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Artists like Baby Keem is probably one of the next best/big artists (edited)
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Does anyone know a good source for pregnenolone nasal sprays?
ibtisam.midlet 15-Aug-22 06:27 AM
Major ven here don't have it
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Took 7g shrooms once and basically felt sober
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Took 7g shrooms once and basically felt sober
Deleted User 15-Aug-22 07:40 AM
bunk mushrooms? Cubes?
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A friend and I took the same stuff before and it was good
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Same batch
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Deleted User 15-Aug-22 07:40 AM
hmm
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r u on ssris
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or alike
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GG @Yana, you just advanced to level 4!
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THC gives me more visuals than the few times I took shrooms
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LSD is another story
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Deleted User 15-Aug-22 07:41 AM
THC does produce visuals for me
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mushrooms produce visuals as well but they're nothing compared to the whole experience I described in the article
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I have met a few people like u
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with variable response to the same mushrooms
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I find it peculiar
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even DMT some people are immune at times
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I haven't a clue why this is
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maybe there's an endogenous antagonist of 5ht2a
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Low 5ht2a-mglur2 heteromerization?
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Low 5ht2a-mglur2 heteromerization?
Deleted User 15-Aug-22 07:46 AM
the irregular pattern of this phenomenon would suggest otherwise
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I mean I wasn't "sober" that one time but it was just like the mind was too clean
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Deleted User 15-Aug-22 07:47 AM
it appears more likely there's a protein or even a small molecule that prevents the effect of 5ht2a activation on mGlur2 (edited)
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we're all gonna make it bruhs
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decided I'll go persuade my doctor to prescribe me cetirizine tomorrow @ibtisam.midlet wish luck
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ibtisam.midlet 15-Aug-22 09:07 AM
Overdose! Overdose!
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Never OTC did not work for me with it (edited)
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Never OTC did not work for me with it (edited)
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high dose nettle extract did make me regrow my hair in 2015 but it also produced gynecomastia and fluid discharge in the right boob
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ibtisam.midlet 15-Aug-22 09:11 AM
Yeah possibility is these things is considerable but if you found something's works then its easy to mitigate the side effect in way or other
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Yeah possibility is these things is considerable but if you found something's works then its easy to mitigate the side effect in way or other
Deleted User 15-Aug-22 09:12 AM
yeah I could go have gyno surgery
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but that's too expensive for my cheap booty
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ibtisam.midlet 15-Aug-22 09:12 AM
Nahh not that lol
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there anti gyno meds
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also it produced erectile dysfunction
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tho' reversible
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ibtisam.midlet 15-Aug-22 09:13 AM
How does nettle do it from first
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How does nettle do it from first
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it is likely multimodal
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I have produced my own extract, nothing else worked
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tea, topical, etc. Only my own extract
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oral
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ibtisam.midlet 15-Aug-22 09:14 AM
We have a lot of bisexuals here I would told them to grow boobs emoji_51 emoji_49
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Deleted User 15-Aug-22 09:15 AM
idk about that
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gynecomastia is very unpleasant I would recommend it to nobody
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it itches, reacts to random stuff like foods, temperature change, touch, etc.
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it produces a discharge which would be embarassing for anyone
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but that's just my experience
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How does nettle do it from first
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this hair growth effect and the accompanying feminization and erectile dysfunction is likely due to the inhibition of 5 alpha reductase.
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Deleted User 15-Aug-22 09:19 AM
the hair growth is also likely to be promoted by it's antiinflammatory properties.
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it is also an aromatase inhibitor which would make one think it would stop gynecomastia, but the net effect is negative because DHT is a powerful inhibitory factor in the breast tissue and even without estrogen, with enough prolactin and IGF1 the tissue can grow.
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all in all it's a very dirty drug if we're looking at it from this perspective. the negative effects can even be pronounced with topical use.
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ibtisam.midlet 15-Aug-22 09:28 AM
interesting
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GG @ibtisam.midlet, you just advanced to level 13!
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brehhhh homie got fucked up
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ibtisam.midlet 15-Aug-22 10:53 AM
What heppen
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I was referring to the guy getting gyno and ED from nettle extract
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I did fall off my skateboard recently and my back hurts rn tho :/
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I was referring to the guy getting gyno and ED from nettle extract
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Don't worry I reversed it both
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Prove it post ur chest area
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I am becoming Goku
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Deleted User 15-Aug-22 01:39 PM
someone help me source galantamine bulk pleaaase
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I need 100 g
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pure powder obviously
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roflmaooo
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A lower incidence of dementia in bipolar patients treated with lithium has been described. This metal inhibits the phosphorylation of glycogen-synthase-kinase 3-α and β, which are related to amyloid precursor protein processing and tau hyperphosphorylation in pathological conditions, respectively. F …
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300 mcg
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cool
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transcend motherfuckers
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there anti gyno meds
Anti-prolactin compounds?
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Anti-prolactin compounds?
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Modafinil fixed it
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also fasting, Rapamycin
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Modafinil fixed it
Interesting.
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Deleted User 15-Aug-22 01:56 PM
lots of endurance exercise
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AMPK activation
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nook IGF1 mTOR
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activate dopamine receptors
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etc
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Interesting.
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Armoda downregulates prolactin and nightly GH release
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dual action very effective
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I have to use agomelatine to maintain quality of sleep
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but this helps the gyno even more
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however I wasn't doing this all because of gyno but because of the nootropic effect
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getting rid of the gyno was a nice side 😛
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@Netizenne I'm making a breakcore mix motherfucker
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Armoda downregulates prolactin and nightly GH release
The noradrenergic locus coeruleus is a major wakefulness-promoting nucleus of the brain, which is also involved in the regulation of autonomic and endocrine functions. The activity of the locus coeruleus is believed to be tonically enhanced by a mesocoerulear dopaminergic pathway arising from the ve …
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@Netizenne I'm making a breakcore mix motherfucker
Link it when it's done.
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Link it when it's done.
Deleted User 15-Aug-22 02:03 PM
in a few mo roflmao
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in a few mo roflmao
Exactly. I will remember.
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Deleted User 15-Aug-22 02:04 PM
I'm cheap I don't wanna buy a turntable so I just wait for my friend to let me play at his house 😛 (edited)
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I'm cheap I don't wanna buy a turntable so I just wait for my friend to let me play at his house 😛 (edited)
Maybe try it first at your friend's house.
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Or borrow it for an undefined amount of time if he's not using it. (edited)
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Deleted User 15-Aug-22 02:05 PM
turntable is the last on my list lel
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nah he's using it
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that's why I must wait
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already played a few times
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it's fun as hell
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Playing at a party as a DJ is on my bucket list. (edited)
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Deleted User 15-Aug-22 02:07 PM
it's so cool
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when you see drugged out people drooling over the speakers
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when you see drugged out people drooling over the speakers
Utopia.
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Utopia.
Deleted User 15-Aug-22 02:08 PM
and you're all clear headed nooted up ready to strike the mofo who breaks the equipment emoji_50
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then you shut off bass and echo and reverb over only the high
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motherfuckers transcend
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sadly they don't remember it day after
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Armoda downregulates prolactin and nightly GH release
Oh dayum are there actual differences like this between moda and armoda beyond half life or is that just what you were taking
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Oh dayum are there actual differences like this between moda and armoda beyond half life or is that just what you were taking
Deleted User 15-Aug-22 02:11 PM
armoda is the active part of modafinil
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I'm not sure esmoda does anything worthwhile
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So is S-moda no?
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I thought S-moda is just modafinl with like 6 hour half life. But no clinical efficacy or something
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Deleted User 15-Aug-22 02:33 PM
@komodo dragon I forgot to tell you I don't hate all peptides. I love dipeptides. They're all orally active, never heard of antibodies to them, they are usually very stable compounds, they're easy and cheap to produce.
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they can also be grafted to various small molecules to yield extra activities, reduce sides, improve potency, pharmacokinetics, etc.
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@komodo dragon I forgot to tell you I don't hate all peptides. I love dipeptides. They're all orally active, never heard of antibodies to them, they are usually very stable compounds, they're easy and cheap to produce.
komodo dragon 15-Aug-22 02:36 PM
not all peptides are created equal
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not all peptides are created equal
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indeed, but the rule of thumb goes, the bigger the worse
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@Netizenne I'm making a breakcore mix motherfucker
Waow
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I wish you good luck, break core soothes the soul!!!!!!!!!!!
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Deleted User 15-Aug-22 02:38 PM
@Netizenne u got me hooked
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riding with breakcore is unlike anything else
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I have not even taken armoda with it yet (edited)
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@Netizenne u got me hooked
I got into breakcore by listening to sewerslvt in 2020 cause the people I hung out with in vr played it a lot
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This is a really nice playlist
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and you're all clear headed nooted up ready to strike the mofo who breaks the equipment emoji_50
Lol something along those lines.
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Deleted User 15-Aug-22 02:47 PM
u know what really fascinates me
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the fact that serotonin metabolism is dependent on dopamine metabolism
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it is so so perfect
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God is great
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we need to find ways to make DBH go brr
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cuz once we do we will improve our circadian rhythms immeasurably with no detriment
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it will reduce oxidative load immensely as well
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increase brain plasticity
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etc.
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just time selective overexpression of a single enzyme
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https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/12650926 Sphingosine 1 phosphate is a sphingomyelinase inhibitor / FIASMA (edited)
Sphingosine-1-phosphate (Sph-1-P) regulates critical cellular functions including cell proliferation, differentiation, angiogenesis, and cell survival. However, its mechanisms of action are incompletely understood. Here, we show a novel biological effect of Sph-1-P: inhibition of acidic sphingomyeli …
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komodo dragon 15-Aug-22 10:33 PM
@veganpermanently @Deleted User @Potential pray for haiti is such a good album man
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Sticker
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the adder is getting fatter
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The Olmec tribes created images of a toad god of rebirth, eating its own skin. It is reborn by consuming itself, caught in a cycle of death and rebirth, like people, and like the natural world itself. @Netizenne 😮
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@komodo dragon I haven't a clue why but lately I started to like the music of these two sleezebags
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komodo dragon 15-Aug-22 11:32 PM
Lmfao
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komodo dragon 15-Aug-22 11:33 PM
Kodak isn't that bad
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French Montana though
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Deleted User 15-Aug-22 11:33 PM
him sleezing all over the beat
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I like it
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is it gay
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komodo dragon 15-Aug-22 11:33 PM
No
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French Montana though
Deleted User 15-Aug-22 11:34 PM
umma change yuh mind
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@komodo dragon check his delivery here
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so fucking hype
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riding 60 flat on my bike listening to it
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tbh
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not much else
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roflmao
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Busta tho
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lights the network every single time
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@komodo dragon check his delivery here
komodo dragon 15-Aug-22 11:44 PM
I like repping my fellow Moroccans but I'm not really a fan of his music
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Fivio Foreign is great though
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Don't have an idea about french rap
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Listen to westside Gunn pray for Paris album though
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That & pray for Haiti is what I've been listening a lot to lately
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Deleted User 16-Aug-22 03:17 AM
what strains
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anything else?
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good luck
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outdoors?
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it's a bit late for that
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I'm an agriculturalist btw
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I can help u if u have questions
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Deleted User 16-Aug-22 03:27 AM
@ibtisam.midlet I just realized cetirizine is one-time-prescription in my country (edited)
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fuck that
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I need a new doc
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someone I can call and say hey man gimme this gimme that
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GG @abcd, you just advanced to level 1!
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Deleted User 16-Aug-22 03:29 AM
everything is so strict here
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you can't get almost nothing without prescription
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and the one-time-prescriptions are a great nuisance
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Croatia
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Deleted User 16-Aug-22 03:30 AM
they're all digital here you can't cheat it
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unless you hack and that's terrorism
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ibtisam.midlet 16-Aug-22 03:31 AM
Lol I got cit for 100mg/0.5$ unlimited amount
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This fucked up country has some benfits
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This fucked up country has some benfits
Deleted User 16-Aug-22 03:32 AM
they usually do
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Lol I got cit for 100mg/0.5$ unlimited amount
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do you know if there's systemic absorption with topical
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do you know if there's systemic absorption with topical
ibtisam.midlet 16-Aug-22 03:42 AM
There is no study made for this subject
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There is no study made for this subject
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urine HPLC would be enough to prove this
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why
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Deleted User 16-Aug-22 03:47 AM
IMO it would produce an inoptimal state
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no it would be like Buspirone
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it would feel good yes
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but it would decrease cognition and analytical thought, increase risk of dementia
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it would create a passive coping state
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we went over this a few days ago
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it's a very dumb way to stop depression
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Deleted User 16-Aug-22 03:50 AM
🤦‍♂️
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anyways if I could I would knock out post synaptic 5HT1A
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Deleted User 16-Aug-22 03:51 AM
because it generates a warrior-like mindset
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Deleted User 16-Aug-22 03:52 AM
depends
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if you wanna be a pussy yes
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https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5606297/ Two ways of dealing with your problems: Active coping (problem solving) Passive coping (problem ignoring/accepting) Both are stress responses
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@abcd
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I prefer to improve my life before I improve my mind
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for that I need low 5HT1A
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and high 5HT2A
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they form heteromers so you can't have both
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Deleted User 16-Aug-22 03:55 AM
I like to call it sincere escapism
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make effort to make your life self sustainable
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freedom from other people decreases stress levels globally
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Deleted User 16-Aug-22 03:57 AM
no it's not
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it never is
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it's a spectrum
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but ultimately there is always someone you need for something
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you grow you food?
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your produce your own energy?
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your own medicine?
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drugs?
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you can spend 5 yrs alone without yearning for social connection?
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you can spend 5 yrs celibate without relapsing masturbating?
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etc.
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so many levels of freedom in life
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at the end of it all
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you live in a country
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that country has laws
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which limit your freedom immensely
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Deleted User 16-Aug-22 04:01 AM
I disagree
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this is 5HT1A thinking
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we need to produce solutions, if we don't, everything will crumble
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2nd law of thermodynamics
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whatever doesn't improve worsens
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I would rather stay in this biological form eating delicious food for 10k yrs
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Deleted User 16-Aug-22 04:06 AM
no that is in the case of reversed monoamine transporters
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this state is anti-immortalist
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creates immense oxidative load
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I work against this state
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no
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you inhibit MAO B in this state and WORSEN the oxidative stress
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It has been shown that a decreased vesicular monoamine transporter (VMAT2) function and the disruption of dopamine (DA) storage is an early contributor to oxidative damage of dopamine neurons in Parkinson's disease (PD). In our previous study, we demonstrated that adenosine A(2A) receptor antagonist …
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Home BLOW YOUR MIND WITH SCIENCE
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Deleted User 16-Aug-22 04:07 AM
autoxidation
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MAO B is endogenous
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why would the body produce a protein that makes damage to the body
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it makes no sense
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MAO B is protective against VMAT2 dysfunction
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you don't have understanding of this sry I'm not here to argue
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study release dynamics
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you will understand that vesicular release is 100% necessary to keep oxidative load restrained
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Deleted User 16-Aug-22 04:10 AM
actually I prefer to call those substances reuptake transporter agonists
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they don't inhibit the transporter, they reverse it
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like cocaine, methylphenidate, amphetamine
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modafinil is a true reuptake inhibitor
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Deleted User 16-Aug-22 04:12 AM
again, your understanding is brief
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you don't have a clue about transporter conformations
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I can teach but you seem stubborn, set in your ways
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Deleted User 16-Aug-22 04:12 AM
mkay
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so the transporters can have 3 states
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one is uptake, that's normal, it pulls monoamines to the neuron cytosol from the presynaptic cleft and from cytosol to vesicules
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another is inhibition, it's when the transporter does not work anymore
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and the third state is called open-to-out conformation, it's when the transporter leaks contents in the opposite direction of normal
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the third state is what methylphenidate, cocaine and amphetamine produce
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mph and cocaine do not touch VMAT2
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but amphetamine produces open-to-out conformation for VMAT2 too
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this creates a brain state that's independent of cellular energy, it does not matter if mitochondria produce ATP or not, if you eat enough, if you're healthy or sick (edited)
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why not thailand
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Why are all the other guys' messages deleted tho
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Farewell chlo
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you don't have a clue about transporter conformations
Deleted User 16-Aug-22 01:00 PM
So citric acid is based?
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ibtisam.midlet 16-Aug-22 01:00 PM
Fuck Thailand ahhh Why you deleted the message 😅
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Deleted User 16-Aug-22 01:00 PM
Dw about it
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What type of stf
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@Alyen, you just advanced to level 2 respect++
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Deleted User 16-Aug-22 01:01 PM
Cab I get citric acid from lemon juice?
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Cab I get citric acid from lemon juice?
ibtisam.midlet 16-Aug-22 01:02 PM
they use it to convert some drugs, so yes
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Addictio cause you to be smart
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Deleted User 16-Aug-22 01:03 PM
Idk how much
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I'll just wing it
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Taking creatine and lemon juice
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Cab I get citric acid from lemon juice?
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 16-Aug-22 03:38 PM
if your mind isn't as sharp, if you feel brain fogged, if you long for an instant glimpse of clarity Here's a lemon. When life gives you lemons you supply your acetyl CoA cycle with the most important nutrients. It makes your mitochondrion go brrr and your brain ready, steady, eager to snap. 🍋
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Deleted User 16-Aug-22 04:48 PM
Lmao
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Plasticity receptors seems to have other functions then this , which I don't know shit about
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Anyone know more feel free to give input
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So citric acid is based?
Manufactured citric acid no wtf. Who gave u that idea?
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Deleted User 16-Aug-22 06:38 PM
Resolution thought
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I prefer to improve my life before I improve my mind
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Manufactured citric acid no wtf. Who gave u that idea?
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VP
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Resolution thought
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VP
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Who is VP
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 16-Aug-22 07:24 PM
@veganpermanently
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Just to clarify MCA should be avoided. Citric acid derived from food is fine (there is no supplement for this)
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Neuron spike model of working memory
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Just to clarify MCA should be avoided. Citric acid derived from food is fine (there is no supplement for this)
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 16-Aug-22 07:25 PM
What's the rationale for avoiding manufactured citric acid?
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Deleted User 16-Aug-22 07:26 PM
It's not just number of items. It's one item and the resolution that that item is represented at
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Yeah what exactly makes mca bad but citric acid ok
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Yeah what exactly makes mca bad but citric acid ok
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 16-Aug-22 07:27 PM
Sometimes synthesized versions of molecules have no beneficial, or even paradoxical effects compared to natural source. Astaxanthin is an example of this (edited)
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Deleted User 16-Aug-22 07:27 PM
Like a TV is a device which is 1st order of abstraction. Then the TV is the TV. Then specific details like the show playing, the model, the color. Then hyper specific details like the button placement and the writing. This is how working memory works. It's not just a few items
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What's the rationale for avoiding manufactured citric acid?
Approximately 99% of the world production of MCA is through microbial processes using toxic black mold Aspergillus niger [1].
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6097542/
Citric acid naturally exists in fruits and vegetables. However, it is not the naturally occurring citric acid, but the manufactured citric acid (MCA) that is used extensively as a food and beverage additive. Approximately 99% of the world’s production ...
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Deleted User 16-Aug-22 07:28 PM
Each level down you have exponentially more things to remember since its higher resolution
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Sometimes synthesized versions of molecules have no beneficial, or even paradoxical effects compared to natural source. Astaxanthin is an example of this (edited)
I dont think thats the case with citric acid
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Deleted User 16-Aug-22 07:28 PM
High IQ individuals might seem to have low WM sometimes but that's just with one resolution
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MCA comes from black mold. It’s too expensive for companies to derive it naturally from food
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Lmfaoooo what
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Nigga thinks they are making citric acid out if black mold
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Nigga thinks they are making citric acid out if black mold
Citric acid naturally exists in fruits and vegetables. However, it is not the naturally occurring citric acid, but the manufactured citric acid (MCA) that is used extensively as a food and beverage additive. Approximately 99% of the world’s production ...
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Apergillus niger and candida is not black mold
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Lmfao
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Those are native bacteria in your stomach
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This guy doesn’t know that aspergillus niger IS black mold
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 16-Aug-22 07:34 PM
This is four case reports, and the only postulated mechanism is black mold pathogens, which I assume is able to be purified out. Also, IIRC, Aspergilus Niger isn't the "black mold" that tends to cause severe respiratory/CFS diseases, but it's cousin, aspergailus Fumigatus. I'm sure that aspergilus could cause issues in people who have an allergy, But IIRC it's mostly a threat in its live form, when it tries to colonize the lungs
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Yeah im retarded..I got it mixed up with the aspergillus you ferment miso with
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This guy doesn’t know that aspergillus niger IS black mold
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 16-Aug-22 07:40 PM
It's one of the big three, but IIRC by far the least toxic, mostly a threat due to infection of airways
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Still the theory is what, that toxins are somehow staying in the citric acid?
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 16-Aug-22 07:41 PM
It's the one that frequently grows on fruits and in onions
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Still the theory is what, that toxins are somehow staying in the citric acid?
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 16-Aug-22 07:41 PM
I suspect it is an allergic response from people that are allergic to the mold
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I have CFS from living in a house that wound up being condemned due to Starchybortris contamination, had pneumonia off and on for a year
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So I could possibly be in that camp, but since it's a different strain of fungi, I doubt it
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I suspect it is an allergic response from people that are allergic to the mold
Isnt that the same thing, you are saying something in the mold is staying in the citric acid even after purification
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Isnt that the same thing, you are saying something in the mold is staying in the citric acid even after purification
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 16-Aug-22 07:48 PM
That was my takeaway from reading the article, also the only plausible mechanism I can think of
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But I'm sure you can get as much or more Aspergillis, in whole form, just from eating produce
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Including fresh lemons 🍋
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Yeah thats interesting
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Its always worrying when the fact checkers tell you not to worry about something
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Yeah im retarded..I got it mixed up with the aspergillus you ferment miso with
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Fuck you blank
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It's the one that frequently grows on fruits and in onions
like in my medjool dates?
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like in my medjool dates?
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 16-Aug-22 08:44 PM
Indeed
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The dreaded "black pit"
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EXTERMINATE!!!!
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ibtisam.midlet 16-Aug-22 11:19 PM
Extracting dxm looks weird
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Fuck you blank
hi
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So citric acid is based?
veganpermanently 16-Aug-22 11:46 PM
Y
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Extracting dxm looks weird
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Prutty
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Cab I get citric acid from lemon juice?
veganpermanently 16-Aug-22 11:47 PM
I recommend tomatoes but lemon is good as well
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Approximately 99% of the world production of MCA is through microbial processes using toxic black mold Aspergillus niger [1].
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6097542/
veganpermanently 16-Aug-22 11:51 PM
It's a pure substance who cares where it comes from roflmao. You won't get mold poisoning with citric acid. However they may be other treaths using high doses. I am investigating
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It is an approved food additive so you can use small doses with no worry
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like in my medjool dates?
veganpermanently 16-Aug-22 11:55 PM
The faint white coating you can observe on the skin of sweet fruits is a strain of yeast similar to Baker's and Brewer's yeast, S. cerevisiae (edited)
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Harmless 👻
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Every other color on food means it has gone bad potentially deadly. If it's thick white it can still be mold but hasn't sporulated yet. Throw
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Its always worrying when the fact checkers tell you not to worry about something
Looool
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An unexpected interaction between neurotransmitter systems may explain psychosis and hallucinations, according to a fascinating new paper . ...
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ibtisam.midlet 17-Aug-22 01:34 AM
When an agonist bind to receptor complex its agonist its receptor, but prevent the other receptor from getting agonisted without providing any agonist efficacy in replacement
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It's a pure substance who cares where it comes from roflmao. You won't get mold poisoning with citric acid. However they may be other treaths using high doses. I am investigating
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 17-Aug-22 01:45 AM
Uncompensated metabolic acidosis?
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The faint white coating you can observe on the skin of sweet fruits is a strain of yeast similar to Baker's and Brewer's yeast, S. cerevisiae (edited)
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 17-Aug-22 01:50 AM
Aspergillis often grows on the inside of dates, between the fruit and the pit. Nicknamed the black pit, absolutely gross, but I'm sure there's plenty in small amounts on lots of dates, that I don't notice. This is the same kind that grows between the paper/layers of onions. It doesn't produce substantial amounts of aflatoxin, like its cousin aspergillis fumigatus, I don't consider it to be a huge health hazard by any stretch when consumed in tiny quantities in food for most people.
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I'm earing Muscadine grapes from a friend's orchard right now. I'm sure some of these have aspergilis growing in/on them. (edited)
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I think peanuts often get contaminated with aflatoxin, though, possibly through fumigatus, or another strain
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BTW Muscadine grapes? One of the healthiest things in existence, buddy. Its like the American AMLA berry
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What is the primary endogenous super agonist I wonder?
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What is the primary endogenous super agonist I wonder?
veganpermanently 17-Aug-22 02:11 AM
Bofutenine
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🐸
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5 Meo as well
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Serotonin itself could probably be psychedelic in specific brain states
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DMT possibly???
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DMT possibly???
veganpermanently 17-Aug-22 02:14 AM
Prolly but it is weaker compared to what I mentioned
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Serotonin itself could probably be psychedelic in specific brain states
It’s no superagonist tho!
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It’s no superagonist tho!
veganpermanently 17-Aug-22 02:15 AM
The comformation of the heteromer can change
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Owhhh so many factors
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What’s are the most common natural situations in which 5HT2a and mGluR2 interact, what is the natural function of their relationship????
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Can only wonder
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The comformation of the heteromer can change
Altered topography 😵💫
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What is the primary endogenous super agonist I wonder?
ibtisam.midlet 17-Aug-22 03:12 AM
DMT but trigger just when you die (edited)
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DMT possibly???
ibtisam.midlet 17-Aug-22 03:12 AM
Yeah
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DMT but trigger just when you die (edited)
veganpermanently 17-Aug-22 04:34 AM
Nah I'm pretty sure schizoautist spectrum people release it on the daily
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ibtisam.midlet 17-Aug-22 04:43 AM
We need someone on benzo here
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@ibtisam.midlet why did you steal Swiss chads PFP this is so confusing
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ibtisam.midlet 17-Aug-22 08:40 AM
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veganpermanently 17-Aug-22 08:41 AM
Make her look to the right so we can tell you apart
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It is an approved food additive so you can use small doses with no worry
Lmfao the term approved means nothing
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Keep clinging to your FDA approved nonsense. You will definitely outlive us all
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It's a pure substance who cares where it comes from roflmao. You won't get mold poisoning with citric acid. However they may be other treaths using high doses. I am investigating
Blocked for spreading your false information and endangering people
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ibtisam.midlet 17-Aug-22 01:46 PM
Majority always label minority opinion as pseudoscience
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Majority always label minority opinion as pseudoscience
veganpermanently 17-Aug-22 02:31 PM
The prob is he tried to substantiate his statement saying citrate is not healthy because it's produced by Aspergillus sp. This is nonsense. Now he's saying I'm endangering ppl saying they can consume something everyone consumes anyways. Obv if u were to capsulate pure citric acid it would cause irritation but dude use common sense and do look it up. It's safe to add to water at least 5 g/L if not more
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ibtisam.midlet 17-Aug-22 02:50 PM
It was just thought
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Majority always label minority opinion as pseudoscience
This is true.
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Plants contain numerous glycoconjugates that are metabolized by specific glucosyltransferases and hydrolysed by specific glycosidases, some also catalyzing synthetic transglycosylation reactions. The documented value of plant-derived glycoconjugates to beneficially modulate metabolism is first addressed. Next, focus is given to glycosidases, the...
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SAGE(2022) 17-Aug-22 03:17 PM
why does alcohol cure my depression @ibtisam.midlet
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why does alcohol cure my depression @ibtisam.midlet
Alcohol being a weak Gaba A agonist probably helps. 👍
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why does alcohol cure my depression @ibtisam.midlet
ibtisam.midlet 17-Aug-22 03:54 PM
Seems Your depression is anxiety based
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Seems Your depression is anxiety based
SAGE(2022) 17-Aug-22 03:54 PM
most likely so id say
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most likely so id say
ibtisam.midlet 17-Aug-22 03:56 PM
There alcohol acculvent you might cycle them
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Prazepam( slowest benzo in tolerance)
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Pregabaline (calsium channel antagonist)
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Etifoxin (gaba a-rho agonis)
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Pregabaline (calsium channel antagonist)
SAGE(2022) 17-Aug-22 03:58 PM
pregabaline really messes up with my memory though I tried it makes me rather foggy
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ibtisam.midlet 17-Aug-22 03:59 PM
The only anti anxiety that don't mess with memory (they even increase it) is SNRIs exactly strongest one, venalafaxine
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Did you took any before
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Did you took any before
SAGE(2022) 17-Aug-22 04:03 PM
no, but I took NSI 189 before (for 3-4 months) and I feel my anxiety went up significantly after that, as well as my fear response
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ibtisam.midlet 17-Aug-22 04:05 PM
Mislead, SNRIs us serotonin adrenaline's reuptake inhibitor
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This the exact feeling
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Face looking is 100%
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SAGE(2022) 17-Aug-22 04:09 PM
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ibtisam.midlet 17-Aug-22 04:10 PM
Lool you will stay a boy
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I mean the confident etc
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Alcohol being a weak Gaba A agonist probably helps. 👍
Time to switch to pregnenolone 👍
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Face looking is 100%
She Korean you figure or what?
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They’re expert biohackers over there lol
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ibtisam.midlet 17-Aug-22 11:12 PM
gigantic boobs between
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veganpermanently 17-Aug-22 11:58 PM
- complains of back pain all the time - have to be stabilized while pounding What is the benefit? 🙀
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Aug-22 02:01 AM
feminine feeling ᴗ
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Beauty
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veganpermanently 18-Aug-22 09:15 AM
Beauty is a side effect of function
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Y'all confused as hell
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Function of boob is breastfeeding. if you don't plan to do that it's a burden and looks ugly
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Aug-22 10:52 AM
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 18-Aug-22 10:55 AM
No
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Aug-22 11:22 AM
I was think its easy to run server without ban
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but when you start being an admin you will find there a lot of variables you was not know about, define why admins have to ban
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Mabus Tiefsee 18-Aug-22 12:36 PM
discord admins must be ugly perverts who never leave their room, you are not fit for that job!
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- complains of back pain all the time - have to be stabilized while pounding What is the benefit? 🙀
Mabus Tiefsee 18-Aug-22 12:38 PM
training back muscles would be a good idea - however how to do that without getting a wide back?
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Function of boob is breastfeeding. if you don't plan to do that it's a burden and looks ugly
Mabus Tiefsee 18-Aug-22 12:40 PM
my personal assumption is that female human breast tissue above an B cub is like a peacock tail. And i want to know what happend in prehistoric times to give such a huge selection preasure for that?
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Aug-22 12:49 PM
Lets someone narcissistic attack you here and I'll get popcorn
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instead of banning him
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I have more tolerance then others
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Mabus Tiefsee 18-Aug-22 12:50 PM
nah narcissm is one of the dark traits i did not get
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Aug-22 12:50 PM
But temp ban mostly will be routine
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Mabus Tiefsee 18-Aug-22 12:51 PM
reminds me, in the quail to limusaurus biohacking server was a guy who "did not believe in dinosaures" because they are to big. We all where sad when he left the seerver. It was fun!
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Aug-22 12:51 PM
Better then you gain alot of friends and you found your self parama banned
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Mabus Tiefsee 18-Aug-22 12:53 PM
nah, friends are just an illusion. That way we don't have to admit to ourself that we use humans just for their benefits, while we help them to gain other benefits as well
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Function of boob is breastfeeding. if you don't plan to do that it's a burden and looks ugly
Function of boob is mostly fertility signalling tbh
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SAGE(2022) 18-Aug-22 04:33 PM
also somewhat cultural
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romans didnt like big boobs because they thought they were comical
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komodo dragon 18-Aug-22 04:46 PM
i LOVE big boobs
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Anyone here try j147
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romans didnt like big boobs because they thought they were comical
Yeah right
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SAGE(2022) 18-Aug-22 05:11 PM
Ancient Roman apodesme, worn by both women and men, folded from a single piece of fabric. The breast band was a normal, if optional, item in a woman’s underwear. Women in Ancient Rome adopted a form...
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Yeah thats fake
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cope
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roman sculptures in contrast with other civilizations, depicted ideal female forms with small comparatively small breasts
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rome
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india arround the same period
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romans didnt like big boobs because they thought they were comical
or big dicks that's why all of their male statues have small penises. Their theory was that the longer the penis the more savage/animalistic the person. A small penis was a sign of an intellectual. emoji_49
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or big dicks that's why all of their male statues have small penises. Their theory was that the longer the penis the more savage/animalistic the person. A small penis was a sign of an intellectual. emoji_49
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 19-Aug-22 12:54 AM
I didn't want to contribute to the stereotype that otters are aggresive, savage predators... but alas.
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ibtisam.midlet 19-Aug-22 02:04 AM
Those don't have emoji_24
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or big dicks that's why all of their male statues have small penises. Their theory was that the longer the penis the more savage/animalistic the person. A small penis was a sign of an intellectual. emoji_49
Deleted User 19-Aug-22 09:13 AM
Or they actually just had small dicks and they knew that making that excuse would make future historians think that they were just lowballing their cocks
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ibtisam.midlet 19-Aug-22 11:07 AM
What yall think about nardil
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Its maio a/b selective irrivisible inhibitor
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can be ultimate biohacking tool
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Instead of spending few k in increasing aadc activity by providing it co-factor , which will end with major oxidative problems due to increased catabolism (edited)
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You can just inhibit monoamine catabolism
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ibtisam.midlet 19-Aug-22 11:22 AM
from then you will need 90% less bromantan then normal people
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from then you will need 90% less bromantan then normal people
SAGE(2022) 19-Aug-22 11:55 AM
how do I shrink my amygdala
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how do I shrink my amygdala
ibtisam.midlet 19-Aug-22 11:56 AM
Nardil inhibit other enzyme that breakdown gaba and in therapy doses
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Making it superior then other for social anxiety
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For maio You have inhibited the primary moa for the body to breakdown
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Due to irrrevisible inhibition The body need 14 days to refill maio stockage, and you need just one nardil attached to the enzme to unactivate it forever
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SAGE(2022) 19-Aug-22 11:58 AM
are there any bad side-effects
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ibtisam.midlet 19-Aug-22 12:02 PM
The only thing that made maio inhibitors deprecated is that you can't eat cheese or any high thyramin food with it
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Because thyramin is adrenaline releasing agent
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Cause hypertension crisis
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The effectiveness of maios was not able to make them stay in use, and replaced by lower efficiency less side effect alternative SSRIs
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ibtisam.midlet 19-Aug-22 12:06 PM
To solve hypertension crisis when your adrenaline baseline is 1 there thershould ~3 if you increased aderanaline more then it, then you get hypertension problems
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The problem that maios increase it 5 times
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What you need to do is antagonisting beta receptors sighlightly returning them to safe rang
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ibtisam.midlet 20-Aug-22 02:29 AM
our research will lead to increased crime emoji_52
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our research will lead to increased crime emoji_52
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He's playing chess cop's playing checkers
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discord admins must be ugly perverts who never leave their room, you are not fit for that job!
ibtisam.midlet 20-Aug-22 08:30 PM
@Sirsadalot hit him
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discord admins must be ugly perverts who never leave their room, you are not fit for that job!
bruh
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Deleted User 20-Aug-22 10:16 PM
U seem obsessed with skimpy girls bro
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I thought it was a one off but now I'm sus
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What's the issue
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Deleted User 20-Aug-22 10:25 PM
I could have lived 70 years without seeing this
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I could have lived 70 years without seeing this
Mabus Tiefsee 20-Aug-22 10:58 PM
bold of you tu assume you life that long
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I could have lived 70 years without seeing this
Same bruh
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Artichemillion 21-Aug-22 02:27 AM
Hey everyone. Soonly I will synthesize research chemical called MPEP (similar to MTEP), that have shown its efficiency in treating addiction in mices. Does anybody interested in this RC despite that fact that no one human have tried this?
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Hey everyone. Soonly I will synthesize research chemical called MPEP (similar to MTEP), that have shown its efficiency in treating addiction in mices. Does anybody interested in this RC despite that fact that no one human have tried this?
ibtisam.midlet 21-Aug-22 06:59 AM
Did you tested mtep? Lithium can be alternative for all of this if it is a start for you. lithium cause learned hopelessness like mglue5 antagonist which mpep selective on it https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lithium_(medication)
Certain lithium compounds, also known as lithium salts, are used as psychiatric medication, primarily for bipolar disorder and for major depressive disorder. In these disorders, it sometimes reduces the risk of suicide. Lithium is taken orally.Common side effects include increased urination, shakiness of the hands, and increased thirst. Serious ...
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This basically means that lithium have inhibition on that receptor which means the anti addiction effect of lethium is from there
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Metabotropic glutamate receptor 5 is an excitatory Gq-coupled G protein-coupled receptor predominantly expressed on the postsynaptic sites of neurons. In humans, it is encoded by the GRM5 gene.
3-((2-Methyl-4-thiazolyl)ethynyl)pyridine (MTEP) is a research drug that was developed by Merck & Co. as a selective allosteric antagonist of the metabotropic glutamate receptor subtype mGluR5. Identified through structure-activity relationship studies on an older mGluR5 antagonist MPEP, MTEP has subsequently itself acted as a lead compound for ...
Fenobam is an imidazole derivative developed by McNeil Laboratories in the late 1970s as a novel anxiolytic drug with an at-the-time-unidentified molecular target in the brain. Subsequently, it was determined that fenobam acts as a potent and selective negative allosteric modulator of the metabotropic glutamate receptor subtype mGluR5, and it ha...
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This study is to assess the effectiveness of low-dose lithium Carbonate (150 mg) augmentation or as a substitute for synthetic antidepressants and ant…
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If modulating a feeling like hope reached its maximal benefits then you need to play with other one. (edited)
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There a possibility that the effect is completely based on dose dependant curve realising the fact what "hope" is and expecting how it could cause anti addiction effect You will need high doses.
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ibtisam.midlet 21-Aug-22 07:20 AM
that type of aesthetic called hime gyaru emoji_7
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that type of aesthetic called hime gyaru emoji_7
I neeeed the hime gyaru haaaaat reiflush3
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ibtisam.midlet 21-Aug-22 11:22 PM
After I learned "I promise" I overused it for few weeks, just because how it sound
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Now I have problem payback my promises emoji_6
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ibtisam.midlet 22-Aug-22 11:01 AM
The moment where Elon Musk made history :The successful rocket launch appeared :Then landing it to be reused elon: where the shine , this is bad :The rocket came back to work and landed smoothly
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Deleted User 22-Aug-22 04:03 PM
I think house flies are getting bigger
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Like the one I just killed was massive
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Like 3-4x the size of flies I'm used to
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Ya we had a monster flying around here the other day too lol
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Mabus Tiefsee 22-Aug-22 11:02 PM
filter ir truly as big eyes?
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filter ir truly as big eyes?
ibtisam.midlet 22-Aug-22 11:55 PM
its truly, you want one of it emoji_52 ?
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treat her good!
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between my 2nd account her is @elena.final_fail
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Mabus Tiefsee 22-Aug-22 11:57 PM
Nah, as big eyes are creepy in RL, my cousin and her 3 children got as big ones as well... ....besides eyes don't stay fresh for long outside the socket
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Nah, as big eyes are creepy in RL, my cousin and her 3 children got as big ones as well... ....besides eyes don't stay fresh for long outside the socket
ibtisam.midlet 22-Aug-22 11:58 PM
big eyes= aniiiiiiiiiime
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Mabus Tiefsee 22-Aug-22 11:58 PM
works only for asians
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ibtisam.midlet 22-Aug-22 11:58 PM
we need more collagen
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Function of boob is mostly fertility signalling tbh
veganpermanently 23-Aug-22 07:25 AM
Yeah in today's day and age. But it does store a lot of fat which could come in handy in prehistoric times esp during breastfeeding. I think this is the reason why it signals fertility in the first place
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ibtisam.midlet 23-Aug-22 02:59 PM
Pig is credible animal Give him your broken phone, trashbin, bag of expired substances and he will convert them to meat
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ibtisam.midlet 23-Aug-22 03:20 PM
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ibtisam.midlet 24-Aug-22 01:51 AM
Does anyone know how to treat cognitive fatigue?
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Does anyone know how to treat cognitive fatigue?
veganpermanently 24-Aug-22 02:07 AM
Rest, VMAT2 upregulation, mitochondrial biogenesis
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Rest, VMAT2 upregulation, mitochondrial biogenesis
ibtisam.midlet 24-Aug-22 02:09 AM
Its not sleep deprivation mediated but just because programming (edited)
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ibtisam.midlet 24-Aug-22 02:22 AM
rest did not help in this
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Does anyone know how to treat cognitive fatigue?
Reactive oxygen species build up, pushing mitochondrial limits, repairing damage done by ROS from overexertion? lactate maybe (not too sure what lactate does but I think it has to do with literal physical exertion) Oxidative stress is associated with autism too.
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Idk I am fairly certain I have chronic fatigue of some sort and wish I knew the answer despair
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I’m trying to get more exercise
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Got my bike fixed!!! Been heading out to the woods everyday!!
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Found some jumps I can graduate too once I get a bit more confident!!
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veganpermanently 24-Aug-22 05:04 AM
Bruh
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How r ur forests so spacious
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Got my bike fixed!!! Been heading out to the woods everyday!!
veganpermanently 24-Aug-22 05:05 AM
That'll fix the fatigue over time
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Got my bike fixed!!! Been heading out to the woods everyday!!
ibtisam.midlet 24-Aug-22 06:37 AM
Yeah that does help noticeably, but I need more!!!
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Look: It start when I'm stuck in a problem, if I stay stuck for 30min I'll get cognitive fatigue until it solved
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Otherwise in normal task archivment manner , I can work like this for weeks with only naps
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It seems that when I'm on goal directed state, I start love the task archivment euphoria, causing me to ignore anxiety, which cause more task completion...
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Until I found my self in problem like now 🥲
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Until I found my self in problem like now 🥲
veganpermanently 24-Aug-22 07:47 AM
do u have bromantane or modafinil
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but not the analogs
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only armoda works
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memantine should work but the dose required to do this is cognitively impairing through alpha7 inhibition
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ibtisam.midlet 24-Aug-22 07:59 AM
I have source for creatine rhidiola Metformin What would be the most benefitical, knowing that I will overdose
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memantine should work but the dose required to do this is cognitively impairing through alpha7 inhibition
ibtisam.midlet 24-Aug-22 08:05 AM
Magnesium pidolate injection works, but I did mistake injecting 12g once, due to pidolate being prodrug for glutamate it was capable to overcome mag nmda channel blockage Other then that I need some learning not just keep increasing globale IQ
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I have source for creatine rhidiola Metformin What would be the most benefitical, knowing that I will overdose
take creatine at least
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rhodiola is a gamble if it's going to do anything but it can be nice
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ibtisam.midlet 24-Aug-22 08:17 AM
What the effect of metformin was @machineyadav
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Detailed if you can
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lowers blood sugar and some other things
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it's a diabetic medication not sure why it would do anything for fatigue
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ibtisam.midlet 24-Aug-22 08:18 AM
No psychoactive effect
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By increase insuline sensitivity
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What the effect of metformin was @machineyadav
machineyadav 24-Aug-22 08:18 AM
AMPK activation benefits: insulin sensitivity, energy, mitochondria, less inflammation (edited)
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Gut benefits
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ibtisam.midlet 24-Aug-22 08:19 AM
How it supposed to activate ampk
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How it supposed to activate ampk
veganpermanently 24-Aug-22 08:19 AM
by virtue of limiting glucose availability
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How it supposed to activate ampk
machineyadav 24-Aug-22 08:19 AM
Not sure exact mechanisms
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Does anyone know how to treat cognitive fatigue?
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 24-Aug-22 10:25 AM
I've read some of this is due to buildup of extrasynaptic Glutamate and ROS? I imagine Creatine would be helpful
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rhodiola is a gamble if it's going to do anything but it can be nice
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 24-Aug-22 10:26 AM
I think It's effects are largely down to your COMT genes and expression status
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take creatine at least
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 24-Aug-22 10:27 AM
@ibtisam.midlet What he said. Creatine is OG for this
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ibtisam.midlet 24-Aug-22 01:38 PM
Lisa in Last blackpink song look like a game character
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ibtisam.midlet 24-Aug-22 01:55 PM
@Netizenne What's your k/r selection theories between
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Oxytocin seems to act as an epigenetic switch for controlling the development of a lot traits
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Without an understanding of r/K selection all the various functions and phenotypes oxytocin controls might seem unrelated or random -but if you view it through the lens of a “Life History theory” framework, then it all makes coherent sense. (edited)
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https://incels.wiki/w/Life_history_theory This is a pretty good article on it (up until the CSR section which a different author writes). (They teach this in bio or ecology 101 at university, life history is a pretty core theory). (edited)
Life history theory is a collection of hypotheses in evolutionary biology that explain why animal species differ in so-called life-history traits. These traits include body size (including size at birth), growth and developmental schedules, the number, size, and sex ratio of offspring, reproductive schedules, sex drive, lifespan, extent of inves...
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It’s basically an axis, a continuum of correlated traits with a basis in reproductive strategies
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Larger species tend to live longer, reproduce less, be more pro social, be more cognitively adaptive on an individual level, etc. -these are all traits of a K-selected slow life history strategist. (edited)
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r-selected Fast life history strategists on the other hand grow up asap, reproduce asap, and maximize reproducing as much as possible. In highly unpredictable environments full of unavoidable disease and predation -to grow up asap and reproduce as much as possible is the most ideal strategy (as opposed to taking your time to develop and putting lots of parental effort into fewer offspring). (edited)
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r-selection is also more ideal in environments not at carrying (K)capacity, where resources are less limited and the competition for them is more lax. (edited)
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https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S266649762100062X This study basically pins oxytocin as controlling K selected traits
Mammals, including humans, are reliant for survival and reproduction on adaptations associated with sociality and physiological investment, which can …
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Oxytocin and activity of the HPA-axis (cortisol/stress system) via ACTH basically have opposing effects on the melanocortin system (a group of 5 receptors and their ligands). The different receptors of the melanocortin system (MCR1-5) control for various parts of r/K selective phenotypes -like linear growth rate, mating effort, aggression, etc (edited)
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ACTH in that other drawing is the same as this one, the melanocortin system is a critical component of the HPA axis
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… Early childhood stress, adversity, or immune insults -can be interpreted as signals of an unstable environment full of unavoidable disease or predation to the body. Growing up fast as possible and reproducing as much as possible becomes the ideal strategy in such an environment -and decreases in oxytocin for life then act as an epigenetic switch to produce that phenotypic strategy. (edited)
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Anyways this all can be useful for predicting who’d make good responders to Semax since it should mimic some of the effects of oxytocin. Probably benefits people with childhood adversity more. (edited)
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Trauma lowers oxytocin: https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0272735821000283#tf0005 Childhood adversity and stress is associated with decreases oxytocin and the consequent promotion of a fast life history strategy
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Sorry this is so messy :(
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I haven’t been thinking about it much lately, been kinda drifting away from it
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There’s holes in it I don’t understand tho pain
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ibtisam.midlet 24-Aug-22 08:47 PM
It's good as it is
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Humans seems an adepting specie
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Because in 3rd world county people see reproduction as life project
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Between on 1st world country they interested on more big standards
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machineyadav 25-Aug-22 02:40 AM
Netizenne knows amazing things about oxytocin system emoji_51 emoji_50
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Mabus Tiefsee 25-Aug-22 02:53 AM
around one month ago i regained all my tastebuds. Since yesterday i lost them all again 😭
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around one month ago i regained all my tastebuds. Since yesterday i lost them all again 😭
veganpermanently 25-Aug-22 03:03 AM
My fasting mimicking protocol fixes this
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around one month ago i regained all my tastebuds. Since yesterday i lost them all again 😭
You got covid again?
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My fasting mimicking protocol fixes this
Mabus Tiefsee 25-Aug-22 04:07 AM
yeah they will come back, they always do after an infection.... i am infected again. Could be the 6 time? And the 4th time i lost my tastebuds.
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You got covid again?
Mabus Tiefsee 25-Aug-22 04:08 AM
probably, tests say no - but i am high on vitamins therefore false negatives are likely
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ibtisam.midlet 25-Aug-22 09:41 AM
metformin 0.5g (insuline+) 50%LT Repamycin 0.5mg (mtor-) 50%LT Anafranil 18.75mg (SERT/NET-) 72%LT Modafinil 50mg (DAT~) 50%LT Tianpetine 37.5mg (mu~) 95%LT Idra-21 10mg (AMPA+) 33%LT Phenibut 250mg (cal-) 50%LT Mag pidolate 5g (NMDA-) 95%LT
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What ya think about this stack
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That is far too many drugs
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ibtisam.midlet 25-Aug-22 09:43 AM
That's take over the world secret (edited)
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No thats mixing a large number of experimental drugs with no ideal of how they would interact
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ibtisam.midlet 25-Aug-22 09:46 AM
Its microdosing btw
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I'm specialized in combination
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I'll solve problems easily when happen
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@Pax1l what do you think about people getting covid repeatedly 3 4 6+ times
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Everyone says theyre an expert in combining drugs but what is your record of accomplishment
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@Pax1l what do you think about people getting covid repeatedly 3 4 6+ times
Its sad
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I wonder what will be the result of it years down the line if they keep getting reinfected
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I wonder what will be the result of it years down the line if they keep getting reinfected
Its never good
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Ive heard from so many people in the noot community that believe they have an idea how to mix noots but from my experience interacting with so many people is that these drugs should not be mixed in such large quantities and using tianeptine which is a tricyclic antidepressant with other drugs is really dangerous
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ibtisam.midlet 25-Aug-22 09:51 AM
My record validity is something will define my safety not yours, so its not something I have to establish
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do those stuff to gain exp, it will help you next
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I do a lot of supplements but it's mostly natural stuf, like zinkc magnesium, glycine, betaine
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Whatever you define as safe is not goal oriented towards promoting better cognition
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I try to only do things that will help my body do what it wants to do (edited)
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ibtisam.midlet 25-Aug-22 09:53 AM
and take D3- anti impulsivity , when you mix maois with triple releasers (edited)
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This server is called bio-tolerance
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ibtisam.midlet 25-Aug-22 09:53 AM
that's my advice
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and take D3- anti impulsivity , when you mix maois with triple releasers (edited)
No
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If you are intently focused on just targeting multiple pathways with little focus on their interactions youre not going to reach the highest understanding of biochemistry
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ibtisam.midlet 25-Aug-22 10:12 AM
If you are intently focused on understanding multiple pathways interactions with little focus on the time you waste not experimenting them, you are not going to take over the world
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I do not care what you think
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Ive pioneered the use of more drugs than any single person in the nootropics community and honestly all of you are perpetually stuck in this 2015 mindset
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People have done what they can to try to kill me and i dont think you have what it takes to go through half of it
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What drugs have you synthed
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Is it zero
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ibtisam.midlet 25-Aug-22 10:25 AM
the daily life of research chemicals gambler
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I'm drug user
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So youre a polydrug addict?
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ibtisam.midlet 25-Aug-22 10:27 AM
yeah
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I will find your insecurities and I will use them against you
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ibtisam.midlet 25-Aug-22 10:32 AM
I'm feeling bothered by agreements, so i'll payback -typos
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++ you have unlimited insecurities
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Today im going to snort 200iu of insulin, 500mg dfo, inject 100mcg cb3 and thats my stqck for the day
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I saw a vid on youtube talking about a vit D study, and markers for aging, the vit D group had reverse aged about 2 yrs in one test? something like that
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I saw a vid on youtube talking about a vit D study, and markers for aging, the vit D group had reverse aged about 2 yrs in one test? something like that
Id look into getting a liquid vitamin D supplement and using that intranasally
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why would you recommend that?
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i tried liquid vit c.
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liposomoal 2000mg (edited)
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Took 2000iu vit D3 throughout the autumn and winter... But stopped for the summer.
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In this study, we investigated the role of vitamin D3 (VitD3) on endogenous osteopontin (OPN), a neuroprotective glycoprotein, after subarachnoid hemorrhage (SAH). The endovascular perforation SAH model in Sprague-Dawley rats was used to study the effect of intranasal VitD3 (30 ng/kg) before (Pre-SA …
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in plain english whats the deal with the blood brain barrier thing in that article?
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Intranasal use of vitamin d better targets the brain and improves the function of microglial cells to promote phageocytosis to recycle damaged brain tissue
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Thanks.
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Microglial cells are in essence the immune cells of our brain and in disorders such as stroke or alzheimers the function of microglial cells to break down inflammation deteriorates and even worse feeds forward in the promotion of inflammation through the induction of tnf-a and il-6 release to activate astrocytes which release hepcidin to promote the accumulation of iron within brain cells including microglial cells. This promotes cellular senescence through promoting oxidative stress and breakdown in mitochondrial function
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Should a healthy person be doing intranasal vitD?
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veganpermanently 25-Aug-22 11:42 AM
reductionistic IMO. clomipramine is a pharmacological clusterfuck. Modafinil does almost nothing to DAT, it's effects are through alpha1 activation and epigenetic effects which will synergize with Tianeptine, may even lead to SS. They may also have additive hepatotoxic effects. I'd just ditch the phenibut and replace the Mg pidolate with other sources of Mg, threonate, malate, aspartate, orotate, chloride
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What's your thinking on this supplement I tried, it seems to do nothing, is it bullshit or real or the wrong type of lithium?
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Should a healthy person be doing intranasal vitD?
Yes vitamin D has not been found to produce harmful effects upto 120k iu per day injected
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Yes vitamin D has not been found to produce harmful effects upto 120k iu per day injected
i once was taking like 15000 iu a day caps and it gave me bad insomnia...
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What's your thinking on this supplement I tried, it seems to do nothing, is it bullshit or real or the wrong type of lithium?
Thats possibly a good choice to have on hand but at such a low dosage it only modulates gsk3b and i have little idea to what degree
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would you recommend lithium as a nootropic?
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i heard theres orotate and lots of other forms.
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i once was taking like 15000 iu a day caps and it gave me bad insomnia...
Vitamin D is a neurosteroid which greatly supports energy and cognitive functions. Its been determined that 120k iu injections of vitamin D in the elderly greatly promoted activity and well being
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would you recommend lithium as a nootropic?
Lithium is fairly underwhelming in comparison to intranasal insulin, intranasal deferoxamine and intranasal Rapamycin
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Yes vitamin D has not been found to produce harmful effects upto 120k iu per day injected
veganpermanently 25-Aug-22 11:51 AM
in b4 amyloid overload
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in b4 amyloid overload
Where do you have evidence to substantiate that claim. https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/29257109/
Alzheimer's disease (AD) is characterized by extracellular plaques in the brain, mainly consisting of amyloid-β (Aβ), as derived from sequential cleavage of the amyloid precursor protein. Epidemiological studies suggest a tight link between hypovitaminosis of the secosteroid vitamin D and AD. Beside …
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veganpermanently 25-Aug-22 11:53 AM
it wasn't a claim
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anyone found a cure for grey hair yet>
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im getting some annoying greys, im 40
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i heard chaga mushrooms because of its melanin content...
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but i guess its probably way more complicated than that
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D-pdmp may be a good option https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6065400/ (edited)
Sphingolipids have been accorded numerous biological functions however, the effects of feeding a western diet (diet rich in cholesterol and fat) on skin phenotypes, and color is not known. Here, we observed that chronic high-fat and high-cholesterol diet ...
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We would need a custom synth but this is high on my priority list. I am willing to accept funding towards such a project
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We can also synthesize glutathione capped gold nanoparticles to promote accumulation of gsh in hair follicles
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All way beyond my understanding.
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Its worth exploring d-pdmp to reverse cellular abnormalities in all cell lines
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It should be a simple synth
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Topical deferoxamine may mitigate skin aging and ameliorate hair loss and greying
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reductionistic IMO. clomipramine is a pharmacological clusterfuck. Modafinil does almost nothing to DAT, it's effects are through alpha1 activation and epigenetic effects which will synergize with Tianeptine, may even lead to SS. They may also have additive hepatotoxic effects. I'd just ditch the phenibut and replace the Mg pidolate with other sources of Mg, threonate, malate, aspartate, orotate, chloride
ibtisam.midlet 25-Aug-22 12:40 PM
what you think about oxidase salt
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i can get 200g pidolate acculevent by 0.25$ from it
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Modafinil really isnt that great from what i heard and its controlled in the us
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ibtisam.midlet 25-Aug-22 12:43 PM
does moda decrease time needed to complete a task
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ibtisam.midlet 25-Aug-22 12:53 PM
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reductionistic IMO. clomipramine is a pharmacological clusterfuck. Modafinil does almost nothing to DAT, it's effects are through alpha1 activation and epigenetic effects which will synergize with Tianeptine, may even lead to SS. They may also have additive hepatotoxic effects. I'd just ditch the phenibut and replace the Mg pidolate with other sources of Mg, threonate, malate, aspartate, orotate, chloride
Then why did modafinil lack wakefgulness-promotion in DAT-KO mice? Or are your saying that effect isn't significant
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veganpermanently 25-Aug-22 01:49 PM
Moda is the best productivity drug I've ever tried. Also the best antidepressant
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Then why did modafinil lack wakefgulness-promotion in DAT-KO mice? Or are your saying that effect isn't significant
veganpermanently 25-Aug-22 01:50 PM
kek DAT KO mice are fukd
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veganpermanently 25-Aug-22 01:51 PM
don't get me wrong, Moda is clearly dopaminergic, but it is a very weak DAT inhibitor. It is a vesicular release agent
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the DAT inhibition is only notable in relation to it's antiaddictive properties against DAT agonists like cocaine, amph and methylphenidate
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ibtisam.midlet 25-Aug-22 01:52 PM
it is established as DAT functional inhibitor see lasts news guys
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it is established as DAT functional inhibitor see lasts news guys
veganpermanently 25-Aug-22 01:53 PM
pls ref this
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I'm curious
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have not found a definitive study on this
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2-[(Diphenylmethyl) sulfinyl]acetamide (modafinil), prescribed principally to treat narcolepsy, is undergoing assessment for other neuropsychiatric disorders and medical conditions. The neurochemical substrates of modafinil are unresolved. We postulated that modafinil enhances wakefulness by modulating dopamine (DAT), norepinephrine (NET), or se...
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1115mg HED = 35 +- 12% DAT occupancy in monke (edited)
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Wonder what the number for phenidates/amphetamines are
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Wonder what the number for phenidates/amphetamines are
veganpermanently 25-Aug-22 02:00 PM
it's not very relevant because the phenidates and amphs are DAT agonists not inhibitors
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ibtisam.midlet 25-Aug-22 02:10 PM
there multiple things you need to know there something called functional selectivity, when a ligend bind to a protien there multiple pathways he can trigger, some ligends act as agonist on some antagonist in other https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Functional_selectivity one of this pathways is beta-arrestine which are implicated on both effect of dopmaine and tolerance ----------- GRK5 and the closely related GRK6 phosphorylate receptors at sites that encourage arrestin-mediated signaling rather than arrestin-mediated receptor desensitization, internalization and trafficking (in contrast to GRK2 and GRK3, which have the opposite effect).[9][10] This difference is one basis for pharmacological biased agonism (also called functional selectivity), where a drug binding to a receptor may bias that receptor’s signaling toward a particular subset of the actions stimulated by that receptor.[11][12] - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/GRK5 moda bind to DAT without touching beta-arrestine, this cause loss of beta-areestine mediated signaling, and also stop beta-arrestine mediated tolerance
Functional selectivity (or “agonist trafficking”, “biased agonism”, “biased signaling”, "ligand bias" and “differential engagement”) is the ligand-dependent selectivity for certain signal transduction pathways relative to a reference ligand (often the endogenous hormone or peptide) at the same receptor. Functional selectivity can be present when...
G protein-coupled receptor kinase 5 is a member of the G protein-coupled receptor kinase subfamily of the Ser/Thr protein kinases, and is most highly similar to GRK4 and GRK6. The protein phosphorylates the activated forms of G protein-coupled receptors to regulate their signaling.
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the result is a substance that have better tolerance profile but lack some of dopaminagic effect. (edited)
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Modafinil, sold under the brand name Provigil among others, is a central nervous system (CNS) stimulant medication used to treat sleepiness due to narcolepsy, shift work sleep disorder, and obstructive sleep apnea. While it has seen off-label use as a purported cognitive enhancer to improve wakefulness in animal and human studies, the research o...
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SAGE(2022) 25-Aug-22 09:49 PM
@ibtisam.midlet do you know how to calculate mice dosage to human dosage conversion?
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25 mg/kg in mice I want to know
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ibtisam.midlet 25-Aug-22 10:22 PM
~2mg/kg
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Topical deferoxamine may mitigate skin aging and ameliorate hair loss and greying
machineyadav 26-Aug-22 04:53 AM
I might experiment with this later
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I might experiment with this later
machineyadav 26-Aug-22 04:55 AM
I am troubled by thin skin
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Particular high cortisol for prolonged period
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Caused acne, oily skin and thin skin
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Also pockmarks/acne scars from acne
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Tret and isotretinoin combined doesn't work
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Also pockmarks/acne scars from acne
veganpermanently 26-Aug-22 05:39 AM
one made up word: microneedling
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one made up word: microneedling
machineyadav 26-Aug-22 05:46 AM
I know it helps
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But main issue is thin skin
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Then acne and acne scars
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Also pockmarks/acne scars from acne
I am of pockmarked shapes, the vermin you need to loathe
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@veganpermanently Thoughts on oysters/ostroveganism
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People like to say they have no nervous system but like they do (edited)
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too advanced for me
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People like to say they have no nervous system but like they do (edited)
veganpermanently 26-Aug-22 08:20 AM
They do have a nervous system but it's very simple, consist of a pair of ganglia and they don't have a CNS. Some are mobile, some are sessile, for this reason ostrovegans eat only oysters and mussels while bivalvegans eat all of the bivalves. As a child I used to spend hours collecting these creatures from the seafloor, after I came home they would move around the table seemingly trying to find a way back to the sea. It's unclear if this is simply a muscular response or if the animals are capable of feeling the desire to return back to the sea. They may experience nociception but are unlikely to be traumatized by it, comprehend the event of relocation or the fact that their life may end because they lack a CNS. In other words, they're unlikely to feel the complex emotion of pain
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TLDR I think these people are vegans
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it would be cool to gene modify oysters to omit the ganglia too then it would be sure they don't experience anything
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just meat growing on an underwater rock
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it would be cool to gene modify oysters to omit the ganglia too then it would be sure they don't experience anything
Pretty much lab-grown meat less scientifically advanced edition
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Which is even better... It's not like muscle meat they're growing is some kind of superfood. Seems kinda pointless though I'd rather die than eat impossible burger
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Idk it's a weird one and pretty much reminds me of scientific discussions on consciousness how it never comes to a definitive conclusion
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Idk it's a weird one and pretty much reminds me of scientific discussions on consciousness how it never comes to a definitive conclusion
veganpermanently 26-Aug-22 08:40 AM
Yeah it's hard to draw a line but people get ridiculous about it. My father spat the idea that atoms are conscious as an argument against veganism. I left the bar and never talked to him again. In these situations common sense needs to be applied but people would rather justify their current way of life by relativizing or go to other extremes like one of my friends stopped eating altogether because he was convinced plants feel pain. I can't deal with these people
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Which is even better... It's not like muscle meat they're growing is some kind of superfood. Seems kinda pointless though I'd rather die than eat impossible burger
veganpermanently 26-Aug-22 08:43 AM
btw there is nothing in oysters that plants cannot provide. Active B12 is present in water lentils, even chlorella has small amounts. Omega 3 is more available from ALA due to blood brain transport. Vegans have the same levels of serum zinc and copper as omnivores despite the decreased dietary intake ratio, probably due to homeostasis regulation and Cu chelation by isoflavones.
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Yeah it's hard to draw a line but people get ridiculous about it. My father spat the idea that atoms are conscious as an argument against veganism. I left the bar and never talked to him again. In these situations common sense needs to be applied but people would rather justify their current way of life by relativizing or go to other extremes like one of my friends stopped eating altogether because he was convinced plants feel pain. I can't deal with these people
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btw there is nothing in oysters that plants cannot provide. Active B12 is present in water lentils, even chlorella has small amounts. Omega 3 is more available from ALA due to blood brain transport. Vegans have the same levels of serum zinc and copper as omnivores despite the decreased dietary intake ratio, probably due to homeostasis regulation and Cu chelation by isoflavones.
Wdym homeostasis regulation
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veganpermanently 26-Aug-22 08:47 AM
Dude turned into a frail stick
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Why would chelation of divalent metals maintain high zinc/copper unless at the expense of something else like iron
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Wdym homeostasis regulation
veganpermanently 26-Aug-22 08:48 AM
well I would presume there is some feedback and the body can regulate absorption to a degree
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well I would presume there is some feedback and the body can regulate absorption to a degree
Do you think this has potential to get out of whack on an oimnivorous diet
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veganpermanently 26-Aug-22 08:49 AM
Zinc intake is lower in vegans, while copper is way higher, yet the serum levels are the same as in omnivores
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zinc and copper compete for absorption, but I think it's way more nuanced than this
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Ah yes I thought copper was low on vegan diet for some reason... maybe that's carnivore
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veganpermanently 26-Aug-22 08:51 AM
there is no shortage of that roflmao. manganese as well
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Zinc causes buildup of metallothionein which chelates copper in stomach
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veganpermanently 26-Aug-22 08:51 AM
I have trouble maintaining them below the recommended limit (edited)
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Zinc causes buildup of metallothionein which chelates copper in stomach
veganpermanently 26-Aug-22 08:52 AM
I think there's more stuff like this science is yet to uncover
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With all the chelators present in plant foods I would think regulating the enzymes that break them down like phytase would be a big part of herbivore metabolism as opposed to blocking uptake like with ferroportin or heme carrier proteins
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I think having this enzyme would be net negative
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With all the chelators present in plant foods I would think regulating the enzymes that break them down like phytase would be a big part of herbivore metabolism as opposed to blocking uptake like with ferroportin or heme carrier proteins
veganpermanently 26-Aug-22 08:56 AM
nice
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I gotta dip talk to you later
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The frequency of zinc deficiency, copper toxicity and low zinc/copper in children with autism spectrum disorders (ASDs) may indicate decrement in metallothionein system functioning. A retrospective review of plasma zinc, serum copper and zinc/copper was performed on data from 230 children with autis …
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People like to say they have no nervous system but like they do (edited)
Bet plants have some equivalent of a stress signalling system
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it would be cool to gene modify oysters to omit the ganglia too then it would be sure they don't experience anything
At that point may as well breed cows with omitted ganglia lol
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Kinda unrelated but have you read hitchhikers guide to the galaxy?? There’s a scene where the waiters at a restaurants are the very cows the people are gonna eat lol. I think they were bred / engineered to really get off on the idea of it or something. (edited)
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Yeah it's hard to draw a line but people get ridiculous about it. My father spat the idea that atoms are conscious as an argument against veganism. I left the bar and never talked to him again. In these situations common sense needs to be applied but people would rather justify their current way of life by relativizing or go to other extremes like one of my friends stopped eating altogether because he was convinced plants feel pain. I can't deal with these people
Oh lol rip what’ve I done Wuhhhh
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Tbf it is kinda fun to get into the debate of concioussness tho
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At that point may as well breed cows with omitted ganglia lol
veganpermanently 26-Aug-22 12:03 PM
how are they going to grow up without a brain? Also it's a lot of unnecessary tissues like organs etc. Bivalve without the ganglia is pure meat growing on a rock eating blue green algae
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very economical
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how are they going to grow up without a brain? Also it's a lot of unnecessary tissues like organs etc. Bivalve without the ganglia is pure meat growing on a rock eating blue green algae
I think like how they raise veil could work
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Might need feeding tubes and stuff tho
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Bet plants have some equivalent of a stress signalling system
they even use some of the same neurotransmitters as us it's pretty crazy
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JUNGLE | Toasty 27-Aug-22 01:58 PM
hey guys what is the effective way to take phenibut to not build tolerance
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taking it every 3rd day right now
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JUNGLE | Toasty
hey guys what is the effective way to take phenibut to not build tolerance
veganpermanently 27-Aug-22 01:59 PM
not taking it
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or take it with a pinch of salt
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Bet plants have some equivalent of a stress signalling system
i like eating things that feel pain
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Wait are you the real one
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Wait are you the real one
veganpermanently 27-Aug-22 02:00 PM
yes
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when we're talking about salt
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Blue wine or red wine
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veganpermanently 27-Aug-22 02:00 PM
I should go salt my bird's tail
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Blue wine or red wine
veganpermanently 27-Aug-22 02:01 PM
red is an indication of acidity
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Ok you're the real one
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veganpermanently 27-Aug-22 02:03 PM
u should change your nick to roofies
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because that's the only way you can loose your virginity
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@Levi yo why is everyone asking me if I'm VP
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do I have impersonators or what
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I thought you left discord because your old account is deleted
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veganpermanently 27-Aug-22 02:05 PM
oh mkay
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btw
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r u in bio.hax
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veganpermanently 27-Aug-22 02:06 PM
k cheers
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have a good one I'm about to sleep
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Sleep well
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veganpermanently 27-Aug-22 02:06 PM
tnx I'll need it
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i like eating things that feel pain
What if there was a gene for masochism ????
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We don’t even really need to breed the consciousness out of them, can just get rid of their awareness of the situation
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What if there was a gene for masochism ????
Doctor Bonk 27-Aug-22 02:10 PM
and what if we have it! emoji_50
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We don’t even really need to breed the consciousness out of them, can just get rid of their awareness of the situation
yeah consciousness exists at all levels of matter no getting rid of that
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i dont cows are very aware
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Men aren’t hard wired to find breasts arousing? No. And how do we know this? The same way we discover that many things aren’t biologically-based. By learning about other cultures. And the breast fe…
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"with images of a nude woman creating greater blood flow to the vaginal area than images of a nude man"
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Hmm
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veganpermanently
not taking it
facts
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Some of the mechanisms behind darkness adaptation overlap with illusory motion. These mechanisms may be tied to the mechanisms of psychedelic drugs. It may be that psychedelics amplify an endogenou…
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The Duke of Wellington 27-Aug-22 04:34 PM
Na
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People still do this? lol
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@admin
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Chill out
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@Levi, you have advanced to lvl 1 respect++ emoji_51
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Who the fuck is Wufus you dumb fuck @Rufus
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@super mod
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Like give us context
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Yikes
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He got banned at sirsad server
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@Lux ✨ @Potential
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Hate to break it to you but SirMad eats McDonald’s @Rufus
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TreeSlayer
"with images of a nude woman creating greater blood flow to the vaginal area than images of a nude man"
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 27-Aug-22 04:37 PM
Can confirm, cleavage makes me moist
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Dude honestly get a fucking life
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@Rufus, you have advanced to lvl 1 respect++ emoji_51
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Why is Pax shit? @Rufus
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Maybe the reason youre banned is because youre too fucking stupid to make an alt account
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Pax1l
Maybe the reason youre banned is because youre too fucking stupid to make an alt account
he already made a few but he's trolling is so obvious he keeps getting banned
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why the fuck does this server have no mods
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he's literally spamming the entire chat with n word then comes here to beg for unban
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he's literally spamming the entire chat with n word then comes here to beg for unban
When has he said the n word?
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he harassed everyone's dms in nootopics for like weeks just to get unabnned
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he's literally spamming the entire chat with n word then comes here to beg for unban
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 27-Aug-22 04:40 PM
I don't think he ever actually used the n word
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why the fuck does this server have no mods
Because @ibtisam.midlet just has no clue how to run a server
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just block him
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fuk
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Odder_Sea (Glowie)
I don't think he ever actually used the n word
1 or 2 g's doesn't really matter the intent is clear
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this kind of stuff never happens at WaterWellness, just saying
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he gone
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The Blur
this kind of stuff never happens at WaterWellness, just saying
tf is waterwellness
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tf is waterwellness
My server 🤣
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The Blur
My server 🤣
can I haz unbanish 🙏🏽
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The Blur
this kind of stuff never happens at WaterWellness, just saying
send invite?
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or is it paxes server ?
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did someone finally revive it
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JUNGLE | Toasty 27-Aug-22 04:42 PM
sorry idiot from our discord server escaped
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The Blur
My server 🤣
You should really put your server in your discord bio at the bare minimum tbh
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JUNGLE | Toasty 27-Aug-22 04:42 PM
reached your server
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can I haz unbanish 🙏🏽
Didn’t u do the same thing thinkW
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or is it paxes server ?
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 27-Aug-22 04:42 PM
Bio-tolerance
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Odder_Sea (Glowie)
Bio-tolerance
no waterwellness
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Mb guys rip
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Mb guys rip
Doctor Bonk 27-Aug-22 04:43 PM
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The Blur
this kind of stuff never happens at WaterWellness, just saying
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 27-Aug-22 04:43 PM
Waterwellness it is. Invite?
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everyone click the link in my bio to join AYS_Sparkles WaterWellness AYS_Sparkles
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Waterwellness is blur's server
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Not pax
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pog paxs is full of scammers who dm u
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The Blur
Didn’t u do the same thing thinkW
I don't even remember anymore
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I don't even remember anymore
unbanned
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Man2
pog paxs is full of scammers who dm u
Youre not a member of my server
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machineyadav 27-Aug-22 05:34 PM
Wtf
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,pings
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ibtisam.midlet 27-Aug-22 07:02 PM
Imagine giving all members banning power??
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everyone will ban his anxiety trigger
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Anyway, thanks @Netizenne
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Who you would ban between @everyone
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pog paxs is full of scammers who dm u
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 27-Aug-22 07:17 PM
I have never had anyone on @Pax1l's server PM or try to sell me anything
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im in vc
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ibtisam.midlet 27-Aug-22 07:28 PM
To investigate 5-hydroxytryptamine (5-HT) function and 5-HT receptor 2A (5-HT2A) mRNA expression in the formation of lens-induced myopia (LIM).Lens-induced myopia construction method was applied to generate myopia on guinea pig right eye (LIM eye).LIM ...
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Making expression pattern for all receptors would be neat
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I'll just need to scrap all Wikipedia pages side bar
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@Netizenne do you think its good idea to focus on it right now
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Who you would ban between @everyone
randomly delete half of the server emoji_49
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ibtisam.midlet
I'll just need to scrap all Wikipedia pages side bar
Most active servers have very few channels and keep things simple
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But idk
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Maybe you should make a new server instead of deleting everything if your gonna try a simpler design (edited)
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I’d hate to see it all gone :/
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ibtisam.midlet 27-Aug-22 09:02 PM
Server activity related to casual
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even if other channels being active
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ibtisam.midlet 27-Aug-22 09:47 PM
a girl blocked me lol
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ibtisam.midlet 27-Aug-22 09:58 PM
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Its from complexity server someone go simp her
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friday
hi
ibtisam.midlet 27-Aug-22 10:17 PM
Hiii 😍😍😍
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Wanna talk in DMs??
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ok add me
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also i have a penis
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 27-Aug-22 11:03 PM
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RentableZulu 27-Aug-22 11:05 PM
First time back in months and this is the exchange I see. “Also, I have a penis” literally gold 😂
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veganpermanently 27-Aug-22 11:48 PM
I was thinking the other day. It's prolly a kink
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First time back in months and this is the exchange I see. “Also, I have a penis” literally gold 😂
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 27-Aug-22 11:48 PM
Extra special
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I was thinking the other day. It's prolly a kink
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 27-Aug-22 11:49 PM
...probably? emoji_4
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veganpermanently
I was thinking the other day. It's prolly a kink
Normal sexual attraction and orientations probably share the same (or a very similar) underlying mechanism of cultural ingraining as the warped and trans and etc.
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Aka is it all just fetishes underneath? (edited)
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:06 AM
I'm back
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Hello back, I’m neti
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Normal sexual attraction and orientations probably share the same (or a very similar) underlying mechanism of cultural ingraining as the warped and trans and etc.
veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:24 AM
I think the only normal sexual attraction is being attracted to the whole person not it's body parts or even personality parts, actions-reactions, etc. Anything too specific is a fetish IMO. The point is reproduction therefore why would one want to carry on the genes of a boob and not much else
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I think the only normal sexual attraction is being attracted to the whole person not it's body parts or even personality parts, actions-reactions, etc. Anything too specific is a fetish IMO. The point is reproduction therefore why would one want to carry on the genes of a boob and not much else
I think the principle of fetishization is normal and it’s just the sorts of fetishes that people develop that differ (edited)
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I think the principle of fetishization is normal and it’s just the sorts of fetishes that people develop that differ (edited)
veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:31 AM
well in a mouse utopia sure
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how do you fix someone incapable of love
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?!?!???????????
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:32 AM
I have a document for this one lol
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Assuming you mean narcissism is the reason why
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But I don't have a fix yet
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Many of the brain regions disturbed/deviating from the norm have been identified
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So I think just fix those?
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Brain connectivity between regions is also fucked, so NSI-189 for that
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But idk how to assess each region
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:34 AM
NGF
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:34 AM
Bacopa
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:34 AM
NGF BDNF GDNF
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NA DA 5HT
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:35 AM
Narcissists need bacopa
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:35 AM
ascorbate
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:35 AM
Can we actually treat Narcissism tho
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Is it possible
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There's been 0 success so far
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I like a challenge tho
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:35 AM
IDK
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feels like they don't want to be fixed
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:36 AM
Just don't want to waste time on one that can't be conquered
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Yea but what if the narcissism is caused by ALS
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:36 AM
There's evidence of this
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:36 AM
narcissim is much like addicion IMO
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:36 AM
It really is
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:37 AM
if the person doesn't recognize the dependency there is no chance of recovery
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narcissim is much like addicion IMO
NAC
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:37 AM
Hmm I'll try and cure addiction first, bc I'm an addict
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I take nac daily
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Doesn't help much there
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narcissim is much like addicion IMO
D-serine
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:37 AM
Didn't help me
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L-theanine!!!!
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:37 AM
Caused bad headaches too
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Netizenne
L-theanine!!!!
Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:37 AM
Lmfao
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NAC
veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:37 AM
NAC Memantine and Naltrexone. my theoretical stack for addiction
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:38 AM
Tried it
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CEO
D-serine
veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:38 AM
D-aspartate
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:38 AM
I've tried everything, but looking at addiction as a singular will get you nowhere
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You have to look at why the person is an addict
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Blossoming Tree of Peace
I've tried everything, but looking at addiction as a singular will get you nowhere
veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:38 AM
you haven't tried my stack
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Blossoming Tree of Peace
You have to look at why the person is an addict
Past conditioning maybe
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With behavioural addictions that’s the case
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:39 AM
I've tried nac mem and naltrexone combined for months lol
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:39 AM
Memantine alone solved all of my addictions so I don't even need the wider stack
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D-aspartate
What do you recommend for obsessive and intrusive thoughts
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Blossoming Tree of Peace
I've tried nac mem and naltrexone combined for months lol
veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:39 AM
oh rly
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what doses
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With behavioural addictions that’s the case
Sirsad talks about it in terms of sensitization
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:39 AM
Yes
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:39 AM
what r u addicted to
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Dreams
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:40 AM
100 mg mem daily (ik it's a lot and could fault rhe anecdote), 2400 mg nac in multiple doses, 50 mg naltrexone daily
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I've tried other forms of the stack but dif doses as well, just not for as lengthy of times
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I'm addicted to everything p much
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My addiction stems from health issues
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:42 AM
powerful
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Neti
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:42 AM
I'll cure addiction
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:43 AM
100 mg Memantine wtf
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:43 AM
Autisms
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:43 AM
how were you functioning
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:43 AM
It helped my adhd lol
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:43 AM
like were you not M holing all the time
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roflmao
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:43 AM
I've written a lab report on 300 mg mem w no tolerance before
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I got a 96
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:44 AM
bruh
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:45 AM
I'm a fucking anomaly in every regard
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Hence why I have to figure everything out myself
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Bc other people's suggestions are just not comprehensive enough, ever
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Blossoming Tree of Peace
I'm a fucking anomaly in every regard
Do you bleed ?
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Do you bleed ?
veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:46 AM
I don't bleed I piss out of my veins
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:46 AM
I have adhd, autism, depression, anxiety, probable bipolar, anhedonia, severe health issues etc
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I need the most comprehensive approach possible if i want to get better
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:48 AM
I've never been diagnosed with anything thank God
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:48 AM
Rapamycin has been the most helpful thing for me yet
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:48 AM
u snort rapa?
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:48 AM
Brings me back to childhood like state bc autoimmunity is assessed
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I did snort it initially
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But I've been trying oral lately
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I dose every 3 days or so
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Bc it's pretty hypertensive and I have brain hypertension too!
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:49 AM
ye I found oral effects better
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less sides
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:49 AM
Oral is more leveled
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It's appetite suppression is significant tho
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:50 AM
btw how do you be addicted to everything and take the supplements too
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you just consume all day?
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:50 AM
I make money too lmfao
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Yea
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I don't really have an issue w consuming things lol
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:51 AM
like what
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cannabis
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:51 AM
I toss and wash everything
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:51 AM
opiates
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benzos
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alcohol
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:52 AM
nooo
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:52 AM
Cannabis, benzos, kratom (don't risk going to stronger stuff but have done hydros,, codeine and morphine), phenibut, gabapentin, and alcohol
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:52 AM
delete pls
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:52 AM
Alcohol is the hardest one for me
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:52 AM
thank u
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:52 AM
I quit everything else
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But can't quit alcohol
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Cannabis, benzos, kratom (don't risk going to stronger stuff but have done hydros,, codeine and morphine), phenibut, gabapentin, and alcohol
veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:52 AM
ooooff
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:53 AM
It's the accessibility and it helps me focus and put sentences together better
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:53 AM
no wonder the memNACnaltrexone doesn't help
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:53 AM
Memnacltrexone*
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Memnacltrexone*
veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:53 AM
read in a hard scottish accent
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I think there needs to be more research on the potential that western people’s biologies have adapted to an enviroment where there’s always a small amount of alcohol in the water supply, and how to best minimize that evolutionary mismatch between our evolved and current environment (edited)
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:54 AM
I think I read in a Scandinavian accent
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Close enough
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Blossoming Tree of Peace
I think I read in a Scandinavian accent
veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:54 AM
I spat all of my mouth moisture on my desk reading it
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:55 AM
Yea so close enough then
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I think there needs to be more research on the potential that western people’s biologies have adapted to an enviroment where there’s always a small amount of alcohol in the water supply, and how to best minimize that evolutionary mismatch between our evolved and current environment (edited)
veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:56 AM
funnily enough I was always sensitive to alcohol but since I started neurotrophin maxxing I became absolutely intolerant
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I can't drink a single drop
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:56 AM
I was buzzed from 2 drinks for 12 hrs my first times
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:57 AM
hate that high
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makes me feel so stupid
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:57 AM
I love it bc it makes me smarter
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Objectively
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I've tested work performance on it
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I'm a cook so its easy to test
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Can I keep up or do I fall behind is all that needs to be tested
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And I always keep up on alc
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I'm a cook so its easy to test
veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:58 AM
that explains everything
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:58 AM
Sober I fall behind
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:58 AM
roflmao
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In what ways might our biology have shifted around to adapt for an ever persistent alcohol intake
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:58 AM
tip for u
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:58 AM
Oh yea cooks have to be addicts
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:58 AM
if you wanna get rid of your addictions
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:58 AM
Get a new jib if I wanna be sober
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:58 AM
change your profession
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:58 AM
I'm aware
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:58 AM
😄
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 12:59 AM
Unfortunately none pay as well
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I could gas station work but it'd be so boring I'd end up using more
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Blossoming Tree of Peace
I could gas station work but it'd be so boring I'd end up using more
veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 01:00 AM
delivery my guy
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 01:00 AM
My car kinda fucked rn
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It'll drive but too much squeaky
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I'd just drink while delivering and crash honestly
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I need something I'm passionate about and has room for progression
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Blossoming Tree of Peace
I'd just drink while delivering and crash honestly
veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 01:02 AM
true
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 01:03 AM
It really doesn't matter what my job is
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 01:04 AM
I'll drink there
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So changing jobs won't fix the issue
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I have to address the why
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Even when I didn't work I drank daily before school
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Anything that causes anxiety will make me want to, and every single job will cause anxiety in some fashion
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 01:05 AM
idk can't relate
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 01:05 AM
I'm aware
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That's why I'm explaining my perspective
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 01:07 AM
I never even feel anxiety
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in life threatening situations my body shakes yet my mind is collected
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calmly persuade the robber while looking like I'm freezing at -20C
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roflmao
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 01:08 AM
Jealous
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Ive had severe anxiety every day of my life
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 01:09 AM
I've been dosed with caffeine since 5yrs old maybe that's why I'm like this
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delivery my guy
What’s the best paying driving type job?
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What’s the best paying driving type job?
veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 01:09 AM
trucker
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drug mule
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if u wanna go dark
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I could become an ice trucker one day………. Waow
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 01:10 AM
met quite a few truckers that do both
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it's easy to hide drugs in a truck full of random stuff
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Ice road truckers can earn between $30,000 and $40,000 in just three months, making them some of the highest-paid drivers there are. However, this impressive salary comes at a cost. Ice road trucking can be a dangerous job.Feb 11, 2020
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I think that’s good pay (edited)
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Really I think I wanna maximize free time > pay tho
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Pay would be nice tho cause then I can own a home on the coast with a garden
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Idk what I’ll do
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Really I think I wanna maximize free time > pay tho
veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 01:12 AM
don't become a drug dealer then
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Ice road truckers can earn between $30,000 and $40,000 in just three months, making them some of the highest-paid drivers there are. However, this impressive salary comes at a cost. Ice road trucking can be a dangerous job.Feb 11, 2020
Trucking seems like a potentially nice work balance Couple months of hard, methed out work then the rest of the year off (edited)
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Trucking seems like a potentially nice work balance Couple months of hard, methed out work then the rest of the year off (edited)
veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 01:15 AM
not a good idea to use illicits while trucking
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They drug test a lot I’ve heard
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 01:15 AM
ye
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I have adhd and a vyvanse script tho
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veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 01:15 AM
you need to sleep anyways
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because it's enforced
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I have adhd and a vyvanse script tho
veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 01:16 AM
still makes no sense
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they will catch you driving for more than allowed
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it's heavily enforced at least here
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Ya but Isn’t it really easy to focus on singular and boring things while on meth?
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Actually what would be the ideal trucker stack lol
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Actually what would be the ideal trucker stack lol
veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 01:18 AM
lots of modafinil
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 28-Aug-22 01:36 AM
Probably
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Hey @ibtisam.midlet , what do you think about biperiden, galantamine, and phenylpiracetam together?
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Biperiden specifically, is it very dangerous? Could galantamine help balance it?
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… Biperiden is a FIASMA (which I have reason to believe is good) It also blocks M1 (which your site suggests it’s agonism can block WM). (edited)
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Galantamine is a positive allosteric modulator of a4b2 -the receptor phenylpiracetam agonizes for its effects. Phenyl has been one of my all time favourite noots tbh
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Do you bleed ?
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… Biperiden is a FIASMA (which I have reason to believe is good) It also blocks M1 (which your site suggests it’s agonism can block WM). (edited)
veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 04:36 AM
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Galantamine PP memantine hybrid drugs lesss gooo
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Biperiden specifically, is it very dangerous? Could galantamine help balance it?
ibtisam.midlet 28-Aug-22 04:40 AM
-Very dangerous Nope, I'm long term user of anti muscarine, I'm fine -Could glantamine help balance it ofc -Biperiden is fiasma Biperiden ic50 1.44 on M1 Give me ic50 on fiasma ill give the dose need to archive noticeable effect as fiasma
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… Biperiden is a FIASMA (which I have reason to believe is good) It also blocks M1 (which your site suggests it’s agonism can block WM). (edited)
ibtisam.midlet 28-Aug-22 04:40 AM
The right part is "when antagonising"
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You spcitial memory problem
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Which blockage on M1 will worsn it
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-Very dangerous Nope, I'm long term user of anti muscarine, I'm fine -Could glantamine help balance it ofc -Biperiden is fiasma Biperiden ic50 1.44 on M1 Give me ic50 on fiasma ill give the dose need to archive noticeable effect as fiasma
Actually your probably a good person to ask, but in your opinion what’s the best way to inhibit the enzyme sphingomyelinase? (Or to reduce ceramide)
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Gotta sleep gnn
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ibtisam.midlet 28-Aug-22 05:31 AM
studies label substance as inhibitor even if its selectivity less then x100 (which means you will need x100 times the therapy dose of biperiden for Parkinson) to noticeably get effect on ceramide
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searching for fiasma IC50 of biperiden found no result, do you have result for any other fiasma?
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ibtisam.midlet 28-Aug-22 05:51 AM
the other way is inhibiting Dihydroceramide desaturase (dihydroceramide into ceramide)
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Cyclopropene Analogues of Ceramide, are Potent Inhibitor of Dihydroceramide Desaturase, they cause the enzyme to catalyze them instead of dihydroceramide, acting as competitive inhibitor
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Dihydroceramide desaturase was inhibited by dithiothreitol, which suggests that it might be possible to alter ceramide synthesis
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Cyclopropene Analogues of Ceramide, are Potent Inhibitor of Dihydroceramide Desaturase, they cause the enzyme to catalyze them instead of dihydroceramide, acting as competitive inhibitor
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its easier to find inhibitors for this
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the best way is mixing fiasma + Dihydroceramide desaturase and you get superior result , if ceramid was 20 (fiasma)>>5(Dihydroceramide desaturase)>>1.25
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this cause none selective substance start giving potent effect
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Actually your probably a good person to ask, but in your opinion what’s the best way to inhibit the enzyme sphingomyelinase? (Or to reduce ceramide)
ibtisam.midlet 28-Aug-22 07:43 AM
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They are all highly experimental, nameless and random research chemicals despair
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They are all highly experimental, nameless and random research chemicals despair
veganpermanently 28-Aug-22 12:58 PM
nameless chemicals is a cute band name
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ibtisam.midlet 29-Aug-22 04:41 AM
does anyone took Pseudoephedrine before
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It cause physical comfort and feeling of excited
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It seems to act selectivity on Hypothalamospinal tract which its desfunction linked to restless leg syndrom
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Dopaminergic pathways (dopamine pathways, dopaminergic projections) in the human brain are involved in both physiological and behavioral processes including movement, cognition, executive functions, reward, motivation, and neuroendocrine control. Each pathway is a set of projection neurons, consisting of individual dopaminergic neurons or dopami...
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Feeling is like when I wait a Instagram post to load, I just feel excited to see what is about This generally being in all life espect
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The idea is Dosage on psdu 240mg/d
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Because now when I took just 240mg it being powerful but next day that dose don't effect me
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It need to be cycled every 4 days To work 240mgx 4 =960mg
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If I took 960mg dose will it cause pesdu to work longterm??
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does anyone took Pseudoephedrine before
veganpermanently 29-Aug-22 05:15 AM
me
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worst stim I ever took
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produced stimulation for about 6 h
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ruined my cardiovascular system permanently
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had palpitations for months after
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cvd permanently
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ibtisam.midlet 29-Aug-22 05:20 AM
combining rehdiola aculvent dose of 240mg pesdu Then (240+240)x2=960mg
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veganpermanently 29-Aug-22 05:20 AM
U will die
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ibtisam.midlet 29-Aug-22 05:20 AM
I've always been good responser for everything
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does anyone took Pseudoephedrine before
machineyadav 29-Aug-22 05:57 AM
I have taken phenylephrine
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Sucks
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ibtisam.midlet 29-Aug-22 06:25 AM
@machineyadav descript good subjective effects
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@machineyadav descript good subjective effects
machineyadav 29-Aug-22 06:27 AM
Vasoconstriction and mao will be used breaking down phenylephrine so other drugs acts longer
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machineyadav 29-Aug-22 06:27 AM
However vasoconstriction is terrible
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Even though bioavailability is 37% when taken oral
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ibtisam.midlet 29-Aug-22 06:27 AM
Does it produce any mood lift 995525573067677707
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Does it produce any mood lift 995525573067677707
machineyadav 29-Aug-22 06:28 AM
It surely did, not well compared to traditional stimulants, more like tachycardia causing caffeine dosage
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5mg enhances dxm though
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ibtisam.midlet 29-Aug-22 06:29 AM
Yea most stimulant are mania inducers
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I have problem finding that effect on any substance
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It surely did, not well compared to traditional stimulants, more like tachycardia causing caffeine dosage
veganpermanently 29-Aug-22 06:52 AM
yea but caffeine is actually better
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like less sides / same amount of stimulation
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I never want to feel like I have to take caffeine in the morning, or I will be feeling awful
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I much prefer stims with no withdrawals
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I want to be free of any dependency (edited)
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I much prefer stims with no withdrawals
veganpermanently 29-Aug-22 06:57 AM
so basically modafinil
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Yeah, that seems to fit
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But it is prescription, so not gonna get it
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But it is prescription, so not gonna get it
veganpermanently 29-Aug-22 07:00 AM
I have a conspiracy theory about that
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What is it?
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What is it?
veganpermanently 29-Aug-22 07:06 AM
Modafinil is heavily controlled in the US because it is a means of maintenance of the economical hierarchy. It removes the limitations of the lower class in terms of supressed drive and general outlook i.e. pessimism. The reason why methylphenidate and amphetamines are pushed instead is bcs they're unsustainable stimulants and don't promote cognition. Modafinil improves mitochondrial health over time and other stims destroy it. The lower class needs to do a money making marathon to move up the social ladder which is why these stims will never work for them - they provide a limited window of opportunity. The lower class needs to fight, get wrecked, get up and fight again. Repeat this a million times. There is no way to do this without Modafinil
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Yes, this seems quite plausible, as amphetamines just make you do the dumb thing faster, not smarter. I can't imagine corporations or government wanting people to be more smart, beyond what is needed for people to do the work. Rich and powerful don't want to be overtaken by peasants. I would say you could substitute it with some kind of combination of supplements from nootropics depot, but that's way off from mainstream adoption and learning curve is high(also ain't cheap) (edited)
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Yes, this seems quite plausible, as amphetamines just make you do the dumb thing faster, not smarter. I can't imagine corporations or government wanting people to be more smart, beyond what is needed for people to do the work. Rich and powerful don't want to be overtaken by peasants. I would say you could substitute it with some kind of combination of supplements from nootropics depot, but that's way off from mainstream adoption and learning curve is high(also ain't cheap) (edited)
veganpermanently 29-Aug-22 07:23 AM
the truth is Modafinil will never have a replacement. It is an exogenous intraneuron antioxidant, it increases the expression of VMAT2, it stimulates vesicular trafficking via alpha1 adrenergic agonism. It is an orexin and histamine release agent. It blocks dopamine reuptake without letting anything out and displacing other stimulants i.e. drugs of abuse. This produces the following: Wakefulness promoting effect Improvement of memory Increase of locomotion Increase of subjective drive and motivation Antidepressant effect Decrease of addiction towards other stimulants - while other stims create cross tolerance and increase chance of addiction toward other stims Decrease of whole brain oxidative load esp. inside monoaminergic neurons - opposite of other stims Improvement of mitochondrial health - opposite of other stims Increase of appetite - opposite of other stims Vasodilation - opposite of other stims Increase of libido - opposite of other antidepressants all of this being sustainable and not very likely to produce tolerance quick makes it impossible to produce a substance or a combination thereof that produces the same effects It does have it's risks but the risks of poverty are much higher IMO
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It does certainly sound amazing, except for increase in apetite(lots of people are fat). Although quality of sources could be a concern, that's where much greater risks are(as is the case with many of street drugs) As for replacement, I am not that pessimistic, given so many various plants out there, with various yet undiscovered compounds in them, but it does seem like it doesn't exist yet. (edited)
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But it is prescription, so not gonna get it
There are dozens of gray market sites
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Yeah, I would guess, but main issue is trust
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I am putting these things in my body
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I want to be sure it is good
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It does certainly sound amazing, except for increase in apetite(lots of people are fat). Although quality of sources could be a concern, that's where much greater risks are(as is the case with many of street drugs) As for replacement, I am not that pessimistic, given so many various plants out there, with various yet undiscovered compounds in them, but it does seem like it doesn't exist yet. (edited)
veganpermanently 29-Aug-22 07:43 AM
if you remove animal products from your diet as well as the unhealthy processed foods / there are lots of healthy proccessed foods / and increase locomotion, you don't have a problem with overeating anymore, you have a problem with undereating.
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therefore at least for me having a good appetite is not only welcomed but a necessity
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Or I could just balance it out with saffron extract
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Appetite is not that hard to control the way you want (edited)
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That said, I don't know much about veganism (edited)
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That said, I don't know much about veganism (edited)
veganpermanently 29-Aug-22 07:47 AM
it decreases caloric density of food immensely
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Just this protein intake is likely hard to meet
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Unless you are literally a bodybuilder protein intake barely matters at all
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Just this protein intake is likely hard to meet
veganpermanently 29-Aug-22 02:38 PM
what r u talkin about
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Unless you are literally a bodybuilder protein intake barely matters at all
Bodybuilding is a waste of time
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Bodybuilding is a waste of time
veganpermanently 29-Aug-22 02:48 PM
your frail self at 65 will regret this
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hell you'll regret it at 50
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at 65 you'll just crumble
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Idk having huge muscles doesn’t seem beneficial to me
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Prefer to be slimmer but fit
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When I was looking at it, I found it complicated I guess you got it figured out
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Idk having huge muscles doesn’t seem beneficial to me
veganpermanently 29-Aug-22 02:51 PM
having huge muscles is not something you just choose to have you know
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it's an insane amount of hard work
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so it won't happen by accident if you decide to train to avoid frailty at an older age
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bodybuilding in terms of what it is today, yeah it's a shame
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Training lots and eating lots of protein is sure an absolute necessity at old age (edited)
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But at young age say 25, I am not so sure
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We do know methionine and mtor are linked with aging At old age you are of course trying to max those things out to still be able to function, bit at young age it may be beneficial to tone those things down (edited)
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bodybuilding in terms of what it is today, yeah it's a shame
That’s what I’m referring to
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Training lots and eating lots of protein is sure an absolute necessity at old age (edited)
veganpermanently 29-Aug-22 03:00 PM
u will not make any gains at 65
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at that point it's all about preservation
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When I was looking at it, I found it complicated I guess you got it figured out
It is complicated getting brotein if you want to avoid antinutrients, goitrogens, phytic acid, and high phosphorus content
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It is complicated getting brotein if you want to avoid antinutrients, goitrogens, phytic acid, and high phosphorus content
veganpermanently 29-Aug-22 03:00 PM
laughable weirds
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Getting <60 or so is relatively easy
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u will not make any gains at 65
I am more thinking age 40 or 50
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if you remove animal products from your diet as well as the unhealthy processed foods / there are lots of healthy proccessed foods / and increase locomotion, you don't have a problem with overeating anymore, you have a problem with undereating.
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 29-Aug-22 03:01 PM
Ain't this the truth. My goal is to get more whole carbs and salt in my diet
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 29-Aug-22 03:03 PM
Jeebus. I was at 150g the other day, and felt like I was getting too much
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It is complicated getting brotein if you want to avoid antinutrients, goitrogens, phytic acid, and high phosphorus content
Huh, really? Even if you blast pea protein?
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Huh, really? Even if you blast pea protein?
Nah but isn't that cheating
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Nah but isn't that cheating
True, it is
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Nah but isn't that cheating
veganpermanently 29-Aug-22 03:04 PM
look at mah day
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I'm not against it though that's what I'll do for a while probably
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veganpermanently 29-Aug-22 03:04 PM
80 g of that amount is pea protein
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Have you tried other kinds like rice protein?
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Have you tried other kinds like rice protein?
veganpermanently 29-Aug-22 03:05 PM
never will I ever
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I saw this brand of brown rice protein on cronometer that had like 8x the methionine of pea lol
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veganpermanently 29-Aug-22 03:05 PM
P protein is king
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cheaper than whey
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same gains
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half the methionine
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What about digestibility
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All the amino acid compositions of vegan proteins seem to be pretty good
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Normal leucine if that's even something you want
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etc
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What about digestibility
veganpermanently 29-Aug-22 03:06 PM
the factors you think matter don't
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Getting <60 or so is relatively easy
I wanted to say I am not getting even that But I just checked my 0.77$ pizzas I have in stock that I eat daily, and they do have 30 g protein each, I am surprised
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the factors you think matter don't
Wdym
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Wdym
veganpermanently 29-Aug-22 03:07 PM
simply look at intervention studies
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it's the same
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so even if digestibility is worse it doesn't matter
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Wdym factors
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What is the same
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veganpermanently 29-Aug-22 03:07 PM
the gainz
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Yeah but what about toilet gains
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And GI gains
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veganpermanently 29-Aug-22 03:08 PM
toilet is okay
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But if pea is the most easily digestible for most ppl then well end of story
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 29-Aug-22 03:09 PM
Most of those "antinutrients" are evidenced to be generally health promoting
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veganpermanently 29-Aug-22 03:09 PM
yeah I giggle every time someone mentions phytic acid and goitrogens
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like dude
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luteolin glycosides are an issue?
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ROFLMAO
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yeah I giggle every time someone mentions phytic acid and goitrogens
I'm not good at converting in vitro mMol into human equivalent doses. What are antinutrients you actually avoid
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Are you saying negatives are overplayed
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Are you saying negatives are overplayed
veganpermanently 29-Aug-22 03:14 PM
there are no negatives
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it's a fucking farce
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Goitrogens?
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Goitrogens?
veganpermanently 29-Aug-22 03:15 PM
indeed
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but you know what isn't a farce
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veganpermanently 29-Aug-22 03:15 PM
estrogenic activity of Lamiaceae herbs
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tho the culinary amounts may not cause this
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but used as supplement def
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anyways I'm trying to biohack acne and sebum secretion
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found a few cheap solutions
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will try tomorrow
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Odder_Sea (Glowie) 29-Aug-22 03:44 PM
I wouldn't say that there no downsides, just that they downsides that do exist are easily prevented mitigated. Also, guess what the anti-plant crusader conveniently leave out? (Animal flesh contains lectins too... nasty ones.)
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Sam-e is reallly underrated noot
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Idk having huge muscles doesn’t seem beneficial to me
It is beneficial because it impacts your success in life.
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Just like height does.
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I've already conquered one of these. Next, I am going to break my own legs so that I can gain 20cm. 975869370045722694
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ibtisam.midlet 30-Aug-22 12:20 PM
@Netizenne did you found any potent substance target oxytocin
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@Netizenne did you found any potent substance target oxytocin
veganpermanently 30-Aug-22 02:30 PM
oxytocin is targeted by more things than ppl think
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all catecholaminergics cause oxytocin release. vitamin C as well and the effects are additive
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recently I discovered ascorbyl palmitate has better availability to the brain
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some substances inhibit oxy breakdown we should find a low hanging fruit among those
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I ordered EDTA but I'm hesistant to try it
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recently I discovered ascorbyl palmitate has better availability to the brain
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 30-Aug-22 02:33 PM
That's what I've been using. Acute administration doesn't raise serum valuse as high as ascorbic acid, but continued usage increases intracellular ascorbate moreso than ascorbic acid, like due to its lipophilic nature
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That's what I've been using. Acute administration doesn't raise serum valuse as high as ascorbic acid, but continued usage increases intracellular ascorbate moreso than ascorbic acid, like due to its lipophilic nature
veganpermanently 30-Aug-22 02:35 PM
I keep wondering if it would induce oxaluria at all
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I keep wondering if it would induce oxaluria at all
Odder_Sea (Glowie) 30-Aug-22 02:37 PM
I was hoping it wouldn't impact oxalates in the manner as ascorbic acid
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It's dosage is generally a lot lower as well compared to water soluble forms, so that should cut down by 80% off the top, ignoring other dynamics
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some substances inhibit oxy breakdown we should find a low hanging fruit among those
Removing IRAP, the enzyme that metabolizes oxytocin into MIF1, seems to block its antidepressant effects https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/23177092/ (edited)
Oxytocin is a neuromodulator with antidepressant-like effects. In vitro, oxytocin is rapidly cleaved by insulin-regulated aminopeptidase (IRAP). Oxytocin metabolites are known to exert strong central activities that are different from the effects of the parent molecule. Our goal is to investigate in …
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Circle arrow is PAM
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Insulin-regulated aminopeptidase (IRAP)
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@Netizenne did you found any potent substance target oxytocin
Not really tbh Semax mimics some effects of MIF1 on melanocortin receptors. That’s about all. Magtein sensitizes oxytocin receptors.
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Removing IRAP, the enzyme that metabolizes oxytocin into MIF1, seems to block its antidepressant effects https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/23177092/ (edited)
veganpermanently 30-Aug-22 02:58 PM
great find
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u golden again Neti
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veganpermanently 30-Aug-22 03:17 PM
well that's out the way
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maybe we should increase both synthesis and metabolism
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easier said than done tho
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ibtisam.midlet 30-Aug-22 07:57 PM
From my exp Oxytocin vs serotonin orgasm: yes. Yes(strong)
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social recognition: yes. Yes(weak)
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pair bonding: yes. Yes(strong)
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anxiety:(empathy/caring mediated: yes. Yes(strong)
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in-group bias: yes. No(generating argument for both sides)
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honesty: dishonesty in the participants' responses increased for their in-group members when a beneficial outcome for their group was expected (both oxy and sero)
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Bonding: yes. Yes(strong)
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Maternal behavior: yes. Yes(strong)
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Fear learning(when someone mad at you): fear lack of anxiety response (you just say: nahhh relax!!) Adrenaline=fight response
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addiction vulnerability: decrease, decrease , adrenaline=none clinically vaulable increase (The only part if addiction psychology that oxytocin increase is conditional place preference, you start falling in love with the place you was doing drugs in)
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envy: yes, unk
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Trust: yes. yes
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Romantic attachment: yes. Yes(kissed my cousin )
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wound healing: yes (physically your body start care for his self) , unk
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Cortisol: decrease(both oxy and sero relief stress more then produce it)
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My exp was with serotonin not oxy Oxy data is from reading about it
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What you think @Netizenne
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This would be beneficial for you
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What you think @Netizenne
How were you increasing serotonin for these anecdotes? (edited)
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How were you increasing serotonin for these anecdotes? (edited)
ibtisam.midlet 30-Aug-22 08:21 PM
Anafranil is strongest serotonin reuptake inhibitor
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and lowest in tolerance
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I'm on it from 2009 never stop working
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Fear learning(when someone mad at you): fear lack of anxiety response (you just say: nahhh relax!!) Adrenaline=fight response
Could you clarify the oxytocin/serotonin difference for this one?
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What are some best noots for both retroactively and proactively reducing fear learning..???
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Wanna get d-serine soon which may help
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I could use less adrenaline
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I think
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ibtisam.midlet 30-Aug-22 08:36 PM
oxytocin make you express facial anxiety and increase fear response when threatened, and cause anxiety-mediated submissiveness, between serotonin truly do the opposite
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What are some best noots for both retroactively and proactively reducing fear learning..???
ibtisam.midlet 30-Aug-22 08:38 PM
serotonin, i don't know really why you ignore this
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ibtisam.midlet 30-Aug-22 08:53 PM
this adrenergic response 😎
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Romantic attachment: yes. Yes(kissed my cousin )
Free Will I Am 30-Aug-22 08:55 PM
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ibtisam.midlet 30-Aug-22 08:55 PM
i should be called biology debugger
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ibtisam.midlet 30-Aug-22 08:56 PM
haha i was not in connection with her before that, now she are my close friend irl (edited)
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I could use less adrenaline
veganpermanently 31-Aug-22 12:20 AM
Nah
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veganpermanently 31-Aug-22 12:29 AM
Increasing dopamine metabolism to NE is probably the best thing one can do. It reduces oxidative stress and neuromelanin formation within the DA neurons by shunting metabolism away from the countless dirty metabolites, it increases wakefulness when a person is exposed to light, but it induces sleep when in dark due to the AANAT stimulation in the pineal gland. This improves the circadian rhythm and generates N Acetyl Serotonin, Melatonin and it's metabolites. This further decreases oxidative load and increases plasticity via activation of TrkB. Defective dopamine metabolism has been demonstrated to be implicated in dementias.
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ibtisam.midlet 31-Aug-22 01:53 AM
What ya think about cabergoline as cognitive and mania inducer Its d2/3 selective agonist
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My concern is with HT2b agonism
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It cause heart valvulopathy
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This study say it not really a problem https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5240058/
Clinical relevance of association of cabergoline use for hyperprolactinemia and cardiac valvulopathy remains unclear.The aim of the study was to determine the prevalence of valvular heart abnormalities in patients taking cabergoline for the treatment ...
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Dopamine agonists/antagonists tend to work forever even if its depandance is rough
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I'm thinking about microdosage of them (for some reasons)
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Microdosing will give the major part of highest therapy dose , so I don't have interest in going more
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It make you have the same logic and behaviors like elon musk, in microdosing it will upper standars and impulsivity in mild degree converting everyone from farmers to scientists (edited)
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It make you have the same logic and behaviors like elon musk, in microdosing it will upper standars and impulsivity in mild degree converting everyone from farmers to scientists (edited)
veganpermanently 31-Aug-22 02:17 AM
elon musk is a weak motherfucker
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remove his wealth he is zero and will never regain the wealth
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he is emotionally dependent and requires validation from others
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he pretends to be aspergers autist genius but in fact he is a narcissist machiavelian prick
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ibtisam.midlet 31-Aug-22 02:19 AM
In current life situation it will not give any benefits to have more then 30k dollar/month
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In current life situation it will not give any benefits to have more then 30k dollar/month
If you are working on a project or running a business then you’re excluded, the boundary of happiness becomes the object of your focus. Thereby you are also bounded to those in your comparative circles for emotional regulation. If you reorder your identity yes you are exactly correct, less becomes infinitely more.
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elon musk is a weak motherfucker
I try to judge little my friend, for I always project when I cast my shadows on another.
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I try to judge little my friend, for I always project when I cast my shadows on another.
veganpermanently 31-Aug-22 02:24 AM
it's not a judgement it's an observation
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I've been observing what that guy does for a long time it's very consistent
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and he admits it himself
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there's a video that explains it well
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Not vindicating him at all, just validating what is human to all of us.
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Not vindicating him at all, just validating what is human to all of us.
veganpermanently 31-Aug-22 02:27 AM
it's a stereotype not a rule
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Can not Stereotypes be archetypal, no?
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veganpermanently 31-Aug-22 02:28 AM
most humans do this doesn't mean all humans do this
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Can not Stereotypes be archetypal, no?
veganpermanently 31-Aug-22 02:29 AM
I ran across people that have the same argument as you many times
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it is ironic because the act of accusation of judgemental projection is a judgemental projection itself unless the claimed statement is actually a judgemental projection which means it must not be a default position and if it is it makes the person fallacious and an enemy of truth
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to be more exact an enemy of reality bcs if it is the default position there is nothing that is real. everything is subjective to the point another cannot even observe the actions of another human
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Well then we get into the meta analysis of perception and logic, for that I’d point you to Wittgenstein.
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Well then we get into the meta analysis of perception and logic, for that I’d point you to Wittgenstein.
veganpermanently 31-Aug-22 02:35 AM
that's not fair is it
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that's not fair is it
Well that’s definitely a valid judgement.
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But few things are from man’s perspective.
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veganpermanently 31-Aug-22 02:39 AM
to be sincere I read only a bit of Wittgenstein, but everything I did read made me cringe. I see where society went wrong when I read that shit
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JUNGLE | Toasty 31-Aug-22 03:03 AM
wrong chat lmao
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oxytocin make you express facial anxiety and increase fear response when threatened, and cause anxiety-mediated submissiveness, between serotonin truly do the opposite
I just ordered some demoxytocin so we’ll see!!!!! The way you describe Oxytocin makes it sound like it could engage 5HT1a biased serotonergic activity -due to the submissive quality of it reminding me of “passive coping”. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5606297/ (edited)
Previous attempts to identify a unified theory of brain serotonin function have largely failed to achieve consensus. In this present synthesis, we integrate previous perspectives with new and older data to create a novel bipartite model centred on the ...
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I just ordered some demoxytocin so we’ll see!!!!! The way you describe Oxytocin makes it sound like it could engage 5HT1a biased serotonergic activity -due to the submissive quality of it reminding me of “passive coping”. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5606297/ (edited)
veganpermanently 31-Aug-22 03:24 AM
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/8334526/ Both receptors stimulate oxytocin release, but 5ht2a blocks it completely while 5ht1a only attenuate it.
Plasma oxytocin responses to the 5-HT1A receptor agonists 8-hydroxy-2-(di-n-propylamino) tetralin (8-OH-DPAT), buspirone and ipsapirone, and the 5-HT2/5-HT1C receptor agonist 1-(2,5-dimethoxy-4-iodophenyl)2-aminopropane (DOI) have been studied in conscious, freely moving male rats. All four compound …
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which means 5HT1A signalling potentiates 5HT2A activation-induced oxytocin release, while 5HT2A is the main MoA of serotonin-induced oxytocin release
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The stimulatory effect of dopamine (DA) on the release of oxytocin (OT) in lactating rats is exerted at the D-1 DA receptor subtype. Because the neural loci mediating this effect have not been identified, the objective of the present studies was to test whether OT release in the lactating rat would …
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Neuropeptide oxytocin (OT) is involved in the regulation of social and non-social behaviour. The central nucleus of amygdala (CeA), part of the limbic…
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D1 receptor signalling also stimulates OT release, while D2 receptor appears to mediate it's behavioral effects since antagonists cancel it
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I just ordered some demoxytocin so we’ll see!!!!! The way you describe Oxytocin makes it sound like it could engage 5HT1a biased serotonergic activity -due to the submissive quality of it reminding me of “passive coping”. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5606297/ (edited)
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I hope to see something like this in my lifetime.
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veganpermanently 31-Aug-22 07:08 AM
that was a great read. sadly it doesn't mention it's effect on VMAT2 which is by far most important both in terms of it's behavioral effects and catecholaminergic depletion following use
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What ya think about cabergoline as cognitive and mania inducer Its d2/3 selective agonist
This can be done
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A French man is suing pharmaceuticals giant Glaxo because he claims that a drug used to treat his Parkinson's disease turned him into a gay sex addict.
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A businessman turned into a "deranged sex maniac" under the influence of prescribed drugs, the high court heard yesterday.
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Hey guys i just joined to the server. Glad to see you are talking about dopamine, one of the reason why i'm here is that I want to learn how to maximize dopamine receptors sensitivity and keep them healthy
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ibtisam.midlet 31-Aug-22 10:41 AM
You are welcome
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read intent, and traval channels/thread to see what we research about
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Hey guys i just joined to the server. Glad to see you are talking about dopamine, one of the reason why i'm here is that I want to learn how to maximize dopamine receptors sensitivity and keep them healthy
ibtisam.midlet 31-Aug-22 10:47 AM
D2 receptor can be severely upregulated by some retinoid RXR-gamma receptors agonists Due to normally %40 of D2 is transcripted by them
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Hey guys i just joined to the server. Glad to see you are talking about dopamine, one of the reason why i'm here is that I want to learn how to maximize dopamine receptors sensitivity and keep them healthy
ibtisam.midlet 31-Aug-22 10:52 AM
Or you can use retinoid (vit A) it self 25.000IU sperated to 4 times a day, tested and working
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Or you can use retinoid (vit A) it self 25.000IU sperated to 4 times a day, tested and working
But what happen when you stop taking it? (edited)
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There should be no crash right
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veganpermanently 31-Aug-22 10:54 AM
retinoid are not and cannot be made safe
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anyways
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explain the mystery of alpha methyl tyrosine
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I feel that might hold some clues
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pretreatment attenuates meth induced dopamine depletion which I found odd
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TH deficiency must lead to some other mechanism being upregulated
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But what happen when you stop taking it? (edited)
ibtisam.midlet 31-Aug-22 11:00 AM
nope
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Abnormal signaling by retinoids or n-3 polyunsaturated fatty acids has been implicated in clinical depression. The converging point in activities of these two classes of molecules is transcriptional activation of retinoid X receptors (Rxr). We show here that ablation of Rxrgamma in mice leads to dep …
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I'll check it out, thanks
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Tumor angiogenesis, the growth of new blood vessels into tumors, facilitates tumor growth and thus represents an attractive therapeutic target. Numerous experimental angiogenesis inhibitors have been characterised and subsequently trialled in patients. ...
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veganpermanently 01-Sep-22 02:25 AM
if u want selective ligand there is one. It doesn't look good tho'. https://www.frontiersin.org/articles/10.3389/fphar.2021.613211/full
All individuals with Down syndrome (DS) eventually develop Alzheimer’s disease (AD) neuropathology, including neurodegeneration, increases in β-amyloid (Aβ) expression, and aggregation and neurofibrillary tangles, between the third and fourth decade of their lives. There is currently no effective treatment to prevent AD neuropathology and the as...
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Free Will I Am 01-Sep-22 02:32 AM
The brains of people playing online video games synchronize, even when there is a physical distance between the players.
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I've never been able to do this and that's why my friend told me I was autistic
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Somewhat similar to Elon, I just self diagnosed off of that but in truth idfk
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Somewhat similar to Elon, I just self diagnosed off of that but in truth idfk
veganpermanently 01-Sep-22 02:33 AM
did u watch the vid I posted
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if u want selective ligand there is one. It doesn't look good tho'. https://www.frontiersin.org/articles/10.3389/fphar.2021.613211/full
ibtisam.midlet 01-Sep-22 02:33 AM
They said it produce hyperactivity, so yes it upregulate D2
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did u watch the vid I posted
Free Will I Am 01-Sep-22 02:33 AM
Half of it
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Up to the point where he said to look at the traits of autsim and showed the list but I didn't watch the breakdown
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They said it produce hyperactivity, so yes it upregulate D2
veganpermanently 01-Sep-22 02:34 AM
depending on brain state it could either permanently improve cognition or cause neurodegeneration
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it's a dice roll esp if you have APOE4 genes but it's more to this than just that, receptor dimer expression is modulated
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depending on brain state it could either permanently improve cognition or cause neurodegeneration
ibtisam.midlet 01-Sep-22 02:36 AM
Yes I'm my self was searching for antagonist so I down regulate D2
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veganpermanently 01-Sep-22 02:38 AM
btw I cured my acne in 3 days
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we'll see how much it lasts
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ibtisam.midlet 01-Sep-22 02:38 AM
My friend who are Wall of text specialist and complexity addict, took retinoid and now he are in psychosis and broke up with me due to him being start being soo sensitive to anxiety if I said something against his opinion
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He can't work with any biohacker right now
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veganpermanently 01-Sep-22 02:39 AM
he transcended
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ibtisam.midlet 01-Sep-22 02:40 AM
Its tuning therpy good for Generality that what I can say
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I've never been able to do this and that's why my friend told me I was autistic
Free Will I Am 01-Sep-22 02:41 AM
On the plus side, I could just carry the match by 1v2ing everyone and winning to the amazement of people watching so
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ibtisam.midlet 01-Sep-22 02:41 AM
When you have superior Dopamine 1 then upregulate D2 like you want (edited)
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I've never been able to do this and that's why my friend told me I was autistic
ibtisam.midlet 01-Sep-22 02:45 AM
If you have symptoms then don't care about diagnosis
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veganpermanently 01-Sep-22 02:46 AM
then you grow a bunch of D1D2 heterodimers
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(−)–Stepholidine (SPD), an active ingredient of the Chinese herb Stephania, is the first compound found to have dual function as a dopamine receptor D1 agonist and D2 antagonist. Insights into dynamical behaviors of D1 and D2 receptors ...
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u know about this one
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I'm not sure if any humans tried it at all
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Cell Death & Disease - L-Stepholidine rescues memory deficit and synaptic plasticity in models of Alzheimer’s disease via activating dopamine D1 receptor/PKA signaling pathway
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I wonder if it would cause extrapyramidal sides
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ibtisam.midlet 01-Sep-22 02:50 AM
D1 is protective against schizophrenia and Parkinson
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As long as you have enough D1 resource for PFC to calculate what D2 demand, you are safe
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Otherwise you start getting memory considaltion errors (false memory..) And encoding-like errors
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Thats in term of cognition
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ibtisam.midlet 01-Sep-22 03:00 AM
but In term of productivity
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If you get a farmer and upregulated his D1 he will be productive and just farms all the country with potato's (Africa )
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Co-agonist his D2 and his standards get better (western)
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As long as you have enough D1 resource for PFC to calculate what D2 demand, you are safe
ibtisam.midlet 01-Sep-22 03:03 AM
@Sirsadalot you seems to have the same opinion
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They need more ass
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Free Will I Am 01-Sep-22 10:56 AM
Ong
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If only more Asian women were like nnnnekochan (moved to #meme-anime-n-decent-silly-😆 ) (edited)
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ibtisam.midlet 01-Sep-22 10:59 AM
Wait wait this should be spoiled emoji_50
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Free Will I Am 01-Sep-22 10:59 AM
Kek
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Free Will I Am 01-Sep-22 10:59 AM
How do you spoiler images?
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Free Will I Am 01-Sep-22 11:00 AM
Do you just type when attaching images
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Free Will I Am 01-Sep-22 11:01 AM
Spoiler fail
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ibtisam.midlet 01-Sep-22 11:01 AM
Explisit stuff can be on meme n' decent silly channel , its need 18+ confirmation notice now
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Free Will I Am 01-Sep-22 11:02 AM
😢
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Oki
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Explisit stuff can be on meme n' decent silly channel , its need 18+ confirmation notice now
Rep white
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Free Will I Am 01-Sep-22 11:03 AM
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I love me some spics but not bbws
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ibtisam.midlet 01-Sep-22 11:04 AM
SPOILER
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He are doing it by will
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Free Will I Am 01-Sep-22 11:04 AM
How do you spoiler images and vids? (edited)
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@Free Will I Am how’s your Pure O
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ibtisam.midlet 01-Sep-22 11:05 AM
And now please stop @CEO
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@Free Will I Am how’s your Pure O
Free Will I Am 01-Sep-22 11:05 AM
Not bad rn
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When it’s like this click on the image again and the spoiler option will pop up
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Free Will I Am 01-Sep-22 11:05 AM
I have on and off moments when it comes to Pure O; I'm not really sure what triggers it (edited)
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I have on and off moments when it comes to Pure O; I'm not really sure what triggers it (edited)
It hit me pretty hard last week
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I was getting tormented
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Free Will I Am 01-Sep-22 11:06 AM
Yeah
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Feeling better now but it’s changed the way I think about certain things
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Can’t think normally anymore
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It changes themes
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Free Will I Am 01-Sep-22 11:07 AM
Has it not always been a thing for you? I've had it for as long as I can remember
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machineyadav 01-Sep-22 11:08 AM
Wtf
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Has it not always been a thing for you? I've had it for as long as I can remember
I’ve had intrusive thoughts a lot but the Pure O started when I was 17
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That’s when I remember it getting really bad
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It’s changed themes
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Wtf
Free Will I Am 01-Sep-22 11:09 AM
Ikr?! Why are they shaking their asses when there's nothing to shake?!
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Criminal
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I’ve had intrusive thoughts a lot but the Pure O started when I was 17
Free Will I Am 01-Sep-22 11:09 AM
Always been there for me
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Always been there for me
Does yours change themes as well
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Does yours change themes as well
Free Will I Am 01-Sep-22 11:12 AM
Not sure what you mean buddy
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ibtisam.midlet 01-Sep-22 11:15 AM
They surely need more boobs, but ass is just okay
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Big ass rain beautifulness
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Free Will I Am 01-Sep-22 11:15 AM
Ass > Tits
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Sorry not sorry
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You can be flat as a board if your ass is nice plump and juicy
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Ideally there's a bit of Booba there but I really don't care
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Ass > Tits
machineyadav 01-Sep-22 11:25 AM
Will have to disagree on that one 😄
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@ibtisam.midlet post more boobs
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Am in horny mood today
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Free Will I Am 01-Sep-22 11:25 AM
Everyone has their preference
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@ibtisam.midlet is Native American
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machineyadav 01-Sep-22 11:26 AM
Ibtisam posts amazing girls content ngl
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Since I am not on nofap these days
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Free Will I Am 01-Sep-22 11:26 AM
But if we are going in to an evolutionary standpoint then big tits flop about everywhere and is impractical for running (hence sports bras etc) big titties don't necessarily count for more milk either
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They are fun to play with though
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And super soft
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My god
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I love women
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machineyadav 01-Sep-22 11:27 AM
November is coming so these two months I will ruin my dopamine receptors
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Free Will I Am 01-Sep-22 11:28 AM
Kek
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November is coming so these two months I will ruin my dopamine receptors
machineyadav 01-Sep-22 11:28 AM
To the max
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Free Will I Am 01-Sep-22 11:28 AM
I fap 4 days a week
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I'm strict about it
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Once on hump day and then over the weekends
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machineyadav 01-Sep-22 11:28 AM
I fap like degenerated when I start but go to nofap situation comes
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There's no middle line for me
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Either on upper or lower extreme
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Free Will I Am 01-Sep-22 11:29 AM
Been there bro
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Since I am not on nofap these days
wtf happened to dopaminergic neuron feeding
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wtf happened to dopaminergic neuron feeding
machineyadav 01-Sep-22 11:30 AM
I ran out of money but will be back on feeding once swap bots goes online
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is this really the best food
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is this really the best food
machineyadav 01-Sep-22 11:31 AM
Not the best but is what I can afford
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The faucets I used to interact has it's api changed
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Which would take more 28 hours to come back
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Not the best but is what I can afford
Free Will I Am 01-Sep-22 11:32 AM
Bro you need a sustainable income source before you splerg on nutrient dense foods
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Or at least be growing it
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Bro you need a sustainable income source before you splerg on nutrient dense foods
machineyadav 01-Sep-22 11:33 AM
I had been spending around 10$ daily before all thing got messed up from yesterday
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Money is still there but can't swap it to btc
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I had been spending around 10$ daily before all thing got messed up from yesterday
Free Will I Am 01-Sep-22 11:34 AM
Oh dear, some one ran it up too many times on the slot machine
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wtf happened to dopaminergic neuron feeding
veganpermanently 01-Sep-22 12:39 PM
what the hell r u talking about
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Don't let the brainworms consume you, masturbate freely
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~ Yuri le Flügel présomptueux ~ 01-Sep-22 01:50 PM
Hi, nootropics newbie here, looking for some info from the cognition savys. Feel free to join me in the vocal. 🙂
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JUNGLE | Toasty 01-Sep-22 01:53 PM
I fap every day
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Before sleep, after taking melatonin, sleep like a baby
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~ Yuri le Flügel présomptueux ~
Hi, nootropics newbie here, looking for some info from the cognition savys. Feel free to join me in the vocal. 🙂
ibtisam.midlet 01-Sep-22 01:55 PM
You should microdose substances targeting multiple pathways imooo
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You should microdose substances targeting multiple pathways imooo
~ Yuri le Flügel présomptueux ~ 01-Sep-22 01:56 PM
Interesting, would you like to talk in depth about it in the vc?
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Thank you🙂
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ibtisam.midlet 01-Sep-22 01:58 PM
Cell to mee personally
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~ Yuri le Flügel présomptueux ~ 01-Sep-22 01:58 PM
Ok 👌
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what the hell r u talking about
An old alias of his
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He used to foster exotic cultivars of dopaminergic neurons via DXM
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They are advertising their fertility and good health So are they trying to get married then…?
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It’s a mating dance I think
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veganpermanently 01-Sep-22 02:42 PM
they gettin railed
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He used to foster exotic cultivars of dopaminergic neurons via DXM
veganpermanently 01-Sep-22 02:43 PM
I'd smoke some of those
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https://stemcellsjournals.onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/full/10.1002/sctm.18-0162 @Yana @ibtisam.midlet @Netizenne time for some science fix-ion snorting vesicles snorting mitochondria next up we're snorting receptors Les go motherfuckers
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They are advertising their fertility and good health So are they trying to get married then…?
ibtisam.midlet 01-Sep-22 03:07 PM
not really, i have the same wanting its because public sex is sooo pleasurable
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seems estradiol have great role in why they express that with dancing
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Can you very carefully explain why this isn't a bad idea
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ibtisam.midlet 01-Sep-22 03:24 PM
Intractable problems require intractable solutions
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Can you very carefully explain why this isn't a bad idea
ibtisam.midlet 01-Sep-22 03:27 PM
and i'm in month 7 from starting this project
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i faced a lot of problems no one know about
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and solved all of them right now
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still just the probem that combining 12 substance is not trialed by someone with no pre-intake of the substances (no tolerance)
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in first all substances doses combined need to be equal to one normal substance dose
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then double the dose every month, with no caring about tolerance developed or not
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until you reach x8 to x(number of substance x 8) of what you started with
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ibtisam.midlet 01-Sep-22 03:40 PM
all of this substances is mixed in one powder emoji_49
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ibtisam.midlet 01-Sep-22 03:52 PM
Then you will have this life
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Free Will I Am 01-Sep-22 09:30 PM
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I don’t want to deal with all this virgin crap
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I don’t want to deal with all this virgin crap
veganpermanently 02-Sep-22 12:17 AM
much judgement projection eh?
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u know what this emoji is
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vegan blood sample
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ibtisam.midlet 02-Sep-22 01:53 AM
From now porn is limited to decent silly channel You can post in causal, cute anime and pretty girls with sexy cloths but not more then that. it should be intented to aesthetic not sexual purpose
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and don't rain a discussion with spamming that
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From now porn is limited to decent silly channel You can post in causal, cute anime and pretty girls with sexy cloths but not more then that. it should be intented to aesthetic not sexual purpose
veganpermanently 02-Sep-22 06:02 AM
kek ur the one that started doing this 😛
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ibtisam.midlet 02-Sep-22 06:08 AM
noticed irritability from a member
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noticed irritability from a member
Free Will I Am 02-Sep-22 07:08 AM
He already left
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It's fiiiiiine
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We chillin
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 02-Sep-22 09:39 AM
WILLIAM
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WILLIAM
Free Will I Am 02-Sep-22 09:43 AM
I am on top of the world rn! What's good Tree?!
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 02-Sep-22 09:43 AM
Everything except my monetary situation lmfao
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Elsewise I'm greeaaat!
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I lost one of my nicotine vapes
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Good thing I plan with redundancy and have 2 kek
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I think we have ourselves a dihexa day William
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I see no flaws w this approach bc I don't work today
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I think we have ourselves a dihexa day William
Free Will I Am 02-Sep-22 09:52 AM
Go for it champ 👍
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 02-Sep-22 09:53 AM
My autism superpowers will blow yout out of the pond
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My memory at work was way better yesterday
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However if I overdo it the opposite will occur
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My autism superpowers will blow yout out of the pond
Free Will I Am 02-Sep-22 09:54 AM
My autism is on 24/7. It will be exciting to see someone reach my level
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 02-Sep-22 09:55 AM
I'm that unique type of exuberant autism
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Where everyone says shutup while laughing at your jokes
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And I never shutup
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Where everyone says shutup while laughing at your jokes
Free Will I Am 02-Sep-22 09:56 AM
That's me
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 02-Sep-22 09:56 AM
You have my autisms?
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Wow omfg
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You have my autisms?
Free Will I Am 02-Sep-22 09:56 AM
🥺 👉 👈
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Besties?
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 02-Sep-22 09:57 AM
For leaf!
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I mean life
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Free Will I Am 02-Sep-22 09:57 AM
💋 💋 💋
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💁
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 02-Sep-22 09:57 AM
"Jordan why did you decide to be such a smartass"
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"Jordan why did you decide to be such a smartass"
Free Will I Am 02-Sep-22 09:57 AM
LITERALLY ME
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 02-Sep-22 09:58 AM
Bc a dumbass is a dumbass obvi
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I might just go gay for you william
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Just for you
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Free Will I Am 02-Sep-22 09:58 AM
M....
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M....
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Me too!
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 02-Sep-22 09:59 AM
Faggot
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Free Will I Am 02-Sep-22 09:59 AM
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Faggot
Free Will I Am 02-Sep-22 09:59 AM
Bender!
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Bum boy!
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gay slurs
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 02-Sep-22 09:59 AM
Bender gerder
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Free Will I Am 02-Sep-22 10:00 AM
Dude I would totally get gender reassignment if it was easy enough to switch back
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I'd love to try being female for a few months just to see what it felt like
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 02-Sep-22 10:00 AM
I just put my shit in weird places now to test my cognition
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Yea ikwym
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I just put my shit in weird places now to test my cognition
Free Will I Am 02-Sep-22 10:00 AM
I know them ones
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 02-Sep-22 10:01 AM
My charger is on top of the dryer
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Free Will I Am 02-Sep-22 10:01 AM
Where's your wallet?
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 02-Sep-22 10:01 AM
And I have no clothes in thr dryerb
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@Blossoming Tree of Peace, you have advanced to lvl 4 respect++ emoji_51
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Free Will I Am 02-Sep-22 10:01 AM
Did you hide your keys?
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That's a big one
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 02-Sep-22 10:01 AM
My wallet is in my pockets
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As are keys
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Free Will I Am 02-Sep-22 10:02 AM
If you did that you got balls
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Oh
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Rip
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 02-Sep-22 10:02 AM
I normally do!
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Free Will I Am 02-Sep-22 10:02 AM
He's not ready for those levels
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Tsk tsk
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 02-Sep-22 10:02 AM
Yes I am father
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Father
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Free Will I Am 02-Sep-22 10:02 AM
It's okay leaf eventually you will have my ultra high cognition
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 02-Sep-22 10:02 AM
Father
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Father
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Free Will I Am 02-Sep-22 10:02 AM
Just keep taking those noots
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 02-Sep-22 10:03 AM
I barely made it through elementary
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There's a lot of upping to do
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When every system becomes maxxed, my potential is realized
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And that is when shit gets fun
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Is moving your fingers around a stim?@Free Will I Am
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For the autism I mean
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Is moving your fingers around a stim?@Free Will I Am
Free Will I Am 02-Sep-22 10:09 AM
No stims unless your odd coffee brew counts
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I'm clean as a whistle
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I would be too op with noots so for the sake of giving everyone a fighting chance I decided to remain in base form
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I would be too op with noots so for the sake of giving everyone a fighting chance I decided to remain in base form
Blossoming Tree of Peace 02-Sep-22 11:02 AM
Excuses
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Now I get to steal your thunder
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Amd your lightning too!
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Mwahahaha
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Amd your lightning too!
Free Will I Am 02-Sep-22 12:57 PM
Come take it if you can
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 02-Sep-22 01:01 PM
Pussy
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can anybody help me with bio
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can anybody help me with bio
ibtisam.midlet 02-Sep-22 05:28 PM
I'm here for you 😊
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Free Will I Am 03-Sep-22 12:49 AM
If Joshu enters then he's gonna win
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He's the best typist in the world rn
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He normally enters when money is on the line
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He's done 300wpm raw on monkeytype with about 80 accuracy (which is normally bad but bro 300wpm raw)
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I think his top is like 250 or something
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Bottom corner shows raw
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He's done 300wpm raw on monkeytype with about 80 accuracy (which is normally bad but bro 300wpm raw)
ibtisam.midlet 03-Sep-22 03:26 AM
How his life, work, relationships, archivment in other fields
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How his life, work, relationships, archivment in other fields
Free Will I Am 03-Sep-22 03:51 AM
No clue 🤷‍♂️
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He would make a fair few bucks from transcribing if he wanted to
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I wouldn't be at all surprised if that's what he did for a living or at least as a side hustle
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machineyadav 03-Sep-22 12:00 PM
Don't usually like girls with excessive piercings and goth girls but this one is beautiful 😍 (edited)
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machineyadav 03-Sep-22 12:12 PM
@ibtisam.midlet histamine can be strong though, a dual H1 agonist and H3 antagonist would be good drug to improve wakefulness, cogniton and attention (edited)
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Or separate drug for H1 agonism and H3 antagonism combined
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Or separate drug for H1 agonism and H3 antagonism combined
In this post, we will discuss the benefits and natural sources for the steroid alkaloid, Conessine.
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ibtisam.midlet 03-Sep-22 03:17 PM
Tested betahistine Its histamine 1 agonist And H3 antagonist (yea it also block negative feedback of histamine) That cross blood brain Barrie https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Betahistine https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC7388750/
Betahistine, sold under the brand name Serc among others, is an anti-vertigo medication. It is commonly prescribed for balance disorders or to alleviate vertigo symptoms. It was first registered in Europe in 1970 for the treatment of Ménière's disease but current evidence does not support its efficacy in treating it.
Vertigo is a symptom in which individuals experience a false sensation of movement. This type of dizziness is thought to originate in the inner ear labyrinth or its neural connections. It is a commonly experienced symptom and can cause significant problems ...
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overdosing by 410mg, when max dose par day is 48mg, did not give me any psychoactive effect Just start hearing blood in my ears
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veganpermanently 03-Sep-22 03:20 PM
does anybdy have source for pure conessine
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ibtisam.midlet 03-Sep-22 03:22 PM
What ya think, Is intranasal administration possible for pro inflammatory substance like this?
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you got me
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If Joshu enters then he's gonna win
Free Will I Am 03-Sep-22 08:21 PM
Aaaaaand he won
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Free Will I Am 03-Sep-22 08:30 PM
Kiregaki and joshu are both 280. Insane...
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how tf is that even possible
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Free Will I Am 03-Sep-22 08:50 PM
Monsters
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@ibtisam.midlet can i replace rexulti with cabergoline i just need d2 agonism
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Is increased ACTH release responsible for the aggression of vasopressin while increased aldosterone responsible for the memory and problem solving abilities? Are the two separable?
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Is increased ACTH release responsible for the aggression of vasopressin while increased aldosterone responsible for the memory and problem solving abilities? Are the two separable?
Good question
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@ibtisam.midlet can i replace rexulti with cabergoline i just need d2 agonism
ibtisam.midlet 04-Sep-22 12:47 AM
not always works, some people cabergoline works in them as anti-Parkinson without psychoactive effect
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also it does agonist HT2B which limit its long-term use to microdosing
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Is increased ACTH release responsible for the aggression of vasopressin while increased aldosterone responsible for the memory and problem solving abilities? Are the two separable?
ibtisam.midlet 04-Sep-22 01:14 AM
aggression of vasopressin yes also ability to recognize recently investigated mice like gangs does when someone join the club (sure)
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aldosterone responsible for the memory and problem solving abilities? Edit its cortisol, aldosterone considered second function in this and not well studied, compared to cortisol profound effect on this (edited)
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Are the two separable? mm i don't know really, i more in the mirror of adrenaline/serotonin
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what i can say that https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vasopressin_receptor_1B will give you socializing ability that gangs have
Vasopressin V1b receptor (V1BR) also known as vasopressin 3 receptor (VPR3) or antidiuretic hormone receptor 1B is a protein that in humans is encoded by the AVPR1B (arginine vasopressin receptor 1B) gene. V1BR acts as a receptor for vasopressin. AVPR1B belongs to the subfamily of G-protein coupled receptors. Its activity is mediated by G protei...
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The blockade of the memory-enhancing effects of piracetam resulting from adrenalectomy can be abolished by substitution with either corticosterone or aldosterone. However, corticosterone substitution does not reinstate these effects if the aldosterone receptors are blocked by the aldosterone antagon …
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Intranasal vasopressin is apparently a super powerful memory enhancer
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It’s just dangerous so not often used
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It synergizes with CRH to stimulate ACTH release in moments of stress. Stress = problem Stress response = problem solving
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Vasopressin seems to act on HPA axis and renin angiotensin aldosterone axis? Does one control aggression and the other control brain blood supply / problem solving? I’m not familiar with the latter yet (edited)
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Probably controls getting blood to the brain or muscles in times of need or something (edited)
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ibtisam.midlet 04-Sep-22 01:58 AM
Vasopressin regulates the renin-angiotensin-aldosterone system via V1a receptors in macula densa cells, v1a deficit decrease blood pleasure (edited)
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The neuropeptide hormone arginine-vasopressin (AVP) is well known to exert its antidiuretic effect via the vasopressin V2 receptor (V2R), whereas the role of the vasopressin V1a receptor (V1aR) in the kidney remains to be clarified. Previously, we reported decreased plasma volume and blood pressure …
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Okay gotta sleep gnnnnn
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Vasopressin regulates the renin-angiotensin-aldosterone system via V1a receptors in macula densa cells, v1a deficit decrease blood pleasure (edited)
Vasopressin is also capable of causing vasoconstriction and increasing blood pressure.
It’s probably kinda complicated with biphasic reactions, acute vs long term effects, etc etc
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I have to sleep fr this time sweet sleppitieesss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Free Will I Am 04-Sep-22 04:43 AM
The reason quantum computers will never be able to get beyond 54 qubits is that conservation electance effects are expected in departing from a single quantum coaction state to an erodible multientangled quantum electance state, yielding discordant resonance with reduced electrofermionic action and increased emissions of etheopolerized hyperstatic further desuperoccupying the entangled state. Meanwhile, an operation using electrochromatic nano-LEDs to maintain simultaneity would also fail due to the etheopolerized hyperstasic destabilizing the electrofermionic resonance of the Caddell-Huges simplified progression to the point where it will be impossible to maintain proper Perrier-Hall femtostasis, needed by the quantum registers.
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As a counterpoint, it’s argued that electrochromatic flux in nano-LED’s and other capacitance based hardware emits sterolites which would allow for the reduction in micro-influxitance to the rest of the quantum state. The theory is shaky enough, and further, has never been demonstrated in a lab setting.
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This is why computationally superior quantum computing is simply impossible, giving almost no computational gain over classical computers in almost all conditions. Qubits without a quantum register cannot calculate an electrofermionic artificial neural network, making it impossible to filter out usable data from the quantum state with enough accuracy to apply the technology to any relevant application. It would not be able to register the subtleties and algorithms hidden within quantum boolean completions, therefore failing at everything that matters. Checkmate, atheists.
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This is why computationally superior quantum computing is simply impossible, giving almost no computational gain over classical computers in almost all conditions. Qubits without a quantum register cannot calculate an electrofermionic artificial neural network, making it impossible to filter out usable data from the quantum state with enough accuracy to apply the technology to any relevant application. It would not be able to register the subtleties and algorithms hidden within quantum boolean completions, therefore failing at everything that matters. Checkmate, atheists.
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all gombutation is guantum, because everything is guantum
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googel "monoidal string diagram" kmao
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Free Will I Am 04-Sep-22 06:41 AM
Fascinating! I shall have to invest stocks in all 4 of these companies! I can see it taking off any day now; basically free money!
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ibtisam.midlet 04-Sep-22 07:21 AM
Was good idea to tell to tag you 🥳
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Free Will I Am 04-Sep-22 07:22 AM
Yes! We're gonna make a whole lotta money today 🤑
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Vasopressin seems to act on HPA axis and renin angiotensin aldosterone axis? Does one control aggression and the other control brain blood supply / problem solving? I’m not familiar with the latter yet (edited)
ibtisam.midlet 04-Sep-22 07:44 AM
Readed all papers again, Found there critical mistakes (aldosterone is not listed on RFD wasn't able to recall any memory about it) There some papers say opposite of others, but just followed the majority in this IMO Vasopressin increase blood pressure is mediated by aldosterone (after you agonist AVPR1A) https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/18448596/ https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0085253815538593 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vasopressin_receptor aggression, memory potentiation, problem solving is mediated by cortisol (after you agonist AVPR1B) https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vasopressin_receptor_1B https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vasopressin_receptor https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adrenocorticotropic_hormone the only direct effect from Vasopressin is antidiuretic (V2R) and empathy mediated socializing (also by AVPR1A)
The neuropeptide hormone arginine-vasopressin (AVP) is well known to exert its antidiuretic effect via the vasopressin V2 receptor (V2R), whereas the role of the vasopressin V1a receptor (V1aR) in the kidney remains to be clarified. Previously, we reported decreased plasma volume and blood pressure …
[Arg8]-vasopressin (AVP) has several functions via its three distinct receptors, V1a, V1b, and V2. The V1a vasopressin receptor (V1aR) is expressed in…
The actions of vasopressin are mediated by stimulation of tissue-specific G protein-coupled receptors (GPCRs) called vasopressin receptors that are classified into the V1 (V1A), V2, and V3 (V1B) receptor subtypes. These three subtypes differ in localization, function and signal transduction mechanisms.
Vasopressin V1b receptor (V1BR) also known as vasopressin 3 receptor (VPR3) or antidiuretic hormone receptor 1B is a protein that in humans is encoded by the AVPR1B (arginine vasopressin receptor 1B) gene. V1BR acts as a receptor for vasopressin. AVPR1B belongs to the subfamily of G-protein coupled receptors. Its activity is mediated by G protei...
Adrenocorticotropic hormone (ACTH; also adrenocorticotropin, corticotropin) is a polypeptide tropic hormone produced by and secreted by the anterior pituitary gland. It is also used as a medication and diagnostic agent. ACTH is an important component of the hypothalamic-pituitary-adrenal axis and is often produced in response to biological stres...
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Free Will I Am 04-Sep-22 07:45 AM
Readed
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Kawaii desu ne
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ibtisam.midlet 04-Sep-22 08:48 AM
Does anyone remember this
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Free Will I Am 04-Sep-22 08:52 AM
Today is a great day for coder-typists!
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ibtisam.midlet 04-Sep-22 09:00 AM
"Writing garbage software that kind of works sometimes " that's me emoji_8
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"Writing garbage software that kind of works sometimes " that's me emoji_8
Free Will I Am 04-Sep-22 09:02 AM
Yea I peeped the GitHub on the low
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Yea I peeped the GitHub on the low
ibtisam.midlet 04-Sep-22 09:03 AM
You can't beat me in writing garbage software
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I'm superior!
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Free Will I Am 04-Sep-22 09:03 AM
Challenge accepted!
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I will dominate in every challange no matter what!
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ibtisam.midlet 04-Sep-22 09:04 AM
Sorry I'm a dope girl!
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Free Will I Am 04-Sep-22 09:04 AM
I will write the longest most inefficient stream of bloat out there mark my words!
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ibtisam.midlet 04-Sep-22 09:05 AM
I'll write broke hello world
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Free Will I Am 04-Sep-22 09:07 AM
I'll write a barely usable hello world that only works on discontinued instruction set architecture used on CPUs from the 80s that is written in 100 lines!
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I'll write a barely usable hello world that only works on discontinued instruction set architecture used on CPUs from the 80s that is written in 100 lines!
ibtisam.midlet 04-Sep-22 09:11 AM
i thinked about ram consuming hello world which will make laptop crash, but nah
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i thinked about ram consuming hello world which will make laptop crash, but nah
Free Will I Am 04-Sep-22 09:12 AM
!!!
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I've gotta go harder it seems
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ibtisam.midlet 04-Sep-22 09:12 AM
this competition will need long-term benzo abuse
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Free Will I Am 04-Sep-22 09:13 AM
Good luck! I'll make sure to buy out the entire stock to produce a shortage and scalp it at prices you can't afford
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Intranasal vasopressin is apparently a super powerful memory enhancer
𝔘𝔵𝔨ü𝔩𝔩 04-Sep-22 12:36 PM
iirc individuals low in vasopressin are much more likely to cheat, has a role in pair bonding
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Sep-22 06:14 AM
I think human cloning is already exist
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Sep-22 06:23 AM
From some gray area company's
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veganpermanently 05-Sep-22 06:25 AM
shut up and take my money
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Sep-22 06:25 AM
the reability/success rate of dark net being so low to be considered something
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veganpermanently 05-Sep-22 06:26 AM
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minime so cute yet so gangsta (edited)
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shut up and take my money
ibtisam.midlet 05-Sep-22 06:30 AM
Find me that company then we can talk
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veganpermanently 05-Sep-22 06:30 AM
I still need a good surrogate
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hard to do
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all of the women nowadays lazy and wrecked
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Sep-22 06:39 AM
Its $90,000 to $130,000
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Free Will I Am 05-Sep-22 06:40 AM
Wow! Didn't realize it was so affordable
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@ExileMage
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Its $90,000 to $130,000
veganpermanently 05-Sep-22 06:40 AM
what's that
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Sep-22 06:40 AM
Surrogate
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Free Will I Am 05-Sep-22 06:41 AM
Oh
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Thought we were talking about cloning
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Sep-22 06:41 AM
Between dog cloning is 50k
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veganpermanently 05-Sep-22 06:41 AM
yeah some wrecked bitch eating mcdonalds and sitting on her ass getting 100k for pushing out a baby once a year
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Free Will I Am 05-Sep-22 06:42 AM
Get real lol
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She ain't getting a dime unless she's in shape
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veganpermanently 05-Sep-22 06:42 AM
she ain't getting a dime if she can't keep up on the bike
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Free Will I Am 05-Sep-22 06:43 AM
You know it brother
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Sep-22 06:43 AM
Someone contract the dog cloning company
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get us some info about human one
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Free Will I Am 05-Sep-22 06:43 AM
She needs to keep up with me on my runs
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She needs to keep up with me on my runs
veganpermanently 05-Sep-22 06:46 AM
put her mitochondria to a test
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Sep-22 07:58 AM
This is the pet cloning company
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Extend the special bond with your beloved pet. ViaGen Pets is America’s pet cloning and genetic preservation experts. Contact ViaGen at 1-888-876-6104.
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Cat cost 35k
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the cloned cat
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Cat cost 35k
veganpermanently 05-Sep-22 08:02 AM
tell them issa monkey you just need an embrio send them your cells
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IS that dog just a husky
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So cool
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IS that dog just a husky
ibtisam.midlet 05-Sep-22 08:39 AM
Yeah
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Cat cost 35k lol
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Cat + Some kind of thing (edited)
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Between dog cloning is 50k
Jfc the procedure is so simple it could be done in a fucking kitchen, and it costs 50k?
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Scientists are the real Jews.
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ExileMage
Jfc the procedure is so simple it could be done in a fucking kitchen, and it costs 50k?
Are you serious😂
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Bare minimum should cost tens of thousands
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ibtisam.midlet
Someone contract the dog cloning company
We need to get some friends on the inside (edited)
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ibtisam.midlet 05-Sep-22 10:44 PM
@𝔘𝔵𝔨ü𝔩𝔩 sorry but CBT is not allowed under any circumstances
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you should post sleep cycles explanation alone
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ExileMage
Jfc the procedure is so simple it could be done in a fucking kitchen, and it costs 50k?
veganpermanently 06-Sep-22 03:31 AM
I have a kitchen lmk the recipe
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What do you guys think of energy homeostasis -the push and pull of energy intake and expenditure? Can it be hacked for nootropic purposes? (edited)
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What do you guys think of energy homeostasis -the push and pull of energy intake and expenditure? Can it be hacked for nootropic purposes? (edited)
ibtisam.midlet 06-Sep-22 10:35 AM
I think nit that r selection = more energy intake (or trying to do), less spending Due the uncaring parent (attention deficited parent I meant) the only think the organizem think of was food , the body spend less energy as he can to accumulate the rest as fat, until the next meal (mean next month hehe) opposite of k
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-can it be hacked for nootropic proposes keto diet
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As for preprogrammed fixed weight, it can be alerted as long as the change in the variables exist
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I think nit that r selection = more energy intake (or trying to do), less spending Due the uncaring parent (attention deficited parent I meant) the only think the organizem think of was food , the body spend less energy as he can to accumulate the rest as fat, until the next meal (mean next month hehe) opposite of k
Yea oxytocin which generally promotes K selected traits happens to suppress appetite.
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Also I think K selected organisms might have less raw instincts in general -being more reliant on parental investment to teach them behaviour.?
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After consulting here I responded to him like this
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Also I think K selected organisms might have less raw instincts in general -being more reliant on parental investment to teach them behaviour.?
ibtisam.midlet 06-Sep-22 10:58 AM
Yeah seems neat, there should be an oxytocin-mediated dominance in organism unconscious make them follow parents
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I found this quote on Wikipedia
The term homeostatic plasticity derives from two opposing concepts: 'homeostatic' (a product of the Greek words for 'same' and 'state' or 'condition') and plasticity (or 'change'), thus homeostatic plasticity means "staying the same through change".
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Homeostatic_plasticity kind of an unrelated topic but that quote happens to explain the dichotomy of plasticity and homeostasis. still neat rabbit hole with lots of links to get lost in in its own right. Synaptic scaling looks cool (edited)
In neuroscience, homeostatic plasticity refers to the capacity of neurons to regulate their own excitability relative to network activity. Homeostatic synaptic plasticity is a means of maintaining the synaptic basis for learning, respiration, and locomotion, in contrast to the Hebbian plasticity associated with learning and memory. Although Hebb...
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ibtisam.midlet 06-Sep-22 11:15 AM
genome don't force how you are, but he give a incapacitate terms to go against it
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Yeah seems neat, there should be an oxytocin-mediated dominance in organism unconscious make them follow parents
ibtisam.midlet 06-Sep-22 11:20 AM
"unconscious" to overcome instincts also awareness one to follow parent in rest things, like my parent care for me, so i follow them, this will not possible if you try to follow parent opinion when he is against a instinct
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because unconscious dominance behavioral execution, causing compulsive behaviors
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Homeostatic_plasticity kind of an unrelated topic but that quote happens to explain the dichotomy of plasticity and homeostasis. still neat rabbit hole with lots of links to get lost in in its own right. Synaptic scaling looks cool (edited)
ibtisam.midlet 06-Sep-22 11:33 AM
-still neat rabbit hole look at me off risperidone you will see few k opened firefox tabs emoji_52
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-still neat rabbit hole look at me off risperidone you will see few k opened firefox tabs emoji_52
Lmfao I often have multiple full windows of tabs xddddddd
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ibtisam.midlet 06-Sep-22 11:44 AM
i need to return to Dopamine 1 agonists research
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goal directed behaviors is everything
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you don't open a link, if it's not toward solving the problem you started searching for
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you don't open a link, if it's not toward solving the problem you started searching for
veganpermanently 06-Sep-22 11:52 AM
that's autistic
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that's autistic
ibtisam.midlet 06-Sep-22 11:53 AM
i dream to be autistic better then perfectionism (edited)
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elon is lucky
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elon is lucky
veganpermanently 06-Sep-22 11:53 AM
Elon is narcissistic not autistic
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veganpermanently
Elon is narcissistic not autistic
ibtisam.midlet 06-Sep-22 11:54 AM
he is straightforward and people don't like straightforwardness
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veganpermanently 06-Sep-22 11:55 AM
it is easy to recognize a narcissist
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and asperger's is resistant to this state
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ibtisam.midlet 06-Sep-22 11:57 AM
narcissism is smartness
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just label your relationships
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veganpermanently 06-Sep-22 11:58 AM
no it is weakness by definition
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veganpermanently
and asperger's is resistant to this state
As an autistic person I agree, though I believe they could rather be vulnerable narcissistic, if anything. (edited)
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As an autistic person I agree, though I believe they could rather be vulnerable narcissistic, if anything. (edited)
veganpermanently 06-Sep-22 12:17 PM
maybe depending on nurture but Elon is the polar opposite anyways. But still it is kinda hard to imagine a dependent Aspie
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Elon is narcissistic not autistic
Autism = αυτος = with resepect to oneself-ism
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I want to flesh out evidence for my conception on ego at some point. That ego defensiveness = trying to keep mental networks they’ve invested a lot time and energy into relevant (either by repurposing it or by keeping their environment around them reliant on them even if wrong). So in such case then, larger ego = larger domain of mental frameworks invested. And ego defensiveness results from the validity of their mental investments being challenged.
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Thinking about it this way, while autists aren’t necessarily weighted with ego defensiveness (like narcissists are) -they do have large egos (large mental frameworks they’ve invested in). (edited)
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I want to flesh out evidence for my conception on ego at some point. That ego defensiveness = trying to keep mental networks they’ve invested a lot time and energy into relevant (either by repurposing it or by keeping their environment around them reliant on them even if wrong). So in such case then, larger ego = larger domain of mental frameworks invested. And ego defensiveness results from the validity of their mental investments being challenged.
Sounds like the sunk cost fallacy
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Sounds like the sunk cost fallacy
There’s a lot of research on the neural bases of biases which this way of thinking about ego lends itself really well to
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veganpermanently 06-Sep-22 01:14 PM
I want to flesh out evidence to disprove the whole DSM 5 once and for all, tho' I'm not invested enough and I like to see the world burn anyways so I'd rather keep cycling to heaven and back
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Thinking about it this way, while autists aren’t necessarily weighted with ego defensiveness (like narcissists are) -they do have large egos (large mental frameworks they’ve invested in). (edited)
Ego defensiveness is about maintaining efficient use of energy at the core of it. Everything evolved to maintain as efficient use of energy as possible. (edited)
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I want to flesh out evidence to disprove the whole DSM 5 once and for all, tho' I'm not invested enough and I like to see the world burn anyways so I'd rather keep cycling to heaven and back
lol rip
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It's not like DSM is really relevant anyway
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me after 400 km non stop marathon
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Thinking about it this way, while autists aren’t necessarily weighted with ego defensiveness (like narcissists are) -they do have large egos (large mental frameworks they’ve invested in). (edited)
Autists large ego manifests as large cortexes, and their resistance to change is represented by their impaired synaptic pruning.
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veganpermanently 06-Sep-22 01:17 PM
kek my cousin is autist the idiots diagnosed shizophrenia
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There is a video of a schizophrenic autist (edited)
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veganpermanently 06-Sep-22 01:18 PM
u cannot possibly be shizophrenic at 140 IQ
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I heard schizophrenic is the opposite, too much pruning (edited)
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so it would be both?
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in that case
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I want to flesh out evidence for my conception on ego at some point. That ego defensiveness = trying to keep mental networks they’ve invested a lot time and energy into relevant (either by repurposing it or by keeping their environment around them reliant on them even if wrong). So in such case then, larger ego = larger domain of mental frameworks invested. And ego defensiveness results from the validity of their mental investments being challenged.
@Blossoming Tree of Peace You should try seeing if you can understand your articles on narcissism from this perspective? Or maybe you have interesting finds from your research on narcissism to contribute to this? (edited)
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veganpermanently 06-Sep-22 01:19 PM
funnything the guy accepted the diagnosis and took the drugs
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I heard schizophrenic is the opposite, too much pruning (edited)
Schizophrenic paranoia could be interpreted as insecurity. Maybe they could be unable to invest too much mental thought to something out of fear maybe, though that doesn’t seem right. (edited)
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veganpermanently 06-Sep-22 01:20 PM
first time seeing him exhibit fallacious thinking
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psychology and psychiatry is garbage
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psychology and psychiatry is garbage
Oh a hot-take, I see. (edited)
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veganpermanently 06-Sep-22 01:23 PM
when you look at the study quality and compare to neurochemistry
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there is no point to even read that shit
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just burn it all and start again
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Autism = αυτος = with resepect to oneself-ism
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I mean maybe, but there are interesting constructs still.
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in the end some people find themselves in PD's.
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veganpermanently 06-Sep-22 01:26 PM
yeah the vague patterns seem okay but still can't do anything with it
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🌈Ritalin&Rainbows🌈 06-Sep-22 03:23 PM
edgy_dab
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@Blossoming Tree of Peace You should try seeing if you can understand your articles on narcissism from this perspective? Or maybe you have interesting finds from your research on narcissism to contribute to this? (edited)
qwerkyscience 06-Sep-22 03:28 PM
Where are his articles on narcissism
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veganpermanently
psychology and psychiatry is garbage
qwerkyscience 06-Sep-22 03:29 PM
Religion. Professional scientific astrology
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Where are his articles on narcissism
Free Will I Am 06-Sep-22 03:32 PM
Totally unrelated to the topic but: don't you have a server?
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qwerkyscience 06-Sep-22 03:32 PM
Yes
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Free Will I Am 06-Sep-22 03:32 PM
I think I'm on it with my old account but lost it
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Free Will I Am 06-Sep-22 03:32 PM
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🌈Ritalin&Rainbows🌈 06-Sep-22 04:10 PM
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I wanna go back to just shitpost but I better not
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ibtisam.midlet
-still neat rabbit hole look at me off risperidone you will see few k opened firefox tabs emoji_52
prl-8-53 does this to me emoji_27
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qwerkyscience
Where are his articles on narcissism
They were compiling a list of studies with some annotated notes a while back
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I’ll invite you to their server!!!!!!!!!!
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prl-8-53 does this to me emoji_27
ibtisam.midlet 06-Sep-22 09:44 PM
interesting
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ibtisam.midlet 06-Sep-22 10:23 PM
I ship yana!
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prl-8-53 does this to me emoji_27
veganpermanently 06-Sep-22 11:58 PM
Armoda roflmao
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Chad Thundercock 07-Sep-22 05:00 AM
What is this
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🌈Ritalin&Rainbows🌈 07-Sep-22 09:34 AM
Why are the emojis here android emojis
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Kys
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ibtisam.midlet 07-Sep-22 10:16 AM
because they are cuter
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Blobs are cute emoji_49
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Free Will I Am 07-Sep-22 11:39 AM
No u
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C'mere
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Free Will I Am 07-Sep-22 11:42 AM
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boywave emoji_4 (edited)
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@Netizenne, you have advanced to lvl 10 respect++ emoji_51
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Oh this one’s pretty good yay (edited)
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Oh, yeah, looks nice
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Free Will I Am 07-Sep-22 11:21 PM
Wait wtf since when did discord implement forums?
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Chad Thundercock 07-Sep-22 11:25 PM
Is this a furry server
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Because if not I'm not interested
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Free Will I Am 07-Sep-22 11:26 PM
I only ever join furry servers friend come on now
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I'm a man of class what do you take me for?
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Free Will I Am
Wait wtf since when did discord implement forums?
ibtisam.midlet 08-Sep-22 12:03 AM
its copiing guilded features
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Chad Thundercock 08-Sep-22 12:03 AM
Goodbye sir
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ibtisam.midlet 08-Sep-22 12:14 AM
I was in a real forum before and they was mad because users switched to chating platform, and they seems not catche it
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Now chating platforms are going to implement the organized feeling of forums
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Its funny how internet started returning to past days of apps instead of sites emoji_1
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Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 12:22 AM
We need a free software platform that can bridge all these mainstream botnet sites that's what I want to see the most
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Something that can eventually catch up to the innovation of proprietary software
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We need a large enough movement of free software propagators to make it happen
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Now chating platforms are going to implement the organized feeling of forums
ibtisam.midlet 08-Sep-22 12:24 AM
IMO there should be some sort of severe simplicity here Netizzen are correct
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and the organized data should be in Wikipedia/some sort of searching tools
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Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 12:26 AM
I don't like how much control a set few companies have over the average person's communication. It limits discourse and encourages mincing of words even among adults
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We need free and open self-hostable platforms
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Something that isn't too hard for a normal person to setup
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Free Will I Am
We need a large enough movement of free software propagators to make it happen
ibtisam.midlet 08-Sep-22 12:27 AM
Someone need to update matrix GUI
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Someone need to update matrix GUI
Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 12:27 AM
Maybe, I don't know if matrix is the best protocol for this but it's a start
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XMPP is to underdeveloped but I think it's a better model in concept
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The contribution is just too small
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Free Will I Am
We need free and open self-hostable platforms
ibtisam.midlet 08-Sep-22 12:28 AM
rocketchat is neat, just protocolize it to matrix
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Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 12:28 AM
Whatsapp saw the potential of XMPP then hired devs build on top of it
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But it's proprietary which automatically sucks
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ibtisam.midlet 08-Sep-22 12:29 AM
all of those are JavaScript based
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Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 12:29 AM
Then you have discord that's hosted on Google servers
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ibtisam.midlet 08-Sep-22 12:30 AM
Its will not he hard really for some fluent JavaScript speakers
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Free Will I Am
Then you have discord that's hosted on Google servers
ibtisam.midlet 08-Sep-22 12:30 AM
How
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Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 12:33 AM
I went through the ToS and Guidelines unlike most people
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It's stated clearly
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Free Will I Am
Whatsapp saw the potential of XMPP then hired devs build on top of it
ibtisam.midlet 08-Sep-22 12:33 AM
Never used xmpp BTW how it looks like
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Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 12:38 AM
Janky last time I checked if I'm being 100% honest. There's simply not enough innovative development to be a viable replacement or even to integrate as bridge for the less demanding of users. There's no voice chat system. It is barebones and barely meets the needs required to be a functional chat application. Don't expect many features available. The positive aspects are that it's very customisable as you can add extensions which you can choose to add or remove to your self hosted instance and if the extension you add is competent enough then it can be adopted by the entire network
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Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 12:39 AM
It's just that not a lot has been added to it over the past almost 20 years it's been about other than from private companies that have taken the base model and added their own proprietary UI on top of it
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Free Will I Am
Janky last time I checked if I'm being 100% honest. There's simply not enough innovative development to be a viable replacement or even to integrate as bridge for the less demanding of users. There's no voice chat system. It is barebones and barely meets the needs required to be a functional chat application. Don't expect many features available. The positive aspects are that it's very customisable as you can add extensions which you can choose to add or remove to your self hosted instance and if the extension you add is competent enough then it can be adopted by the entire network
Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 12:41 AM
Another positive aspect is the Tor compatibility feature for the more privacy conscious (edited)
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It's just that not a lot has been added to it over the past almost 20 years it's been about other than from private companies that have taken the base model and added their own proprietary UI on top of it
Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 12:44 AM
Over* 20 years
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ibtisam.midlet 08-Sep-22 12:51 AM
helpfull software
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Over* 20 years
ibtisam.midlet 08-Sep-22 12:51 AM
due to nature of open sourceness , projects get rebranded with other names, with some loss in functionality especially add-ons
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Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 12:52 AM
Companies refine it to fit their purposes
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It's understandable. I personally don't want to live in a world where my communication is at the mercy of a select few companies. It's bad enough that we are at the mercy of our ISP to some extent
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Free Will I Am
It's understandable. I personally don't want to live in a world where my communication is at the mercy of a select few companies. It's bad enough that we are at the mercy of our ISP to some extent
Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 12:54 AM
There's ways to hide activity from them but it's not fool proof
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Free Will I Am
There's ways to hide activity from them but it's not fool proof
ibtisam.midlet 08-Sep-22 12:55 AM
tor need to be one click option
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Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 12:59 AM
That's available on XMPP apps natively. Good luck getting that feature on any proprietary application. Twitter has only recently added its own onion link. Pretty much all of them are hesitant to support it because it's not in their best interests to promote privacy of the individual (edited)
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ibtisam.midlet 08-Sep-22 01:01 AM
What do you think free software with ads Or paid software without them
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Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 01:03 AM
Ideally free software with donations with the option for ads that the user selects rather than basic or targeted ads by default (unless the user wants to opt-in)
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So you have an ad profile that you submit and then it caters to that (edited)
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ibtisam.midlet 08-Sep-22 01:06 AM
Paid piratable app IMO
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Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 01:07 AM
And instead of the of the current feedback model for content I would have personal sets of groups that can interact with content and videos so you can get a better idea of what demographics like certain content compared to just the entire set with the option to feed that into a larger pool of groups to compare
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Take the concept of RSS feeds and expand it
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Take the concept of RSS feeds and expand it
ibtisam.midlet 08-Sep-22 01:09 AM
Yes some stuff like ipfs will never beat torrent rate system
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Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 01:11 AM
That way you are not just seeing (oh the majority of people hate this video) it's the majority dislike and the THIS specific group likes this but THIS other group hates it. If they choose not to be an anonymous submission ofc
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This is something that could be made very complex
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Free Will I Am
That way you are not just seeing (oh the majority of people hate this video) it's the majority dislike and the THIS specific group likes this but THIS other group hates it. If they choose not to be an anonymous submission ofc
ibtisam.midlet 08-Sep-22 01:12 AM
I hate seeing CBT stuff on the daily emoji_28
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I hate seeing CBT stuff on the daily emoji_28
Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 01:13 AM
I gathered lol
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Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 01:23 AM
Imagine you have a set group of people who all contribute to pools that have their submissions anonymized (verified as human somehow) cryptographically and sent off to data analytics companies and given some suitable advertisements which they could also potentially earn money from as well as the creator of content they're watching from depending on their total watch time. All of this done using some extension protocol. I think brave has a very simplistic feature which somewhat touches upon that idea
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With this, you could add it to any content hosting site of your choice
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You would have to verify how many ads you watch etc to the pool and the pool would need to be responsible that you aren't exploiting it somehow
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Essentially you would split the money between the individual, pool, content creator and server host. (You can include the protocol devs for free software if you wanna be fair) The server host would more than likely be prioritized as they hold the most responsibility but it may depend on the value of the pool itself and the individuals that make up that pool (edited)
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This would be invaluable for studying group behavior
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Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 01:44 AM
We can bring back the 5 star system from old YouTube and have emotional reactions rather than the limited like and dislike. You can see comments that come from pools or you can choose to represent your hosted server or all 3 or none. The options are practically endless. All on free and open platforms like peertube or even lbry even though I don't like lbry that much
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Self-Hosting > Blockchain hosting > Big corpo hosting (edited)
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Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 02:27 AM
With pools, it also potentially fixes the issue of revenue determining video recommendations as ads are targeting pools and individuals determine whether or not to turn on ads for a video (unless hosts and/or creators mandate it)
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We can bring back the 5 star system from old YouTube and have emotional reactions rather than the limited like and dislike. You can see comments that come from pools or you can choose to represent your hosted server or all 3 or none. The options are practically endless. All on free and open platforms like peertube or even lbry even though I don't like lbry that much
veganpermanently 08-Sep-22 02:35 AM
aside from the fact that these services have little to no valuable members they also have lousy GUIs to the point it hurts my eyes
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aside from the fact that these services have little to no valuable members they also have lousy GUIs to the point it hurts my eyes
Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 02:36 AM
Yeah they suck rn. This is why the software needs to improve
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veganpermanently 08-Sep-22 02:36 AM
also they have bad algorhythms which greatly reduces watch time for each user
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Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 02:37 AM
Building pools algorithms with feedback would be useful for these platforms
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veganpermanently 08-Sep-22 02:37 AM
all of this causes the valuable member to just post on utube or watever bcs they see no value in alternatives unless they're being censored all the time and can't cope with it
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Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 02:37 AM
Any user can join a pool and it can have its own recommendation algorithm to fit their niches
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veganpermanently 08-Sep-22 02:38 AM
IMO since it's decentralized I don't see the reason why it doesn't just copy the GUI of youtube
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could even steal the algorhythm lol
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all of this causes the valuable member to just post on utube or watever bcs they see no value in alternatives unless they're being censored all the time and can't cope with it
Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 02:39 AM
I'd like to at some point scrape YouTube channels and upload to a self hosted onion based (so I don't get sued) peertube-like instance
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IMO since it's decentralized I don't see the reason why it doesn't just copy the GUI of youtube
Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 02:40 AM
They could target any self hosted instances that have clearnet addresses
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Unless you host in some politically neutral country
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They could target any self hosted instances that have clearnet addresses
veganpermanently 08-Sep-22 02:41 AM
yeah it would be cool to create an algorhythm that combines algorhythms of various services
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like just use their output and filter it according to user engagement
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Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 02:43 AM
With pools, those possibilities become endless because you can take the consensus of said pool and recommend based on that consensus. You could also contribute to more than one pool* (as a user) potentially (edited)
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like just use their output and filter it according to user engagement
Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 02:43 AM
Exactly
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With pools, those possibilities become endless because you can take the consensus of said pool and recommend based on that consensus. You could also contribute to more than one pool* (as a user) potentially (edited)
Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 02:45 AM
Take that data from a number of pools that are trustworthy and then you can see the overall engagement of videos. You could even link that same video to every platform it's hosted on (if it's multi-platform)
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Take that data from a number of pools that are trustworthy and then you can see the overall engagement of videos. You could even link that same video to every platform it's hosted on (if it's multi-platform)
Free Will I Am 08-Sep-22 02:55 AM
And I say trustworthy because there will definitely be groups out there who try to produce artificial engagement
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If one person joins a pool and watches the same video 100+ times e.g sleeps with the video on repeat then does it count?
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Rocketchat was a good choice by gintrux, I'd say. All you need is an account on that server and you don't have to download anything or deal with some other meta-system rather than just talking on the server. You just send people the damn link
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Leonardo Ruilova BOT 08-Sep-22 04:38 PM
I recommend www.dino.im as a XMPP messaging client
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With messaging server from jabber.ccc.de
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ibtisam.midlet 09-Sep-22 02:17 AM
@Pax1l https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/18986766/ what's the function of ubiquitin/proteasome
Glutamate transporters play a crucial role in physiological glutamate homeostasis and neurotoxicity. Recently, we have shown that downregulation of glutamate transporters after chronic morphine exposure contributed to the development of morphine tolerance. In the present study, we examined whether r …
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Opioids play an important role in pain relief, but repeated exposure results in tolerance and dependence. To make opioids more effective and useful, research in the field has focused on reducing the tolerance and dependence for chronic pain relief. Here, we showed the effect of ABIN-1 in modulating morphine function. We used hotplate tests and C...
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"ABIN-1-β-arrestin2 complexes, which accelerate β-arrestin2 degradation by ubiquitination"
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whats this new keyword "ubiquitination"
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i found you talk about it in one of your wots
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@Pax1l https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/18986766/ what's the function of ubiquitin/proteasome
veganpermanently 09-Sep-22 02:27 AM
it controls degradation, activation and tissue selectivity of proteins independent from expression
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it controls degradation, activation and tissue selectivity of proteins independent from expression
ibtisam.midlet 09-Sep-22 02:29 AM
seems strong target
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it even modulated glutamate upregulation mediated tolerance, which beta arrestin don't
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seems strong target
veganpermanently 09-Sep-22 02:31 AM
well yeah if you can find well researched enzymes to target, in general saying it's a strong target is kinda like saying phosphorylation is a strong target... Yeah, but it means nothing
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well yeah if you can find well researched enzymes to target, in general saying it's a strong target is kinda like saying phosphorylation is a strong target... Yeah, but it means nothing
ibtisam.midlet 09-Sep-22 02:31 AM
not when you mix it with paroxetine
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in my experience with substance that inhibit tolerance, they don't cause upregulation, it just prevent downregulation, so don't expect any effect
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not when you mix it with paroxetine
ibtisam.midlet 09-Sep-22 02:40 AM
beta arrestin inhibitor in ~30mg+ dose, tested and found that the time you are on it considered tolerance break
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ibtisam.midlet 09-Sep-22 03:30 AM
does anyone has suicidal reddit account
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does anyone has suicidal reddit account
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ibtisam.midlet 09-Sep-22 03:46 AM
Found out reddit users use discord
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Spamming them will bring some genuines
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Found out reddit users use discord
Free Will I Am 09-Sep-22 03:46 AM
Majority of the userbase
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machineyadav 09-Sep-22 04:44 AM
I am collecting list of substances that prevents morphine/opioid tolerance
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And make pathways and big chart
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NMDA antagonist, CCK antagonist, one compound shared by @Pax1l also prevents opiods tolerance, i forgot name and mechanism of actions
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Iron also is somehow involved in tolerance
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Blossoming Tree of Peace 09-Sep-22 04:48 AM
Quercetin reverses opioid tolerance
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Ultra low dose naltrexone too
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ibtisam.midlet 09-Sep-22 04:53 AM
nope but @Sexy Seojin seen me on/off estrogen
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And make pathways and big chart
ibtisam.midlet 09-Sep-22 04:55 AM
they will cross work with other targets
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Iron also is somehow involved in tolerance
HIV-associated neurocognitive disorders (HAND) remain prevalent and are aggravated by µ-opioid use. We have previously shown that morphine and other µ-opioids may contribute to HAND by inhibiting the homeostatic and neuroprotective chemokine receptor CXCR4 in cortical neurons, and this novel mechanism depends on upregulation of the protein ferri...
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NMDA antagonist, CCK antagonist, one compound shared by @Pax1l also prevents opiods tolerance, i forgot name and mechanism of actions
ibtisam.midlet 09-Sep-22 06:09 AM
put that in tolerance channel if you want
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veganpermanently 09-Sep-22 06:14 AM
leaf banned again?
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put that in tolerance channel if you want
machineyadav 09-Sep-22 06:27 AM
I will make a better list along with mechanical of action soon
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anyone know of AQP4?
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know more about it
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anyone know of AQP4?
veganpermanently 09-Sep-22 07:14 AM
almost forgot about this
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it's a hard problem
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leaf banned again?
🌈Ritalin&Rainbows🌈 09-Sep-22 07:32 AM
@Blossoming Tree of Peace
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nope but @Sexy Seojin seen me on/off estrogen
Estrogen consumer??
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What do you think about liquiritigenin, the selective estrogen receptor beta agonist? You at all very familiar with what to expect besides lower body fat distribution and maybe slightly darker skin?
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veganpermanently 09-Sep-22 08:12 AM
beta selective agonist/AR partial agonist castrato master race
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It doesn’t stop the deepening of voice if it’s already deepened tho? rip
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veganpermanently 09-Sep-22 08:13 AM
deep voice is useful
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Is the partial AR agonist for reducing the receptors activity? https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3931200/ I was thinking this was interesting (edited)
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While on the topic (edited)
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Is the partial AR agonist for reducing the receptors activity? https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3931200/ I was thinking this was interesting (edited)
veganpermanently 09-Sep-22 08:16 AM
partial agonist is to prevent sides from low AR signaling like reduced locomotion, mood and cognition, it also displaces stronger AR ligands like DHT which can help with prostate growth and hairloss
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What can be taken for that.??
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veganpermanently 09-Sep-22 08:16 AM
it helps maintain muscle size during aging
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Sounds pretty good
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veganpermanently 09-Sep-22 08:17 AM
and bone strength as well
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What can be taken for that.??
veganpermanently 09-Sep-22 08:17 AM
inbox
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nope but @Sexy Seojin seen me on/off estrogen
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What do you think about liquiritigenin, the selective estrogen receptor beta agonist? You at all very familiar with what to expect besides lower body fat distribution and maybe slightly darker skin?
ibtisam.midlet 09-Sep-22 09:57 AM
you can't expect everything from partial agonist, abilify which is dope 3 partial agonist caused risk avoidance (D3- effect) and increased libido (D3+)
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It doesn’t stop the deepening of voice if it’s already deepened tho? rip
ibtisam.midlet 09-Sep-22 09:58 AM
testosterone beat estrogen in this, you need to block testosterone and increase estrogen, to get that
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the decrease on testosterone by estrogen intake is not enough, (concentration-mediated negative feedback against upregulation of AR receptors)
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Is the partial AR agonist for reducing the receptors activity? https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3931200/ I was thinking this was interesting (edited)
ibtisam.midlet 09-Sep-22 10:02 AM
look at SARM, you can get the androgen effect you want, with even antagonizing effect on other
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almost forgot about this
why?
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why?
veganpermanently 09-Sep-22 10:03 AM
because I have too much stuff on my plate biohacking wise, it's impossible to keep track of it all and keep researching everything simultaneously (edited)
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I did try and it spiraled out of control within weeks. Now I have a more intuitive approach
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🌈Ritalin&Rainbows🌈 09-Sep-22 10:33 AM
What's the most effective AA
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Current one only blocks DHT and not doing much of anything
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I can fucking feel the t
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why?
ibtisam.midlet 09-Sep-22 10:34 AM
sorry but i like to talk when i have something important to say, not saying inaccurate randome data Better let other one replay
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What's the most effective AA
ibtisam.midlet 09-Sep-22 10:34 AM
Primo
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🌈Ritalin&Rainbows🌈 09-Sep-22 10:35 AM
What
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What
ibtisam.midlet 09-Sep-22 10:39 AM
Metenolone enanthate
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🌈Ritalin&Rainbows🌈 09-Sep-22 10:39 AM
Ah ty
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Wait this is an androgen
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not antiandrogen?
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What's the most effective AA
Winstrol, anadrol
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🌈Ritalin&Rainbows🌈 09-Sep-22 10:46 AM
Again
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those are all androgens
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???????
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ANTI
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Androgen
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jfc
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Morons
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ibtisam.midlet 09-Sep-22 10:48 AM
emoji_50
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We use mental autocorrection which do mistakes sometimes
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because I have too much stuff on my plate biohacking wise, it's impossible to keep track of it all and keep researching everything simultaneously (edited)
Interesting
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@ibtisam.midlet have you read about AQP4?
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im trying to regulate its expression
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melatonin does dose-dependently
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E2 modulates it too
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its why E2 helps in TBI recovery
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???????
Your endogenous production will be shut down when you take them
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Simple
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What's the most effective AA
A swift kick in the balls
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Sexy Seojin 09-Sep-22 10:30 PM
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@ibtisam.midlet have you read about AQP4?
ibtisam.midlet 10-Sep-22 12:18 AM
searched known indirect inhibitor doses https://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/full/10.1111/j.1440-1681.2009.05244.x https://journals.plos.org/plosone/article?id=10.1371/journal.pone.0210660 can reduce edema in models of ischemia and traumatic brain injury at doses ranging from 15–30 mg/kg, too highest therapy dose is 2mg
After intracerebral hemorrhage (ICH), brain edema commonly occurs and can cause death. Along with edema, there are significant alterations in the concentrations of key ions such as sodium, potassium, and chloride, which are essential to brain function. NKCC1, a cation-chloride cotransporter, is upregulated after brain damage, such as traumatic i...
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"Bumetanide was selected as the structural scaffold for design of a chemical library of derivatives based on a small but significant block of AQP4 water channel function" they try to make clinically relevant inhibitor based on it
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intranasal can be effective
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"Sleep quality, depth, and feeling of refreshment depend on the glymphatic system's ability to clear up the waste products that accumilate in your brain." anxiety being the major role, switching you off by blocking rem sleep, will productive route to solve this https://www.google.com/search?q=deep+sleep+inducing+peptide&oq=deep+sleep+pept&aqs=chrome.2.69i57j0i512j0i22i30l2j0i390l3.11163j0j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8
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I was researching
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Estrogen and Melatonin regulate AQP4
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ibtisam.midlet 10-Sep-22 12:30 AM
targeting sleep cycles directly, that what i can help with
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How you do that
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I have a great suspicioun
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My Estrogen Receptor are downregulated in the brain, its why my sleep is never refreshing. AQP4 expression is downregulated
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ibtisam.midlet 10-Sep-22 12:32 AM
think about solving the problem fastly instead of perfectly
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I will
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My regimen will be
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Lithium Carbonate 900mg (HDACi) + Testosterone 100mg/week + Trenbolone 30mg EOD + Cabergoline daily
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+ Shiljait (lowers serotonin)
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Lithium Carbonate demethylates sex hormone receptor genes (should)
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sounds like crazy stack but it should be fast stack not perfec t
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This should upregulate AQP4
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better estrogen signalling/androgen and there should be lower inflammation
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more waste clearance and refreshing sleep aswell as better cognitive function
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ER/AR is located in PFC and controls dopamine release
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ibtisam.midlet 10-Sep-22 12:52 AM
when magnesium kilo dose still not toleranced i was getting restful sleep and i don't get cognitive fatigue from a day 100% of work, it was like listening to music, blunting anxiety was inhibiting 80% of cognitive power needed to complete a task
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causing me to work constantly due to me recover in the same speed of consuming the cognitive function
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Kilo dose?
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Can I add selegiline to abilify/rexulti/cabergoline?
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ibtisam.midlet 10-Sep-22 02:47 AM
nope
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Sure
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I will just try other stuff
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But Bromantane
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should be ok
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ibtisam.midlet 10-Sep-22 06:30 AM
治疗老年性痴呆的药物有哪些类别?目前治疗老年痴呆的药物主要有以下几类:1. 乙酰胆碱酯酶抑制剂(AChEI):如他克林、多奈哌齐、重酒石酸卡巴拉汀、加兰他敏、石杉碱甲等;2. 谷氨酸受体(NMDA)调
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ibtisam.midlet 10-Sep-22 06:50 AM
Tenoten is a new anxiolytic and antidepressant based on antibodies to brain-specific protein S-100B. Experimental studies demonstrated the effect of tenoten on mechanisms of neuronal plasticity and manifestations of higher nervous activity. Tenoten is clinically comparable with amitryptiline, sertra …
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To assess efficacy and safety of tenoten for children (TC, ultra-low doses of antibodies to S100 protein) in ADHD patients.In a double-blind placebo-c…
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Anyone took that?
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Its has signaficate efficacy in clinical trials for adhd and cognitive by acting as anxiolytic
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Find and compare prices for all Tenoten vendors worldwide or per region. Filter Tenoten products by type: capsules, powder or solution. Sort products by price per gram, price per capsule or product price. Show listed products based on their content and weight.
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This seems the official site https://tenoten-deti.ru/about/
Чем отличается Тенотен детский от взрослого и с какого возраста его можно использовать? Все о препарате.
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prescripted for children (safe) for 3 months+ (works longterm)
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veganpermanently 10-Sep-22 07:50 AM
ibti have u trialed 4aminopyridine (edited)
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ibtisam.midlet 10-Sep-22 08:06 AM
Its listed as things I taken, but there is no report, means I did not get positive effect
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ibtisam.midlet 10-Sep-22 08:16 AM
What ya all think about this @everyone emoji_50
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Interesting
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do you know schisandra @ibtisam.midlet
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What ya all think about this @everyone emoji_50
machineyadav 10-Sep-22 08:25 AM
Targets unique protein S-100B
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This protein may function in neurite extension, proliferation of melanoma cells, stimulation of Ca2+ fluxes, inhibition of PKC-mediated phosphorylation, astrocytosis and axonal proliferation, and inhibition of microtubule assembly. In the developing CNS it acts as a neurotrophic factor and neuronal survival protein. In the adult organism it is usually elevated due to nervous system damage, which makes it a potential clinical marker.
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Targets unique protein S-100B
veganpermanently 10-Sep-22 08:27 AM
have u ever looked into endogenous DMT upregulation
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have u ever looked into endogenous DMT upregulation
machineyadav 10-Sep-22 08:28 AM
Schizophrenia upregulates it
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veganpermanently 10-Sep-22 08:28 AM
Theoretically we could increase synthesis and decrease degradation of endogenous DMT. Reduction of tryptophan hydroxylase would create a shunt toward tryptamine biosynthesis which is then methylated twice by indole N methyl transferase to yield N,N DMT we all know and love but it is metabolized quickly by the monoamine oxidase A. If TPH is not inhibited serotonin is generated which can be methylated twice by the same enzyme to yield bufotenine which is even more potent that DMT, even 5MeO. Tryptamine is generated by the enzyme aromatic acid decarboxylase which is controlled by protein kinase A, the activity of which can be increased by a metabolite of compounds in Ceylon Cinnamon. Brain tryptophan availability can also be the bottle neck as it competes with BCAA for the same transporter. Methyl group availability may also be the bottle neck, S Adenosyl Methionine taking care of it. The receptors themselves can be insensitive or unheteromerized yielding no effect even with high DMT levels which is why some people have no response to psychedelics. Heteromerization can be promoted by simultaneous activation of both receptors and since mGluR2 agonists are unanavailable, best option would be prior treatment with the precursor L-glutamine. So theoretically Fasting or otherwise BCAA depletion with a low total protein diet for 5 days L-glutamine pretreatment Tryptophan supplementation and pretreatment Ceylon cinnamon Bifemelane Agomelatine S Adenosyl Methionine (edited)
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came up with this today
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Theoretically we could increase synthesis and decrease degradation of endogenous DMT. Reduction of tryptophan hydroxylase would create a shunt toward tryptamine biosynthesis which is then methylated twice by indole N methyl transferase to yield N,N DMT we all know and love but it is metabolized quickly by the monoamine oxidase A. If TPH is not inhibited serotonin is generated which can be methylated twice by the same enzyme to yield bufotenine which is even more potent that DMT, even 5MeO. Tryptamine is generated by the enzyme aromatic acid decarboxylase which is controlled by protein kinase A, the activity of which can be increased by a metabolite of compounds in Ceylon Cinnamon. Brain tryptophan availability can also be the bottle neck as it competes with BCAA for the same transporter. Methyl group availability may also be the bottle neck, S Adenosyl Methionine taking care of it. The receptors themselves can be insensitive or unheteromerized yielding no effect even with high DMT levels which is why some people have no response to psychedelics. Heteromerization can be promoted by simultaneous activation of both receptors and since mGluR2 agonists are unanavailable, best option would be prior treatment with the precursor L-glutamine. So theoretically Fasting or otherwise BCAA depletion with a low total protein diet for 5 days L-glutamine pretreatment Tryptophan supplementation and pretreatment Ceylon cinnamon Bifemelane Agomelatine S Adenosyl Methionine (edited)
machineyadav 10-Sep-22 08:29 AM
Wasn't DMT created in pineal gland from melatonin or pinealon
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Wasn't DMT created in pineal gland from melatonin or pinealon
veganpermanently 10-Sep-22 08:29 AM
maybe 5MeO
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that would require deacetylization
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machineyadav 10-Sep-22 08:30 AM
I know one article said dark places for very long causes hallucinations because pineal gets activated
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The metabolites become higher after 24+ hour (edited)
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veganpermanently 10-Sep-22 08:31 AM
the pathway I know of is Tryptophan >AADC> Tryptamine >INMT> NMT > INMT> N,N DMT
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alternatively
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Serotonin can be methylated twice to yield bufotenine
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deacetylizing melatonin yields 5MeO Tryptamine which can be methylated twice again to yield 5MeO DMT (edited)
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@veganpermanently do you know about epigenetic methylation of SERT/AR/ER?
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@veganpermanently do you know about epigenetic methylation of SERT/AR/ER?
veganpermanently 10-Sep-22 08:38 AM
no
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ibtisam.midlet 10-Sep-22 08:55 AM
@le_drig with theanine, it calms the mind, makes it less noisy, and gives you mental energy.
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Theanine weak
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ibtisam.midlet 10-Sep-22 08:57 AM
schisandra
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Its good
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For glymphatic system too
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@le_drig with theanine, it calms the mind, makes it less noisy, and gives you mental energy.
veganpermanently 10-Sep-22 09:26 AM
have u megadosed theanine
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like 1g+
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I have
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I needed that much for anxiolytic effects when i had bad days
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ibtisam.midlet 10-Sep-22 09:44 AM
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@ibtisam.midlet thats a really nice sounding board, what is it?
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Click to see attachment 🖼️
veganpermanently 10-Sep-22 09:48 AM
motherfucker
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I have
veganpermanently 10-Sep-22 09:49 AM
what doses? was it effective? how did it feel? did it affect cognition?
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@ibtisam.midlet thats a really nice sounding board, what is it?
veganpermanently 10-Sep-22 09:49 AM
I'm wondering as well. looks pretty too
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@ibtisam.midlet thats a really nice sounding board, what is it?
ibtisam.midlet 10-Sep-22 09:50 AM
Its custom made , and the sound is from speaker afaik
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have u megadosed theanine
ibtisam.midlet 10-Sep-22 09:51 AM
Yep
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ibtisam.midlet 10-Sep-22 09:51 AM
Reverse search that photo
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like 1g+
ibtisam.midlet 10-Sep-22 09:52 AM
10g
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10g
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how was it
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@ibtisam.midlet thats a really nice sounding board, what is it?
ibtisam.midlet 10-Sep-22 09:54 AM
Its keyboard sound look https://youtu.be/oOdfefV2R1I
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how was it
ibtisam.midlet 10-Sep-22 09:55 AM
Mindfulness, alertness, muscle relaxants, happiness
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Mabus Tiefsee 10-Sep-22 10:10 AM
is today everybody drawing?
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ibtisam.midlet 10-Sep-22 10:14 AM
better then mediation ☝
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🌈Ritalin&Rainbows🌈 10-Sep-22 10:14 AM
Hey guys
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I'm on alot of dxm
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ibtisam.midlet 10-Sep-22 10:14 AM
improve spatial memory and use both sides of brain
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🌈Ritalin&Rainbows🌈 10-Sep-22 10:14 AM
Just need people to talk to
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How is everyone
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How is everyone
ibtisam.midlet 10-Sep-22 10:15 AM
Some are manic some are wonder
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Do you feel like you want to just engage in simple conversion , not analytical one
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I got that on dextrovers before
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Sexy Seojin 10-Sep-22 10:18 AM
Haaaaaaammmmmm
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Sexy Seojin 10-Sep-22 10:18 AM
🥱🥱🥱🥱
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ibtisam.midlet 10-Sep-22 10:18 AM
KaBoooom
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better then mediation ☝
Mabus Tiefsee 10-Sep-22 10:27 AM
it is a different kind of meditation. But the most fun meditation is always followed with "magic" rituals
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How is everyone
Mabus Tiefsee 10-Sep-22 10:29 AM
At a village festival.... showing presence for my duck project.. The difficult part, making it look like the hybridisationsni start next year are "natural" and just an accident.
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what doses? was it effective? how did it feel? did it affect cognition?
Like 1200mg. Helped calm me down and feel clearer. But its subtle, theres probably more powerful noots.
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+ Shiljait (lowers serotonin)
𝔘𝔵𝔨ü𝔩𝔩 10-Sep-22 01:04 PM
source?
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@𝔘𝔵𝔨ü𝔩𝔩 dont have rn
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Mechanical KEyboards are best @ibtisam.midlet
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I have ducky one 2 sf red switches
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@𝔘𝔵𝔨ü𝔩𝔩 im about to fix pssd
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Leonardo Ruilova BOT 10-Sep-22 02:58 PM
I am a 40 year old South American (Chile) guy with a physical disability linked to chronic pain, here the health system does not give me a diagnostic, not even a treatment, solution of disability certificationI started using relaxation techniques in 2009, during 2014 I used 3 techniquesI started as a Qi Gong student during 2015When I have economical stability, the pain is a lot lessNo matter pills, complementary medicine or "snake oil", my pain evolves with my socio economic stageAt least I validate with my experience the useless condition of complementary and alopathic medicine (@Mabus Tiefsee)
it is a different kind of meditation. But the most fun meditation is always followed with "magic" rituals (@ibtisam.midlet)
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ibtisam.midlet 10-Sep-22 11:23 PM
I made an explanation on the deference between high impect vs low impact ampa pam
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Normal situation: Receptors x10 ©@(75%)= ==> ©@(75%)= ==> ©@(75%)= ==> ©@(75%)= ©@(75%)= ©@(75%)= ©@(75%)= = = =
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© = glutamate (efficacy=75%=agonist)
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Situation with low impact ampa pam: ©@(75%)= ==> ©@(75%)= ==> ©@(75%)= ==> ©@(75%)= ©@(75%)= ©@(75%)= ©@(75%)= ®@(30%)= ®@(30%)= ®@(30%)=
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® = low impact ampa pam (efficacy=30%=partial agonist on allostric sites)
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The ampa Pam accupy the remaining binding sites (uncompetitive)
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Situation with low impact ampa pam used in high doses: ®@(30%)= ==> ®@(30%)= ==> ®@(30%)= ==> ®@(30%)= ®@(30%)= ®@(30%)= ®@(30%)= ®@(30%)= ®@(30%)= ®@(30%)=
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This cause dose dependent curve mentioned here"AMPAR activators—including AMPAR agonists and AMPAR potentiators—have some limitations such as insufficient potency, the risk of seizure, and bell-shaped dose–response" https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S009130572100188XX
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low dosed (75x7)+(30x3)=615 activity High dosed (30x10)=300 activity (less)
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If you used high impact (efficacy 60%+) then the synpatic activity resulted will accessed ~700 causing toxicity https://www.nature.com/articles/srep15453 What ya think
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@ibtisam.midlet you take venlafaxine?
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Page 1 of 27 - TREATING ANXIETY SAFELY & EFFECTIVELY - posted in Mental Health: Since treating ANXIETY and/or BENZODIAZEPINE WITHDRAWAL seems to be a reoccurring topic I thought it best to post this as a new topic, such that it can be linked to from other threads or read in its own right.Because this is going to comprise quite a bit of informati...
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@ibtisam.midlet you take venlafaxine?
ibtisam.midlet 11-Sep-22 06:31 AM
Anafranil, between vena is stronger, but rough withdrawal
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You take it daily?
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ibtisam.midlet 11-Sep-22 06:31 AM
Ofc
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Esci is weaker 3 times then anaf
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Vena stronger 30% then anaf
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what do you take it for
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anxiety?
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why no psychedelics?
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ibtisam.midlet 11-Sep-22 06:34 AM
inhibit narcissistic behaviors (edited)
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veganpermanently 11-Sep-22 06:34 AM
I need anxiogenics
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I've become too relaxed
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MEth
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Jk
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ibtisam.midlet 11-Sep-22 06:36 AM
Do anyone know why girls do dark makeup??
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vegan's shared
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Do anyone know why girls do dark makeup??
veganpermanently 11-Sep-22 07:25 AM
one word
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I bought some vitamin d3 powder and the packaging says 100 000iu per g but the ingredients say 100% vitamin d. The thing is, if it's really pure vitamin d3 then it's more like 10 000 000(educated guess) iu per gram
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I bought some vitamin d3 powder and the packaging says 100 000iu per g but the ingredients say 100% vitamin d. The thing is, if it's really pure vitamin d3 then it's more like 10 000 000(educated guess) iu per gram
ibtisam.midlet 11-Sep-22 10:40 AM
1 g vitamin d3 = 40,000,000 IU https://mypharmatools.com/othertools/iu
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100% for promotion
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and as a 100% of vit d3 pure no other active substances..
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100% for promotion
hopefully. I don't think is 100% vitD. I already took 100mg before I realized 100kiu per fram was a bit low for pure vitD. I was just following the instructions
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vit d is not water soluble but it says water soluble on the box so I'm going to try and mix it with water to be sure (edited)
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I should be able to sue the them for this. Imagine some retard uses this and then one day buys actual pure vitD and keeps taking the same dose (edited)
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They could kill someone if it was pure, so surely they use fillers
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But can't be sure, when they are contradicting with reality (edited)
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Leonardo Ruilova BOT 11-Sep-22 05:44 PM
There is no enough technology to measure effects of meds inside the brainAny kind of neuro imaging is closed source, so its data is not verifiable, except when we use open source electro encephalographyAny kind of meds require a proper (open source) measure of its effects, as it is possible in diabetes or insuline resistanceBy the way, the proper sciences to modify and measure human behavior are genetics and behavioral psychologyThese sciences implies the will of the patientThere is no enough science to make weak will, because there exists counter measures against that, even in the hypocratic ethics (@le_drig)
what do you take it for
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Are kava and lions mane okay together
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Are kava and lions mane okay together
ibtisam.midlet 11-Sep-22 09:43 PM
Yep
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If you used high impact (efficacy 60%+) then the synpatic activity resulted will accessed ~700 causing toxicity https://www.nature.com/articles/srep15453 What ya think
ibtisam.midlet 11-Sep-22 10:09 PM
To solve this you need to upregulate the number of receptors instead of aggressively using the same amount. Edit: AMPA receptors are ligand-gated ion channels (edited)
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Anyone have access to this? Sci-Hub doesn't have access to it and my friend's college doesn't subscribe to this Journal either https://royalsocietypublishing.org/doi/abs/10.1098/rstb.2021.0050
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Adea Osmani 12-Sep-22 07:16 AM
Open DM🍑
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inhibit narcissistic behaviors (edited)
🌈Ritalin&Rainbows🌈 12-Sep-22 07:27 AM
i wasn't aware there was anything that could even potentially do this
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That's very interesting
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Thank u
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Sexy Seojin 12-Sep-22 11:48 AM
Propranolol..?
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It just beta blocker
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it also does something to anxiety
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Leonardo Ruilova BOT 12-Sep-22 02:24 PM
There is just correlation between meds and behavior, or meds and extracranial measurement of hormonesThere is no enough technology to measure intracranial and in vivo hormone levelsAny closed source neuro imaging method just measures brain structures, not hormonesAny DNA test gives correlation between different aspects, but what about epigenetics? (@🌈Ritalin&Rainbows🌈)
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Got a random question for you experts. Dumb question i guess. if i put iodine on the mole on my nose, will it eventually dry up and come off?
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Got a random question for you experts. Dumb question i guess. if i put iodine on the mole on my nose, will it eventually dry up and come off?
ibtisam.midlet 12-Sep-22 05:28 PM
Use 1% iodine like Betadine
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How to get more REM-sleep? Deep sleep, latency etc... all seems good. Total sleep is not great, but not too bad, but it seems most nights I don't get any REM until right before I get up, so nothing the first +- 4 hours.... :/
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How to get more REM-sleep? Deep sleep, latency etc... all seems good. Total sleep is not great, but not too bad, but it seems most nights I don't get any REM until right before I get up, so nothing the first +- 4 hours.... :/
ibtisam.midlet 13-Sep-22 10:48 PM
The brain does most of its repairing during Stage 3 non-REM
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How to get more REM-sleep? Deep sleep, latency etc... all seems good. Total sleep is not great, but not too bad, but it seems most nights I don't get any REM until right before I get up, so nothing the first +- 4 hours.... :/
Same (edited)
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machineyadav 14-Sep-22 05:48 AM
I like deep sleep more since it's associated with GH release
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Same (edited)
veganpermanently 14-Sep-22 05:48 AM
lel that's the healthy sleep architecture
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machineyadav 14-Sep-22 05:49 AM
I also read REM sleep deprivation can literally kill you so its sussy
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veganpermanently 14-Sep-22 05:49 AM
the body first knocks off the deep sleep or at least tries to
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then after 5 hours of the deep to semi shallow sleep variation it enters the first REM cycle which lasts a few minutes then back to deep sleep for 45 mins exactly
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I don't know how to separate REM sleep and mere dream recall because I'm going off the latter
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veganpermanently 14-Sep-22 05:50 AM
then the REM lengthens and the cycle repeats
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And the fact I almost never wake up at night
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veganpermanently 14-Sep-22 05:51 AM
after 12 hours your REM cycle can be up to 20 mins
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had much dreams past few days
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lel that's the healthy sleep architecture
Wdym? Shouldn't you get up right after a long final REM stage
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I swear I just magically become half-conscious and fade into existence
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Wdym? Shouldn't you get up right after a long final REM stage
veganpermanently 14-Sep-22 05:52 AM
yes read what that person wrote
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Oops I read it as REM only the first 4 hours
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veganpermanently 14-Sep-22 05:53 AM
galantamine is good for REM
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I invented a device that will cause lucid dreams but I need a source of galantamine
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it will supply galantamine directly to the brain and flash red light when it senses motion of the eyes
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this will cause the whole dreamscape to light up red which will signal lucidity to the dreamer when pretrained via reality checks with randomized red light in the living room
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I love lucid dreams but from my experience it takes too much effort. this would take almost none
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u only have to put the mask on your face when you wake up and continue sleeping
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I was successful with nearly all methods of lucid dreaming... wake induced, mnemonic, reality checks, dream journaling, etc., but all of it takes too much time.
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reality checks are cool but redundant due to the fact that you have to find cues that happen often in the dream. It's easier to CAUSE the cue with the red light
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Maybe it's galantamine time 🤷‍♂️ it feels odd changing the sleep architecture to your will instead of letting it remain natural but we shall see
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Caffeine use delays/decreases REM anyways (edited)
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Maybe it's galantamine time 🤷‍♂️ it feels odd changing the sleep architecture to your will instead of letting it remain natural but we shall see
veganpermanently 14-Sep-22 06:41 AM
I used to think like this about various stuff from hormones to sleep and mood. Nowadays I can see how that's fallacious bcs we modulate this stuff whether we want it or not, in one direction or the other. Might as well give our best to make it all optimal (edited)
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I used to think like this about various stuff from hormones to sleep and mood. Nowadays I can see how that's fallacious bcs we modulate this stuff whether we want it or not, in one direction or the other. Might as well give our best to make it all optimal (edited)
Agreed but who's to say it's "optimal"
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For hormones etc. I agree but sleep feels a bit different
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Agreed but who's to say it's "optimal"
veganpermanently 14-Sep-22 06:47 AM
increase in REM sleep without disruption of sleep architecture is def desired
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there are studies showing it improves emotional control, memory, etc.
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we can easily increase slow wave sleep without disrupting REM as well, with melatoninergic modulation
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increase in REM sleep without disruption of sleep architecture is def desired
Is there not a cost in the other stages if you want to increase REM?
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Dream recall being something different
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Is there not a cost in the other stages if you want to increase REM?
veganpermanently 14-Sep-22 07:01 AM
not necessarily. you can increase the amplitude or duration of sleep without changing the sleep architecture
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not necessarily. you can increase the amplitude or duration of sleep without changing the sleep architecture
How does this look on a hypnogram
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Free Will I Am 14-Sep-22 07:02 AM
Polyphasic sleeping increased my Lucid Dreaming without effort. The long term effects of that haven't been well tested as people on the old Nootopics like to keep reminding me
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How does this look on a hypnogram
veganpermanently 14-Sep-22 07:02 AM
I don't know what that is to be sincere
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Polyphasic sleeping increased my Lucid Dreaming without effort. The long term effects of that haven't been well tested as people on the old Nootopics like to keep reminding me
veganpermanently 14-Sep-22 07:02 AM
that's the most intensive effort for me
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Free Will I Am 14-Sep-22 07:02 AM
It was
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veganpermanently 14-Sep-22 07:03 AM
using stims makes polyphasic sleep useless and hard to do
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Free Will I Am 14-Sep-22 07:03 AM
Not the actual sleeping itself
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using stims makes polyphasic sleep useless and hard to do
Free Will I Am 14-Sep-22 07:03 AM
Oh, I never used stims
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Your circadian will never fix if you use stims on poly
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veganpermanently 14-Sep-22 07:03 AM
I do caffeine, nicotine, modafinil
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Free Will I Am 14-Sep-22 07:03 AM
You might be able to get away with a morning dose on something like segmented
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veganpermanently 14-Sep-22 07:04 AM
my circadian amplitude is very high, I like to keep it that way
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no 2am energy dip
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Free Will I Am 14-Sep-22 07:04 AM
Yeah no doubt
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veganpermanently 14-Sep-22 07:05 AM
slow wave sleep is good due to agomelatine
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REM is amiss a bit
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which is why I want galantamine but it's expensive
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Free Will I Am 14-Sep-22 07:06 AM
How expensive?
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veganpermanently 14-Sep-22 07:06 AM
best quote I got was 50000 USD for a kg
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Free Will I Am 14-Sep-22 07:06 AM
Oh
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I don't know what that is to be sincere
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best quote I got was 50000 USD for a kg
Free Will I Am 14-Sep-22 07:06 AM
Wait... 50k?!
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For 1k?
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1kg*
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veganpermanently 14-Sep-22 07:06 AM
yes
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it is impossible to synthesize it
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it's extracted from a plant which produces very small quantities and the extraction itself is expensive because it must be very pure due to the fact that the plant contains many toxic alkaloids as well
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it's a hard problem
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we need to modify a yeast to produce it that would be best bet I think
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Free Will I Am 14-Sep-22 07:09 AM
I guess that would be the first thing you would try to do if you could get your hands on some? That's if you need the substance to produce it
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I guess that would be the first thing you would try to do if you could get your hands on some? That's if you need the substance to produce it
veganpermanently 14-Sep-22 07:10 AM
I want to make a prodrug from it to make direct brain delivery possible.
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I want to make a prodrug from it to make direct brain delivery possible.
Galantamine XR?
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veganpermanently 14-Sep-22 07:10 AM
GI exposure is a problem obviously
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Delayed release
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veganpermanently 14-Sep-22 07:10 AM
no
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Or is that not useful
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Because there's the method where you wake up after 4 hours and take galantamine then go back to sleep (edited)
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Because there's the method where you wake up after 4 hours and take galantamine then go back to sleep (edited)
veganpermanently 14-Sep-22 07:19 AM
yeah that's the reasoning
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but I want to increase CNS exposure to allow freedom of dosing
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40 mg would obviously be more effective than 4 but 40 would surely give you diarrhea
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40 mg would obviously be more effective than 4 but 40 would surely give you diarrhea
Diarrhea you say 😳
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Just had about 100mcg of igf2 intranasal. It's exceptionally powerful in raising mood. (edited)
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we need to modify a yeast to produce it that would be best bet I think
I think at that point its beyond feasibility. While i wouldve loved getting a synth of the galantamine curcumin hybrid i think it mat be worth looking at something like a multi target drug ligand if we wanted something exciting
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There was a tacrine deferiprone mtdl which has improved toxicity profile as well as enhanced binding to acetycholinterase
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It also has iron chelating properties so thats an extra win. Otherwise I dont believe synthing small molecule drugs are as worth it compared to the affordability, and speed that peptide synths can reach
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I made an explanation on the deference between high impect vs low impact ampa pam
Working on a ampa glu1, nr2a, nr2b pam. Just sent the funding to the lab tonight. Should be very fun!
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ibtisam.midlet 15-Sep-22 10:02 AM
this life is so easy
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ibtisam.midlet 15-Sep-22 10:35 AM
kleptomania being one of D3 hyperactivity subjective effect mehhh
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(a recurrent urge to steal, typically without regard for need or profit)
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Impulse-control disorder (ICD) is a class of psychiatric disorders characterized by impulsivity – failure to resist a temptation, an urge, or an impulse; or having the inability to not speak on a thought. Many psychiatric disorders feature impulsivity, including substance-related disorders, behavioral addictions, attention deficit hyperactivity ...
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For a genetically modified creature, if it only passes down half of its DNA to its offsprings when it reproduce, is it possible that one of its offspring might not inherited any of the modified genes?
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For a genetically modified creature, if it only passes down half of its DNA to its offsprings when it reproduce, is it possible that one of its offspring might not inherited any of the modified genes?
ibtisam.midlet 15-Sep-22 04:47 PM
The offspring pass one half of its DNA, which can be the none modified part He will not express the gene if the other parent downed part is dominant
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The offspring pass one half of its DNA, which can be the none modified part He will not express the gene if the other parent downed part is dominant
Is it depends on which chromosome it is located? Besides the sex chromosome Y and X, which of the chromosomes are more likely to be passed down, and which of the chromosomes are more prone to get shuffled off when a germline cell is matured? Is the chance entirely random?
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Is it depends on which chromosome it is located? Besides the sex chromosome Y and X, which of the chromosomes are more likely to be passed down, and which of the chromosomes are more prone to get shuffled off when a germline cell is matured? Is the chance entirely random?
ibtisam.midlet 15-Sep-22 04:52 PM
The expression is not gambling, but the pass down is
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The expression is not gambling, but the pass down is
So the dominant/recessive expression is usually fixed, with some genes being more dominant and some being recessive, but the chance of which genes will get pass down, which will be lost forever is all random?
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Like just because a gene is more dominant, doesn't mean that it will be the one that will be passed down during genetic shuffling in germline?
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veganpermanently 16-Sep-22 09:00 AM
how do we biohack lung capacity
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A pulmonary alveolus (plural: alveoli, from Latin alveolus, "little cavity"), also known as an air sac or air space, is one of millions of hollow, distensible cup-shaped cavities in the lungs where oxygen is exchanged for carbon dioxide. Alveoli make up the functional tissue of the mammalian lungs known as the lung parenchyma, which takes up 90 ...
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veganpermanently 16-Sep-22 10:39 AM
@ibtisam.midlet I suspect HIF1a/VEGF cascade is a target?
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I have read that chromosomes in germline cells will "cross-over" to exchange genes with each other, does this happen only after the germline cell has half of its chromosomes separated from diploid to haploid? Or it already happened in the progenitor cells with a full set of DNA when there are still 46 chromosomes in it?
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@ibtisam.midlet I suspect HIF1a/VEGF cascade is a target?
ibtisam.midlet 16-Sep-22 10:54 PM
it protect from injury, but not induce regeneration demonstrate that mechanical-tension-induced YAP activation in alveolar stem cells plays a major role in promoting post-PNX alveolar regeneration https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/27498861/
The pulmonary alveolar epithelium undergoes extensive regeneration in response to lung injuries, including lung resection. In recent years, our understanding of cell lineage relationships in the pulmonary alveolar epithelium has improved significantly. However, the molecular and cellular mechanisms …
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we showed that EC-niche-generated S1P is an important signal to activate AT2 cell YAP through S1PR2. https://www.cell.com/cell-reports/pdfExtended/S2211-1247(20)30809-3
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ibtisam.midlet 16-Sep-22 11:09 PM
AT2 cells who do regeneration, but the primary way to activate them hard to find
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there multiple co-factors found but they are not important much, the regeneration is already happening after covid what will sure fix that is inducing it more, otherwise co-factors don't play a bottleneck in normal situation
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Dopamine D4 Receptor-Knock-Out Mice Exhibit Reduced Exploration of Novel Stimuli
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Dopamine D4 Receptor-Knock-Out Mice Exhibit Reduced Exploration of Novel Stimuli
veganpermanently 17-Sep-22 02:36 AM
been wanting to find an available d4 agonist for a while. it appears it is prosexual, stimulant and doesn't downregulate at least not as quickly as other DA receptors
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Current therapies for attention deficit hyperactivity disorder comprise psychostimulants, which block the dopamine transporter and/or stimulate the release of dopamine, leading to a global elevation in extrasynaptic dopamine. These drugs are, however, associated with a series of unwanted side effect …
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been wanting to find an available d4 agonist for a while. it appears it is prosexual, stimulant and doesn't downregulate at least not as quickly as other DA receptors
ibtisam.midlet 17-Sep-22 02:41 AM
Gotta get another type of intelligence 975869691522326638
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i walk in and get hit with a nerd linking a ton of papers
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this is what i like to see
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i walk in and get hit with a nerd linking a ton of papers
veganpermanently 17-Sep-22 07:14 AM
not the n word
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nerds are beautiful
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nerds are beautiful
veganpermanently 17-Sep-22 07:15 AM
no such thing as drug nerd. we're geeks
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lies
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im aware of the distinction
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geeks typically have more social skills than nerds
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its certainly possible to have a special interest in neurochemistry and have shit social skills lol
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its certainly possible to have a special interest in neurochemistry and have shit social skills lol
veganpermanently 17-Sep-22 07:18 AM
do u know of the slang 'being geek'd out'
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thats when you do a lot of meth and read papers for 12 hours straight right
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veganpermanently 17-Sep-22 07:18 AM
indeed
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anyway heres my contribution
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I have ADHD that I've been treated for off and on throughout my life. Recently, I sought psychostimulant treatment as I was having trouble being interested in projects at work that were necessary and prolonged. I had pharmacogenetic testing performed several years ago, and at that time found it odd that it had remarked on increased stimulant sid...
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veganpermanently 17-Sep-22 07:20 AM
@brothermanbill can u verify your identity
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do u know of the slang 'being geek'd out'
brothermanbill 17-Sep-22 07:20 AM
When you take desoxyparaxanthine https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Desoxypipradrol
Desoxypipradrol, also known as 2-⁠diphenylmethylpiperidine (2-DPMP), is a drug developed by Ciba in the 1950s which acts as a norepinephrine-dopamine reuptake inhibitor (NDRI).
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@brothermanbill can u verify your identity
brothermanbill 17-Sep-22 07:20 AM
Geek
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i apologize for misattributing nerdiness to yall :P
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When you take desoxyparaxanthine https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Desoxypipradrol
veganpermanently 17-Sep-22 07:21 AM
that does it
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perhaps i was projecting
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anyway according to this i def fall closer to nerd than geek; (nerd) ✅ computer programming? coding? why do they use different terms. ig im not so good at it that im senior but people have said im probably mid-level ✅ fantasy/sci-fi ✅ lean twd introverted ✅ once upon a time poor social skills but theyve improved (geek) ✅ nich interests (not expect status, but thats probably downplaying myself) ✅ TECHNO MUSIQUE i dont have such encyclopedic knowledge as for it to be impractical, at least not in computer shit tho, considering i turned it into a successful career in system operations also why is either mac or PC a distinguishing trait?? who made this? did normies make this? i run arch linux
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anyway according to this i def fall closer to nerd than geek; (nerd) ✅ computer programming? coding? why do they use different terms. ig im not so good at it that im senior but people have said im probably mid-level ✅ fantasy/sci-fi ✅ lean twd introverted ✅ once upon a time poor social skills but theyve improved (geek) ✅ nich interests (not expect status, but thats probably downplaying myself) ✅ TECHNO MUSIQUE i dont have such encyclopedic knowledge as for it to be impractical, at least not in computer shit tho, considering i turned it into a successful career in system operations also why is either mac or PC a distinguishing trait?? who made this? did normies make this? i run arch linux
veganpermanently 17-Sep-22 07:31 AM
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ur funny
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thanks greyscale guru elder person
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veganpermanently 17-Sep-22 07:34 AM
I'm not sure I fall into either category
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I get geeky about biology that's about it
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hate fiction
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techno is okay
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coding makes me dissociated for days can't do it
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socially inept no but I don't socialize much bcs I find meetings with people I used to call my friends draining nowadays
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it's not even like they're doing something wrong I just can't stand the pointlessness of the events
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used to just hate small talk so I found ways to start meaningful conversations then realized I am hanging around with incompetent people
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all of their deepest thoughts are so simple and redundant
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Low T vs High IQ
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& 'tism
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Low T vs High IQ
veganpermanently 17-Sep-22 08:26 AM
I'm both 983795135575883818
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yana has the right of it
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normies are so very boring 😩
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hate small talk myself
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like, i have to explain to people that i will just never respond to any message that amounts to 'hi' or 'how are you'
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im not trying to be rude it just doesnt catch my attn
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also probably i dissociate a lot and dont want to think about how i emotionally am doing :)
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i like chatting about feelings and stuff, but typically not with normie acquaintances who think its weird and uncomfortable to talk about deep psychological issues within the first 10 minutes of meeting
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i like chatting about feelings and stuff, but typically not with normie acquaintances who think its weird and uncomfortable to talk about deep psychological issues within the first 10 minutes of meeting
veganpermanently 17-Sep-22 08:49 AM
same
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so like, yeah, i dont want to answer 'how are you' in that context because it takes a lot of brain power to phrase shit in a way thats acceptable to someone who doesnt actually want to put much effort into empathizing or introspection
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and that feels invalidating and bad
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veganpermanently 17-Sep-22 08:50 AM
nah they just ask that shit to act polite and concerned
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veganpermanently 17-Sep-22 08:50 AM
it's like microvirtuesignalling or smthng
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yeah thats the problem
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they dont actually care and get all awkward when i tell them how im actually feeling
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veganpermanently 17-Sep-22 08:51 AM
r u sure u care? is a good comeback
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if they say yes then you can unload a truckfull bcs they asked for it
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i once asked a clerk at the grocery why they want to know how im doing
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peak autism moment
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i once asked a clerk at the grocery why they want to know how im doing
veganpermanently 17-Sep-22 08:52 AM
r u the FBI
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"what if i told you im not doing very well? do you really want to know that?"
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"oh uh, i mean, maybe i could cheer you up" (edited)
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"oh uh, i mean, maybe i could cheer you up" (edited)
veganpermanently 17-Sep-22 08:53 AM
this is when I request a 10K EUR loan
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anyway, looking at my blog reminded me i havent posted anything in nearly a year
08:55
tryna finish this draft on my iPhone review
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veganpermanently 17-Sep-22 08:55 AM
blogs are so 2000
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i switched at the start of the year and have been taking notes on the experience, being a lifelong android user
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veganpermanently 17-Sep-22 08:56 AM
is iPhone better
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i love blogs! love reading a 10k word deep dive on some shit
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no
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it is significantly worse if you value customization whatsoever
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i love blogs! love reading a 10k word deep dive on some shit
veganpermanently 17-Sep-22 08:56 AM
I like studies more
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if crafted well they don't spike my HPPD or ADHD
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and by customization, i mean "using any non-apple application ever"
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veganpermanently 17-Sep-22 08:57 AM
they have short paragraphs and lots of graphs
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I love graphs
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in addition to like, OS customization
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it is significantly worse if you value customization whatsoever
veganpermanently 17-Sep-22 08:57 AM
oh yeah
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forgot about that
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for a sec
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a friend gave me an iPhone to use for a month
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I had to literally google every stupid shit
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nothing is intuitive
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this is my closing section
unfortunately, i found that i'm far too much of a "power user" to be able to live comfortably with an iPhone. beyond that though, i think the largest of my problems arose from being unwilling to fully convert and buy in to the ecosystem. i'm sure that if i'd used FaceTime and iMessage instead of Discord, Apple Music instead of Spotify, and iCloud for notes and photos, i'd have had no audio or synchronization issues. alas, i have no interest in undoing all of the work i'd done to separate myself from cloud services. the consequences of this are much harsher on iOS. these devices may be perfectly adequate for normies who have no issue with paying for all this and handing their most precious data over to a mega-corpation. in my case, i'd rather own my data and reap the benefits of that. the sandboxing is obnoxious, intrusive and insulting. frankly i was shocked that after years and years of iPhone development, it's still such a hinderance to third-party apps! i'm frankly dumbfounded over how Apple manages to get any Android converts whatsoever with such a model being so central to their offerings.
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nothing is intuitive
yes!
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i dont get it
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i heard that its all so intuitive and "just works" from iphone users
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its not true!
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veganpermanently 17-Sep-22 08:59 AM
it's just made to look cleaner
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which is probably the best feature of Apple
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now I started asking myself dumb questions like would I want to live in an Apple house and drive an Apple car
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and the answer is obvious
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the aesthetic works only for a phone ig
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i thought id adjust to a lot of the things but it just.. didnt happen
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i think because its just not as polished
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like heres something obnoxious:
gesture actions have significant calibration issues that i was never able to adapt to * swipe directionality has to be made with high precision. if an app requires a swipe up to perform some action, but also has left/right swiping actions, when swiping slightly diagonally, the left/right action will occur. * swipe length and acceleration detection is less sensitive the sense that you have to swipe further on the screen for actuation to occur. this isn't ameliorated by flicking. * swiping too close to the screen edges accidentally triggers OS-level functionality when you don't intend to
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which is probably the best feature of Apple
yes
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my smooth aesthetics-driven girl brain was not immune to the pull of its beauty
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this is 100% the reason i decided to try an iPhone
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and its utterly gorgeous
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the tech itself though? terrible
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veganpermanently 17-Sep-22 09:07 AM
can u replace OS
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there are no working jailbreaks
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veganpermanently 17-Sep-22 09:07 AM
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there have never been any replacement OSes to begin with though
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just roots
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because iOS isnt open source
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jailbreaking would overcome a LOT of my gripes
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i wish i could do it
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i detest the sandboxing
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there were no working hacks for the later pixel series either though
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the behemoths have their security on lock meow
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the behemoths have their security on lock meow
veganpermanently 17-Sep-22 09:13 AM
maybe we can find copies of their cases and use other hackable hardware
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and make an illegal cellphone company 😛
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cases?
veganpermanently 17-Sep-22 09:24 AM
I see there are iPhone 14 clones out there
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what is the prettiest iPhone
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what is the prettiest iPhone
4s
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Researchers have discovered that prolonged immersion in a piping hot bath has many of the same medical benefits as aerobic exercise
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I wanna get the cardiovascular of a triathalon
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Lots of blood flow to the brain
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Noots to lower empathy and raise cognitive empathy? (edited)
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Im psychopath maxxing
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Maybe agmantine and adderall
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D-serine increases turnover of fear learning I think -both increasing extinction and learning (that’s how sirsad described it iirc). In other words it seems it makes fear learning more short term, less long lasting. It’s being studied for ptsd and such for this reason. Psychopaths are fast life history strategists (strong and well known association) -it could make sense if they fear things on a shorter time scale. Fast life history strategists are adapted for unstable environments where things are constantly changing and there’s no reason too look too far into the future. They are more selfish and higher in dark triad traits. Traditionally a key component of psychopaths was thought to be some sort of impairment with fear learning, athough some puzzling conflicting evidence both for and against this have come out. I haven’t looked into the exact details on this but maybe it’s partly that psychopaths have increased turnover of fear learning and a narrower timeframe of concern (like d-serine would produce). Everything I just said should be verified cause I am really just guessing Fear conditioning in psychopaths: Event-related potentials and peripheral measures https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0301051112000336
In contrast with healthy controls, high psychopathic individuals appear deficient in the capacity to form appropriate associations between a cue and an aversive (Hare et al., 1978, Flor et al., 2002) or fear-evoking event (Patrick et al., 1994, Birbaumer et al., 2005)—despite intact cognitive processing of stimuli (Flor et al., 2002, Birbaumer et al., 2005, Kiehl, 2006). In healthy individuals, aversive or threatening cues result in the mobilization of defensive actions, which can be measured by fear-associated responses such as the startle reflex that increase during presentation of aversive stimuli (Davis, 1989, Lang et al., 1990, Patrick et al., 1996). In psychopathic individuals, who are theorized to lack the ability to anticipate and learn from punishment (Lykken, 1957, Hare and Quinn, 1971, Hare et al., 1978, Veit et al., 2002, Blair, 2004, Birbaumer et al., 2005, Mitchell et al., 2006), the fear-associated startle reflex has been found to be diminished or absent (Patrick et al., 1993, Levenston et al., 2000, Pastor et al., 2003, Benning et al., 2005). Startle potentiation in response to aversive events (Davis, 1992, Angrilli et al., 1996, Pissiota et al., 2003) as well as an anticipatory skin conductance response (Bechara et al., 1999) are known to be mediated by amygdalar connections, suggesting a deficit in the amygdala or affiliated structures in psychopathic individuals.
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Aversive pavlovian delay conditioning was investigated in a sample of 11 criminal psychopaths as identified by using the Psychopathy Checklist-Revised…
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The volume of the nucleus accumbens was 13% smaller in psychopathy (p corrected for multiple comparisons <0.006).
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3603572/
D-serine down-regulated the BDNF signaling pathway in NAc during CSDS procedure. Furthermore, BDNF signaling inhibitor (K252a) enhanced the antidepressant effects of D-serine.
D-serine shrinks NAC????? What do the nac do? https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/34654365/
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Psychopathy has been associated with increased putamen and striatum volumes. The nucleus accumbens –a key structure in reversal learning, less effective in psychopathy –has not yet received specific attention. Moreover, basal ganglia morphology ...
D-Serine exerts antidepressant-like effects in mice mediated through restraining the BDNF signaling pathway and regulating synaptic plasticity in NAc.
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The volume of the nucleus accumbens was 13% smaller in psychopathy (p corrected for multiple comparisons <0.006).
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3603572/
D-serine down-regulated the BDNF signaling pathway in NAc during CSDS procedure. Furthermore, BDNF signaling inhibitor (K252a) enhanced the antidepressant effects of D-serine.
D-serine shrinks NAC????? What do the nac do? https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/34654365/
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ibtisam.midlet 17-Sep-22 07:05 PM
D-serine +_+
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How's this
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They say people who’ve been through a lot of pain are the nicest
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ibtisam.midlet 17-Sep-22 07:09 PM
Oh yes agonisting nmda on reward system
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They say people who’ve been through a lot of pain are the nicest
ibtisam.midlet 17-Sep-22 07:10 PM
I think it depend
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People who learn to forget everything become psychos and those who can’t become schizo maybe.
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Wild guess
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People who learn to forget everything become psychos and those who can’t become schizo maybe.
ibtisam.midlet 17-Sep-22 07:12 PM
Cortisol enhance memory doing flashbulb memory for the trauma
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When he found that this memory will goes with the person insane
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Cortisol system seems to format it
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Its some action done by PFC thinking I guess
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Means PFC calculate if the memory is better to deleted or not, by expecting future , normally by downstream sinario cacadac
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People who learn to forget everything become psychos and those who can’t become schizo maybe.
Remember to care Remember beware Remember the pains Of what possible nightmares (edited)
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D-serine increases turnover of fear learning I think -both increasing extinction and learning (that’s how sirsad described it iirc). In other words it seems it makes fear learning more short term, less long lasting. It’s being studied for ptsd and such for this reason. Psychopaths are fast life history strategists (strong and well known association) -it could make sense if they fear things on a shorter time scale. Fast life history strategists are adapted for unstable environments where things are constantly changing and there’s no reason too look too far into the future. They are more selfish and higher in dark triad traits. Traditionally a key component of psychopaths was thought to be some sort of impairment with fear learning, athough some puzzling conflicting evidence both for and against this have come out. I haven’t looked into the exact details on this but maybe it’s partly that psychopaths have increased turnover of fear learning and a narrower timeframe of concern (like d-serine would produce). Everything I just said should be verified cause I am really just guessing Fear conditioning in psychopaths: Event-related potentials and peripheral measures https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0301051112000336
In contrast with healthy controls, high psychopathic individuals appear deficient in the capacity to form appropriate associations between a cue and an aversive (Hare et al., 1978, Flor et al., 2002) or fear-evoking event (Patrick et al., 1994, Birbaumer et al., 2005)—despite intact cognitive processing of stimuli (Flor et al., 2002, Birbaumer et al., 2005, Kiehl, 2006). In healthy individuals, aversive or threatening cues result in the mobilization of defensive actions, which can be measured by fear-associated responses such as the startle reflex that increase during presentation of aversive stimuli (Davis, 1989, Lang et al., 1990, Patrick et al., 1996). In psychopathic individuals, who are theorized to lack the ability to anticipate and learn from punishment (Lykken, 1957, Hare and Quinn, 1971, Hare et al., 1978, Veit et al., 2002, Blair, 2004, Birbaumer et al., 2005, Mitchell et al., 2006), the fear-associated startle reflex has been found to be diminished or absent (Patrick et al., 1993, Levenston et al., 2000, Pastor et al., 2003, Benning et al., 2005). Startle potentiation in response to aversive events (Davis, 1992, Angrilli et al., 1996, Pissiota et al., 2003) as well as an anticipatory skin conductance response (Bechara et al., 1999) are known to be mediated by amygdalar connections, suggesting a deficit in the amygdala or affiliated structures in psychopathic individuals.
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I think i have maoa warrior genes that didnt activate since i had a good childhood
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I have hella low serotonin sensitivty which is like indicative of these genes
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I just need more trauma
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I still have anxiety tho just to a lesser extent
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In that its a different kind of anxiety
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A sense of impending doom
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But im not rlly anxious at a particular scenerio (edited)
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I think i have maoa warrior genes that didnt activate since i had a good childhood
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 12:54 AM
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I just need more trauma
I’ve heard people say that the military’s perfected using trauma to shape autists into functional human beings due to how long the tradition goes back lol (edited)
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Idk if you really want it tho
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I’ve heard people say that the military’s perfected using trauma to shape autists into functional human beings due to how long the tradition goes back lol (edited)
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 12:59 AM
u can do it yourself
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self imposed trauma is gold
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self imposed trauma is gold
I think I’ve had moments where I’ve metaphorically hit my head against wall mentally to get things to stick but only extremely rarely and in desperation (edited)
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I think I’ve had moments where I’ve metaphorically hit my head against wall mentally to get things to stick but only extremely rarely and in desperation (edited)
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 01:07 AM
people are into SM only in sexual environments because it's not socially accepted otherwise. When imposed on self there is nothing stopping us except death
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people are into SM only in sexual environments because it's not socially accepted otherwise. When imposed on self there is nothing stopping us except death
SM?
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SM?
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 01:13 AM
sadism/mazochism
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I have terrible bruxism headache today, only laughter relieves it
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pls send me ur best memes
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I think I’ve had moments where I’ve metaphorically hit my head against wall mentally to get things to stick but only extremely rarely and in desperation (edited)
ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 01:34 AM
Notice all big biologist in the community have behavior like this especially in childhood (edited)
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We are not typical
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 07:23 AM
found out that biohacking girls dominant longevity groups in facebook
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found out that biohacking girls dominant longevity groups in facebook
Why u so downbad
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 08:20 AM
To what exactly
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I'm feminine addict
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wanna be girl, feel I'm girl, and like to interact with girls
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@Cast boys for potatoes
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found out that biohacking girls dominant longevity groups in facebook
What group?
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wanna be girl, feel I'm girl, and like to interact with girls
Then transfer?
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 08:29 AM
I'm going to it matter of time
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wanna be girl, feel I'm girl, and like to interact with girls
Boy ur a man
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 08:30 AM
because I pass easily
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Anyone has any idea, on why my veins intermittently narrow then bp rises, I start to experience confusion/stress and on top it makes all my muscles swell/tense up at least 1-2 cm (edited)
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NO works somewhat
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Ain’t no fucking doc is able to find a reason (edited)
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Anyone has any idea, on why my veins intermittently narrow then bp rises, I start to experience confusion/stress and on top it makes all my muscles swell/tense up at least 1-2 cm (edited)
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 08:33 AM
oral dysbiosis
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oral dysbiosis
No gum diseases, 29 yr never had a cavity
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No gum diseases, 29 yr never had a cavity
ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 08:40 AM
Where veins are
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No gum diseases, 29 yr never had a cavity
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 08:41 AM
that's not the issue
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Where veins are
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Feels like a hammer in my chest
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oral dysbiosis
Ideas on how to fix (edited)
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 08:41 AM
Leg also?
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Swelling every limb
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Face arms chest etc
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 08:42 AM
so possibility of atherosclerosis
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see photos
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Ideas on how to fix (edited)
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 08:42 AM
yes nitrate supplementation
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other than diet optimization
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so possibility of atherosclerosis
Alright ill check it out
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 08:43 AM
in google for initial symptoms and late
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 08:43 AM
if its correct then meds are easy
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 08:43 AM
nook sat fat
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Never heard of that
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I get oral thrush/tongue staining easily
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 08:44 AM
i contacted that ytber he are soo advanced
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I get oral thrush/tongue staining easily
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 08:44 AM
tongue staining is not oral thrush
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if u do have thrush there's an easy fix
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in google for initial symptoms and late
It seems there are some correlation, and I have been eating fat heavy. Bloodwork shows elevated cholesterol (5) but triglycerides within range
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 08:47 AM
we should probably formulate a mouthwash that modulates microbiota instead of just nooking it
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I had pretty good results from subL probiotics
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If I were to go about experimenting my way to an answer, what could I start with?
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High dose k2?
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If I were to go about experimenting my way to an answer, what could I start with?
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 08:49 AM
just nook the sat fat
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and put omegas to a balance of 1:1
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 08:51 AM
so much to optimize about diet
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ppl don't pay attention at all
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then wonder how they got chronic disease
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if they do pay attention they do the wrong thing always
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just nook the sat fat
I’ll try
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which medication should I use
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Which one ru
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I scored 27
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right now I use mirtazapine, without it, I can't sleep
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had insomnia for like a decade
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Dont take ssris
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It’s an snri
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Dont take ssris
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 08:55 AM
this rly shows how noob u r
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lol
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It’s an snri
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 08:55 AM
it is not
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Im not the one with depression
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 08:55 AM
venlafaxine and magnesium and lamotrigine & Wellbutrin
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Im not the one with depression
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 08:56 AM
u don't even deserve to talk to me
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 08:56 AM
take one by one until it get fixed
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magnesium L-threonate ?
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 08:56 AM
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Alright no NaSSA
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Im not the one with depression
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 08:56 AM
Why are u not jukesta anymore
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But almost same moa (edited)
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Because
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magnesium L-threonate ?
ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 08:56 AM
magnesium pidolate
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I wanted a change
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magnesium pidolate
ok
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ok
Whats the cause
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 08:58 AM
what is the most antidepressant androgen
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I wanted a change
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 08:58 AM
You trolled everyone and fooled them into wondering where the hell young jukesta went.
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 08:58 AM
no one took venlafaxine and didn't liked it
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what is the most antidepressant androgen
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 08:59 AM
Androsterone IME
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 08:59 AM
its cocaine of SNRIs
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Whats the cause
chronic cannabis usage induced psychosis 5 days a week at lunch time in high school, which had me have constant negative intrusive thoughts and self hate and paranoia hearing and thinking people were watching me and making fun of me 24/7 for the next 3 years of using.
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from 16 to 19
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Ur prob schizoid
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yeah
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probably hyperdopaminergic
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:01 AM
woa woah woaah
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What is one thing you want in life that you dont have and others do? @macross89
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which explains my adhd like symptoms
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:01 AM
don't jump to conclusions here
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What is one thing you want in life that you dont have and others do? @macross89
to not have negative self thought 24/7 and to be able to actually enjoy doing things and function properly
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chronic cannabis usage induced psychosis 5 days a week at lunch time in high school, which had me have constant negative intrusive thoughts and self hate and paranoia hearing and thinking people were watching me and making fun of me 24/7 for the next 3 years of using.
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:02 AM
sounds like teen having a hard time in school
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macross89
to not have negative self thought 24/7 and to be able to actually enjoy doing things and function properly
Tangible
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I've been slowly reintigrating myself back into society after being a shut in for like a decade, now I'm in college in robotics and automation program
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Tell me something tangible
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I want meaningful relationships with friends and family and girlfriend
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macross89
I want meaningful relationships with friends and family and girlfriend
Yep
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and I want people to view me as successful
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What is one thing you want in life that you dont have and others do? @macross89
ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 09:03 AM
lamotrigine is exactly to eliminate this feeling
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Just as i thought
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:03 AM
those are heavy abstractions tho
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U just need bitches
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true
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but I have extremely low self esteem
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and can't do shit
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i'm working on it
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its cause of these god damn intrusive thoughts
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Psychopath max with me
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U just need bitches
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:04 AM
dating apps have corrupted Gen Z minds
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U need to psychopath max
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veganpermanently
dating apps have corrupted Gen Z minds
ol true
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I think im a psychopath
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No u arent
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:05 AM
the Illuminati is feeding off your simple lustful energy
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Psychopaths dont have self esteem issues
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And they dont get depressed
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damn
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:05 AM
the only way to prevent people from feeding off your energy is to manifest a complex mindset that no one but you can understand
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Psychopathy is the ticket out of this hell
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the only way to prevent people from feeding off your energy is to manifest a complex mindset that no one but you can understand
And psychopath max
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how are their brains wired, can we hack out brains to become psychopaths or what
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:06 AM
it is a maze where everyone but you is trapped
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macross89
how are their brains wired, can we hack out brains to become psychopaths or what
Decreased amygdala and orbital cortex function
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i think I was a psychopath before I got fucked by cannabis
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No u werent
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well what can we take then
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did you already do research or what
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:06 AM
it's true that cannabis makes you self aware
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Im still figuring that part out. But stimualnts seem promising
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Molly made me a psychopath temporarily
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:07 AM
NMDA inactivation is probably implicated
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It was nice
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but isnt a schizo basically alraedy have a hyperdopaminergic system
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U might have maoa warrior genes
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Molly made me a psychopath temporarily
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:07 AM
daily kanna use in large doses replicates this
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Check this out nigger
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I took adderall for half a month and literally noticed nothing but more sweats
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:08 AM
but let me tell u
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it's not enjoyable at all
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The low arousal theory is a psychological theory explaining that people with attention-deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) and antisocial personality disorder seek self-stimulation by excessive activity in order to transcend their state of abnormally low arousal. This low arousal results in the inability or difficulty to sustain attention on a...
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Kanna is fucking expensive, it's not sustainable
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The kind that google uses to snip ur data
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macross89
Kanna is fucking expensive, it's not sustainable
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:08 AM
nah ur poor tho
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no dude liftmode extract is 100$ for not much
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Trust me
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and ur talking about hig doses
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Psychopath maxxing is just as valuable as IQ maxxing
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no dude liftmode extract is 100$ for not much
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:09 AM
5 g is ridiculous
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in what sense
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:09 AM
u would die if u used that in a month
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well I have it here
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macross89
in what sense
In the sense that ur life becomes way easier and more enjyable
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Want the psychopath pill? @macross89
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In the sense that ur life becomes way easier and more enjyable
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:10 AM
presumption
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Want the psychopath pill? @macross89
yeah
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:10 AM
it is hard to be a psychopath
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much harder than not
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mostly because u have to fake that you care all the time which takes more effort than actually caring
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yeah
Basically psychopaths are highly charismatic. Get lots of pussy. Have no fear, worry or anxiety. Dont get depressed and always feel highly of themselves. They dont procrastinate and always get what they want.
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I don't care and fake that I do but its because I lack self esteem
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Basically psychopaths are highly charismatic. Get lots of pussy. Have no fear, worry or anxiety. Dont get depressed and always feel highly of themselves. They dont procrastinate and always get what they want.
Ok so kill anxiety, be on benzos 24/7
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benzos "literally melt my anxiety away" "I go into stores and steal shit without a worry"
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thats what I always hear from anecdotes
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daily kanna use in large doses replicates this
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 09:13 AM
Not for me lol. At the end of it i was using 120mg oral before work to make it last all shift. Went through 5g of kanna in 2 months
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benzos "literally melt my anxiety away" "I go into stores and steal shit without a worry"
Yea but side effects
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U wanna perma alter ur brain lad
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U dont wanna rely on drugs
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yeah but on them, coupled with exposure therapy you will rewire your brain
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which is what im trying to do
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Might work
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Might not
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my brain got rewired from the cannabis abuse
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U gotta consider the side effects
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U were never a psychopath
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U were most likely adhd
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apparently it dysregulates the gaba system which leads to hyper active dopamine
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Ill figure it out
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Chronic adolescent marijuana use has been linked to the later development of psychiatric diseases such as schizophrenia. GABAergic hypofunction in the prefrontal cortex (PFC) is a cardinal pathological feature of schizophrenia and may be a mechanism by ...
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Weed made u paranoid its obvious
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But u can cure it
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yeah with gaba
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bromazopam
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And stims
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or whatever its called
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no my brain is already hyperdopaminergic probably
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why would I add more dopamine
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😐
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Not how it works brother
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I've been starting to take phenibut
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for 4-5 days now
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I don't really notice much, maybe its subtle
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need to try RC benzos
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Not for me lol. At the end of it i was using 120mg oral before work to make it last all shift. Went through 5g of kanna in 2 months
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:18 AM
I got lasting inhibition of empathetic behavior and emotions after a month of dosing Kanna daily at high doses
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it wasn't cool tho
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Tms can make u a psychopath
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I might set it up
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:19 AM
it just made me loose a bunch of connections
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It only last for 30 mins
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Your gonna get addicted, your gonna have withdrawals You should atleast try to limit phenibut to like 500-750mg a week whenever needed (so not everyday)
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Tms ? what is that
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I got lasting inhibition of empathetic behavior and emotions after a month of dosing Kanna daily at high doses
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 09:21 AM
Oh actually yeah i see what you’re saying there. When i quit it i was already going through a hard time of my life and i was very zombie and dysfunctional and i felt like kanna was making me slow but also improving some aspects of quality on my life
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sometimes I wonder if my brain needs cannabis cause it got addicted
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I started taking liquid isolate concentrates again but very little sublingual, can't say I notice anything really
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sometimes I wonder if my brain needs cannabis cause it got addicted
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:22 AM
I abused Cannabis far more then you
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then I stopped
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:22 AM
and yeah life is harder to navigate if I don't dose in a month
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macross89
Tms ? what is that
Transcranial magentic stimulation
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lol
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it just made me loose a bunch of connections
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 09:23 AM
Dude funny thing is i gave my friends their first time with kanna intranasal and they were very connecting and god-consciousness and loved how it felt so nice outside
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the one where you wear a hat
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Dude funny thing is i gave my friends their first time with kanna intranasal and they were very connecting and god-consciousness and loved how it felt so nice outside
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:23 AM
never give people your drugs
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that's just stupid
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I stopped even talking about it
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brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 09:24 AM
They gave me drugs though
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:24 AM
if anyone asks me I just drink coffee
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brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 09:24 AM
Bruh dafuq. emoji_27
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:24 AM
u could never tell I'm VP if you met me in person
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Any drugs that directly effect the amygdala?
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brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 09:25 AM
I will say i smoke crack to the president of the united states i do not give a fork.
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Any drugs that directly effect the amygdala?
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 09:25 AM
Nsi-189 grows it. Bpc-157 probably too (edited)
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I felt like a psychopath while one NSI
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I will say i smoke crack to the president of the united states i do not give a fork.
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:25 AM
I don't give a fuck either that's why I lie 983795135575883818
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Nsi-189 grows it. Bpc-157 probably too (edited)
Shrink it
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What drugs shrink it
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What drugs shrink it
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 09:26 AM
Cyproheptadine
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brothermanbill
Cyproheptadine
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:26 AM
nice
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I think I just need therapy lol, think my issue is just lack of confidence, I've tried adderall and phenibut with no noticeable effects, those are like the top of each category of receptor acting drugs before we pass the threshold into meth and benzos
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:26 AM
roflmao
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hypocampus depends on amygdala
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Cyproheptadine
Side effects?
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:27 AM
shrinking amygdala will nook your memory
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veganpermanently
shrinking amygdala will nook your memory
How to become a psychopath
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I dont rely on emotions for memory usually
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What drugs shrink it
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 09:27 AM
TAAR1 antagonists, protein kinase inhibitors, some sort of tryptamine-inhibitors/reducers
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I fixed my issues before by going through hell for 4 months re-integrating myself into society, meditation (mindfulness), daily gym, job, anti inflammatory diet (edited)
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My brain and mindset is already in the best state for psychopathy
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NSI provides alot of control switching outwardly projected emotional states when needed ime (edited)
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but then I fell back down once my shifts got changed back to night shifts on weekends and had to work with asshole and assholes came to job place cause casino is right next door
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975870265147940914
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How to become a psychopath
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:28 AM
I jsut realized ur trying to MK Ultra yourself
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roflmao
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I jsut realized ur trying to MK Ultra yourself
Wasnt that lsd + ptsd?
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Wasnt that lsd + ptsd?
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:29 AM
yeah but their goal was to make psychopaths
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NSI provides alot of control switching outwardly projected emotional states when needed ime (edited)
That is borderline psychopathic lol
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Did it work? (edited)
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Did it work? (edited)
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:30 AM
depends.
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But nice, right behind ya
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Need this in my life
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Netizenne
NSI provides alot of control switching outwardly projected emotional states when needed ime (edited)
why isn't it more talked about then
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That is borderline psychopathic lol
It felt like it Like I could do the Ren and Stimpy thing where he begins to look almost calm when angry looool (edited)
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Are you sure that was mk ultra @veganpermanently
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why isn't it more talked about then
There’s been lots of discussion on nsi
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Are you sure that was mk ultra @veganpermanently
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:31 AM
ye
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I thought mk ultra was for hypnosis and interragation
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I thought mk ultra was for hypnosis and interragation
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:31 AM
well yeah that's what they told the public
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when people talk about controlling emotions and intrusive thoughts and shit on reddit, the only thing I read is NAC
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It felt like it Like I could do the Ren and Stimpy thing where he begins to look almost calm when angry looool (edited)
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brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 09:31 AM
February-march 2020 I was extreme psychopath with severe GABA-A downregulation, extreme GABA-b agonism, extreme D2 agonism, and extreme weed withdrawals. But that was like the highlight of my life cuz i felt like everything was grandiose grandeur delusion
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:31 AM
if they told the public they just wanted to make serial killers CIA would be no more
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Also i have noticed something akin to that on lsd
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Was in a bad enviroment on lsd and afterwards i became more psychopathic
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NSI + Novichock = Win
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It just dissolved my morality a bit
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Made me see things not so black and white
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You’ve always been psychopathic Jukesta
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No im not
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Was in a bad enviroment on lsd and afterwards i became more psychopathic
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 09:33 AM
ETH-LAD + AL-LAD = god
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I’m joking
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:34 AM
DHEA 7DHA ACP-105 we need an ERB agonist ASAP
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Also, u still feeling the after effects of DFO?
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:34 AM
I can't believe these bodybuilding websites don't list any
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I dont know what dfo does
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In the 10 minutes after dosing there is a slight euphoria. But it was definetly over hyped
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I did 1.75g and never touched it since
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DHEA 7DHA ACP-105 we need an ERB agonist ASAP
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 09:35 AM
What does dhea and pregnenolone a 3-methoxy-pregnanolone do to ERB
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Why are people giving anecdotes of NSI making them more emotional but then the other dude says it makes him able to control his emotions :bruh:
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:35 AM
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Dont take nsi unless u want to be a pussy
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I did 1.75g and never touched it since
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 09:36 AM
I’ll do 500mg tomorrow intranasal wallah. I still use it and dont regret using multiple grams intranasal it is really good to use because nothing is as strong to chelate neuronal iron
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Dont take nsi unless u want to be a pussy
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 09:37 AM
I have had very opposite experiences in a wide span of time frame on nsi-189 freebase specifically
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I did 1.75g and never touched it since
1.75g is a lot no?
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we need to get rid of empathy
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and pussyness
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we need to get rid of empathy
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 09:37 AM
Acetaminophen
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no it damages the intestinal lining or something
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1.75g is a lot no?
About 3 n a half doses
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We have to figure out a safe way to become psychopaths
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About 3 n a half doses
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 09:38 AM
I get headache from dfo even at 200mg wbu
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Bonk says it cured his lifetime of headaches (edited)
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yeah
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I get headache from dfo even at 200mg wbu
Nope
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I took 500 mg first day
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We have to figure out a safe way to become psychopaths
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 09:39 AM
Shilajit megadose + tongkat + cistanche + hydroxybetacholesterol, and eating turkey hearts
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I shot it up my nose just like pax did
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where was acetominophen from
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advil or tylenol
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Dont take nsi unless u want to be a pussy
It doesn’t do that lol
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:39 AM
I found a better drug than DFO
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I shot it up my nose just like pax did
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 09:39 AM
I will buy the remaining vials off you man ❤️
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We have to figure out a safe way to become psychopaths
Megadose lithium orotate?
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:39 AM
10x more potent
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Shilajit megadose + tongkat + cistanche + hydroxybetacholesterol, and eating turkey hearts
Is this jokes?
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I found a better drug than DFO
?
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Megadose lithium orotate?
Reasoning?
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I think we're all just lazy and unhealthy
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Is this jokes?
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 09:40 AM
Stg i have been taking $7-10 of shilajit resin daily for the past 2 weeks
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Reasoning?
Flatlined emotional spectrum
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?
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:40 AM
ciclopirox
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10x more effective at erythropoiesis
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Flatlined emotional spectrum
Really
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:41 AM
with less iron chelation
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brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 09:41 AM
Megadose shilajit was kept secret by the master yogi’s in ancient india
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Does it flatline fear?
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Really
And drive, and motivation and everything u need to utilize your psychopathy
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brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 09:41 AM
They were gods of meditation and telepathy
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megadosing is unsustainable with like all of these supplements
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you will be broke
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And drive, and motivation and everything u need to utilize your psychopathy
Permanent or acute changes?
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Permanent or acute changes?
No idea
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Thats the most important factor
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man
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permanent changes probably require abusing drugs
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Acute change just kill aomeone
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U want to become a psychopath permanetly
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and exposing yourself daily to whatever
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for like a couple years
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Tms + rapamycin could do it (edited)
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In all seriousness
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I wonder if you can get autoimmune disease or MCAS from hanging weights from your dick
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I hardly think nuking your emotional specteum is functional with regards to whatever you want to achieve. Perhaps a more functional egoism is better to strive for
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maybe that's why I have symptoms of autoimmune disease or mcas
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I hardly think nuking your emotional specteum is functional with regards to whatever you want to achieve. Perhaps a more functional egoism is better to strive for
Do you think no emotional specturm = psychopathy since i dont know
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Psychopaths are highly productive
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Goal driven
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Do you think no emotional specturm = psychopathy since i dont know
More sociopathy, but I think psychopaths lack empathy
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I don’t know much about it
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anyone tried acetominophen for a long period of time
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U should watch some james fallon
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for its emotional blunting effects
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Hes a neuroscientist who discovered he was a psychopath
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Ah that guy
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Yea I know
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Found the epigenetic tendencies towards psychopathic predispositions
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I wonder if theres anything that can reduce or prevent the damage acetominophen does to the stomach lining
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Remember a documentary where he found out he was predisposed himself
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Secondary psychpaths -the anxious, impulsive, and more destructive type- I would take NSI for. And then D-serine for fear learning and verbal wit/charisma.
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did you try d serine
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D-serine apparently improves verbal iq
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did you try d serine
Not yet
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I will probably get on it soon also
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why would you take NSI
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literally everyone says it makes them more emotionally vulnerable basically
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But the neurotoxic potential I don’t like
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From d-serine
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Secondary psychpaths -the anxious, impulsive, and more destructive type- I would take NSI for. And then D-serine for fear learning and verbal wit/charisma.
D serine for fear learning?
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Vulnerability has its uses Good for stuff like music
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Wouldnt it induce fear extinction?
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yeah but I don't care about music
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Being very emotional in general is good for music
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Was just about to say
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lol
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Being very emotional in general is good for music
Dont be emotional
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I make music as a side, and want to do it fully
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I've always considered D-Serine
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I don’t want to nuke my emotions lol
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music makes you gay
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look at all the music producers
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Psychopathy maxxing is based
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But it would damn sure help with the business side of things
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Discord makes you gay
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a r c t !^
Discord makes you gay
stop projecting
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I thiught dserine = fear extinction
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Gays make u straight
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If u aren’t gay that is
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Gays make u straight
lol this is true
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literally everyone says it makes them more emotionally vulnerable basically
It’s thought that one of the main functions of variance in emotional intensity is to assign value to memories -that the more emotional an experience the better it’s remembered.
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I thought nsi made you more emotional?
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It’s thought that one of the main functions of variance in emotional intensity is to assign value to memories -that the more emotional an experience the better it’s remembered.
Pure memory is better
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but what if my experiences are always bad due to my ruminations
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would it not make things worse
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It would
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Amygdala is part of the hippocampus -the primary part of the brain involved in memory many would say (edited)
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Dont take nsi if ur emotional
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nsi is gae
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:51 AM
found sauce for ciclopirox
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Emotion and memory are very linked
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Dont take nsi if ur unstable
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Emotion and memory are very linked
Not if u learn to memorize things unemotionally
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macross89
stop projecting
I’m not gay I’m shy
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Like psilocybin for schizophrenia?
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I found NSI to make me the opposite of a pussy tbh I stood up to my parents drunken arguing they’re always engaging in and have gotten them to stop for a while (edited)
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maybe I need to get back on NAC, It made me unable to sleep and I alraedy have insomnia, but since I staretd mirtazapine I sleep ez n fast and good
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Not if u learn to memorize things unemotionally
That seems so wrong
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Its not
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I probably not it just seems like that imo
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Being very emotional in general is good for music
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 09:53 AM
Opioid withdrawalemoji_1
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NAC makes you gay, but at least I won't have OCD and be emotional
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Like I associate memorize with a lot of sensory impressions
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hopefully
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Smells etc
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Sure, there’s lot of reasons to dislike NSI (it will have you acting psychopathic a tad maybe) but thinking that it makes you a ‘gae pussy’ is not why you should dislike it (edited)
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And they correlate to a specific mindset and feeling
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NAC effects the NAC receptor which is used to modulate emotions relating to gay
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U dont have to
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:54 AM
anything unemotionally is subhuman
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it agonizes the NAC receptor, in turn makes you gay
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I can recall 90% of events that u had no emotional connection to
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veganpermanently
anything unemotionally is subhuman
Or epi (edited)
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:54 AM
it's lame really
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:55 AM
the thought that u need to castrate yourself emotionally to get ahead
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But it has its functionality
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In some aspects of life
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Emotions are hinderance
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Like needing to be an asshole to your sidebich when she wants to be serious
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In some aspects of life
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:55 AM
yeah in low IQ professions
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You feel bad about it
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:55 AM
like police force
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But you need too
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I don’t agree with that
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But sure
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Police in Denmark are over average in terms of fluent intelligence
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Police in Denmark are over average in terms of fluent intelligence
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:56 AM
here you can't get a job in police if you're above 120 IQ
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Where is that?
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I don't really care about IQ, in the end if I have no emotions and Im a psychopath I can control people and get what I want
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:56 AM
Croatia
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Literally?
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like sure its nice to have
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Literally?
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:57 AM
yes
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macross89
I don't really care about IQ, in the end if I have no emotions and Im a psychopath I can control people and get what I want
Exactly
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Ah yeah, all cro cops
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I see
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And they correlate to a specific mindset and feeling
The goal your memorizing stuff for the sake of accomplishing is probably motivated by emotion
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@macross89 lets start a small research group
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well use benzos
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Netizenne
The goal your memorizing stuff for the sake of accomplishing is probably motivated by emotion
That resonates
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Accept my request
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no dud
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I cant commit
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i have school n shit
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Brothers u will end up in jail
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No commitment
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It’s not functional long term
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Just a place to post studies my guy
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I dont have time for that
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JK
It’s not functional long term
Look up pro social psychopaths
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:59 AM
we should move somewhere where no one can find us
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then make MK Ultra again
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I always thought I had it in me to kill someone, and I probably do. Few weeks ago I was attacked, and held the guy down while the fucker bit me etc.
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 09:59 AM
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Look up pro social psychopaths
That seems so contradictory, psychopathy is literally called “antisocial personality disorder” more formally
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Do I want to fo to jail?
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Lets go psychopath maxxing
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Netizenne
That seems so contradictory, psychopathy is literally called “antisocial personality disorder” more formally
Two types of social
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You need empathy and emotions to regulate your actions
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JK
I always thought I had it in me to kill someone, and I probably do. Few weeks ago I was attacked, and held the guy down while the fucker bit me etc.
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:00 AM
perfect test
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Social as in good at communicating and social as in valuing society
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I thought long about it
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Could bashes his head in the asphalt
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But why?
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He was on drugs, drunk
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Talked about suicidal
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Poor fella was in pain
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And I don’t like small spaces
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And getting ass raped by bikers
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But why?
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:01 AM
to enforce cultural evolution like all real men did before u
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If ur iq is above 115 you can become a psychopath without worry
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Mine is 142 on Norwegian Mensa
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And I’m not
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U would make a good psychopath
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U would make a good psychopath
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:02 AM
y r u so autistic
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Chris watts is a low Iq psychopath
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People with this white teeth always up to something
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:03 AM
if u don't have children by 25 ur not psychopath
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Low IQ psychopath < neurotypical < high IQ psychopath
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:04 AM
at really high IQ psychopathy will be only a burden
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for high IQ people it's easy to override empathetic thought
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that means you can't feel empathy only when you need it
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there is no usecase
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Yea unless you have a aspergers and grew up with daddy’s goldmine capital
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anyways maybe my new stack will include D-Serine and NAC
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haven't tried D-serine yet
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just sick and tired of using all these god damn BS herbs and supplements that do fuck all lol
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Try it with NSI, and go fix the economy
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veganpermanently
at really high IQ psychopathy will be only a burden
Pretty much
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what really works is pharma
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and RCs
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And empathy!
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if you want to live forever stop buying dumb ass herbs, just get metformin, rapamycin and SKQ1
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you don't need 100 herbs
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to barely have the effect of one of the above (edited)
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:06 AM
berberine
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The immune suppressive aspect of raps scares me
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:06 AM
PQQ
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alternate between berberine and metformin 1:1 apparently
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But I don’t have diabetussss?
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:07 AM
metformin nooks muscle
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berberine improves it
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theres a study that shows that people with diabetus that take metformin live 15% longer than people without diabetus that take metformin, idk I just read the title (edited)
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somebody posted it in nootopics
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edit
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macross89
if you want to live forever stop buying dumb ass herbs, just get metformin, rapamycin and SKQ1
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 10:08 AM
Whats the best source for skq1
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Yeah I got it
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idk I just use sirsad
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Cosmic has no?
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@JK, you have advanced to lvl 4 respect++ emoji_51
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veganpermanently
for high IQ people it's easy to override empathetic thought
Yep
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and I use mitovan for skincare
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which uses SQK1
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I will try their mitovan
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At some point
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its expensive
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But its not all about empathy
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you could try the concentrate that is like half price and mix it with your skincare products
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motivitan i think
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mitovitan
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Psychopathic motivation is real
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That’s what I was thinking
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But its not all about empathy
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:09 AM
the reason you don't see smart people doing unempathetic stuff is because in most cases it's not the optimal thing to do
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Mixing it with normal moisturizer
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also apparently hyaluronic acid ingested is better than applied topically
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brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 10:09 AM
Fuck my life i accidentally deleted my comment
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as long as its a small enough molecule
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We won’t survive as a species without empathy?
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veganpermanently
the reason you don't see smart people doing unempathetic stuff is because in most cases it's not the optimal thing to do
But they will when they have to
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The lack of it is why we are fucked
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But they will when they have to
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:10 AM
ofc
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Kill or be killed
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fuckkkk
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Psychopathy is the meta rn
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:10 AM
it's like asking me what would I do on a desert island as a vegan
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Find the core of the self, and understand empathy
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:10 AM
dumb question
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acetominophen why does it have to damage stomach lining or whatever
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Psychopathy is the meta rn
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 10:11 AM
I agree i want psychopathy again. But i would have to quit weed for sure
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I agree i want psychopathy again. But i would have to quit weed for sure
The month after quitting weed is pure mental darkness
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The month after quitting weed is pure mental darkness
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:12 AM
what r u talking about
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Archetypical shadow stuff, I just wanted to kill and do illegal stuff
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But they will when they have to
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 10:13 AM
More like when they don’t have to. They are more likely to be forced into empathy rather than expressing it.
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Archetypical shadow stuff, I just wanted to kill and do illegal stuff
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:13 AM
should have made a drug empire
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I considered it a rage state almost. Like a subconscious resilience
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Dude
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I even thought about it
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I think lsd and ptsd will do it bois
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After that lots of addy
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Now I’m out here preaching peace
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Tf happened
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Eyo Jukesta maybe im in
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Gktta force my brain into a goal oriented mindset
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I even thought about it
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:14 AM
do u have connections
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Let’s go get psyched
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veganpermanently
do u have connections
Everyone in my country has
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:15 AM
that doesn't give u an edge
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That’s true
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Im in a state where i have no reason to not be a psychopath. No love, dont talk to many. I already trust no one
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None for bulk over 500g etc
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Im in a state where i have no reason to not be a psychopath. No love, dont talk to many. I already trust no one
Go hug a random
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make eye contact with everyone you see, thats how you become dominant alpha chad bussin fr fr no cap dead ass aint finna lie male
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you will not sis
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sus
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I considered it a rage state almost. Like a subconscious resilience
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 10:17 AM
Yeah first time in my life rn im like damn bro its either i quit my daily smoking and hope i can feel cognitively and emotionally better or i keep smoking to keep the piling stress at bay and not flip out, cuz im very prone to flip out on the wrong people because i don’t know what to rage to or what to rage at
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I miss what molly did to me
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Yeah first time in my life rn im like damn bro its either i quit my daily smoking and hope i can feel cognitively and emotionally better or i keep smoking to keep the piling stress at bay and not flip out, cuz im very prone to flip out on the wrong people because i don’t know what to rage to or what to rage at
Exactly my experience my man. Almost animalistic tendencies, I swear I could have hurt someone I loved.
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I would quit
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Molly made me invincible
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You WILL get back to “a” baseline
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It’s not the old you, but you are in control. And that’s all worth it imo
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Molly made me invincible
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 10:20 AM
I did mdma like 12 times and i agree but at the same time i can’t remember any of my experiences except for a few. I never went over 150mg oral wbu
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you develop permanent tolerance to certains levels of effects of molly ?
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gen bussin
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Molly made me invincible
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 10:21 AM
Last two times i did molly were terrible experiences weird (edited)
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:22 AM
the thing about psychopathy
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if anyone realizes you're a psycho no one will like u anymore
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then u can change towns and start all over
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if anyone realizes you're a psycho no one will like u anymore
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 10:23 AM
Does oxytocin diminish toward psychopathy
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Last two times i did molly were terrible experiences weird (edited)
Rip
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:23 AM
psychopathy is hell
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Molly made me have infinite confidence and no regard for other people
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wtf in ontario canada ?
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shitttt
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I live right next door
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:23 AM
to survive u have to pretend you're not a psychopath
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Molly made me have infinite confidence and no regard for other people
???
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So reversed
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Kicked peoole out, boasted about myself, pretended to know what i was talking about to seem smart. Easily talked to women
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:24 AM
and any time if it comes across anyone's mind to ask you about empathy you're done
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Made me a psychopath temporarily it was nice (edited)
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Kicked peoole out, boasted about myself, pretended to know what i was talking about to seem smart. Easily talked to women
That’s… cocaine
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Kicked peoole out, boasted about myself, pretended to know what i was talking about to seem smart. Easily talked to women
sounds like an asshole
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Yea (edited)
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Kicked peoole out, boasted about myself, pretended to know what i was talking about to seem smart. Easily talked to women
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:24 AM
no one liked you
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Kicked peoole out, boasted about myself, pretended to know what i was talking about to seem smart. Easily talked to women
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 10:24 AM
Ahhahahahahh
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U tend to do anti social things when ur under psychopathy
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I always get laid on cocaine
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:25 AM
you got nothing from it
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I can do anything
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Which is why I have to not do it
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I wasnt an asshole really i was more manipulative and dominant
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veganpermanently
then u can change towns and start all over
Fast life history strategist -adapted to unstable ecologies.
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I can do anything
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:25 AM
every cokehead out there
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what does cocaine feel like
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Yeah it’s a tragicomedy
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what does it do for you
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Don’t do it lol
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If u so call me first
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brothermanbill
Does oxytocin diminish toward psychopathy
Probably considering they are fast life history strategists
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Pov no one realized i was an asshole since it wss multiple small things on several different people
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@Cast, you have advanced to lvl 5 respect++ emoji_51
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how does it compare to adderall ?
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is it just a stimulant
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or what
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What cocaine?
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Or mdma
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cocaine
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to adderall
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They are both herbs
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Adaptogens
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I thing cocaine is akin to adderal in some sense
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Quicker onset
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Pov no one realized i was an asshole since it wss multiple small things on several different people
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:28 AM
did u ask them
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ok cause i felt nothing on adderall so it probably wont do much
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:28 AM
no one will tell you ure an asshole unless u ask
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it's not in their self interest
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Eh maybe they did but it feels so good that its worth it and youll get better at being s psychopath over time (edited)
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you can only be an asshole if youre a chad
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you have to be a certain height
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Eh maybe they did but it feels so good that its worth it and youll get better at being s psychopath over time (edited)
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:29 AM
r u demented
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like a giant
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If i was in that state permanetly i would be highly manipulative and charismatic by now and i would probably have anything i want
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ok cause i felt nothing on adderall so it probably wont do much
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 10:29 AM
Try zenzedi 50mg boofed you will be locked and loaded and ready to spurt split splat splotch a bunch of cream in the milk jug🥦
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no
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Actually
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Whats interesting is psychopathy is thkught to be caused by excess serotonin as a fetus (edited)
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And mdma is a powerful serotonin agonist
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ok maybe we need more ssris
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Whats interesting is psychopathy is thkught to be caused by excess serotonin as a fetus (edited)
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:31 AM
watch this
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maybe I need to give up my sexual hunger for psychopathy
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:31 AM
@Netizenne u too
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zoloft perhaps
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What is it
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:31 AM
it will provide a better archetype than psychopath
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macross89
maybe I need to give up my sexual hunger for psychopathy
Psychopaths are sex fiends
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:31 AM
everyone will like u as a trickster
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I feel like a psychopath wouldnt give a shit about sex
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@macross89, you have advanced to lvl 5 respect++ emoji_51
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:32 AM
because you will be fun to be around
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like meaningless
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and not fun for them really
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they just do it to feel superior
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but dont enjoy it prob
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its not something theyre really after
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:32 AM
and those who don't like you will be despised by everyone else
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they just want to control everything maybe
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Pov no one realized i was an asshole since it wss multiple small things on several different people
Psychopathy is adapted for environments where people are coming and going lots, where there aren’t long lasting social structures you have to conform to. R-selection refers to the selective pressure to adapt to these unstable environments where things are always changing and unpredictable. Psychopathy, selfishness, and dark triad traits are all associated with it.
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Psychopathy is adapted for environments where people are coming and going lots, where there aren’t long lasting social structures you have to conform to. R-selection refers to the selective pressure to adapt to these unstable environments where things are always changing and unpredictable. Psychopathy, selfishness, and dark triad traits are all associated with it.
So nyc
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Ya
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I took lsd st nyc and i could feel the assimilation. I was far colder at the end
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Ya
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macross89
I feel like a psychopath wouldnt give a shit about sex
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:33 AM
Sex is disappointment for me
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Always moving fast pushing others out of my way
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Click to see attachment 🖼️
Fr
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sex is boring
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why are you guys always looking for sex
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maybe tahts y u have problems
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nah sex is good
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Whats interesting is psychopathy is thkught to be caused by excess serotonin as a fetus (edited)
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 10:34 AM
L-tryptophan for mothers, along with tryptophan hydroxylase promotion with black seed oil, pinealon intranasal, thymogen intrnanasal, bpc-157. Also mk-677 does something to amagydala that causes ptsd-like behavior when taken longterm and alters serotonin brain metabolism
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Marcoss stop projecting
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i like sex
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lol
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L-tryptophan for mothers, along with tryptophan hydroxylase promotion with black seed oil, pinealon intranasal, thymogen intrnanasal, bpc-157. Also mk-677 does something to amagydala that causes ptsd-like behavior when taken longterm and alters serotonin brain metabolism
Also maoa l genes
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Psychopathy doesnt seem to hard to induce
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Thr tricky part is to avoid side effects
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Edward Dutton has a book called “The Genius Famine” where he discusses how the right mix of both r and K selected traits are needed to be a creative genius. I haven’t read it but I’ve read about it -and iirc a creative genius is an r-selected individual who comes from a K-selected population.
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Thr tricky part is to avoid side effects
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 10:35 AM
Synesthesia side effects.
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Molly will probably make u a psychopath with abuse but at the expense of cognitive function
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Edward Dutton has a book called “The Genius Famine” where he discusses how the right mix of both r and K selected traits are needed to be a creative genius. I haven’t read it but I’ve read about it -and iirc a creative genius is an r-selected individual who comes from a K-selected population.
So the creative genius is genetically K selected while epigenetically r-selected I think
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Psychopathy is adapted for environments where people are coming and going lots, where there aren’t long lasting social structures you have to conform to. R-selection refers to the selective pressure to adapt to these unstable environments where things are always changing and unpredictable. Psychopathy, selfishness, and dark triad traits are all associated with it.
SorryIwasAway 18-Sep-22 10:36 AM
Is that why it’s highest in African population? Because large stable societies weren’t a thing
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Is that why it’s highest in African population? Because large stable societies weren’t a thing
They are the most r selected
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Is that why it’s highest in African population? Because large stable societies weren’t a thing
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:37 AM
so that's why my psychopath friend wants to travel Africa
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Besides maybe seasians (edited)
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:37 AM
impreegnate bunch of melanistic bitches
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because the chalky ones won't take his seed
despair 1
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ayways
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anyone used swisschems
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so that's why my psychopath friend wants to travel Africa
Depends what part of Africa. I would assume a place like Nigeria is K-selected
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why does google describe mollys effects as increased empathy
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Because serotonin lol
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For some reason it does the opposite for me
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It just acts like meth
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is it ?
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3,4-Methyl​enedioxy​methamphetamine (edited)
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😐
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I think idk
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Mdma
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4 words
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Meth dioxy meth amphetamine
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why does google describe mollys effects as increased empathy
Molly will probably make u less psychopathic acutely if u arent like me
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I need to tske ig again
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gay
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Dark psych bro
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Psychopathy is just the mindset u need the tools
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Depends what part of Africa. I would assume a place like Nigeria is K-selected
Why so?
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is it ?
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:51 AM
same MoA. Adderal too
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find me a way to embody the trickster
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I did it before with harmalas, nicotine and psilocin
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:53 AM
ew instagram
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This page is based
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Its a bunch of charisma and dark psych tips
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:54 AM
u r obsessed
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:54 AM
same as your IQ obsession before
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Its my adhd
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:54 AM
nah it's pure O
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I get obsessed with some shit randomly its all i care about for weeks (edited)
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nah it's pure O
I thought you wanted to burn the DSM to the ground
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I thought you wanted to burn the DSM to the ground
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:55 AM
I didn't try to signal that here
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Meme diagnosis just for someone obsessed with things
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 10:56 AM
obsession is a pattern not a diagnosis
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perhaps the simplest pattern of neurotransmission
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or so it seems
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I get obsessed with some shit randomly its all i care about for weeks (edited)
Happens to me a lot
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Pretty sure it’s Pure O
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Wtf is pure o
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I get obsessed with some shit randomly its all i care about for weeks (edited)
Honestly the way to go about things tho
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ok how good is nitocint
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nicotine
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like fuck that burning in haling shit
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but theres other ways
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patch and spray
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I think ill just mk ultra myself by taking lsd in public
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Wtf is pure o
ocd subtype Pure obsession
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macross89
like fuck that burning in haling shit
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 11:02 AM
in my experience intranasal was best
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I think ill just mk ultra myself by taking lsd in public
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 11:02 AM
did that
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My fear is being antagonized on lsd could turn me into a pussy instead of a psychopath
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I think ill just mk ultra myself by taking lsd in public
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 11:02 AM
whatever u think of I already tried emoji_52
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trickster is always one step ahead of you
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Have u tried
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Starvation?
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 11:03 AM
yes
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We’ve all gone through a phase of trying to use psyches to induce lasting synesthesia I bet (edited)
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 11:03 AM
lol
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U think im done with that?
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 11:03 AM
I often forget about how much experience I have
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veganpermanently
I often forget about how much experience I have
So wise Greek statue man!!!!!!!!
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I never forget my obsessions they just go on standby
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I never forget my obsessions they just go on standby
Ideally they even build on top of eachother
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They do for me
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Everything is constantly building
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I just need better tools
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Why so?
The contrast in culture. You’ll understand if you ever interact with Nigerians
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I wish i could get brain surgery for whatever i wanted
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I would have them nuke my orbital cortex and amygdala. Then i would get high IQ stem cell injections into my parietal cortex and my hippocampus
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I'm going to try D-Serine eventually
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Then after a bit of recovery id be a 150 IQ psychopathic
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I'm going to try D-Serine eventually
For fear extinction?
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This comes naturally to psychopaths
You should befriend one it’ll help demystify them so you can make more accurate judgements about them
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I'm now working at a museum of war and a museum of history
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@judas, you have advanced to lvl 2 respect++ emoji_51
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basically set up events inside
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we have one of hitlers cars in our museum of war
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lol
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judas
You should befriend one it’ll help demystify them so you can make more accurate judgements about them
No
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yeah fear extinction
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I already know two psychopaths
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I dont talk to them
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if you don't fear anything then maybe thats all we need
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U wont fear failure
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isn't emotions regulated by fear
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U wont fear becoming a loser
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I dont talk to them
They’re not that scary
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so if you don't fear your free from its clutches
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judas
They’re not that scary
They arent trustworthy
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The one i know is a pathological liar
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holy shit
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Makes up pettylies
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They arent trustworthy
They won’t try you as much if they don’t think you’re gullible
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The one i know is a pathological liar
I was a pathological liar at one point when I was younger so ig I’m just more attuned to interacting with them.
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I feel like if I can't at least walk on the treadmill for like 9 hours then I'm probably unhealthy as fuck
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like its just walking
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maybe on weekends I need to walk on treadmill for 4 or 5 hours
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Walking in one spot for 9 hours sounds like just an autistic way to get your cardio in
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I wish i could get brain surgery for whatever i wanted
Imo I think we have to take diy biohacking to the next level eventually and venture from more than just psychiatry Diy home brain surgery is the next frontier in biohacking just you wait
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yeah but if I run for 1 hour then I sit/lie down for 23 hours I feel like thats super unhealthy
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I was a pathological liar at one point when I was younger so ig I’m just more attuned to interacting with them.
Ig but im not getring close to soemone who would toss me aside at a moments notice
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Gonna start with trepanations (edited)
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Ig but im not getring close to soemone who would toss me aside at a moments notice
You make them co-dependent on you and not the other way around but it has to be done carefully (edited)
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Imo I think we have to take diy biohacking to the next level eventually and venture from more than just psychiatry Diy home brain surgery is the next frontier in biohacking just you wait
If u had a sterile wire to penetrate the skull and knew where the blood vessels were
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You know whats funny
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My mom thought i was a psychopath
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U wont fear failure
Maybe all you need is desire
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She accused me of having no emotions and constantly tested me
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 11:15 AM
all of my three bitches liked this picture
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I think youre obssesed with psychopathy
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are you sure its what you're looking for
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or maybe you have some kind of underlying issue
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@Cast, you have advanced to lvl 6 respect++ emoji_51
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Everything is clicking
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maybe you don't love yourself and tahts why youre always looking to be something else
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😐
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I want power
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And control (edited)
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You could say I'm projecting hahaha but I do realize that I'm like that
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 11:17 AM
let's psychologize him
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Ur pseudo projecting
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Understanding ur ownself by projecting on to others
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 11:19 AM
needless psychologization
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none of u are responsible adults
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Yea so d serine goes on my checklist
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Agmantine perhaps
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agmatine is a must for me
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Also ive heard things about ashwaganda
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cause apparently it reduces the tolerance to drugs
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Also ive heard things about ashwaganda
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 11:21 AM
limp dick tomato
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@veganpermanently, you have advanced to lvl 15 respect++ emoji_51
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The rough stack so far: Agmantine Ashwaganda D serine Stims
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limp dick tomato
?
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my current stack is not much
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 11:23 AM
I'll try replacing caffeine with moda tomorrow
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never tried that
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I just use agmatine, bromantane w/ alcar, omega3, modafinil, idra-21, montelukast
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 11:23 AM
that was the reason I bought moda in the first place lol
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and vit d3
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what I need is a multi mineral and vitamine which I found earlier today
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its not expensive
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U prob need hard drugs
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and I take skq1 when I have it
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Nootropics are just nootropics
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then I want to reincorporate NAC
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U need something stronger to permanetly alter yourself
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and meditate and exercise
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U prob need hard drugs
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 11:25 AM
I swear you suddenly became demented from something
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or degenerate
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or retarded
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or everything
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probablu
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ahha
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I also take phenibut now
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The day after i took molly
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but i cant tell if its doing anything
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I went psychotic and was convinced my friends betrayed me
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I think what you need is therapy with a psychologist lol
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I used to be like you
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This is part of the process
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 11:27 AM
nah boy needs to clean up
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I need to exist in pain to be enlightened
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Watch tokyo ghoul first season
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ice cold showers perhaps
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oh no
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you watch anime
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Im essentially kaneki being tortured
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ice cold showers perhaps
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 11:27 AM
yeah and a run
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 11:27 AM
also don't be a weeb
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dont watch anime
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or tv in general
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cringe
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Thats gay mindset
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Thats gay mindset
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 11:28 AM
did u just say not watching anime is gay
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also don't look at social media
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it will make u gay
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Thinking anime is gay is gay
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no I dont think its gay
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it will make you gay
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emoji_50
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I also want to incorporate metformin into my stack
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once every two days
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I already have my beauty stack set
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just gay stuff like
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sunscreen, glycolic acid, ceramides lotion, tretinoin 0.25%, green tea toner, green tea serum, mitovitan SKQ1 serum, hyaluronic acid oral supplement with low molecular weight
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yeah and a run
Or nice long hot bath perhaps even!!!
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I might try hot baths more
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hot baths make me lazy and kill my skin
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hmm
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I need my skin
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sunscreen, glycolic acid, ceramides lotion, tretinoin 0.25%, green tea toner, green tea serum, mitovitan SKQ1 serum, hyaluronic acid oral supplement with low molecular weight
Link for the Trentinoin?
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macross89
no I dont think its gay
Tokyo ghoul will change ur mindset
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mine is prescription from online pharmacy in my country
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Its part of the reason i discovered the importance of psychopathy
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Mc was a beta male that got tortured into a psychopathic chad
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Finger nails ripped off
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Centipede inserted into his ear
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He had to choose between a couple being executed (edited)
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He was too beta to choose so the instigator killed them both
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He learned the hardway
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damn bro
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bro not gonna lie
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you need therapy and to change your mentality lol
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like your outlook
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and the way you see things
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Thought u were gonna say it sounded metal
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like the whole beta alpha stuff
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well yeah it is metal
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but like
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I dont actually believe in that shit
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the beta alpha stuff is like, cringe social media crap that turns people into cucks
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Its just easier to say beta than submissive
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Beta. Pussy submissive
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Its all the same
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just don't get too entangled in that stuff imo
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I dint believe in actual archetypes
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@macross89, you have advanced to lvl 6 respect++ emoji_51
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Thats a fixed mindset
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Humans are complex and fluid (edited)
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just don't get too entangled in that stuff imo
But more importantly dont detract from the original intent of my message
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Tokyo ghoul will change ur mindset
I have a gay friend and this is one of his favorite anime
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Which is that u need to develop a killer instinct
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Yana
I have a gay friend and this is one of his favorite anime
Autistic fixation
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anytime I think of people with that focus on alpha beta mentality I think of people with low self esteem that probably end up abusing anabolics, party drugs and alwasy try to look for attention and end up a huge fucking mess and probably dying or dying early and plenty of diseases
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Certain subtypes of media appeal to autists/queers but it doesnt mean u cant gst value out of it
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anytime I think of people with that focus on alpha beta mentality I think of people with low self esteem that probably end up abusing anabolics, party drugs and alwasy try to look for attention and end up a huge fucking mess and probably dying or dying early and plenty of diseases
No retard
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Ignore the beta alpha shit
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Just watch tokyo ghoul first season
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And really adopt the kill or be killed theme it protrays
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or everything
Lmao
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Yana
Lmao
Have u tried tak yana
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The first 2 times I took it (4mg) it was dissociative but after cumulative use it feels more like NSI almost
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Just clean, diffuse BDNF-like glowing
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Do any cog testing?
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I took 2 IQ tests and they both ended up being capped at like 125 but I'm not sure if I was smarter
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The dissociation is bourne of a kind of skepticism in your thoughts/actions
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Basically I think it took a lot more WM than usual to verify the answer I chose was correct
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Typical results on HB
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So it was anti nootropic?
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And I got like 138 on symbol search and it was the most insane 2 minutes ever but I've never taken it before
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So it was anti nootropic?
Overall probably not. I'll have to give it more time
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I get like 142 on sym search
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In the studies benefits lasted past the half life so I may need to hop off for a few days
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Overall probably not. I'll have to give it more time
Seems like a far cry from what sirsad boasted
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It definitely feels different subjectively than what everyone expected
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Well ig besides sirsad himself
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I never had faith in it amplifying anything other than procedual memory
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Since thats what ampa pams are notorious for doing
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I'll have to play around with it more but the first 2 or 3 days I noted impaired lateral thinking for sure
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Made it very hard to go between different schemas
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Mood boosting though for sure
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Im dissapointed
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Despite my skepticism actually wanted it to work
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To literally increase working memory as sirsad said
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I might try hot baths more
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 11:55 AM
bath is so 18th century
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Yeah it's for sure more for procedural memory
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You might like it though
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Not sure it touches wm
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For typing (edited)
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I told sirsad thats what it would do lol
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Ampa pams arent the right place to look
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Or pretty much any existing pathway in common noots (edited)
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I didn't know about this aspect of ampa
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What aspect?
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That it is primarily for procedural
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I knew because idra 21 was my first nootropic
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Which was all the craze a year ago
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Turned out to not be helpful with intellectual pursuits but rather motor skills lol
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People thought it would increase wm
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 11:59 AM
@Netizenne I'm addicted to hot showers as fast as winter arrives. I guess my circulation is fucked unless I bike for 10 hours in a day
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Also sirsads tables arent conclusive at all
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U can get increases like that from placebo and training effect
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 12:00 PM
bromantane.co scam
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@Netizenne I'm addicted to hot showers as fast as winter arrives. I guess my circulation is fucked unless I bike for 10 hours in a day
How cold does it get there, can you bike in the winter?
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The temp dropped here pretty suddenly and biking became pretty chilly
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How cold does it get there, can you bike in the winter?
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 12:02 PM
I can't solely because I get nasal problems very quickly
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I can't solely because I get nasal problems very quickly
Ah rip I might get that issue too
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How cold does it get there, can you bike in the winter?
It's not too bad down there in Adelaide
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Yana
It's not too bad down there in Adelaide
Your Australian?????????????
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Netizenne
Your Australian?????????????
Nah he is
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Nah he is
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 12:05 PM
lel wut
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is that a meme
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@veganpermanently's youtube account is durianrider
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 12:05 PM
Croatian in Australia
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@veganpermanently's youtube account is durianrider
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 12:06 PM
do u know those videos with the hydration chart and sexy voice explaining it
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do u know those videos with the hydration chart and sexy voice explaining it
Nope
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he started taking TRT and aged 20 years in a year
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 12:11 PM
click boobs emoji_1
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he started taking TRT and aged 20 years in a year
Classic
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veganpermanently
bromantane.co scam
Wdym?
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Wdym?
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 12:22 PM
someone should do rouge testing
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I think you could ask for his third-party lab results
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Croatian in Australia
Damn I know a Croatian from New Zealand in another server
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Anyone has any idea, on why my veins intermittently narrow then bp rises, I start to experience confusion/stress and on top it makes all my muscles swell/tense up at least 1-2 cm (edited)
𝔘𝔵𝔨ü𝔩𝔩 18-Sep-22 01:19 PM
Try horse chestnut maybe, did you get the covid vaxx?
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High dose k2?
𝔘𝔵𝔨ü𝔩𝔩 18-Sep-22 01:20 PM
Definitely not Vit. K if you have blood flow issues.
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Try horse chestnut maybe, did you get the covid vaxx?
Nah, I tried two doses of k7 today, and felt like my head was going to explode. Will, look into what you recommended above. And no, I didn’t get it. I might have contracted Covid at some point, but no noticeable symptoms
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how are their brains wired, can we hack out brains to become psychopaths or what
𝔘𝔵𝔨ü𝔩𝔩 18-Sep-22 01:23 PM
You dont want that, they may not be depressed but they can never be happy.
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@𝔘𝔵𝔨ü𝔩𝔩, you have advanced to lvl 2 respect++ emoji_51
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no my brain is already hyperdopaminergic probably
𝔘𝔵𝔨ü𝔩𝔩 18-Sep-22 01:25 PM
Prob not, chronic cannabis use causes down-regulation and dysregulation of the dopaminergic system, especially in the striatum and pfc.
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fuck I scored 28 on this
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now im going to make a sandwhich
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but then I fell back down once my shifts got changed back to night shifts on weekends and had to work with asshole and assholes came to job place cause casino is right next door
𝔘𝔵𝔨ü𝔩𝔩 18-Sep-22 01:28 PM
Find a different job then and get back on the wagon. RC benzos are not the solution by any means.
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no it damages the intestinal lining or something
𝔘𝔵𝔨ü𝔩𝔩 18-Sep-22 01:29 PM
Liver
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Nah, I tried two doses of k7 today, and felt like my head was going to explode. Will, look into what you recommended above. And no, I didn’t get it. I might have contracted Covid at some point, but no noticeable symptoms
𝔘𝔵𝔨ü𝔩𝔩 18-Sep-22 01:37 PM
Avoid supplemental K and high K foods. You probably have clotting issues. Get WWB and/or Ginkgo.
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That kinda scares me. I’ve been dealing with it for 3 years going from one doc to another, hospital more times than I can recall. Tried just about every supplement (except wwb, and blood thinners etc.) How would a doc go by testing for this? I need a bulletproof answer for my symptoms, and I want to know if I have any clots that might travel. I know I’m throwing questions at you here, but will supplementing with what you recommended, actually solve it, or just keep it at bay?
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Avoid supplemental K and high K foods. You probably have clotting issues. Get WWB and/or Ginkgo.
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 01:43 PM
avoid K vitamin for suspected clotting issues?
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damn im reading this and so far its good
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I need an anti rumination pathway drug
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avoid K vitamin for suspected clotting issues?
𝔘𝔵𝔨ü𝔩𝔩 18-Sep-22 01:45 PM
Yeah, high dietary K gives me clotting issues personally.
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Yeah, high dietary K gives me clotting issues personally.
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 01:45 PM
like kale?
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@𝔘𝔵𝔨ü𝔩𝔩 can D-serine help with over active amygdala ?
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@𝔘𝔵𝔨ü𝔩𝔩 can D-serine help with over active amygdala ?
veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 01:49 PM
Taurine, L theanine megadose
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so you mean things that affect GABA
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like benzos
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 01:50 PM
gram amounts of l theanine
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no benzos suck
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l theanine is not a GABAergic
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and taurine is but it's much more nuanced than that
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like kale?
𝔘𝔵𝔨ü𝔩𝔩 18-Sep-22 01:51 PM
Yeah most leafy greens. Brocolli, Brussel sprouts in excess. Anything high in K. Especially if Vit. E intake is low, they act antagonistcally, Vit. E thins, K clots.
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veganpermanently 18-Sep-22 01:53 PM
L Theanine + Memantine + Meditation
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I should get on that train again
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@Cast "over active amygdala" emoji_52
Ripski
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Ur the opposite of a psychopath with negative charisma
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And im a schizoid autist
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Have you tried going outside
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Pax1l
Have you tried going outside
Ur one to talk
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@Cast, you have advanced to lvl 7 respect++ emoji_51
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Don’t leave home
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It’s a trap
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Hows the cb3 peptide going pax?
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I was going off anecdotal evidence
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From my own personal experience
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yeah but if you read the comments there's a lot of questioning
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as usual
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which is good
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like this
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So microdose lsd, d-serine, nsi = functional psychopathy?
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I dont know
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I just want to see Jukesta succeed
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there's also another thing that I read about GABA that's interesting
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I was just looking for things about intrusive thoughts
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So it seems like people with autoimmune disorders would definitely have issues with anxiety
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which I think I do
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So LSD is interesting, anyone already know a lot about it ?
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Cool, but no conclusions as to how one would go about long term upregulation
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@JK, you have advanced to lvl 5 respect++ emoji_51
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yeah well, at least for me, if I can control my autoimmune disorder maybe with LDN then I could have a lot less issues
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I’m not against gabergic compounds, but not necessarily for them either
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Have you tried LSD microdoses ?
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LDN is fascinating
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No only hella macro doses of psilocybin
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Would like to try ssri microdose and lad in the future
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fascinatingly expensive 975870265147940914
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Yeah so I’ve seen, but if recall russpharma was pretty cheap?
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is LDN basically psilocin from the mushrooms or is it something else ?
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Or I might be mistaken
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No idea
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So microdose lsd, d-serine, nsi = functional psychopathy?
Doubt
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"LSD (lysergic acid diethylamide) is a synthetic chemical, made from a substance found in ergot, which is a fungus that infects rye (grain)."
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Its not simple
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what is so different about someones brain who is truly a psychopath
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The reason i said lsd made me psychopathic wss the context
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macross89
what is so different about someones brain who is truly a psychopath
Damage to orbital cortex and amygdala
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oh
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Lsd wont make u psychopathic. Being tortured on lsd might
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Which is what mk ultra was
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"When the amygdala is damaged, previously threatening stimuli come to be treated as benign. The classic discovery was that monkeys with amygdala damage were “tamed;” snakes, for example, no longer elicited so-called fight-flight responses after amygdala damage. Later studies in rats by me, and others, mapped out the amygdala’s role in a neural system that detects and responds to threats, and similar circuits were found to be operative when the human brain processes threats."
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Also psychopathy isnt an accident
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So u cant easily describe it as damage
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so fight or flight ?
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maybe focus on that
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what is so different about someones brain who is truly a psychopath
Gene expression
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Its a purposeful trait emerging from evolution
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Not a malfunction
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Or epigenomics that is
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see it all seems to be a fear issue
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Maoa-L gene
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I'd be happy to try D-Serine
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D serine seems like the best canidate
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Its a purposeful trait emerging from evolution
Whats the purpose?
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Besides survival (edited)
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Whats the purpose?
Well its called the warrior gene
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So u can infer from that
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Yeah
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Based on evolutionary psychology
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Tribes needed men who could kill and raid
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Makes sense
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And softies couldnt tolerate it without ptsd
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maybe they all were taking d-serine
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They were
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yeah
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Shamans orders
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They were all pillaging and raping women
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Proud Viking genes over here
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But im pretty sure
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but thats not how the world works anymore
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except maybe in africa
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Not everyone who has maoa-l is ap psychopath
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but thats not how the world works anymore
Exactly
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and middle east
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haha
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Theres other genes and epigentic factors
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and probably ukraine
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Middle easterners all angry because it’s so fucking hot all the time
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Constantly getting sand in your eyes etc
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damn
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they need sand goggles
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Would hate it as well
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Yup
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All those fuckers have maoa l
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basically be the sand tribe in star wars
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LEL has maoa L
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Hes middle eastern
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*talibangene
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I'm getting a star warws rebel insignia tattoo
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"regrats"
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You basically just need to join some rebel rogue formation (edited)
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And adapt Jukesta
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No noots needed
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Hes what i think
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Click to see attachment 🖼️
“Punch my neck”
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Take lsd. Get bullied and beat. Kill animals work ur way up insects -> frogs -> chipmunks -> pigs. Take d serine. Have lots of sex on tinder
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U should make an e-book
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Its degenerate as fuck but u have to do it
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U have to abandon empathy and fear
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Also do stims
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And molly
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just damage your amydala bro
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How tho?
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U need a drug that damages amygdala without other areas
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go back in time and edit your genes
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Jesus dose mushrooms
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Get ptsd
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Thatll make u beta
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I have ptsd and all I have is ruminations
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Exactly
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You will get better bro
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With time
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I did before
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It wont make u a psychopath
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just gotta put effort
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self love
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not killing animals
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Have you tried p-serine for ptsd?
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Self love will make u more empathetic
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Nukes cortisol
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phosphatidylserine was one of the few supplements that I noticed anything lol
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U have to work ur way up so u can stomach killing things
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maybe it was the combo of phosphati and magnesium l-threonate
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that shit was sedating as fuck
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i was so contempt lol
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I don’t like killing things
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Desensitize yourself to death
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Work as a
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PS-100 by AOR
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shits expensive though
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One of those guys who cleans corpses
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60$ for 120 caps
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i took 2 a day
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I used bulk
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so 60 days for 60$
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Quality sucks
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probably ^
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But it works
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Get rashes from all their stuff
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bulk supplments ?
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Ye
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haha
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maybe I need that crazy sedation
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then maybe im not thinking as wmuch
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i was so contempt
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haha
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it was funny
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i probably had droopy eyes on that shit
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like cannabis without the paranoia and mind altering crap
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I can’t smoke cannabis
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Get shit paranoia
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what do you think all my problems come from
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didnt i say earlier lol
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Weed lol?
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chronic cannabis usage induced psychosis 5 days a week at lunch time in high school, which had me have constant negative intrusive thoughts and self hate and paranoia hearing and thinking people were watching me and making fun of me 24/7 for the next 3 years of using.
this
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Yeah that should be solvable with behavior correction
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my ptsd is from that
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yeah
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I’d you even have ptsd
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thats why I seek therapy now
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Maybe mild
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its all learned
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and engraved
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into my mind
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D-Serine would help
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maybe
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hopefully
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exposure therapy
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Imo you need positive people around you, that you can be yourself to the core with, and do shit you are got at and get recognize for it
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yeah
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unfortunately I don't
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Then nothing to do. Listen to Jukesta and start cleaning corpses!
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I even tried to reach out and hang around my cousin last summer which I thought like... "oh yeah this is family he will help" but he just made fun of me and made things 100% worse I went through extreme hell for the next few months
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@macross89, you have advanced to lvl 7 respect++ emoji_51
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hair shedding
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no sleep
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constant panick attacks
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what a famil
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Man that sucks
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family
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975869370045722694
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You can do it on your own
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fuck yes
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like I did before
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You will fall again, but each time you rise you are more resilient and robust
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constant panick attacks
Brutal
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I believe in you
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Psychopathy would cure u instantly
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Imagine
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No fear
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No care about what people think of you
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Brutal
I literally coudlnt breathe most of the day and my throat felt like it had a lump but I was hyperventilating
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stress is no fucking joke
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Approach hot girls with unlimited confidence
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never hang around people who dont support you
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...
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If you nuke your fear of death u die
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Lol
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Stop this
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No u dont
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hahaha
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U still cognitvely dont want to die
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And u dont get depressed
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You cognitively don’t want to die because without a body ther is no cognition, hence why u need to listen your your biological survival mechanism
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Biological pussy mechanism
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Embrace psychopathy
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That keeps u alive
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So you can become a psychopath over discord
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Psychopaths still live long lives
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I doubt it
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Is there any drug that directly targets amygdala
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look at people with ADHD
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fucking idiots
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those dumbasses statistically live shorter lives
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If it upregulates it. I hope I could use excitotoxicity to shut it down
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I have adhd
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I think
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But
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due to their thrilll seeking dumbass behavior
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yeah well ADHD like most mental illnesses suck
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I might have it as well
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Might not become 200
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Live 80 years as a depressed faggot or 40 years having the hottest sex u can imagine. Making six figure income and giving zero fucks about society and peoples opinions?
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I choose the latter
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damn
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It’s all good, I will fix shit soon
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Tomorrow
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After the dishes
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….
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Im looking for pub med articles gents
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I tried amphetamine did nothing
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i'm thinking maybe ritalin or vyvanse would help with adhd
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We do Ritalin in my country mostly
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I tried it a few weekends ago
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Theres 44k references to the amygdala need to narrow it down to just drugs that target amygdala function (edited)
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I swear next 4 days I was on point
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Delayed capsules
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I'm interested in the "adhd makes you less innatentive and easily distracted" and "emotional dysregulation"
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think something that modulates the dopamine receptors would be good for that
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less attentive*
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Oh no doubt dopamine upregulation is exactly what you want
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its just annoying because so many mental illnesses symptoms overlap, im sure you've heard of that saying many times
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thats why its a trial and error with medication
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Sure, is it stress or a fatal disease
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Find out next episode
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..
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Whats the purpose?
an interactive guide to the game theory of why & how we trust each other
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Take lsd. Get bullied and beat. Kill animals work ur way up insects -> frogs -> chipmunks -> pigs. Take d serine. Have lots of sex on tinder
https://youtu.be/UVuS4U22DJo You to find a schizophrenic cult leader to put you through their rebirth initiation
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Clinical trials have demonstrated that 3,4-methylenedioxymethamphetamine (MDMA) paired with psychotherapy is more effective at reducing symptoms of post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) than psychotherapy or pharmacotherapy, alone or in combination. The processes through which MDMA acts to enhance p …
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https://youtu.be/UVuS4U22DJo You to find a schizophrenic cult leader to put you through their rebirth initiation
This is a real thing really crazy people do
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Anxiety treatments arent enough
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Psychopaths literally dont experience most emotions
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It seems like a really specific purposeful trait
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They just so happen to experience anger
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Out of all the emotions
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Thats not random
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They exist to kill
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Now they dont need to but
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It wont be easy to induce psychopathy
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I dont think its as simple as amygdala damage
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Desensitize yourself to death
It’s just your own death you should be desensitized to
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Play mortal games like lying in the street seeing if the cars will pull over and stop for you
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They exist to kill
lol well unfortunately they don't bear well in the current and future society
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except if they move to africa or something
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hahaha
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or join the army
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It’s just your own death you should be desensitized to
Or just do what normal people going down this route do and go sky diving or something. Wonder if you get better at conquering fear more generally after experiences like that?
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That was great!
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@JK, you have advanced to lvl 6 respect++ emoji_51
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Gonna educate myself
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you need to move to africa and join the militants
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if you survive youll come back with less fear
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but eventually youll return back to before due to surroundings
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Not psychopathy tho
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Psychopathy is not just no fear
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we dont live in caveman era anymore
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Its way more complex
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I knew a psychopath
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That was great!
The tournament thing where they’ve got ratios of different strategies in a population -the whole theory around that is called evolutionarily stable strategies (ESS). Basically overall cooperative strategies tends to prevail over evil cheating strategies, but there’s always a small amount in a population.
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He was a pathological liar. I was in the school gym alone with him. I just got done benching 2 plates and he went to the bench to try it. He failed and couldny do one rep even tho i didnt see. Next day he lied said he did two and people asked him to prove it but he said he sprained his shoulder
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Sociopath*
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Since he was impulsive
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Just little stuff like that
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But sociopath is bad
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Psychopath is way more cunning and less impulsive
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The tournament thing where they’ve got ratios of different strategies in a population -the whole theory around that is called evolutionarily stable strategies (ESS). Basically overall cooperative strategies tends to prevail over evil cheating strategies, but there’s always a small amount in a population.
I think cheaters and fast life history strategists probably overlap as they’re both selfish (edited)
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The tournament thing where they’ve got ratios of different strategies in a population -the whole theory around that is called evolutionarily stable strategies (ESS). Basically overall cooperative strategies tends to prevail over evil cheating strategies, but there’s always a small amount in a population.
Interesting, I will have to look into this. But as a purely matter of personal perspective, and according to my belief’s, I’d choose the cooperative side. I also managed to get equal results from pure cheating/cooperation.
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I think cheaters and fast life history strategists probably overlap as they’re both selfish (edited)
I agree
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I agree
Idk if the fast life history and cheaters overlap is so certain though.
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I’d like to see studies bridging the two theories but google doesn’t return anything (edited)
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No but there might be a correlation in terms of egoistic tendencies
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lol the company I work for set up a website and now its down haha
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shit
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I tend to think of it as evolution dividing the roles
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I think right now is a good opportunity for people to work
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All according to necessity
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like find jobs
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Leaders won’t prevail by being too rigid etc (edited)
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It wont be easy to induce psychopathy
Ive been in the mindstate of constant euphoria with being almost impervious to stress and being exceptionally high functioning. Going from those highs to states of boredom or entitlement really is not the best way to live a happy life
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But you need a certain amount of social plasticity with regards to building a pyramid etc
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I tend to think of it as evolution dividing the roles
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The competitive exclusion principle says that two species can't coexist if they occupy exactly the same niche (competing for identical resources). Two species whose niches overlap may evolve by natural selection to have more distinct niches, resulting in resource partitioning.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Competitive_exclusion_principle
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In ecology, the competitive exclusion principle, sometimes referred to as Gause's law, is a proposition that two species which compete for the same limited resource cannot coexist at constant population values. When one species has even the slightest advantage over another, the one with the advantage will dominate in the long term. This leads ei...
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Since the heritability of personality is less than one, some combination of chance and the environment does affect the kind of personality which you develop, but only within certain genetic limits. An unstable, dangerous childhood will tend to increase mental instability, and those who experience it will learn to see the world as a dangerous place – and this may have a lasting effect on their behaviour (this calibration of adult behaviour to childhood environment is the subject of Life History studies in biology – humans as well as animals).[7] For instance, when childhood is unpredictable and dangerous, children will tend to be calibrated to ‘live for the now,’ so displaying lower Conscientiousness, and they may be suspicious of other people, leading to lower Agreeableness. Another example is that girls who have grown up in sexually-unstable situations seem to adopt a short-termist sexual strategy, having children with a variety of men who are chosen for their dominance (hence probably good genes) rather than their ability to remain committed to a relationship and provide resources over the long term. In slang terms, girls from unstable homes may exhibit a preference for ‘cads’ rather than ‘Dads’.[8]
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Everything is about reproduction ultimately, when you follow the line of reasoning of why biological things are the way they are far back enough (edited)
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tinidolphin 18-Sep-22 06:55 PM
hai
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Ive been in the mindstate of constant euphoria with being almost impervious to stress and being exceptionally high functioning. Going from those highs to states of boredom or entitlement really is not the best way to live a happy life
ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 06:57 PM
level up
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 07:22 PM
Guys what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, remember that 👍
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 07:49 PM
limits the body's ability to break down and remove neurotransmitters (NTs) by 3-4 times emoji_52
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sounds, right yeah
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when i looked into it, i think it was like 25% the expected clearance rate for COMT Met/Met
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 07:51 PM
I think its untuned dope system
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sounds, right yeah
ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 07:52 PM
Try to modulate receptors then the increase in neurotransmitters will only benefits you
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i take LDN for modulation
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works well
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keeps amph tolerance at bay for the most part
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 07:53 PM
nice
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Does it increase productivity in any manner
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nice
You take any muscle relaxants
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without amph? idk i started it after going on stims
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its an effective antidepressant for me
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that was the primary reason i went on it
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dopamine receptor sensitization was a side benefit :P
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You take any muscle relaxants
ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 07:57 PM
Yeah, magnesium , occasional benzo, M1/3/4 antagonists and sometimes cabergoline
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@erin what was your symptoms
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Bromanatane increase dope in clean way
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i have year-round dysthymia, seasonal affective disorder, add-i, primary insomnia, upper airway resistance syndrome, and generalized anxiety disorder
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also suspect mild me/cfs or some immunological condition
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getting covid delta was a very fucking bad time
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i was sick for 8 months
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 08:03 PM
Mmm mostly they are because one underlying condition
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But anyway it hard to know it
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I would just gamble unique substance
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i had a lot of recurrent and chronic strep throat as a kid
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as i understand it, that can lead to immunological fuckery
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like persistent auto-immune response in the brain, neuroinflammation, etc.
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leading to me/cfs and all sorts of wonderful things
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but that was after the adhd diagnoses
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pretty sure that one is genetic. perhaps also the depression
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mom seems hella adhd, dad had a history of depression
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im on some other mad science server with a dude who claims to have a model for these sorts of symptom clusters
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but i dont have the spoons to follow his bonkers diet
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he recommended liposomal thiamine but i havent tried it yet
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like persistent auto-immune response in the brain, neuroinflammation, etc.
ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 08:12 PM
Short term <7 days cortisone will bring if it is or not
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i doubt that reducing that response in the short term would produce a meaningful change. the chronic neuroinflammation and such causes lasting effects that dont undo overnight
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but yeah i was gonna see a rheumatologist before i got covid and had to quit my job
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 08:22 PM
If the Neuroinflammation was strong, it would {killed} you, underlying that it don't mess your system faster then it solve it self.
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im better now, just .. dont really give much of a fuck to go back to work 🙃 love to burn up all my savings
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 08:23 PM
I'll to overspends
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But work in the same time
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Life is soo amazing when you know that you can spend any money you get
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yeah who needs to "retire"
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ill just kill myself when i can no longer work
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thatll solve that problem
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 08:25 PM
And stop wanting to get a house etc (edited)
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really, im already retired, i just act like im working 😎
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when i was working, i only put in 4 hours a day
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 08:26 PM
I love dope 3 975869691522326638
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I don't care much for the outcome of my behaviors
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Just fix the problem when it come
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Amazing life baby
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Noooo worry haha
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why wait til im 60 to go fly and meet a cute girl from the internet when i can spend all my money to live my dreams now
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why wait til im 60 to go fly and meet a cute girl from the internet when i can spend all my money to live my dreams now
brothermanbill 18-Sep-22 08:30 PM
Buy pinealon a gram for $100 best money you can spend for a nasal substance powder lyophilized
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Buy pinealon a gram for $100 best money you can spend for a nasal substance powder lyophilized
ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 08:32 PM
That's not a cute girl
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look she might have a penis but that doesnt make her any less a girl
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:))
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ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 08:34 PM
love them emoji_52
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They can provide all type of sex
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im on some other mad science server with a dude who claims to have a model for these sorts of symptom clusters
Forming a model of cfs isnt fairly complicated, treating the pathology is a much larger question
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Oh I have certainly been there before. I had become quite adversarial but I was exceptionally motivated
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They can provide all type of sex
Seems fairly antithetical to be so casual about sex when the goal of the server is developing a better understanding of nootropics.
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Seems fairly antithetical to be so casual about sex when the goal of the server is developing a better understanding of nootropics.
ibtisam.midlet 18-Sep-22 08:48 PM
You are in casual channel emoji_1
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its a bit nsfw and should be in a +18 channel.
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@erin, you have advanced to lvl 4 respect++ emoji_51
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yeah we better not mention sexual biological function and anatomy someone might get fired from their job for reading about girlcock
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no it should just be in its own chat for the sake of discord tos
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it isnt against discord tos to mention the existence of penis in a channel not marked nsfw
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sorry, try again
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I saw you had an article on anti androgens!!!!! What are your thoughts on estrogen monotherapy? People say it’s dangerous to raise estrogen high enough to the point where it can suppress testosterone on its own but I don’t think it even actually goes above the estrogen levels of cis women on birth control. People say it increases heart risk, but that’s just part of being a women as well (higher heart risk). I haven’t looked at the exact numbers tho (The pharmaceutical industry has a history of sacrificing their customers health for profit so I am suspicious that they make trans people take estrogen+AAs just to sell more medicine but idk) (edited)
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it isnt against discord tos to mention the existence of penis in a channel not marked nsfw
It’s also against discord tos to be antivax 💀
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rip
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its my understanding that the E2 levels required to fully suppress T without AAs is within cisfem range, albeit at the top end
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well, the trough of the E2 cycle is within cisfem range
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of course trans girls taking exogenous E2 spike well above cisfem range
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Do we usually use nanoparticles with diameter smaller than 10nm to deliver stuffs across the blood-brain barrier?
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The nanoparticles were originally created to across the blood brain barrier, but most of the vessels inside the brain are non-fenestrated blood capillaries, which their windows/pores are less than 20nm. So any nanoparticles with diameter bigger than 20nm won't be able to pass those capillaries, and will stay inside the inner lining even if they entered the brain with circulation?
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i love blogs! love reading a 10k word deep dive on some shit
Recommend any good pharmacology, evolution, or bio ones..?
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but to answer your question, i dont think theres any inordinate danger in monotherapy, no
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It’s a conspiracy They give trans people anti androgens to lobotomize them Wuhhhh
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its possible to go too high and cause a prolactinoma
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I like my brains androgen receptors
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but you have to be poppin' trough measurements of like >1k pg/mL for that, sustained over long periods
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I like my brains androgen receptors
Even normal women don’t get those blocked. Even cis women have a use for them (edited)
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Do we usually use nanoparticles with diameter smaller than 10nm to deliver stuffs across the blood-brain barrier?
There are functionalized particles such as liposomes, microemulsions, self assembling peptides that can also be used to promote the transport of compounds past the nasal epithelial barrier. It's a fairly common delivery vehicle for improving the therapeutic index and the passage of drugs into the brain
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it typically takes 250-550 pg/mL at trough to fully suppress T
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and most people can manage it with 350pg/mL, which is the top end of cisfem range
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Even normal women don’t get those blocked. Even cis women have a use for them (edited)
its unclear if theres much use for them in women aside from libido. estrogen does mood regulation, sustains bone density, and libido the same as testosterone though. with a trans girl doing estrogen monotherapy, she'll be seeing an AuC that is higher than that of a cisfem person. this may result in making up for the libido losses to not having a meaningful amount of T. however uhhh, this is trans people we're talking about and a lot of them just.. dont mind that they dont have a libido because they dont want to even think about the fact they have a penis whatsoever
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Seems fairly antithetical to be so casual about sex when the goal of the server is developing a better understanding of nootropics.
Everything is about reproduction ultimately, when you follow the line of reasoning of why biological things are the way they are far back enough. It’s central to evolution and the primary function the whole brains shaped to perform. Reproduction is all everything Prayge (edited)
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There are functionalized particles such as liposomes, microemulsions, self assembling peptides that can also be used to promote the transport of compounds past the nasal epithelial barrier. It's a fairly common delivery vehicle for improving the therapeutic index and the passage of drugs into the brain
This is actually a very valuable search term among a few incredibly dedicated nootropics scholars. Being able to formulate such microemulsions, or gelatin nanoparticles, or even improving peptide delivery through liposomes or functionalized peptide conjugates. Someone I've worked closely with in the past developed a peptide conjugate called HA-P6 that had featured a Peptide bound to hylauronic acid. Hylauronic acid receptors are ubiquitous and help support the basement membranes of our cells so they readily transport into the brain. often peptide conjugates are more resistant to enzymatic degradation and I'm looking at exploring making a peptide conjugate with a self assembling peptide to promote greater neurogenesis and dendritic outgrowth.
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There are functionalized particles such as liposomes, microemulsions, self assembling peptides that can also be used to promote the transport of compounds past the nasal epithelial barrier. It's a fairly common delivery vehicle for improving the therapeutic index and the passage of drugs into the brain
So those are like nasal sprays, instead of injections?
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its unclear if theres much use for them in women aside from libido. estrogen does mood regulation, sustains bone density, and libido the same as testosterone though. with a trans girl doing estrogen monotherapy, she'll be seeing an AuC that is higher than that of a cisfem person. this may result in making up for the libido losses to not having a meaningful amount of T. however uhhh, this is trans people we're talking about and a lot of them just.. dont mind that they dont have a libido because they dont want to even think about the fact they have a penis whatsoever
I mean androgen receptors still have an increadibly vital role in female brains, they don’t just solely produce an externally feminine phenotype but also are involved in cognitive processes, development, and resource allocation. When a trans person takes anti androgens -how much are their brains androgen receptors functioning compared to a cis women? Estrogen monotherapy is kinda natural since the body is somewhat designed to be in estrogen -but not anti androgens. It’s unnatural I say, even for women!!!!!!!!!!!!! (edited)
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yeah, i dunno neti. like, i agree with you, its unnatural. i prefer monotherapy for this reason. the reality is though that some trans women literally cannot tolerate any T whatsoever because it makes them profoundly dysphoric and suicidal
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So those are like nasal sprays, instead of injections?
Yes the most novel delivery vehicle for drugs currently in research is through intranasal use to directly target the brain. Some of what I'm most enthusiastic is the creation of functionalized chitosan microparticles or microemulsions to improve passage to the brain
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Yes the most novel delivery vehicle for drugs currently in research is through intranasal use to directly target the brain. Some of what I'm most enthusiastic is the creation of functionalized chitosan microparticles or microemulsions to improve passage to the brain
Are there a lot of fenestrated capillaries in the brain as well?
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I believe that Laminin derived peptide conjugates or functionalized microparticles can incorporate drugs or small molecules and transport them to the brain as well.
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Cell and Tissue Research - The three capillary parts of the microvasculature of the human testis, namely the arterial side inter-Leydig cell capillaries, the intramural capillaries, and the venous...
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I just read this paper on Sci-Hub
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yeah, i dunno neti. like, i agree with you, its unnatural. i prefer monotherapy for this reason. the reality is though that some trans women literally cannot tolerate any T whatsoever because it makes them profoundly dysphoric and suicidal
Ya well estrogen suppresses it tho. It kills the balls. They can probably even go back to a lower dose possibly even once they’re balls are sufficiently killed and put out of production (SHOULD VERIFY THIS tho). I think the only reason people should take antiandrogens are if they’re old or have heart problems. I think I’ve heard that’s the way it was in certain European countries, us might just be f’ed. (edited)
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And I thought there are no fenestrated capillaries inside the testis
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Are there a lot of fenestrated capillaries in the brain as well?
Our nasal cillia and olfactory bulb is rich in mucous membranes that can transport molecules into the brain
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I read that the fenestrations on those capillaries are 60~80nm in diameter
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It's actually a concern faced with air pollution that allows microscopic metal particles to penetrate into the brain and accumulate.
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So nanoparticles with diameter smaller than that will have very high permeating rate in the tissue?
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Like in the testis the paper mentions
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So nanoparticles with diameter smaller than that will have very high permeating rate in the tissue?
yes. It's not too difficult to transport drugs into the brain intranasally. I do it several times a day
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Ya well estrogen suppresses it tho. It kills the balls. They can probably even go back to a lower dose possibly even once they’re balls are sufficiently killed and put out of production (SHOULD VERIFY THIS tho). I think the only reason people should take antiandrogens are if they’re old or have heart problems. I think I’ve heard that’s the way it was in certain European countries, us might just be f’ed. (edited)
spironolactone usually doesnt fully suppress T anyway fun fact though! i've been on transfem HRT for over 2 years. i decided to go off it for a month, and my gonads resumed normal functioning. they acutally came back EVEN MORE POWERFUL and when i went back on E2 injections, i found out a couple months later through labwork that the same dose i was using before was no longer enough to suppress T :))
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yes. It's not too difficult to transport drugs into the brain intranasally. I do it several times a day
https://link.springer.com/article/10.1007/s004410050678 This paper says there are such capillaries as "semi-fenestrated"
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spironolactone usually doesnt fully suppress T anyway fun fact though! i've been on transfem HRT for over 2 years. i decided to go off it for a month, and my gonads resumed normal functioning. they acutally came back EVEN MORE POWERFUL and when i went back on E2 injections, i found out a couple months later through labwork that the same dose i was using before was no longer enough to suppress T :))
I had to go off estrogen cause my parents found my syringes and made me stop You have any ideas on what supplements, noots, or whatever you’d take in the meanwhile until I’m living on my own?
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https://link.springer.com/article/10.1007/s004410050678 This paper says there are such capillaries as "semi-fenestrated"
I just looked it up on Sci-hub, the article also says that most of those fenestrations are closed by diaphragms, so the particle permeation of those capillaries are not high even though they are fenestrated? Am I reading it correctly?
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lmao i just realised you have a catgirl PFP and are on ACXD, neti
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lmao i just realised you have a catgirl PFP and are on ACXD, neti
And qwerkyscience more notably!!!!!!!!!!
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Best blog (sorry lol) (edited)
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I just looked it up on Sci-hub, the article also says that most of those fenestrations are closed by diaphragms, so the particle permeation of those capillaries are not high even though they are fenestrated? Am I reading it correctly?
Why are you learning about the capillary physiology of the gonads to study the blood brain barrier.
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I had to go off estrogen cause my parents found my syringes and made me stop You have any ideas on what supplements, noots, or whatever you’d take in the meanwhile until I’m living on my own?
idk have you tried the 4chan femboy feminization guide
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The blood-brain-barrier and blood-testis barrier are very similar
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The nasal epithelial barrier is within itself different physiologically than the blood brain barrier.
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Is this saying those fenestrations are closed by diaphragms so not much permeating?
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I haven't read the same literature you're going from. I can't help you with that question unfortunately
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I haven't read the same literature you're going from. I can't help you with that question unfortunately
You can read it sci-hub
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what Im most familiar with regarding the delivery of drugs to the brain is creating delivery vehicles for the delivery of compounds past the nasal epithelial barrier.
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If its your goal I can share some literature based on that later
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idk have you tried the 4chan femboy feminization guide
You ever heard of liquiritigenin? It’s an estrogen receptor b agonist I’m gonna buy. Not sure of the full range of effects to expect from it. Seems it causes a feminine weight distribution (more pear than apple shaped) but at the same time it also darkens skin (which estrogen does the opposite of) and increases muscle (although maybe it’s just thigh it’s increasing considering the pear thing hopefully but idk). So in some ways it almost seems like it could have opposite effects of estrogen receptor a agonists (and estrogen in general). Another way it’s the opposite of estrogen receptor a agonists is that it decreases breast size. (edited)
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Spooky and don’t know what to expect
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what Im most familiar with regarding the delivery of drugs to the brain is creating delivery vehicles for the delivery of compounds past the nasal epithelial barrier.
You have experience of drug delivery using nanoparticles?
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I have a couple hundred grams in my desk. I don't believe that its effects are that direct on peripheral estrogen signaling.
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You have experience of drug delivery using nanoparticles?
Yes I've read literature based on the creation of different drug delivery vehicles. I believe its some of the most revolutionary concepts in modern medicine.
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I've looked at RGD peptide, Lactoferrin, and dha delivery vehicles for transport of compounds past the nasal epithelial barrier.
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Even gold nanoparticles can be functionalized to incorporate peptides or amino acids which can deliver compounds past the blood brain barrier.
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Even gold nanoparticles can be functionalized to incorporate peptides or amino acids which can deliver compounds past the blood brain barrier.
What about using nanoparticles for gene delivery?
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What about using nanoparticles for gene delivery?
There is literature I've seen of functionalizing peptides and viruses to deliver dna plasmids to the brain.
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spironolactone usually doesnt fully suppress T anyway fun fact though! i've been on transfem HRT for over 2 years. i decided to go off it for a month, and my gonads resumed normal functioning. they acutally came back EVEN MORE POWERFUL and when i went back on E2 injections, i found out a couple months later through labwork that the same dose i was using before was no longer enough to suppress T :))
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Can dmso be swallowed
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Im trying to think of more potent delivery mechanisms for prl 8 53
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IN will probably cause nasal irritation Sublingual may cause enamel decay Oral isnt as potent as the previous roas. So im thinking of an alternativr that could be massively more potent
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ibtisam.midlet 19-Sep-22 02:20 AM
IM x4 more potent
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@Cast
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IM x4 more potent
Intramuscular?
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Intramuscular?
ibtisam.midlet 19-Sep-22 02:30 AM
yea
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ibtisam.midlet 19-Sep-22 02:38 AM
cause a strong desire, if not impulse, to wander, travel and explore the world. https://www.entrepreneur.com/living/there-is-a-wanderlust-gene-but-you-can-be-a-digital-nomad/311322
Science now has a partial explanation why some people love to travel.
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cause a strong desire, if not impulse, to wander, travel and explore the world. https://www.entrepreneur.com/living/there-is-a-wanderlust-gene-but-you-can-be-a-digital-nomad/311322
Travel is gay when america is the best
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ibtisam.midlet 19-Sep-22 02:42 AM
Wanderlust Gene hehe
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ibtisam.midlet 19-Sep-22 02:58 AM
in fact dopamine 4 agonists was constantly used to increase libido, after they found female have discovery behaviors to new sex position
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one time trial the girl jump over company CEO, the substance get discontinued
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You ever heard of liquiritigenin? It’s an estrogen receptor b agonist I’m gonna buy. Not sure of the full range of effects to expect from it. Seems it causes a feminine weight distribution (more pear than apple shaped) but at the same time it also darkens skin (which estrogen does the opposite of) and increases muscle (although maybe it’s just thigh it’s increasing considering the pear thing hopefully but idk). So in some ways it almost seems like it could have opposite effects of estrogen receptor a agonists (and estrogen in general). Another way it’s the opposite of estrogen receptor a agonists is that it decreases breast size. (edited)
Mabus Tiefsee 19-Sep-22 03:45 AM
from the effects, it sound like itvalso binds to some testosterone receotors?
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in fact dopamine 4 agonists was constantly used to increase libido, after they found female have discovery behaviors to new sex position
I will be bringing dopamine 4 agonists, to the next party I’m attending..
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I had to go off estrogen cause my parents found my syringes and made me stop You have any ideas on what supplements, noots, or whatever you’d take in the meanwhile until I’m living on my own?
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 05:12 AM
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parents are enemies of experimentation
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as is Andrew Huberman
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no parents allowed
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ban them
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Wtf
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I searched how much firefighters make in my country
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On reddit
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Multiple users with experience say 100k
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One user said 100k after his first year
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Another said after 3 1/2 years
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It's crazy to me how brainless jobs that require like 0 intellect education can make so much
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Maybe I shouldnt waste away 4 years of my life on a bachelor's in automation and robotics (edited)
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975870265147940914
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You could be a security guard or any job for a bank or that protects big money and literally do fuckall and make more than people who are actually making advancements to the world
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975870265147940914 975870265147940914 975870265147940914 975870265147940914
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Like real estate agents who have 0 brains and just right a quick paper to sell a home owners homes and makes biggggg monei (edited)
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Maybe I shouldnt waste away 4 years of my life on a bachelor's in automation and robotics (edited)
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 05:31 AM
imagine if u were an artist
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It makes no sense the little compensation people make for their skills
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if i were the ruler of the universe you would all make at least $50k/yr
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even if u are doing menial labour in the coffee bean mines of starbucks
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imagine if u were an artist
brothermanbill 19-Sep-22 05:33 AM
Imagine if he didn’t use the “975870265147940914
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Who gives a shit about firefighters and police, there's literally like 7500 applications at a time, so it's oversaturated but still they get paid so much
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Maybe I shouldnt waste away 4 years of my life on a bachelor's in automation and robotics (edited)
yes
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or programming
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Maybe I shouldn't*
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become an indentured slave
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youll pay off the loans soon enough
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Imagine if he didn’t use the “975870265147940914
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Seriously though
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and then in a decade of working you can take a couple years of a break and blow thru all ur savings like me
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Uhm
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legit tho, i got up to ~130k/yr and made more money than i knew what to do with
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its a good life if u can make it
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What do you do
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software automation/devops
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if i were the ruler of the universe you would all make at least $50k/yr
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 05:37 AM
that's average in USA
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why that number
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because 50k/yr is enough to live comfortably
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 05:38 AM
if I was the ruler money would be outlawed
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anywhere in the US
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 05:38 AM
cut hands for handling money
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well almost anywhere
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lol
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if I was the ruler money would be outlawed
brothermanbill 19-Sep-22 05:38 AM
We trade in gold nuggets, gems, swords, armour, trinkets odds and ends that sort of thing
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if I was the ruler money would be outlawed
well sure but thatd require EFFORT
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130k for deteriorating your body (not active job) and deteriorating your brain from overusing it on complicated task While a firefighter makes 100k after a year literally sitting around goofing with his colleagues and exercising out in the fresh air
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brothermanbill 19-Sep-22 05:39 AM
Cere with a lot maoi action is very interesting how the shadow figures come out to play hehehhe
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lol deteriorating your brain
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what are u a baka dummy smoothbrain
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dont think too hard youll hurt urself
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What, you think that it's justified that a firefighter or police man makes close to your pay in a year doing... Driving around and spraying a water hose at fire (aka fun times)
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You're underpaid for what you offer
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theyre paid for risking their life
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Wayyy
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If a firefighter makes that much compared to you
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Lol risking their lives
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brothermanbill 19-Sep-22 05:42 AM
We must pay lots of tax money to our police and firefighter and ambulam and coast guard for out safety and security
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also firefighters do need knowledge of physics and shit to do complicated jobs
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@erin, you have advanced to lvl 5 respect++ emoji_51
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look all im saying is that if someone wanted me to wear a 50lb suit and run into a burning building or get into a helicopter and strategically drop fire retardenant on woodlands id wanna be paid a lot of money too
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We must pay lots of tax money to our police and firefighter and ambulam and coast guard for out safety and security
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 05:43 AM
no it's because of karens
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I disagree but that's imo
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like i said i think everyone should be paid well no matter what u do
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everyone deserves a comfortable life
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 05:44 AM
100% of tax money to military
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except for doctors
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doctors should be paid less
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fuck doctors
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Why
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Why doctors
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idk what ur experience with doctors are but ive been chronically ill and seeing a 4+ doctors a week for years now
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and theyre fucking retarded and never solve my problems nor even know how to answer my questions
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 05:45 AM
the only issue with military is that it has the propensity to create tyrannical overthrow of self governance
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and at their worst theyre insulting and patronizing to boot
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or actively harmful by suggesting retarded things and not reading my chart (edited)
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or actively harmful by suggesting retarded things and not reading my chart (edited)
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 05:46 AM
they wanted me on SSRI, diazepam and tramadol
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Do you have any ideas what your illness could be a result of
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 05:47 AM
little did they know
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I did my homework
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So did i
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isnt ssri+tramadol an ss risk (edited)
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isnt ssri+tramadol an ss risk (edited)
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 05:47 AM
isn't diazepam a dementia and addiction risk
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 05:48 AM
isn't tramadol a crippling risk
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ur cute
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 05:48 AM
isn't SSRI a risk for severe and permacrippling of sexual function
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The fear mongering lol
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The fear mongering lol
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 05:49 AM
the stats say the otherwise
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no, im talking about tangibly harmful things
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like suggesting combos that actually would like put me in the hospital
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 05:49 AM
yeah limp dicks are not tangible
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I don't believe in the perma thing, makes no sense imo
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 05:50 AM
well that's your problem
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ain't it
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evito i cant tell if youre being serious and youre not exactly speaking clearly
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but yeah i dont really take addiction risk seriously, and personally, ive never experienced marked sexual function impairment on serotonergics
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but there are ways to mitigate all those risks
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easily
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Also I'd rather use something that actually works like pharma at 1/5 the price of dumbass placebo waste of money supplements where people spend like hundreds of dollars a month combining all these dumbass supplements cause they read it does something good, combing them all for like 1/100th the effect of a pharma medication that is like 10$
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so yeah im not really taking these things ur saying srsly
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Based on experience of course
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 05:52 AM
I use pharmaceutical
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Good
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 05:52 AM
but only the good ones
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Yeah
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 05:53 AM
Modafinil the best antidepressant in the world
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Yeah it's good
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hot take
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moda just gave me migraines
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moda just gave me migraines
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 05:53 AM
what moda
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actual moda
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 05:54 AM
armoda?
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modafinil
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the OG
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Mirtazapine is an antidepressant worth looking into if you don't want common SSRI side effects like sexual sides
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the OG
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 05:54 AM
armoda is the OG
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I use it and done my research beforehand
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just
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modafinil
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nothing else added
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 05:54 AM
the racemic mixture is weaker and more sides
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Moda makes my pee yellow and smell very strong
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Mirtazapine is an antidepressant worth looking into if you don't want common SSRI side effects like sexual sides
i wrote like 10k words on mirtazapine/nefazodone and failed to understand how itd interact with my stack or not like, kill me so
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didnt end up trying it
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 05:55 AM
the thing about VMAT2 upregulation
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still have a bottle each tho
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It makes me want to die when I inevitably get a wiff of it
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 05:55 AM
it doesn't work unless you work
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So it's more useful for dumbass firefighters gotcha
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 05:56 AM
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Man the tour the France want to be cyclist are so fucking annoying
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Like 70% of the time they're just pricks
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Assholes on the road
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They literally think they're joining the tour de france
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Or maybe.. Just MAYBE! It's really dangerous cycling +60kmh on the bicycle path..
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Sleep goes a long fucking way
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I've been insomniac for a decade
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Nothing helped until I used mirtazapine
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Now I'm out for two days and not getting sleep again
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Man u must be writing a story
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How many mg are u taking?
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i recall feeling like a zombie
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35
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@macross89, you have advanced to lvl 8 respect++ emoji_51
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Going up to 45 on next refill today
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yeah 35 made me feel like i was moving in water
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but you do manage to sleep!
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 06:03 AM
Mitochondrial dysfunction is plaguing modern day society like never before because never before have we been so domesticated, so sedentary giving so little incentive to the mitochondria to produce cellular energy. All of the mental diseases implicate the same problem and will only get worse as long as we get worse. Release of monoamines and glutamate depends on cellular energy if there is none we will be castrated in terms of emotion, motivation, focus.
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4mg delayed melatonin fcking wakes me up in the middle of the night
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ruins my sleep
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It's all good, I just use skq1
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Mitochondrial dysfunction is plaguing modern day society like never before because never before have we been so domesticated, so sedentary giving so little incentive to the mitochondria to produce cellular energy. All of the mental diseases implicate the same problem and will only get worse as long as we get worse. Release of monoamines and glutamate depends on cellular energy if there is none we will be castrated in terms of emotion, motivation, focus.
@this
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I never found melatonin tondo anything
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People are saying lower doses are actually effective
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Like 300mcg
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It's all good, I just use skq1
How long have u been using? And for what
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For longevity/health promotion
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Like 300mcg
I know, but even 2 mg doesn't do anything for me, besides waking me up
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I used two for sirsads vials but stupidly did it all in 5 days
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Now I have to get more
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sounds expensive
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It's difficult to dose cause it's so little you need
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And there's so little to work with
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His vials are fucking tiny
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Mitochondrial dysfunction is plaguing modern day society like never before because never before have we been so domesticated, so sedentary giving so little incentive to the mitochondria to produce cellular energy. All of the mental diseases implicate the same problem and will only get worse as long as we get worse. Release of monoamines and glutamate depends on cellular energy if there is none we will be castrated in terms of emotion, motivation, focus.
Can't we just megadose a fat-soluble form of Thiamine? (edited)
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Can't we just megadose a fat-soluble form of Thiamine? (edited)
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 06:07 AM
nothing will work as good as endurance exercise
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I searched multi vitamin and mineral supp all in one, they're really not expensive as opposed to what I would have thought
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Gonna get on that shit
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Real quick
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nothing will work as good as endurance exercise
What do you do yourself? HIIT?
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What do you do yourself? HIIT?
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 06:08 AM
cycling
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I searched multi vitamin and mineral supp all in one, they're really not expensive as opposed to what I would have thought
I'm confused about bioavailability of multies
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Nice
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my dad does as well
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tried it a few, not really for me
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but it's damn good exercise
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I literally can't expect to sit around all day and be healthy no matter how many supps I take, now I'm starting 30 Mon cardio a day and increase overtime
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start by walking 10k steps a day
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I'm confused about bioavailability of multies
Idk didn't really do much research but I suppose just get highly bioavailable one?
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I use trusted brands that usually know what they're doing by including things like piperine and other things to the main ingredient to actually make them bioavailable
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Idk didn't really do much research but I suppose just get highly bioavailable one?
i don't think it matter much. most vitamins combat for absorbtion. Don't think there are any studies showing positive benefits in terms of cardiovascular og cognitivity etc
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Just eat a variety of veggies, and move
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Damn
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Multi vitamins a fad?
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i mean current scientific consensus says somewhat
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There's probably so many normies that take it 🤣
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woman might benefit during pregnancy (edited)
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That's good to know
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but i can't find any studies with regards to healthy people getting significant benefits from a multi
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 06:14 AM
multivitamin large scale studies show no benefit for a few reasons
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it's not like supplementing vitamins doesn't do anything
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I need to look into it
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I'm interested
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 06:15 AM
but putting all of them in a single pill cancels much of the benefits
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right, thats what i gathered as well
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So how should they all be taken
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At different times a day
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 06:15 AM
it's a dumb thing to do that disregards the principle of the most limiting factor
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Like Im talking about a multi vitamin+ mineral, there's so many
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exactly my thought was all the limiting factors are often not taken into account even with single vitamin intake
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 06:16 AM
which states as follows: 1. Administering the most limiting factor will yield most benefit 2. Diluting the most limiting factor with other factors will dilute it's benefits
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I guess just eat a variety diet
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Maybe the only vitamins and minerals that are really proven to be life extending are like vitamin B12 and vitamin D3+k2 and iodine
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so get your bloodtests done, correct whats needed
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disregard else
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?
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so get your bloodtests done, correct whats needed
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 06:17 AM
that would cost more than supplying all vitamins
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Yeah but you do it once
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 06:17 AM
IMO you just need to separate them in time
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A year maybe
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 06:18 AM
according to competition and circadian rhythm effects
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i'm not going to ingest a whole pharmacy worth of vitamins and minerals lol
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my liver/kidney will scream
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times in my life i've felt the best i only took proteinpowder
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i'm not going to ingest a whole pharmacy worth of vitamins and minerals lol
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 06:18 AM
I'll run trials with high dose B vitamins
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okay yeah sure, i do as well
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times in my life i've felt the best i only took proteinpowder
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 06:19 AM
what else did you do
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allithiamine etc
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 06:19 AM
EXERCISE
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EXERCISE
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above everything
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okay yeah sure, i do as well
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 06:19 AM
u don't do what I'll do
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no one has done this
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that's why I wanna do it
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explain then?
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 06:19 AM
I just did
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i've done pure enzymatic upregulation
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 06:19 AM
u didn't listen
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I'll run trials with high dose B vitamins
what trials?
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??
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i'm trying but your description is vague
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 06:20 AM
no I was diluted by the least limiting factor
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named macro something
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I'm gonna start supplementing low molecular weight hyaluronic acid
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Might help my chronic dry lips
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Even though I drink plenty of water
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I'm gonna start supplementing low molecular weight hyaluronic acid
Thought about this as well
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along with the mitovan
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topical
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Yeah honestly the skq1 as topical cosmetic is probably leads better than anything for skincare
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If you applying on eyelids it probably affects the eyes as well
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But I'm gonna also buy the eye drops
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Crazy how obscure it is
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I'm gonna gatekeep it from the normies 😈
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Haven't seen much feedback on it
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perhaps thats why lol
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Only I'm allowed to look young forever 🤣
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Hi Jukesta?
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No
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I've always been a selfish gatekeeper
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man i'm not
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i want the best for everyone
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we need to reach the finnish line as a team
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Well not always
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can't build a pyramid on your own
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Or at least not as bad
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I think i really started gatekeeping once I started having terrible experiences with people
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Aka hate for people in general
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other peoples behaviour wont change me for shit
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i have my morals
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my integrity
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fuck what others do
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or society for that matter
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can't build a pyramid on your own
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 06:26 AM
pyramid wasn't built for the people
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but it was built BY people
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Yeah but I was in a state of psychosis and schizophrenia from the cannabis abuse so it's a different story if yours isn't similar
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but it was built BY people
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 06:27 AM
for a tyrannical leader they were brainwashed to think is god
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Yeah but I was in a state of psychosis and schizophrenia from the cannabis abuse so it's a different story if yours isn't similar
i've smoked half an oceans worth of weed my man
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for a tyrannical leader they were brainwashed to think is god
and now we have a glorious tourist attraction, isn't that wonderfull
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and now we have a glorious tourist attraction, isn't that wonderfull
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 06:28 AM
nah that's just stupid
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well luckily you have the option, to not participate in building one
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feel free to go cycling instead brother
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feel free to go cycling instead brother
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 06:29 AM
busy solving aging
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Man not getting good sleep these past two nights is already taking a toll on my mental stability
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 06:30 AM
thinking about getting an indoor bike so I can solve aging and solve aging too if u get what I mean
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Man not getting good sleep these past two nights is already taking a toll on my mental stability
Almost considering Mirtazapine just to get a few days sleep also lol
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I never realized that the use for the probiotic tablets wasn't for raw consumption but rather to make kefir from scratch by adding the bacteria
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Almost considering Mirtazapine just to get a few days sleep also lol
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 06:31 AM
agomelatine
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thinking about getting an indoor bike so I can solve aging and solve aging too if u get what I mean
i used to lend my dads indoor trainer for it. damn that was hot
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used some app to cycle against others
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pretty fun actually
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Rosemary carnosic acid or whatever it's called seems interesting, never tried it yet
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used some app to cycle against others
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 06:32 AM
nah I just wanna read studies in that state
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agomelatine
cool, i'll look it up
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nah I just wanna read studies in that state
haha, well bdnf wise it's a clever move
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 06:32 AM
I always start thinking about biohacking on the road
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Probably the best sleeping stack I can come up with is mirtazapine + phosphatidylserine + magnesium l threonate +, Rosemary carnosic acid
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 06:32 AM
then someone almost crashes into me in my dissociative state
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but they fall and I stay on the bike
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Mirtazapine by itself is enough for me, knocks me the f out
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Probably the best sleeping stack I can come up with is mirtazapine + phosphatidylserine + magnesium l threonate +, Rosemary carnosic acid
damn, custom nembutal yo
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@veganpermanently what do you consider most important with regards to longevity atm? (edited)
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I still can't believe that p-serine + Magtein combo sedates the crap out of me (edited)
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not mentioning exercise
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@veganpermanently what do you consider most important with regards to longevity atm? (edited)
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 06:37 AM
growth pathway homeostasis
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in terms of intervention, fasting mimicking protocol
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in terms of drugs, we need to find ways to make ciclopirox usable orally
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in terms of drugs, we need to find ways to make ciclopirox usable orally
What's so special about ciclopirox ? (edited)
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What's so special about ciclopirox ? (edited)
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 07:12 AM
50% lifespan increase in C. elegans
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chelates iron, kills fungi unlike DFO which chelates iron but gives you fungi infection
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C. Elegans? Round worms ?
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Mirtazapine is an antidepressant worth looking into if you don't want common SSRI side effects like sexual sides
AKA Mirtazapine & Nefazodone in a case of multi-model treatment: Pharmacodynamics research & contraindication analysis Summary: Rough research notes on the pharmacodynamics of, and interaction potential for a couple similar atypical anti-depressants, Mirtazapine and Nefazodone, in a case...
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here u go
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 07:14 AM
CPX is also a very small molecule and has very good pharmacokinetics unlike DFO but it is toxic to the GI system which should be avoidable with certain preparations
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C. Elegans? Round worms ?
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 07:14 AM
noob
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took a bit of time to clean it up (edited)
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but its still a hard read
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maybe ill work it into a cohesive blog post eventually, if i ever do go on it
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 07:16 AM
1. easy to synthesize 2. good pharmacokinetics 3. substantial lifespan increase 4. no toxicity 5. no increase in infectious disease risk
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that's all u want from a longevity drug
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also it should be pretty ergogenic and nootropic from what I see
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the erythropoiesis upregulation is dramatic
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which will improve muscular and cerebral blood supply
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updated the document to include relevant parts of my stack
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updated the document to include relevant parts of my stack
montelukast is a mast cell stabilizer ???
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love it
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its what finally made all the difference
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i break out in fucking hives every day without it even being on so many antihistamines 😩
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wtf i had no idea
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I recently started it
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maybe my doctor was listening to me about mast cell lol
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i was telling him I think I need a mast cell stabilizer like ketotifen
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and im having a hard time breathing
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I have asthma
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so I thought he prescribed montelukast for asthma
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didnt know it was a mast cell stabilizer
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shit
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I mean he was, he prescribed my ketotifen but that shit is expensive
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generic is sold out all the time
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here
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but I know a place to get it very cheap
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yeah it treats asthma by stabilizing mast cells...
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which reduces release of hitamine, reducing inflammation it would otherwise cause
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montelukast is pretty expensive also
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yeah I seem to be sensitive to histamine
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really? its like $10 for a month supply for me
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when I take NAC I really can't sleep
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and I get irritated
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maybe I have to check again
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and i dont have insurance
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just use coupons
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coupons are often cheaper than using insurance anyway lmao
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like i get a year supply of viagra for like $70
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with a coupon
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when my insurance wont even cover it
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well, when i had insurance
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do you need viagra as a result of side effects of trazodone or something ?
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i dont have much ED problems when having sex
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i take it so i have nocturnal erections
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to stave off penile atrophy and retain the ability to achieve erection
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since estrogen pretty much prevents nocturnal erections in totality (edited)
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male genetalia really doesnt like to function right when in the presence of mostly estrogen 🙃 go figure
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i also use low dose topical testosterone to increase local levels of T there
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damn that sucks
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yeah im not a fan of it
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considering i like my dick
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how is your mood since starting hrt
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hugely improved
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whoops wrong emote
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👍
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it massively improved my self-worth, nearly eliminated dissociation, and gave me a boatload of confidence
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you have an autoimmune disease ? is that why you take MCAS ?
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i mean
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i have dermatographia
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montelukast
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oh ok
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I'd imagine you noticed more improvements on montelukast than any of the histamine blockers ?
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which is theoretically a MAST cell condition of the skin
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like, i cant wear tight clothing or it makes me itch
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just sitting for long periods with my back on a chair causes irritation and itching
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rashes, hives, etc.
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the antihistamines help too
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the entire regimen is necessary, unfortunately
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i might eventually replace the fexofenadine with more loratadine though
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is amphetamine the most costly out of your stack ?
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$50/mo
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shits expensive even generic lol
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stims all seem like theyre the same price
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even ritalin is $50
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really ? I would have thought vyvanse and ritaline would be less maybe
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wow
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975869370045722694
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im talking ER formulation tho
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@erin, you have advanced to lvl 6 respect++ emoji_51
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IR is a bit cheaper
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I think IR is banned in my country
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at least for adderall
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amphetamine
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they say because of potential for addiction being likelier
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yeah i hear some european countries hate stims
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i have a friend in poland where amphetamine is entirely banned
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only option is methylphenidate
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and france apparently doesnt believe adult ADD exists
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i also use low dose topical testosterone to increase local levels of T there
Lmao amazing
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yeah i love my endo, yana
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he even rx'd me BOTH transmasc T AND transfem E2 vials AT THE SAME TIME when i was like YO im an enby and this all estrogen all the time thing kinda sucks sometimes!! (edited)
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unfortunately my brain hates T and going off E2 was a terrible idea
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so i gotta make do and accept that my libido is radically different meow pensiveblob
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It's crazy to me how brainless jobs that require like 0 intellect education can make so much
They are risking their lives running into great infernos tho
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Also there is the pressure of not letting entire cities burn down when it comes to forest fires
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This lil town Lytton near where I live was completely flattened, not a building spared
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from the effects, it sound like itvalso binds to some testosterone receotors?
Just the estrogen beta receptor (ERB) afaik
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Just the estrogen beta receptor (ERB) afaik
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 10:40 AM
the behavioral effects of testosterone come from erb agonism from it's metabolite 3b androstanedione and the dopamine modulation from AR agonism
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My head feels so tense
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My head feels so tense
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 10:43 AM
I had that yesterday
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lower stims
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also I noticed this happens from GABAergic withdrawal even taurine
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I had that yesterday
It happens after I jack off
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Not even trolling
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I need to relax more during the deed
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 10:47 AM
sexual headache
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that was the worst I ever felt
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on a mountain fucking a leech doing some breathing exercises on caloric restriction lots of cannabis and coffee
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bad idea
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I thought I'm dead for sure
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I'll die there on that mountain
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sexual headache
Yeah exactly this, I also thing it caused me to have some weird bumps on my head
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Thickened skin
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Ridges
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I’ve started biking as far up the mountain as I can and then ditching it when the trails get too steep and beyond my skill level Want to keep exploring despite the roadblock
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Can dmso be swallowed
Ye
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I’ve started biking as far up the mountain as I can and then ditching it when the trails get too steep and beyond my skill level Want to keep exploring despite the roadblock
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 10:52 AM
sounds like you were climbing uphill on a downhill trail
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don't do that
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Some of these trails seem like they’re only meant for foot tbh
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Some of these trails seem like they’re only meant for foot tbh
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 10:53 AM
you wouldn't believe what downhill bikers do
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Also some of them are quite rocky and narrow lil things that ride the sides of cliffs (edited)
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 10:53 AM
crazy mofos
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don't do that
I think I will!!!!!!!!
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(On foot)
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The trail goes under logs and stuff bikers wouldn’t be able to cross
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 10:54 AM
well the downhill bikers are idiots for not marking their trails
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Rarely ever see anyone out here anyways, I basically have the hill to myself most of the time
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 10:55 AM
plenty of times been exploring shit and then I hear them and jump into the bushes and a second later they zoom by
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Occasionally I see a kid or two riding their bike on the lower trails
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Yana
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I heard it can cause pneumonia
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I need to psychopath max quickly
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Gotta pull this girl im attracted to (edited)
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I need to psychopath max quickly
pls don't type stuff like this ☠
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Llamamoe
pls don't type stuff like this ☠
Why nigga
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"psychopath max", "pull this girl", pls
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I already convinced 2 other people its the path to salvation
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Abandon emotions for infinte confidence
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Llamamoe hello how’d you get here!!!!!
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I think we’ve spoken on my other account (edited)
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This girl is cute as hell and wants my pp but like i know ill fuck it up if i dont play my cards right
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I asked you about semax maybe
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Need confidence noots
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emoji_49 im simpin ngl
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@Cast, you have advanced to lvl 8 respect++ emoji_51
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Like i already thought she was cute but when she called my name with dat level of enthusiasm 😌
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Absolueldly insane dreams about coding and using neural network language models to make a verbal IQ test with infinite novelty. Type y/N if the question makes sense
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Absolueldly insane dreams about coding and using neural network language models to make a verbal IQ test with infinite novelty. Type y/N if the question makes sense
ibtisam.midlet 19-Sep-22 10:37 PM
awesome
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pardon, How neural network works?
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I always been interested in full matrix calculation like chess game where computer need to calculate all cascade moves to put his self in best situation possible
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I think PFC works the same
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Just elements replaced with unlimited things like empathy, standards, socially, appetite, sex, and work wanting, advocated by rewards, where dominating reward will have more calculation priorities
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emoji_49 im simpin ngl
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 11:30 PM
this variety of psychopath is the worst
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I already convinced 2 other people its the path to salvation
At least your level of troll sophistication shines through, with every word written bro
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Everybody skepticmaxxin but the two you apparently convinced
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@JK, you have advanced to lvl 7 respect++ emoji_51
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At least your level of troll sophistication shines through, with every word written bro
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 11:35 PM
he's not trolling bro
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Then he is a lost cause lol
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Then he is a lost cause lol
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 11:36 PM
yes he's very obsessive about a specific thing for a month or two
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few months ago it was IQ
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If psychopathy is your only way out of fixing inferiority complex
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I have no words man
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Yeah I remember
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When he violently adopted the dfo mentality also
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Just saying, this guy ends up stabbing his neighbor because his noots aren’t sufficient anymore
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If psychopathy is your only way out of fixing inferiority complex
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 11:39 PM
Or IQ or whatever. The irony being the obsessive trait makes him unattractive itself
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Or IQ or whatever. The irony being the obsessive trait makes him unattractive itself
Indeed!
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 11:39 PM
But I wouldn't be so quick to psychologize
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Nah, I’m just messing
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Probably a good kid
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 11:40 PM
For all we know he wants to improve his life
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Just hilarious the amount of effort he puts into projecting his authority complex, in order to convince himself his on the right path
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I mean, i don’t care what you take or do in order to fix your shit, but I will never understand deliberately nuking your emotions in order to “feel better about existence”
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 11:43 PM
I mean if he provided some evidence pointing that APD patient have better lives sure I'd consider
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But all of the evidence I've seen says the otherwise
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And I have experienced unempathetic states and it's not fun nor useful
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Exactly, my own experience is that it’s highly counter productive with regards utilizing motivation/drive in order to achieve whatever you, want to achieve. You also just might end up doing shit you will regret for the rest of your life, when this period ends. But yes take some clopidogrel and go hunt squirrels for all I care
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Exactly, my own experience is that it’s highly counter productive with regards utilizing motivation/drive in order to achieve whatever you, want to achieve. You also just might end up doing shit you will regret for the rest of your life, when this period ends. But yes take some clopidogrel and go hunt squirrels for all I care
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 11:48 PM
Also I don't think that regret requires emotion at all. The consequences may ruin your life making you regret regardless of your mental state
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IMO regret is often associated with feelings of guilt and shame. I treat regret as an emotion, and empirically i think most do.
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veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 11:51 PM
Why did u mention clopidogrel
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But agree, you might be able to “regret” something like rationally backtracking past behaviors and correlate them with present consequences/results and conclude, it wasn’t a smart move (edited)
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Ah just a joke
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No reason lol
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Ah just a joke
veganpermanently 19-Sep-22 11:54 PM
Roflmao that was my first thought but then I looked up the structure and started looking for offtarget effects
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Looks monoaminergic
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Ngl this was one of my best days yet
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Had a really productive class. Ran into the girl im most attracted to. And the art teacher complimented my work
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Flawless day (edited)
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Had a really productive class. Ran into the girl im most attracted to. And the art teacher complimented my work
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:15 AM
display your work here
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Im schizo
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But its not good anyways since im just taking art for requirement
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I have weird paranoia that if I show things that occur in my irl life theres a chance I know someone on this server irl and they will recognize it and know my alter ego
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:18 AM
I get that
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actually I don't
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but mkay
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I get paranoid somehow I'll get doxxed
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what u have is not paranoia
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it's insecurity
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if I was blind it would be exquisite
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Do you make art?
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:23 AM
used to
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I can tell by ur pfp
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Sculptures?
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:23 AM
I went to art school
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ceramics
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I honeslty thought for a second mine was gonna be the best
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Since others were taking longer
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:24 AM
u just need practice
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But then when we all turned our canvases i saw that people had like hypee realistic bottles
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:25 AM
you seem to have a talent to create an atmosphere
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Mine was probably average
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:25 AM
but u need technical knowledge
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I just realized art can be good for getting bitches
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Maybe i do care
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:26 AM
I had a personal tutor
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my brother gf
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Affair?
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Or IQ or whatever. The irony being the obsessive trait makes him unattractive itself
I like the obsessive behaviour don’t tel them not to get interested in things!!!!
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:27 AM
lel no I had respect for the guy
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:27 AM
nowadays she runs up to me when she sees me on the street
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But u cant violate bro code rip
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I like the obsessive behaviour don’t tel them not to get interested in things!!!!
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:27 AM
interest is not the same as obsession
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But u cant violate bro code rip
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:28 AM
she's wretched now
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Damn wtf
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Fat?
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Fat?
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:28 AM
no just senescend
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:29 AM
that's what alcohol does for u
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I just realized tho how useful it would be to know art
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Like if you are good that will really impress girls
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But i would need to get good with low commitment
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Because it would just be a side quest for me
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But i would need to get good with low commitment
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:30 AM
that's not possible
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art is the most intensive process
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veganpermanently
actually I don't
You should send pics of the bike trails you ride sometime!!!!
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I bet it’s so nice there
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veganpermanently
art is the most intensive process
I bet so
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Unless my Iq was like 150
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Ill never have the talent
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Unless my Iq was like 150
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:30 AM
it doesn't matter
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But right now
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:31 AM
still you need time to develop the technicals
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I gotta max my own characteristics so I can impress this girl
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Because God is brining us closer
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Rn my skills ars that im ripped, im decent at ___ sport and i can code software. None of which are entertaining to women (edited)
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I gotta max my own characteristics so I can impress this girl
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:32 AM
in 10 years you'll either be married with children or it won't matter at all
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I wish i knew and had a nice guitar (edited)
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Its most optimal to not come off as boring so i really need a skil lto show off
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You should send pics of the bike trails you ride sometime!!!!
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:33 AM
I'll start riding in the forest again soon. the ticks have died already probably
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I like to think I can play some pretty decent music but I don’t really interact with enough people irl to ever have the opportunity to share it (edited)
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Or ill just go the basic route and be the drug guy lol
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Women love drug dealers
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:34 AM
did you just rat yourself out
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Yea its gonna be so fuckin easy to impress her actually
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Since I can tell that she would be into hiking on drugs
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:35 AM
never once did I get laid by impressing a girl
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Its not just that bro
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Like i dont wanna just fk her and move on
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I wanna date
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:36 AM
yeah same thing bro
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:37 AM
IME women don't like getting impressed
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Yea they do
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:37 AM
makes them feel inferior
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They dont like when you try to impress them
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But if you are impressive theyll be attracted
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The thing is she was already impressed by my physique
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But
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She doenst really know me well
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Which is why I need to optimize my personality characteristics
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I dont wanna kill her attraction
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Being good at piano or something seems like it’d help you keep her longer rather than gain her to begin with
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:38 AM
how much relationships have u been in
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Only 1 bro and it was a highschool relationship lol
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Didnt last long
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:39 AM
so why do you think you have experience
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Instinct
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:39 AM
put that to a test
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I learned whats wrong with me
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I learned whats wrong with me
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:40 AM
that you think you know everything when you know almost nothing
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Thats like one of the big factors of why im trying to psychopath max
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I have bad charisma
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that you think you know everything when you know almost nothing
I just know this one specific flaw
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But im thinking about some good noots for confidence
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Adderall seems like a big pick
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Also
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This girl is probably the hottest in this campus and im not even cappin
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And i have good chances with her since she already knows me and was attracted to me before (edited)
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So i cant fuck this oppurtunity up
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:44 AM
pussy FOMO
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Wtf is fomo
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:45 AM
fear of missing out
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Oh yea true
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But its not a bad thing
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Since im actually speed running my life rn
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:46 AM
does it gift u a better life or a worse life
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Better because im doing a bunch of shit to improve myself asap
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So even if it doesnt work out at least ill be in a better state than i was
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:48 AM
I have no reason to prove you wrong
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Its not often God gifts me a second chance
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I have no reason to prove you wrong
You see she actually approached me first
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We were walking with a group and she was behind me and she said i looked fine and asked for my snapchat
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But
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I blew it
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:50 AM
u should've
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Took too long to turn around and respond then my friend came up and asked me for help
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:50 AM
pull her to the bushes
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It was hesitation
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:51 AM
she wanted to fuck u
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Yea i just didnt expect it lol
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:51 AM
u want a relationship
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You see that doesnt work for me
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:51 AM
she took 20 dicks in her mouth this summer
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She has or had a bf
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:52 AM
sure
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exactly
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They were on the verge of breaking up when i first met her
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But i could make her just mine
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:52 AM
and that doesn't tell u anything about her?
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She doesnt seem like that type of gal
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But i could make her just mine
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:53 AM
at 20 not at all
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Nah i could
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She doesnt seem like that type of gal
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:53 AM
1. monkey branching 2. cheating 3. lying
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She didnt lie
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But it doesnt matter
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:55 AM
if everyone knows about the fact her relationship is on the verge of breaking that is outreach
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@veganpermanently, you have advanced to lvl 16 respect++ emoji_51
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You see she would cheat on him
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She wouldnt cheat on me
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:55 AM
emoji_50
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Shes the one i think
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Really low probability i would see her again and yet i did
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:57 AM
did u invert that weeb pic because you're a blue pilled cuck
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:58 AM
emoji_18
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It just looks better inverted
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Her friend
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Wanted to smash me
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But i turned her advances down
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And she wasnt happy about it
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But honestly
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:59 AM
now that
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Maybe i shoukd just start fuckin them
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Because it would be easier to go from there
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:59 AM
humiliation experts in the chat
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Yea fuck it
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Ill just sex her and hope she isnt a hoe
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:00 AM
hope is the dope o the masses
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wear protection
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@veganpermanently its so inverted these days
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Why tf is it sex firsr then relationship
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:01 AM
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Why tf is it sex firsr then relationship
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:02 AM
bcs ppl expect everything and promise nothing
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I agree with u tho
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I'm monogamic AF
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but took me my whole life to realize women are not
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maybe some autistic women are
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but it's too hard to approach them
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They just wanna fuck a bunxh of guys and not commit
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Out of fear
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They just wanna fuck a bunxh of guys and not commit
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:04 AM
yeah until they can't then they settle with a cuck
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Out of fear
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:05 AM
no it's not fear
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it's desire
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Well ill just fuck her and hope she wants more
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But i would be really good at keeping her in check
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But i would be really good at keeping her in check
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:05 AM
less put that to a test
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Yea i will
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I have female dogs
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I know i to keep them in check
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:06 AM
kek what
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Through dominance
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:06 AM
emoji_2
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She wouldnt cheat on me
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:06 AM
bruh you should be a stand up artist
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I mwan i could be
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@Cast, you have advanced to lvl 9 respect++ emoji_51
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:07 AM
your life is pure humor
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Ive always been the funny sporadic guy
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Mostly when im high but
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Anyways
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I feel like
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Women only cheat on some guys
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:08 AM
I'm not sure if other people will find the lack of self awareness funny tho
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I really do think this
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Instinct
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Women only cheat on some guys
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:09 AM
I never caught a woman cheat
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but
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U dont have to catch her cheat
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:09 AM
there's no way you can know
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Yea there is
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Lots of signs
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And
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She wouldnt cheat on me
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:10 AM
one girl cheated on me with another girl
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:10 AM
broke up with her
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:10 AM
I think she wanted a threesome but she was being immature
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Yea cut that hoe off
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The thing is i have plenty of reason to believe i wont be cheated on
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1. My nature. 2. Connection 3. Perception
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My nature is of someone that a girl wouldnt cheat on cant explain this but its a combination of masculinity and soul
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2 is connection
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Because of my nature barely any women are compatible with me unless they have a good nature as well (edited)
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3
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Perception
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I can sense the early signs of losing interest
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I would say it all stems from nature
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Scummy girls who would cheat will never end up in a relationship with me (edited)
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This kind of girl would be perfect for you? @veganpermanently
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This kind of girl would be perfect for you? @veganpermanently
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:19 AM
send pic
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I don't have ig
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Autistic and attractive
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:20 AM
nah
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:20 AM
maybe when I was in high school
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not my type
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hello
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Oh too young
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I just joined, what is this server about?
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I dont know how old u are
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Oh too young
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:20 AM
yeah she's a child
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Tbh im always fuckin girls 18-25
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Actually
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I take that back
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I just cant comprehend being older and not being attracted to 18 year olds
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I just cant comprehend being older and not being attracted to 18 year olds
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:22 AM
they have undeveloped bodies and facial structure
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I guess I cant tell since im 20
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:23 AM
yeah
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I didn't see that when I was 20 either
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at 25 it slowly becomes more and more apparent
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Well its good now
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But like personality wise
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U would want a loyal autistic gf?
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:24 AM
yeah
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Same ngl
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:24 AM
quiet, loyal, affectionate
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Loyal autistic and attractive is the jack pot
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quiet, loyal, affectionate
Gonna be a hell of a search
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For me
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I either want that or
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Bpd gf
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:25 AM
I gave up in 2018
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because I have a very specific taste in terms of looks too
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I gave up in 2018
What happened
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What happened
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:26 AM
I realized the only person I like physically is a bad person
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since then I didn't even see anyone I like
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I feel that tho
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:26 AM
like not even online
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I know it's superficial and shallow but I can't help it
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Its good
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Works out better that way
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:28 AM
yeah I don't want ugly children
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My standards arent super high
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But
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I would say
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6-10
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:28 AM
mine are through the roof
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Probably because you were an artist lol
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:29 AM
but if you saw the girl I like you would rate her below average
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Show me
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Or someone that looks like her
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Or someone that looks like her
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:29 AM
grimes
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same facial features
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Elon musks wife?
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Elon musks wife?
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:30 AM
ex
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Renard
I just joined, what is this server about?
ibtisam.midlet 20-Sep-22 01:31 AM
read intents
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Click to see attachment 🖼️
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:31 AM
kinda
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Yea shes attractive just not my type
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A bit too masculine in the face for me
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Fuck i really wanna show you the girl im interested in
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Ill find an example
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A bit too masculine in the face for me
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:34 AM
i like the sharp lines but don't like the bodily atrophy
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I think she has blue eyes
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Full lips
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Perfect proportions
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Hour glass figure
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i like the sharp lines but don't like the bodily atrophy
Sharp lines
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:34 AM
big lips are mid imo
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feels like suffocation when french kissing
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No not big lips really
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I have to check hrr insta
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It seems weird but
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I jsut nedd a better mental image
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:36 AM
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Whos that
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:37 AM
- ballpoint nose - thick eyebrows - small face compared to eyes nose and lips
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Whos that
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:37 AM
grimes
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it's southern slav genetics
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kinda rare still
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like 0.1% girls have these features here
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but nowhere else in the world
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Similar to what the girl im into looks like
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But diff
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Ill find a similar girl
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Also
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I just realized
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That my chances are prob fucked
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Since shes
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Dual enrolled
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So
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ibtisam.midlet 20-Sep-22 01:41 AM
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Im competeing with way more dudes then i realized
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:42 AM
musk ruined her
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Click to see attachment 🖼️
Looks too mousy for me ngl
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Yea i honestly cant explain what she looks like
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Shes just hot
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But anyways
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I just gotta hope shes not in another relationship and i can pull her in time
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Yea i will
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read intents
ok
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Good rules, very well-written
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Netizenne
Llamamoe hello how’d you get here!!!!!
Was invited by friend @erin :0 though I'm not really much into the whole nootropics/neurochem jazz lately
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I think most people are just self-treating undiagnosed or undertreated disorders that healthcare is collectively indifferent to
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Usually based on exceptionally tenuous evidence of efficacy and placebo effect
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The topics are fascinating but of limited value to reason about especially when I already know what my underlying conditions are and just need to fix them
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@Llamamoe, you have advanced to lvl 1 respect++ emoji_51
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Reading the backscroll, @Cast creeps me the hell out.
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Got a problem bro?
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Publicly objectifying and disparaging random women, talking about "pulling" girls, awful magical beliefs rooted in misplaced self-confidence, sound like a dude focused on manipulating girls into sleeping with you instead of having any genuine feelings whatsoever
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It's all weird spook
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Llamamoe
Publicly objectifying and disparaging random women, talking about "pulling" girls, awful magical beliefs rooted in misplaced self-confidence, sound like a dude focused on manipulating girls into sleeping with you instead of having any genuine feelings whatsoever
U clearly didnt read what I said bro
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Because i said i didnt want a one night stand
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Also ur a little faggot if u think talking about a girls looks is objectification
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Honestly, do it in PMs and who cares, but publicly discussing it is straight up awful. And not wanting a ONS doesn't say anything about you in my mind
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Thinking that "faggot" is an insult does, on the other hand
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Idk if this is what dudes are usually like but I don't think any girl would feel comfortable with you if they knew this is how you talk about women
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Llamamoe
Idk if this is what dudes are usually like but I don't think any girl would feel comfortable with you if they knew this is how you talk about women
Ur a women
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Who knows who I am and does it even matter
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Yea its called locker room talk. Every guy youve ever talked to talkd about women this way
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Unless theyre gay lol
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Ofc the difference is most men wont bring up a specific girl cuz we competitive like that (edited)
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Yea its called locker room talk. Every guy youve ever talked to talkd about women this way
Complete with the path where they don't demonstrate any feelings whatsoever, idolize psychopathy as replacement for confidence, and mention only a girl's looks and other superficial characteristics rather than how they get along and interact?
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Cuz I don't think so, having known a lot of really emotionally intelligent dudes over the years
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Nah youre misjudging me
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I care more about personality than looks
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But even so
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It doesnt really matter
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:24 AM
damn now I start to like the guy
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it's so easy to manipulate me
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Idk why she got so pressed lol
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@Llamamoe youve never talked to your girlfriends about how cute a guy looks? (edited)
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Unless youre an introvert i find that hard to believe (edited)
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:25 AM
men need to start secret societies
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You make a lot of assumptions about me
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:26 AM
because this shit will be illegal in a few
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Ive made 1 assumption about you
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Youve made 4 of me lol (edited)
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because this shit will be illegal in a few
Ikr
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I dont give a shit what anyone says im not censoring myself
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I dont give a shit what anyone says im not censoring myself
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:27 AM
she didn't realize I'm monk else she would antagonize me
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Shes just uncomfortable that were looking at other women lol
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Sign of insecurity
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:29 AM
monks are completely censored dude
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the red pill is still alive and well
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Im not super red pilled
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:29 AM
try find a single monk philosopher
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2 years ago they were on fire
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Is david goggins considered a monk?
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:30 AM
no
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The issue is people dont like male influence anymore
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:31 AM
monks are invisible by their very nature
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but the philosophy is very attractive because it's useful
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which is why they needed so hard to censor it
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Very true
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Monks cant be controlled
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Shes just uncomfortable that were looking at other women lol
jfc, you're publicly pointing out what you don't like about conventionally attractive women, in a world where women are already riddled with insecurity because everyone feels entitled to do it
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Due to their detachment of worldly desires
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As if they are eyecandy to be talked about and not persons
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Llamamoe
jfc, you're publicly pointing out what you don't like about conventionally attractive women, in a world where women are already riddled with insecurity because everyone feels entitled to do it
Wahhhhhh
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You need to have awareness of how the shit you say comes across
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And how it might make people reading it feel
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This is discord get used to it
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Ill say what i want
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:34 AM
now I have compassion for the psychopath
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damn it
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Yeah, because wanting other people to care about other people's feelings is going too far
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@Llamamoe, you have advanced to lvl 2 respect++ emoji_51
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Self-centered prick
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Psychopathy is the wave
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Llamamoe
Yeah, because wanting other people to care about other people's feelings is going too far
Why do u care lol
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U seem riddled with insecurities
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Because it makes society a better place when people do their best to ensure they don't make anyone feel crap?
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Because i mentioned two traits of a women totallly unrelated to you that i didnt find attractive
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U seem riddled with insecurities
Even if I was, so what? Stop trying to make status plays instead of responding to arguments
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No, it's the entirety of how you communicate that bugs me
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Llamamoe
Yeah, because wanting other people to care about other people's feelings is going too far
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:35 AM
I do care about other people's feelings just not yours
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Llamamoe
Even if I was, so what? Stop trying to make status plays instead of responding to arguments
Ad hominems lol? 🤣
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Im trying to genuingly understand why you care
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Also, fun fact, back in my less-compassionate days, I used to argument that psychopaths are the only subgroup of people who should be subjected to death penalty
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:36 AM
mofos coming to discord to cure low BP
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Since their mere existence makes society worse
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Llamamoe
Also, fun fact, back in my less-compassionate days, I used to argument that psychopaths are the only subgroup of people who should be subjected to death penalty
Thats ironic as fuck
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In contrast to that it's bizarre to come across somebody who wants to be one of those subhuman things
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I misjudged you
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Anyway I should stop since now I'm starting to feel tempted to troll
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Nah go on
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Lemme guess
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Got manipulated by ur ex?
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Anyway I should stop since now I'm starting to feel tempted to troll
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:38 AM
all of the back and forth so far feels like trolling
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to be sincere
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Yea i wanna be productive ngl
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Im trying to genuingly understand why you care
Why do you make this lie? It's obvious that what you are trying to do is to find arguments to undermine my position
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Probably gonna order some d serine soon and grt an adderall prescription (edited)
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As if you know I have a point and are aware you cannot refute it, so you instead seek to disparage me as a person
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Ironic for you to be the one to cry "muh ad hominem"
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:40 AM
finally a blip of pharmacology
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:40 AM
now shut up about the other stuff
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I was reading a paper on d serine earlier
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I believe that its more related to fear learning rather than fear extinction
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Which when i thought about it those things are very distinctly different
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From what i read it seems that d serine provides the necessary neurochemical material for amygdala plasticity
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:41 AM
question is how to quench the oxidative stress from d serine
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Im not aware of that
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Isn't fear extinction ultimately conditional upon learning of non-fearful patterns in and of itself?
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:42 AM
we should find the MoA of d serine oxidative load increase
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I remember reading about the notion that the brain doesn't explicitly forget memories, there's only failure to encode, atrophy with time, and being overwritten by new ones
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:43 AM
then we can prevent it, hopefully without interfering with NMDA activation
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I remember reading about the notion that the brain doesn't explicitly forget memories, there's only failure to encode, atrophy with time, and being overwritten by new ones
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:43 AM
don't needlessly expand the subject pls
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Maybe a neuroprotectant?
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Like bromantane
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:44 AM
bromantane is antioxidant yes
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Nac maybe
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@Cast, you have advanced to lvl 10 respect++ emoji_51
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:45 AM
NAC maybe yeah
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D serine might not even be the best target
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don't needlessly expand the subject pls
What does that even mean
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For psychopathy
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:45 AM
D-serine plays a significant role in neuronal activity, including learning, memory, neuronal migration at developmental stages, and cell-death signaling. It has been also suggested that D-serine can potantiate the neurotoxicity induced by N-methyl-D-aspartate (NMDA) receptor activation due to its co …
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I remember reading about the notion that the brain doesn't explicitly forget memories, there's only failure to encode, atrophy with time, and being overwritten by new ones
Changing an old memory with a new one?
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Think of it as a neural circuit encoding A->hurt being overwritten by learning that A->happy instead
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Theres a difference tho
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:46 AM
it is likely it has a bimodal effect on mitochondrial health
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a user has reported better effects from smaller doses
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I doubt you can guess what's happening to the mitochondria based on subjective n=1 effects
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Macross is getting some soon (edited)
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:47 AM
kinda reminiscent of the methylnicotineamide aldehyde metabolism effect
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I doubt you can guess what's happening to the mitochondria based on subjective n=1 effects
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:47 AM
that's not only why I said that
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mitochondria can sense h2o2 and respond hormetically
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in large amounts h2o2 kills the mitochondria obviously
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mitochondria can sense h2o2 and respond hormetically
Do you plan on using d serine?
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Do you plan on using d serine?
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:49 AM
no until we get to the bottom of this oxidative load bullshit
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I mean, all of this is so extremely hypothetical given most of the murine study effects don't even translate into any impact on humans whatsoever and subjective reports are beyond polluted by placebo/nocebo effects
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:49 AM
from what I see it will age the brain very quickly
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I used to be into nootropics chat, but I have become deeply disillusioned with time
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no until we get to the bottom of this oxidative load bullshit
The result would be acute neuronal death?
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from what I see it will age the brain very quickly
Not good
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The result would be acute neuronal death?
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:50 AM
damage over time
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The effects would be globally pronouced in the brain correct?
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Especially since it seems that almost everything that alters dynamics of neural transmission either increases incidence of neurodegenerative disease or has the potential for long-lasting dysregulation
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Because if localized to the amygdala. Atrophy in that region would be a gold mine for inducing psychopathic traits
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The effects would be globally pronouced in the brain correct?
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:51 AM
yes PFC especially
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That is if the emotional memory role the amygdala plays is not as crucial as thought
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yes PFC especially
No go then
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Im looking for a drug that targets just the amygdala. Then via megadosing i would be able to damage it through excitotoxicity
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Because if localized to the amygdala. Atrophy in that region would be a gold mine for inducing psychopathic traits
You'd just replicate the blunted affect part of half the mental disorders out there
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You'd just replicate the blunted affect part of half the mental disorders out there
Stimulants
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Molly makes me psychopathic
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Its a crucial part of the equation
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Last I've read, that's the effect MDMA has on people who are already psychopaths
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Low serotonin sensitivity
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I probably have the genetic dispostion to become a psychopath
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I just need an epigentic kickstart since my childhood was good
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It just sounds like you have anxiety/self-esteem issues you should probably deal with in other ways than theorizing about how to damage your brain
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You already come across as a psycho to me
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It just sounds like you have anxiety/self-esteem issues you should probably deal with in other ways than theorizing about how to damage your brain
Maybe agmantine ashwaganda and d serine
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Im most pre disposed to becoming a psycho
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My own mother thought i was a psychopath
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Also what does "low serotonin sensitivity" mean, the serotoninergic system has efferents to half the damn brain and the most receptor types and subtypes of any neurotransmitter, even its breakdown is regionally dependent
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I think for my brain specifically dopamine
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Llama
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The low arousal theory is a psychological theory explaining that people with attention-deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) and antisocial personality disorder seek self-stimulation by excessive activity in order to transcend their state of abnormally low arousal. This low arousal results in the inability or difficulty to sustain attention on a...
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I'm just saying, to me it sounds like you're doing the nootropic people's favorite pasttime which is engaging in reducing incredibly complex and inconsistent phenomena to simple factoids that can then be reasoned about, which is not a way to arrive at useful conclusions
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Maybe agmantine ashwaganda and d serine
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:59 AM
deathist stack
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As a curious anecdote though,
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Ill explain my theory but I think adhd and psychopathy are linked via genes. Men who had to hunt had genes like maoa-L and adhd. To reduce stress and increase mobility. Due to the genetic connection and low arousal theory I believe i have this genetic warrior archetype. I need to tap into it
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Before treating my sleep disordered breathing, back when my body was extremely out of whack due to dysautonomia, taking methylphenidate has semi-permanently blunted my emotions
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Hunter gatherer
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Psychopaths lose serotonin sensisitivty with age
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It was an extremely negative experience, traumatic almost, because it just fucked me up in a way that MPH hasn't since I started treating SDB
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And ive noticed my own serotonin sensistivity is low
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But afterwards I never had the same emotional genuinity as before
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Before treating my sleep disordered breathing, back when my body was extremely out of whack due to dysautonomia, taking methylphenidate has semi-permanently blunted my emotions
Yep
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Stimulants are a great target
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I find it easy to drop emotion and sink into being cold and calculating
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I just don't because it's abhorrent
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Im getting adderall and or ritalin soon
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Im worried about affecting my t levels but other than that im excited (edited)
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Ill explain my theory but I think adhd and psychopathy are linked via genes. Men who had to hunt had genes like maoa-L and adhd. To reduce stress and increase mobility. Due to the genetic connection and low arousal theory I believe i have this genetic warrior archetype. I need to tap into it
Yeah but ADHD is not a phenotype, it's de facto a deficit. That comes with its share of increased oxidative stress, memory and executive dysfunction, social struggle, elevated rates of neurodegenerative and all-cause morbidity, bla bla
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Different kind of adhd
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The link between hunter genes is known
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Gonna get a genetic test for maoa L
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But its definetly consistent with all my current attributes (edited)
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Honestly, ADHD is literally a bundle of shit like a dysfunctional prefrontal cortex, memory encoding failures, increased cogntive fatigue
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It's literally an across-the-board deficit in everything used to self-organize and self-govern
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It's literally an across-the-board deficit in everything used to self-organize and self-govern
Differwnt kinds and depends on the person
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My adhd is due to my warrior archetype
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It's not "paying attention to more things", it's "inability to control and filter attention". A hunter-gatherer with ADHD would be struggling to filter out background noise, to continue paying attention to an identified threat, etc.
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That sounds like a cope
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Its a primordial form of psychopathy
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If i was abused or lived in the hood i would be a psychopath right now
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It's not "paying attention to more things", it's "inability to control and filter attention". A hunter-gatherer with ADHD would be struggling to filter out background noise, to continue paying attention to an identified threat, etc.
Nope
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Did u read the low arousal theory?
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The low arousal theory is a psychological theory explaining that people with attention-deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) and antisocial personality disorder seek self-stimulation by excessive activity in order to transcend their state of abnormally low arousal. This low arousal results in the inability or difficulty to sustain attention on a...
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I've read that and vastly more, I've done multiple deep dives into the possible root causes of ADHD and whether it could be fixed (I think some subtypes can, partially)
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Low arousal theory is just one of multiple theories that "explains" a part of the mechanisms and hails it as a root cause
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If you see a masculine man with adhd its hunter genes
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If see a fat bitch guy with adhd its asd
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Did you know that strong masculinity is actually a trait of intra-sexual competition btw, and not even actually linked to being more attractive to women?
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I've done a shitton of reading into masculinity, femininity, facial and bodily cues of attractiveness, etc.
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Lol sneako
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Sneako definetly has hunter genes
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Hes adhd as fuck (edited)
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And most studies turn up surprising results like women actually preferring androgyny, with masculinity being a cue of dominance related to intrasexual competition
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With substantial cultural variability
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But you wouldn't know that because all that reaches you is filtered by the biases of either the redpill or the incel crowds
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Who are you bro
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And being redpill/incel to me is a cue of one thing only
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Oof a man who cares about other men vastly more than about what women actually are like and have to say
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And most studies turn up surprising results like women actually preferring androgyny, with masculinity being a cue of dominance related to intrasexual competition
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 03:16 AM
wait
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Im not red pilled retard
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I dont subscribe to ideologies
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Llama is definetly a feminist lol
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 03:17 AM
u disregard animal models and in vitro science yet think that people filling out questionaires is proof of something
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Or one of those unattractive book girls that resents masculine men since they dont pick her
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u disregard animal models and in vitro science yet think that people filling out questionaires is proof of something
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What is the use of attempting to label me?
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I need a biographical perspective on your beliefs
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Because they are so wrong lol
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u disregard animal models and in vitro science yet think that people filling out questionaires is proof of something
I don't disregard them, I'm just saying you can find studies identifying fascinating properties for almost every noot out there and in practice 90% of them have zero reliable or appreciable effect
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"Actually women like andro men and masculinity is uh is like a sign of toxicity and homosexuality" (edited)
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I don't disregard them, I'm just saying you can find studies identifying fascinating properties for almost every noot out there and in practice 90% of them have zero reliable or appreciable effect
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 03:19 AM
that's exactly why we're doing this
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Attractive women fuckin love masculine men
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I can attest from experience
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The only reason they wouldnt is probably because they hate their own attraction lol
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Too much rhetoric
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Theyll always pick them in the end
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 03:22 AM
it is so satisfying not having to ever think about that stuff
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Also on the topic of ADHD x arousal, you might find these two papers interesting: Models of attention-deficit hyperactivity disorder https://sci-hub.se/10.1016/j.beproc.2019.01.001
Abstract One of the most notable aspects of the behavior of individuals with Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder(ADHD) is increased variability in many aspects of their behavior, including response times and attentional focus. Among the many theories of ADHD is one that identifies its material cause as phasic malnutrition of the neurons required to maintain constancy of performance. Of the diverse predictions issuing from this theory, one concerns ubiquitous data: response times and their variance in decision tasks. This paper reviews that behavioral neuroenergetics theory and model, shows how they predict representative data, and suggests their relevance to researchers studying animal models of ADHD
Hyperactivity and sensation seeking as autoregulatory attempts to stabilize brain arousal in ADHD and mania? https://sci-hub.se/10.1007/s12402-014-0144-z
According to the vigilance regulation model, the hyperactivity and sensation seeking observed in overtired children, ADHD and mania may be interpreted as an autoregulatory attempt to create a stimulating environment in order to stabilize vigilance. The unstable regulation of vigilance observed in both mania and ADHD may thus explain the attention deficits, which become especially prominent in monotonous sustained attention tasks. Among the arguments supporting the vigilance regulation model are the facts that destabilizing vigilance (e.g. via sleep deprivation) can trigger or exacerbate symptoms of ADHD or mania, whereas stabilizing vigilance (e.g. via psychostimulants, reducing sleep deficits) alleviates these symptoms.
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I personally hypothesize that many cases of ADHD are caused by sleep disturbances, most notably sleep disordered breathing that goes undiagnosed because Obstructive Sleep Apnea criteria don't catch people on the UARS side of the spectrum, which is where most young people and women are
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Many not all
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Adhd has many causes. One of them is warrior genes and thats the type im focused on
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Attractive women fuckin love masculine men
Or perhaps your own attraction is partially learned based on which women find you attractive? Masculinity seems to be mainly desirable for ONS type scenarios, from what I've read. Like a once-in-a-while temptation, and largely unrelated to other aspects of sex and romance
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Or perhaps your own attraction is partially learned based on which women find you attractive? Masculinity seems to be mainly desirable for ONS type scenarios, from what I've read. Like a once-in-a-while temptation, and largely unrelated to other aspects of sex and romance
Oh yea
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Erin invited you
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So youre liberal?
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Who knows what I am
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Social justice archetype book girl?
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I personally hypothesize that many cases of ADHD are caused by sleep disturbances, most notably sleep disordered breathing that goes undiagnosed because Obstructive Sleep Apnea criteria don't catch people on the UARS side of the spectrum, which is where most young people and women are
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 03:27 AM
kek that's where you show how noob you are
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I already have her figured out
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 03:27 AM
so many assumptions so little science
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Or biased science and assumptions
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Shes not worth the attention. Her mindset is already fixed
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Obstructive sleep apnea (OSA) is a form of sleep-disordered breathing that affects up to 9.5% of the pediatric population. Untreated OSA is associated with several complications, including neurobehavioral sequelae, growth and developmental delay, cardiovascular ...
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Ima go do something productive
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Read the above
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Rates of sleep impairment in ADHD are astronomical, and the above paint a very clear picture of cause->effect relationship in at least a subpopulation of patients
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I could keep on linking papers on sleep microarchitecture alterations in ADHD being 1:1 consistent with what is present in SDB, but that'd tell you nothing anyway
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kek that's where you show how noob you are
Am I really? I've literally spent years reading about the mechanisms, causes, and alterations found in ADHD.
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Am I really? I've literally spent years reading about the mechanisms, causes, and alterations found in ADHD.
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 03:33 AM
the assumption you made has been shown to be the literal opposite
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All so educated yet all so blind
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Just check out the papers I linked
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Just check out the papers I linked
I want a run down of your beliefs
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Thoughts on working out for gaining muscle and aesthetics? (edited)
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 03:36 AM
Women’s preferences for men’s masculinized faces and voices were assessed after women (n = 331) were primed with images of male-on-male aggression, male-on-female aggression, pathogens, and neutral scenes. Male-on-male ...
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feminism makes you hate masculine men
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Very true
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 03:36 AM
then you project your hatred to the rest of the female populace
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Socialist? @Llamamoe
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then you project your hatred to the rest of the female populace
Its such a terrible ailment really
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Usually attractive women dont fall victim
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tl;dr: Sleep disturbances are almost universal in ADHD, and sleep loss alone triggers/worsens ADHD symptoms. Deficits in performance are consistent with inability to maintain vigilance(a derivative of restedness), and both hyperactivity and sensation-seeking work to stabilize it(through dopamine spikes and avoiding taxing the same neural circuits). Motivation deficits are consistent with what's in fatigue, and there exists a number of studies demonstrating very high rates of snoring, impaired airways, pediatric apnea in children who have ADHD, with several papers demonstrating significant remission of symptoms with its treatment
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Thanks for the tldr but we moved on (edited)
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@veganpermanently @Cast I find it amusing how you insistently try to portray yourselves as beacons of reason when all you do is attempting to learn more about me and make digs at my character/worldviews as an attempt to dismiss what I say
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We already dismissed what youve been saying
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I want biographical context to understand why you say it
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sigh
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@veganpermanently @Cast I find it amusing how you insistently try to portray yourselves as beacons of reason when all you do is attempting to learn more about me and make digs at my character/worldviews as an attempt to dismiss what I say
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 03:40 AM
I don't dismiss what you say, I analyze it and prove it wrong or accept that it's right
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Poltical opinions
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I know erin is transgender and shes your friend
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Easy to infer you are feminist from that but i dont wanna be wrong about it
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So may you clarify?
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We already dismissed what youve been saying
On the basis of not even clicking the studies I linked or considering what I summarized about them? Intriguingly deep thought process.
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I may not. I refuse to identify with any group of people or ideology, as that is not how I form my worldviews
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Ok ditto
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But i can digurd out your archetype through your beliefs (edited)
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I dont identify as conservative or red pill but many would infer i am as you did earlier
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I cannot avoid the bias borne of what I am exposed to more/less, but I have enough points of disagreement with every worldview archetype out there that I think I can fairly say I don't align with any
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So you wouldnt mind me asking a variety of questions pertaining to your beliefs
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Such as views on socialism. Nationalism. Views on social justice. Feminism
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Given it's obvious that your motivation is primarily to use them as fuel to be dismissive of me, it's a waste of your time as I am disinclined to answer any, as you've surely noticed
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I genuingly want go understand you
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And we arent gonna get anywhere arguing
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Its better for me to know your roots
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Youre an intellectual person with a world view different from mine
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My roots are that I have not been a part of society for a very long time
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My intellect is some sort of anomaly because my parents are both stupid and I've been disabled by progressively escalating sleep disordered breathing between 2011-2020
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I've suffered insane amounts of cognitive decline, and even now can barely minimally function thanks to PAP, as I pursue surgical treatment for my deficient airways
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I got into nootropics because I wanted chems to fix my problems
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But then I realized it's a misguided direction
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And most things have causes
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And I am obsessed with reading scientific literature in their pursuit
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How did you meet erin
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And what characteristics do you have in common with her
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I genuinely think that most chronic conditions in the world are a product of SDB, gut dysbiosis, metabolic syndromes, and the cumulative over generations impact of environmental pollution(microplastics, chemical plastic additives, NO2, living in elevated CO2, etc). (also forgot to mention, disease burden of postviral syndromes, subpathological infections, etc.) (edited)
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Early life cancer, neurodevelopmental issue, lifelong depression rates aren't skyrocketing on their own
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And are not caused by deficit of psych meds
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Politically though
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I don't like to summarize my sociopolitical beliefs without getting into the why of why I hold them
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I genuinely think that most chronic conditions in the world are a product of SDB, gut dysbiosis, metabolic syndromes, and the cumulative over generations impact of environmental pollution(microplastics, chemical plastic additives, NO2, living in elevated CO2, etc). (also forgot to mention, disease burden of postviral syndromes, subpathological infections, etc.) (edited)
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 03:52 AM
somewhat
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u know what all mental and chronic disease implicates
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the common denominator
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I don't like to summarize my sociopolitical beliefs without getting into the why of why I hold them
I want to know why you find masculinity toxic
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What led you to that mindset
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If you want to know if I am a socialist, I believe that any and every system is defined by the mechanics of how and what it optimizes, and it's clear what our world optimizes for (profit margins above all)
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Anti captialist
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Now for the feminism confession
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 03:54 AM
Background Mitochondrial dysfunction and defects in oxidative metabolism are a characteristic feature of many chronic illnesses not currently classified as mitochondrial diseases. Examples of such illnesses include bipolar disorder, multiple sclerosis, Parkinson’s disease, schizophrenia, depression, autism, and chronic fatigue syndrome. Discussi...
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Mitochondrial Dysfunction in Chronic Respiratory Diseases: Implications for the Pathogenesis and Potential Therapeutics: Mitochondria are indispensable for energy metabolism and cell signaling. Mitochondrial homeostasis is sustained with stabilization of mitochondrial membrane potential, balance of mitochondrial calcium, integrity of mitochondri...
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Mitochondrial dysfunction is known to be associated with a wide range of human pathologies, such as cancer, metabolic and cardiovascular diseases. One of the possible ways of mitochondrial involvement in the cellular damage is excessive production of reactive oxygen and nitrogen species (ROS and RNS) that cannot be effectively neutralized by exi...
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Now for the feminism confession
Lemme see if I can think of a summary to reduce my worldviews down to.
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 03:56 AM
Deregulated cellular energetics was one of the cancer hallmarks. Several underlying mechanisms of deregulated cellular energetics are associated with mitochondrial dysfunction caused by mitochondrial DNA mutations, mitochondrial enzyme defects, or altered ...
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Now for the feminism confession
I believe that humans are not as intrinsically different as most people would like to believe, and that most sociocultural male-vs-female differences are an unhealthy symptom of shitty socioculture, with feminism being a product of the fact that issues affecting women are worse and of nature that directly prompts action, whereas compared to that male socialization inhibits the ability to admit to and progress past the issues plaguing men as doing so would be seen as a "weakness". I don't align with feminism because no matter what anyone else says, there's way too much trauma-driven blanket criticizism/shaming of men and their traits in place of compassion for what shapes them to be the way they are. I see it as a movement that in quest for equality leaves men behind, treating them with the same toxicity it purportedly fights against.
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@veganpermanently I have read a lot about mitochondrial dysfunction, it is definitely a huge target, but IMO a mechanism, not a root cause. Definitely worth treating, but probably not in itself sufficient because it happened for a reason.
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I have a theory that GRIN2A and SP4, correlates with ancient warrior mentality, and i would like to investigate how gene expression in general contributes to schizophrenia. If anyone ia interested I will be available for one on on sparring, to help you become psychotic. We will probably use imipramine and lithium manipulating aChE, but in the wrong direction as we would like more learned helplessness etc. Not that it has any significance with regards to psychotic tendencies but we just don’t want be self sufficient.
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You might find this paper interesting, I've not read it but it's insanely comprehensive and reviews a shitton of concepts in brain energy metabolism rescue:https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/labs/pmc/articles/PMC7948516/
The brain requires a continuous supply of energy in the form of ATP, most of which is produced from glucose by oxidative phosphorylation in mitochondria, complemented by aerobic glycolysis in the cytoplasm. When glucose levels are limited, ketone bodies ...
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I am positive we are improving the human condition in general, and the above will be an immense evolutionary advantage (edited)
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Oh, and bring your alcar
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@veganpermanently I have read a lot about mitochondrial dysfunction, it is definitely a huge target, but IMO a mechanism, not a root cause. Definitely worth treating, but probably not in itself sufficient because it happened for a reason.
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 04:11 AM
it happens because of oxidative stress over time which is increased by lifestyle most notably diet. Low amounts of oxidative stress cause a hormetic response which is why exercise is so beneficial for longevity and chronic disease prevention. My approach is to continually induce the hormetic response while keeping the oxidative load very low independently from the hormesis
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the diet is a problem because many nutrients most notably amino acids like BCAAs and methionine directly cause oxidative stress and modern diets are overflowing with protein availability all the time yet the hormetic cues are low and those people who do induce hormesis from time to time also increase protein intake which cancels much of the benefits. this is why endurance athletes have the best longevity stats - most hormesis and the least protein
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You might find this paper interesting, I've not read it but it's insanely comprehensive and reviews a shitton of concepts in brain energy metabolism rescue:https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/labs/pmc/articles/PMC7948516/
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 04:15 AM
thanks will read it
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it happens because of oxidative stress over time which is increased by lifestyle most notably diet. Low amounts of oxidative stress cause a hormetic response which is why exercise is so beneficial for longevity and chronic disease prevention. My approach is to continually induce the hormetic response while keeping the oxidative load very low independently from the hormesis
From what I have read, exercise does a lot more than that, through PPAR agonism, improvements in endothelial function, and muscles being an important organ in their own right. You have to remember that the brain is a separate environment from the periphery, and oxidative stress in muscle fibers doesn't necessarily translate into stress in other organs, esp the brain.
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About diets, I feel like much bigger problems are 1) the prevalence of refined carbs, and 2) loss of periods of fasting
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Fasting in particular appears to be something the human body evolved around, and as far as I've read it confers substantial benefits to longevity and health
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About diets, I feel like much bigger problems are 1) the prevalence of refined carbs, and 2) loss of periods of fasting
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 04:20 AM
that is bcs you haven't researched the detrimental effects of amino acids
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the effects of fasting come from reduction in amino acid intake
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which is again hormetic in it's nature
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And it seems that ketone bodies are an important mediator of its benefits, with exogenous ketones in fact replicating many of the same benefits, even in the absence of switch away from glucose
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 04:21 AM
and all of the benefits you mentioned are also downstream of hormetic pathways
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damn llama came in hard lmao
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Llamamoe
And it seems that ketone bodies are an important mediator of its benefits, with exogenous ketones in fact replicating many of the same benefits, even in the absence of switch away from glucose
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 04:22 AM
methylnicotineamide also replicates much of the benefits of fasting and exercise
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it's a neurotoxin
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love to take neurotoxins
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just like i move to give myself cancer by vaping
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om nom
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love to take neurotoxins
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 04:23 AM
in small doses it's neurprotective
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dont they say that alcohol protects the heart in small doses too
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until a new study says it doesnt
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 04:25 AM
I didn't say all toxins are healthy in small doses
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dont they say that alcohol protects the heart in small doses too
I think my conclusion on alcohol is "too much financial incentives to trust any of it. Maybe there's a beneficial compound or two in wine or beer, but alcohol is deffo bad for you"
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 04:25 AM
I mentioned methylnicotinamide for a reason because it's endogenous and upregulated in low caloric and high energy demand environments
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Honestly, I think most neurotransmission-altering chems are best avoided if one has the choice
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oh thats interesting
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Llamamoe
Honestly, I think most neurotransmission-altering chems are best avoided if one has the choice
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 04:27 AM
u should be banned
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yeah llama i dont think thats the vibe for this server
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 04:28 AM
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i read a lot of what u said and its rather uhhh
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anti what the server is about
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Yea I've noticed given @Cast was literally talking about trying to figure out how to excitotoxicity his amygdala
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we inducing ASPD up in here?
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My impression is that he is a psychopath with confidence/self-esteem issues who idolizes men who are more psychopathic than he is and wants to "psychopathymaxx"
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 04:30 AM
why does everyone psychologize Lukesta
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He is not a psychopath
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we inducing ASPD up in here?
Yep
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He is not a psychopath
Not yet
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Just a guy with.. shall we say intense focus on optimization
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Yeah next month, you’ll be singing kumbaya and doing ayuascha
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But we were here investigating with you
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 04:32 AM
llama really fucking embodied modern day female energy
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10/10 don't ever change queen
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Fuck it
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Gonan set up an appointment to get adhd diagnosis today
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Stims here i come
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Good idea
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Don’t kill him bro
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llama really fucking embodied modern day female energy
I don't even know what that means
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me either, but really, just revel in the gender affirmation, grl
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Gonan set up an appointment to get adhd diagnosis today
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 06:48 AM
dude bad idea
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amphetamine will increase oxidative load in monoaminergic neurons, D serine in glutamatergic neurons and kidney, agmatine in the liver and maybe some brain parts
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stupid stack
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at this point whatever Sirsa recommends do the opposite
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at this point whatever Sirsa recommends do the opposite
sirsad has clearly stated he doesn't support the use of amphetamine and also just to mention jukesta now "cast" already got banned from nootopics so whatever ideas he has aren't from us as if he ever listened to advice anyways jukesta is just obsessed with self inducing psychopathy and autism while getting high on mdma
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My life is gonna start getting way better
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My impression is that he is a psychopath with confidence/self-esteem issues who idolizes men who are more psychopathic than he is and wants to "psychopathymaxx"
I think it’s post irony
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Like it’s kinda fun to just not treat life so seriously
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Tbh I wouldn’t mind having someone interested in psychopathy, cause even though I don’t want to become one, learning to understand them on a pharmacological scale would be interesting
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Sometimes you need application to motivate
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Jukesta the jesta
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Ketty neti
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a r c t !^
Ketty neti
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Hello!!
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Did you get neet bucks yet 💸
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Ill explain my theory but I think adhd and psychopathy are linked via genes. Men who had to hunt had genes like maoa-L and adhd. To reduce stress and increase mobility. Due to the genetic connection and low arousal theory I believe i have this genetic warrior archetype. I need to tap into it
Nah I’m not sure psychos are hunter gatherers. Too r-selected, they might have more likely have arose during agriculture in cities imo (or I guess in really fertile lands). You need good group cohesion in hunter gather tribes. Psycho thrives in places they have endless people to toss, throw away, and move onto new ones. (edited)
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Did you get neet bucks yet 💸
Not quite despair
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Nah I’m not sure psychos are hunter gatherers. Too r-selected, they might have more likely have arose during agriculture in cities imo (or I guess in really fertile lands). You need good group cohesion in hunter gather tribes. Psycho thrives in places they have endless people to toss, throw away, and move onto new ones. (edited)
They were raiders
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Yeah but ADHD is not a phenotype, it's de facto a deficit. That comes with its share of increased oxidative stress, memory and executive dysfunction, social struggle, elevated rates of neurodegenerative and all-cause morbidity, bla bla
Often an early death is part of the phenotype. It’s part of what’s known as being a “fast life history strategist”. It’s just a trade off. Oxytocin and HPA axis controls the epigenetic switch between slow and fast life history strategists. https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S266649762100062X https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0272735821000283#tf0005 (edited)
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Its a primordial form of psychopathy
https://emilkirkegaard.dk/en/2022/07/psychotics-are-bad-anti-psychotics-are-good/ ADHD seems to be more predisposed to violent crime than even schizophrenics
Remember this guy? His name is Noah Esbensen. Actually, he is not a big deal outside of Denmark, but he made a brief stir in the media by going into a mall in Denmark and shooting people. This kind of thing happens very rarely in Denmark, so it gets a lot of attention. His kill count was terr
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People with adhd are wack!!!!!!!
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Impulsive and unhinged
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They were raiders
ADHD were hunter gatherers and raiders
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ADHD were hunter gatherers and raiders
Yh
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The low arousal theory is a psychological theory explaining that people with attention-deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) and antisocial personality disorder seek self-stimulation by excessive activity in order to transcend their state of abnormally low arousal. This low arousal results in the inability or difficulty to sustain attention on a...
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Read this neti
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Let me catch up on chat first
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I don't disregard them, I'm just saying you can find studies identifying fascinating properties for almost every noot out there and in practice 90% of them have zero reliable or appreciable effect
What are your thoughts on the methodology of looking through metanalyses on SNPs associated with high IQ and then finding drugs that effect the proteins the same way the genes do?
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I think letting nature do all the design and us just copying what she does is one of the more reliable ways to go about it tbh. Biomimicry
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So much of our technology from airplanes to medicine is based on that approach as is
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Is this what psychiatrists are taught
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I've been assuming so
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I want to know why you find masculinity toxic
I cant stand masculine looking people, I see them irl and I just can’t help but think of them as evil with all my body even though they could be really nice. Think it could be partly why I took estrogen, hatred of my own masculinity (edited)
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Yana
Is this the canon theory
I have no idea if its canon
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it just seems right to me
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ibtisam.midlet 20-Sep-22 09:14 AM
Miku ♡
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sirsad has clearly stated he doesn't support the use of amphetamine and also just to mention jukesta now "cast" already got banned from nootopics so whatever ideas he has aren't from us as if he ever listened to advice anyways jukesta is just obsessed with self inducing psychopathy and autism while getting high on mdma
What'd he get banned for
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What'd he get banned for
for being completely unhinged
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I think dark empaths are just high IQ psychopaths
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I dont believe in the distinciton
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Not quite despair
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I cant stand masculine looking people, I see them irl and I just can’t help but think of them as evil with all my body even though they could be really nice. Think it could be partly why I took estrogen, hatred of my own masculinity (edited)
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 10:43 AM
socially acceptable sexist thing to say
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socially acceptable sexist thing to say
lol if it was the opposite people would cry incel
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 10:44 AM
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lol if it was the opposite people would cry incel
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 10:44 AM
yeah buddy
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the statement did motivate me to push harder tomorrow
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also: order a bunch of androgens
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ibtisam.midlet 20-Sep-22 11:20 AM
Someone sent me MTF Bible
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It makes sure that estrogen will work with everything you might ask detailed
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Free Will I Am 20-Sep-22 11:32 AM
hrt.cafe?
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hrt.cafe?
ibtisam.midlet 20-Sep-22 11:46 AM
nope
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Someone sent me MTF Bible
Serial Experiments Lain (シリアルエクスペリメンツレイン Shiriaru Ekusuperimentsu Rein) is a science fiction anime series directed...
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socially acceptable sexist thing to say
It’s just how I feel
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It’s just how I feel
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:31 PM
don't worry I don't believe in sexism
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I was just exposing society's double standards
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My anthropology teacher decided she was gonna cut out a buncha the science to just talk about the social controversy/implication of evolution despair
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I guess it could be kinda interesting
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:32 PM
isms are invented
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they have nothing to do with ethics
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it gives so much false power to people for no reason
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I think ashwaganda + adderall + d serine and mayne agmantine
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Although id need a way to counter d serine oxidativr strss
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For now ashwaganda + adderall seems optimal
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:56 PM
liver + kidney failure
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and brain damage
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and brain damage
How about just ashwaganda and adderall?
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How about just ashwaganda and adderall?
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 12:58 PM
adderall is neurotoxic my man
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it increases oxidative stress INSIDE the neuron
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Modafinil however decreases it
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Modafinil however decreases it
So moda + addy is actually smart?
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@Cast, you have advanced to lvl 11 respect++ emoji_51
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So moda + addy is actually smart?
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:00 PM
no because amphetamine reverses the vesicular transporter
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and moda upregulates it
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so taking amph and moda together is like taking amphetamine + the adrenergic sides of moda
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so taking amph and moda together is like taking amphetamine + the adrenergic sides of moda
If you were going to take adderall which neuroprotectants would you take?
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If you were going to take adderall which neuroprotectants would you take?
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:01 PM
I wouldn't take amphetamine
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liver + kidney failure
Source on agmatine liver damage? What's the rationale
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The increase in beta oxidation is worrying I guess
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:02 PM
it's like asking me what I would do if I took rat poison
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dumb question
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You retards spend more time discussing cognitive enhancements in Discord than practicing 10x more effective natural enhancements
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Amphetamine is useful and prescribed to millions
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Are polyamines naughty? 😳
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It’s the same conversation every day
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I already have adhd (edited)
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a r c t !^
You retards spend more time discussing cognitive enhancements in Discord than practicing 10x more effective natural enhancements
Drugs are natural
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:03 PM
@ibtisam.midlet why the hell did this server suddenly fill up with enhancement haters
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Go take meth then Yana
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:04 PM
who is responsible for this
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Ciao
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Good ridance
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Riddance *
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:04 PM
jeez
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Anyways back to the topic of discussion
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Im still looking for amygdala targets
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Amphetamine is useful and prescribed to millions
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:04 PM
so is tramadol
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Shut up you pathetic subhumans
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:05 PM
fentanyl
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Just go outside
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Any idea on some pubmed keywords?
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Any idea on some pubmed keywords?
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:05 PM
whatever u use it will bring up studies that improve amygdala functionality
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and connection to hippocampus
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which is what you should do
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I dont think so
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:06 PM
why
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Im pretty sure amygdala atrophy is the target
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:07 PM
like show me a piece of evidence that shows that people with atrophied amygdala have better lives in any capacity
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like show me a piece of evidence that shows that people with atrophied amygdala have better lives in any capacity
All the studies on meditation will show decreased amygdala activity
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None of your lives are objectively good for as long as you sit on Discord all day
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Low IQ retards live better than you idiots
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like show me a piece of evidence that shows that people with atrophied amygdala have better lives in any capacity
Atrophied amygdala should be a target for psychopathy and i wrong?
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Atrophied amygdala should be a target for psychopathy and i wrong?
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:08 PM
ur autistic as shit my boy
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Although id need a way to counter d serine oxidativr strss
Shorter life is just part of the deal of being a fast life history strategists such a psychopath is
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ur autistic as shit my boy
What am i missing?
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Grass
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What am i missing?
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:09 PM
u pick a target and go at it full force
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and just assume it will improve your life
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All the studies on meditation will show decreased amygdala activity
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:10 PM
that statement lacks all nuance
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Psychopathy is my current target
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Chronically online
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You know
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Why am I in this server
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Fucking retards
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a r c t !^
Shut up you pathetic subhumans
Arct noooo ;__;
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:10 PM
see the difference @Yana
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But
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this is a hobby more than an attempt to self better we just like learning (edited)
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If i chronically down regulate activity in my amygdala i should be able to induce atrophy
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:11 PM
meditation is opposite of what this fool wants to do
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If i chronically down regulate activity in my amygdala i should be able to induce atrophy
Meditation
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Also with autophagy
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Meditation
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:12 PM
why are you so inconsistent in your brilliance
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Do a 10 day meditation retreat is the only nuclear option
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:12 PM
like one moment you have 200 IQ the other you're barely above average
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like one moment you have 200 IQ the other you're barely above average
Because this conversation is below average
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Studies on meditation show either atrophy of gray matter in the amygdala or reduced functional connectivity with areas like ACC
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omw chat is toxic today Wuhhhh
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Same difference roughly speaking
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nice!!!!!
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Because this conversation is below average
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:14 PM
I agree but you should've mentioned something about the difference between negative affect amygdala reactivity and vmPFC-amygdala connection
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Do a 10 day meditation retreat is the only nuclear option
@Yana Did you participate in a vipassana retreat?
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@Yana Did you participate in a vipassana retreat?
No sir
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Me neither, i've always wanted to
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As soon as i'm back in good health, i will probably do it. Or perhaps go back to vajrayana and see what i can gather there (edited)
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:16 PM
Meditation training can improve mood and emotion regulation, yet the neural mechanisms of these affective changes have yet to be fully elucidated. We evaluated the impact of long- and short-term mindfulness meditation training on the amygdala response ...
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meditation is opposite of what this fool wants to do
O shit
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Yes I just saw this. Increased vmPFC-amygdala activity kek
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Yes I just saw this. Increased vmPFC-amygdala activity kek
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:17 PM
so called emotional processing pathway
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that's why monks have 1000 EQ
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How do we break this circuit
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:17 PM
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How do we break this circuit
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:17 PM
put a roadblock there
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I let it flow
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No its not my destiny
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How do we break this circuit
Look if you really want bonkers mentality just do a bunch of dissociatives on the regular
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Wtf (edited)
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idk megadose Methoxetamine every for rest of your life
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I just remembered my friends been taking a bunch of ashwaganda and stimulants
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:19 PM
memantine is meditation in a pill
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My friends been psychopath maxxing
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memantine is meditation in a pill
hard to come by these days?
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hard to come by these days?
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:19 PM
I have enough
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:19 PM
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Doesnt nootropic source have it( not trustworthy i know)
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:20 PM
worst source
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it's menantine
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or something
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worst source
Truly
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:21 PM
rip scibio
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Sci bio is coming back
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:21 PM
yeah it's called swisschems now
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cosmic is $45.00 for 30 tabs
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go fuck thyself
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memantine and phenylpira should be otc
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How tf do u bypass this lol
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:23 PM
I swear memantine is an amino acid on a distant alien planet
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never tried it, and always been keen on trying with long sittings of meditation
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hrv 300 ms
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Welcome to Science.bio. Our mission is to drive innovative research in nootropic, metabolic and longevity science. We supply new, rare and unusual biochemicals.
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never tried it, and always been keen on trying with long sittings of meditation
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:25 PM
yeah it's good for that
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This will also block jealous and enevy which amygadala-mediated bad feeling ended with sirsad banning pax 😳
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like one moment you have 200 IQ the other you're barely above average
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Blood sugar
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:29 PM
ye I have that issue as well
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that is unless I ride for 10 hours daily
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:33 PM
what's the difference between group 1 and 3
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what's the difference between group 1 and 3
Pretty sure it's the same group
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Pretty sure it's the same group
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:35 PM
with the opposite response??
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So very well could be inhibitory projections from vmPFC
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:36 PM
ohh
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gosh
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I'm retarded
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notice the variability of the samples tho
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goes to show the extent of benefits of meditation
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...for the average meditator
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goes to show the extent of benefits of meditation
Ay surely it's adaptogenic
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Ay surely it's adaptogenic
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:42 PM
in my experience meditation only makes me evil
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if I just let my mind flow on it's own it's a shitshow
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What is the neural basis for varying inclinations to ingroup size?
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@Netizenne, you have advanced to lvl 12 respect++ emoji_51
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I want to know more about the science in/out group dynamics
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What is the neural basis for varying inclinations to ingroup size?
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:49 PM
ingroup size is consistent
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narrow ingroup up to 9 people and that's rare
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most often up to 5
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broad ingroup up to 150 people
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Schizoids and borderline both seem to have the commonality of really small in groups of like two people
schizoid individuals "prefer to make relationships on their own terms and not in terms of the impulses of other people." Failing to attain that, they prefer isolation.[25] In general, friendship among schizoids is usually limited to one person, often also schizoid, forming what has been called a union of two eccentrics; "within it – the ecstatic cult of personality, outside it – everything is sharply rejected and despised".[26] (Wikipedia)
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Schizoid personality disorder (, often abbreviated as SzPD or ScPD) is a personality disorder characterized by a lack of interest in social relationships, a tendency toward a solitary or sheltered lifestyle, secretiveness, emotional coldness, detachment and apathy. Affected individuals may be unable to form intimate attachments to others and sim...
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Schizoids and borderline both seem to have the commonality of really small in groups of like two people
schizoid individuals "prefer to make relationships on their own terms and not in terms of the impulses of other people." Failing to attain that, they prefer isolation.[25] In general, friendship among schizoids is usually limited to one person, often also schizoid, forming what has been called a union of two eccentrics; "within it – the ecstatic cult of personality, outside it – everything is sharply rejected and despised".[26] (Wikipedia)
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:52 PM
why does every psychology article describe my life to a t
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it's like fucken astrology
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why does every psychology article describe my life to a t
Lmfao frrr
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:52 PM
stupid ass pseudoscience
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https://elifesciences.org/articles/65582 Lol nucleus accumbens is active when rats engaged in “helping” behaviour
A distinct neural network, including the nucleus accumbens as a central hub, is active when rats are exposed to trapped ingroup members they had previously helped escape a trap, but not for outgroup members who had not been helped.
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We must nook it with d-serine
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Lmfao
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https://elifesciences.org/articles/65582 Lol nucleus accumbens is active when rats engaged in “helping” behaviour
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 01:59 PM
today I opened the door for 4 people
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I noticed sex dependent reward
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opening the door for men feels so satisfying
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opening the door for men feels so satisfying
I ordered some lube
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I ordered some lube
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:02 PM
u is a pervy man
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I see why you're into r/K-selection theory if it's to maximize having a Great Work
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But you say even people like Newton had r-selected traits that are necessary for (creative) genius?
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According to some sources, neanderthals had lower dunbar's number and social skills (no surprise). But I recall reading about far superior face recognition or something
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And oxytocin improves this
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Ive got shit tier facial recognition
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Ive got shit tier facial recognition
Realistically I think getting demoxytocin might be a much less evil way at achieving this current project
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Will increase ingroup biases and stuff but make you nice to the object of your affection
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According to some sources, neanderthals had lower dunbar's number and social skills (no surprise). But I recall reading about far superior face recognition or something
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@judas, you have advanced to lvl 3 respect++ emoji_51
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Yana
Will increase ingroup biases and stuff but make you nice to the object of your affection
How so?
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So demoxytocin for facial recognition?
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I actually can’t stand the social behavioral tendencies of high oxytocin. At least when recognized in others
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It triggers some subconscious anger in me
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How so?
Something like this
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#Netzienne
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#Ethnocentrism
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Yana
Something like this
Whats this pathway for
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Whats this pathway for
From @Netizenne
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Whats this pathway for
Downstream effects of increased oxytocin production
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Just the effectors of oxytocin. Idk much about it. Things like facial recognition is probably via stuff like this but localized (edited)
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Something like this
I drew this because I noticed a pattern in all the melanocortin receptors effects causing increased neoteny (youthful traits in adulthood) when antagonized or unactivated. Further reading led me to find that the reason was because oxytocin (which decreases their activity) is associated with longevity and slowed growth. And the reason it’s associated with both of those is because it’s responsible for producing a slow life history strategist phenotype (higher parental investment [therefor a need to live longer after reproduction] but less kids [quality>quantity]). (edited)
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But you say even people like Newton had r-selected traits that are necessary for (creative) genius?
@Netizenne thoughts
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Part of being a creative genius like Newton or Darwin was having a willingness to disrupt and challenge the existing social institutions and doctrine
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It’s kinda antisocial
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Part of being a creative genius like Newton or Darwin was having a willingness to disrupt and challenge the existing social institutions and doctrine
Is this not anti-outgroup, i.e. oxytocin i.e. K-selection
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Newton was an incredibly evil person if you read about how they talked about wanting to torture their family and burn them alive and such. Super neurotic guy, very suggestive of an r-selected phenotype
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I actually can’t stand the social behavioral tendencies of high oxytocin. At least when recognized in others
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:23 PM
nah man I think I know what you mean and it's not what oxy is
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judas
I actually can’t stand the social behavioral tendencies of high oxytocin. At least when recognized in others
Too content?
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veganpermanently
nah man I think I know what you mean and it's not what oxy is
What do you think it is ?
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What do you think it is ?
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:23 PM
being a fake person to make other people like u
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oxy is gang mentality
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oxy is gang mentality
This is what I was referring to tho
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What do you think it is ?
I've heard that kind of thing being ascribed to a serotongeric pheno
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This is what I was referring to tho
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:24 PM
that sucks
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@Netizenne thoughts
Tbh I don’t exactly understand the specifics of Duttons theories, I need to read his books eventually. Dutton thought it took the right mix of both r and K selected traits to be a creative genius. iirc he thought a creative genius is an r-selected individual who comes from a K-selected population. (edited)
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I've heard that kind of thing being ascribed to a serotongeric pheno
Ah I remember someone referencing this once as well. I’ll have to look into it. But isn’t high Serotonin correlated with increased Oxytocin production as well?
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Ah I remember someone referencing this once as well. I’ll have to look into it. But isn’t high Serotonin correlated with increased Oxytocin production as well?
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:25 PM
yeah
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5HT2A to be more precise
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and I think this is because of dopamine release and subsequent D2 activation
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Tbh I don’t exactly understand the specifics of Duttons theories, I need to read his books eventually. Dutton thought it took the right mix of both r and K selected traits to be a creative genius. iirc he thought a creative genius is an r-selected individual who comes from a K-selected population. (edited)
So the creative genius is genetically K-selected but epigenetically r-selected I think.
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So the creative genius is genetically K-selected but epigenetically r-selected I think.
What about the reverse ?
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Tbh I don’t exactly understand the specifics of Duttons theories, I need to read his books eventually. Dutton thought it took the right mix of both r and K selected traits to be a creative genius. iirc he thought a creative genius is an r-selected individual who comes from a K-selected population. (edited)
Interesting
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The reasoning is that iq is associated with K-selection but disagreeableness and willingness to engage in the taboo/non-conventional (which is where most of the discoveries are) is more r-selected or something
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What about the reverse ?
Idk I think it might lack willingness to engage in taboo?
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Being an epigenetically r-selected but genetically K-selected individual is like using K-selected equipment/hardware to achieve and r-selected goal/program.
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Maybe
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I like reposting this cause it kinda grounds us in the concepts
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Dutton could be wrong as well is something to consider
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I feel like you need to start getting mathematical about the direction of the population approaching the carrying capacity and stuff to go further it’s this but that’s all way over my head
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Math sucks
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IMO the dichotomy ceases being all that elegant once you get to this level of complexity, compared to animalz
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Doesn't seem very overarching and instead subject to individual factors that are nonetheless connected like OT and 5HT and then interaction with diverse environments that people nowadays can do
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I guess nonconformity can be for the greater good if you think it's misdirected, yknow? Seems more like an intelligence thing
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I drank too much coffee, cannot contest, only shake 💀
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IMO the dichotomy ceases being all that elegant once you get to this level of complexity, compared to animalz
Ya tbh creative geniuses might be of their own niche
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 02:55 PM
Chondrocytes in joint tissue are responsible for the synthesis and degradation of the cartilage matrix. Chondrocytes have been closely linked to the pathogenesis of osteoarthritis and cartilage damage. Targeted drug intervention directed at chondrocyte ...
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IMO the dichotomy ceases being all that elegant once you get to this level of complexity, compared to animalz
Why so? A key trait of K-selected species are their high plasticity -their high capacity to be shaped by parental investment, culture, and externally derived insights. (edited)
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Still ties so many different things together
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I think a subgroup of autists are excessively K-selected. Lack all instincts to the point where they can’t even feed themselves. They were meant to be part of a tribe where feeding was done as a group at regular intervals others decided and such (edited)
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A related issue raised by this study is that outside the structured environment of family mealtimes, some participants reported forgetting to eat. This was also linked to difficulties with interoception- specifically, detecting hunger or satiety, which is an area which is known to be atypical in autism [40]. Again, autistic people who experience these difficulties may benefit from structured meal plans to avoid reliance on hunger and satiety cues. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6715205/
Although eating difficulties are known to be common in children on the autism spectrum, there is a lack of research on whether these behaviours persist or change into adulthood. Emerging evidence suggests that autistic adults may experience higher levels ...
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A related issue raised by this study is that outside the structured environment of family mealtimes, some participants reported forgetting to eat. This was also linked to difficulties with interoception- specifically, detecting hunger or satiety, which is an area which is known to be atypical in autism [40]. Again, autistic people who experience these difficulties may benefit from structured meal plans to avoid reliance on hunger and satiety cues. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6715205/
Exactly as predicted!!!
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Why so? A key trait of K-selected species are their high plasticity -their high capacity to be shaped by parental investment, culture, and externally derived insights. (edited)
Maybe I'm dumb 975869691522326638 don't know too much about it
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It is the continuation of Malthus and Darwin’s trajectory of tradition (edited)
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The government estimates that Japan has 1.15 million hikikomori, people who have withdrawn from society. But Saitō Tamaki, a leading expert on this matter, suggests that the figure is larger and may eventually rise to above 10 million. He shares his thoughts about causes of the problem and ways of dealing with these shut-ins.
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A related issue raised by this study is that outside the structured environment of family mealtimes, some participants reported forgetting to eat. This was also linked to difficulties with interoception- specifically, detecting hunger or satiety, which is an area which is known to be atypical in autism [40]. Again, autistic people who experience these difficulties may benefit from structured meal plans to avoid reliance on hunger and satiety cues. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6715205/
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 03:19 PM
that's based
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predisposed to intermittent fasting
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very nice
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I think they could be people who are reliant on social structures who find themselves without any functional ones (edited)
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predisposed to intermittent fasting
Me lol I forget to eat a lot Makes me agitated
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I think they could be people who are reliant on social structures who find themselves without any functional ones (edited)
Well I heard at least japanese Twitter is something else (edited)
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Me lol I forget to eat a lot Makes me agitated
veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 03:21 PM
u have to monk
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time to slip
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Oh sleep well!!!!!!!!!!!
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Gnnnnn!!!!!!!
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veganpermanently 20-Sep-22 03:22 PM
thankuu
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Doesn't seem very overarching and instead subject to individual factors that are nonetheless connected like OT and 5HT and then interaction with diverse environments that people nowadays can do
I feel like investigating the roles of how active and passive coping relate to slow and fast life history strategies could return interesting insights. 5HT2a/5HT1a to OT relationship (edited)
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thankuu
Thoughts on PEMT gene
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Hello ✨
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Would anyone be interested in helping me answer questions on my neuroscience homework
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Would anyone be interested in helping me answer questions on my neuroscience homework
Depends if it’s interesting (or within my skill level atleast personnaly lol), what’s it about? (edited)
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@macross89 what was the logic behind acetaminophen?
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"finally showed that intranasal oxytocin (vs matching placebo) reduced analytical reasoning, and increased holistic processing, divergent thinking and creative performance."
Oxytocin basically makes you: Low analytical + high creativity = childlike state of mind Just completely reliant on your parents and pears to tell you how to model your world. You have to keep in mind that the human brain evolved to evaluate which ideas to believe or not based on the fitness they’ll provide -not their objective truth. To a K-selected organism, it is beneficial to just adopt the belief system the tribe uses to maintain social cohesion. This ability to pick up arbitrary and abstract belief schemas is just part of being highly plastic -plastic as in malleable to whatever form needed. Nevertheless K-selected organisms are still more generally adaptive and therefor intelligent on average -even if they’re gift of capacity knowledge is a double sided sword that can lead them astray. Epigenetically r-selected yet genetically k-selected organisms have the equipment for plasticity and general adaptiveness -and a freedom from the constraints of social conformity. I guess this can maybe lead to more eccentric and experimental ways of being just as much as it can ASPD idk. I think r-selected organisms might have more genetic variety and mutation too idk. Dutton just found that by looking through records of great people -they tended to seem r-selected based on personality. r-selected organisms generally tend to evolve hardwired instincts for perfectly reacting to their environment -but if they have the equipment of a brain available they might put it to use.
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"finally showed that intranasal oxytocin (vs matching placebo) reduced analytical reasoning, and increased holistic processing, divergent thinking and creative performance."
Oxytocin basically makes you: Low analytical + high creativity = childlike state of mind Just completely reliant on your parents and pears to tell you how to model your world. You have to keep in mind that the human brain evolved to evaluate which ideas to believe or not based on the fitness they’ll provide -not their objective truth. To a K-selected organism, it is beneficial to just adopt the belief system the tribe uses to maintain social cohesion. This ability to pick up arbitrary and abstract belief schemas is just part of being highly plastic -plastic as in malleable to whatever form needed. Nevertheless K-selected organisms are still more generally adaptive and therefor intelligent on average -even if they’re gift of capacity knowledge is a double sided sword that can lead them astray. Epigenetically r-selected yet genetically k-selected organisms have the equipment for plasticity and general adaptiveness -and a freedom from the constraints of social conformity. I guess this can maybe lead to more eccentric and experimental ways of being just as much as it can ASPD idk. I think r-selected organisms might have more genetic variety and mutation too idk. Dutton just found that by looking through records of great people -they tended to seem r-selected based on personality. r-selected organisms generally tend to evolve hardwired instincts for perfectly reacting to their environment -but if they have the equipment of a brain available they might put it to use.
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r/K selection is a struggle to grasp because it combines so so so soooo many diverse complex concepts. The greatest cognitive challenge yet. Just overflow the head. I must master it. (edited)
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I have not been able to find out if oxytocin is elevated in autists cerebral spinal fluid or not -writing it down here so I remember to tomorrow, gn chat
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@veganpermanently thoughts on lithium orotate?
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@veganpermanently thoughts on lithium orotate?
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:23 AM
very nephrotoxic
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Thoughts on PEMT gene
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:28 AM
necessary evil
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very nephrotoxic
a decent target for fear extinction tho ?
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a decent target for fear extinction tho ?
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:32 AM
go back to IQ mate
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go back to IQ mate
thats even more daunting
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thats even more daunting
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:33 AM
just saying u lack common sense
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im just pitching ideas
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:33 AM
destroying your kidneys to become an evil prick doesn't deserve comments
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all life is minimizing prediction errors and maximizing rewards
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this is a great path for maximizing rewards
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:35 AM
it's not
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because it's obvious to society
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and your reward depends purely on trust of society if you do this
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so it's stupid
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I would like to learn about fear learning for cptsd-like stuff (edited)
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Id honestly bet its not so hard to acheive this goal
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:37 AM
very small percentage of psychopaths are proficient
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I have a good sense of the necessary drugs
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:37 AM
and I bet that's not because they're psychopaths
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social skills themselves are separate from psychopathy. But its much easier to learn social skills when you have no social anxiety
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:38 AM
social anxiety has nothing to do with psychopathy
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exactly
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emotions like fear and sadness also have nothing to do with psychopathy
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:39 AM
I mean psychopathy is not prerequisite to defeating social anxiety
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it wouldnt be psychopathy if they did
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I mean psychopathy is not prerequisite to defeating social anxiety
I know im just messin with ya
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but anyways since you clearly arent going to help me Ill just go on my own path and send some updates on the progesss
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:40 AM
I just woke up an hour ago
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stating with lithium orotate and ashwaganda. After ill get a ritalin prescription and add that to the mix
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but anyways since you clearly arent going to help me Ill just go on my own path and send some updates on the progesss
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:40 AM
I would help you if you didn't keep suggesting toxic substances
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:41 AM
I said it's a bad target
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but it's a target nonetheless
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I wont suggest these substances to anyone else
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ill be solely responsible
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for whatever damage may occur to me
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:41 AM
as always
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ill just list all the targets I know of right now
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Ashwaganda Agamantine Benzodiazepine Ritalin/Adderall D-serine lithium orotate
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Not suggesting id take any of these but
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Ill mention the role each one provides
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:43 AM
kek
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that stack will cripple u
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Ashwaganda and agmantine blunt emotions. Lithium orotate reduces stress via gabaergic signaling. D serine reduces fear learning. Stimulants provide goal oriented drive and additional blunting of stress
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that stack will cripple u
You know alternatives?
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You know alternatives?
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:44 AM
yeah
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spill the beans
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:45 AM
My stack quite literally
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My stack quite literally
youve been trying to induce psychopathy?
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youve been trying to induce psychopathy?
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:46 AM
nah
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whats this stack?
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:47 AM
I've been trying to beat attention deficits and pessimism
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well theres a cross over here
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minus the emotional blunting ofc
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:47 AM
yeah NAC is good for emotional blunting
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but it kinda cancels the euphoric effects of the stack
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nac should also be anti oxitive?
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:48 AM
one thing about negative affect is that it makes you immune to deception
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were you planning on taking it with d serine
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one thing about negative affect is that it makes you immune to deception
how so. I also dont see how that a negative (edited)
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how so. I also dont see how that a negative (edited)
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:49 AM
ppl without NA can't detect deception because they have no response to the red flags
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how so. I also dont see how that a negative (edited)
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:49 AM
yeah I think high NA is good. but that means high amygdala reactivity
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oh immune to deception in a bad way?
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oh immune to deception in a bad way?
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:50 AM
no such thing as being real in a bad way
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what is NA?
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:50 AM
negative affect
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thats no good
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:51 AM
Negative affectivity (NA), or negative affect, is a personality variable that involves the experience of negative emotions and poor self-concept. Negative affectivity subsumes a variety of negative emotions, including anger, contempt, disgust, guilt, fear, and nervousness. Low negative affectivity is characterized by frequent states of calmness ...
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read this page
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I would want to be vigilant to deception
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I would want to be vigilant to deception
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:51 AM
exactly
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for that u need high amygdala reactivity
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the thing about psychopaths is that they often run pyramid schemes but they also often run under them
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I bet I can supplement high cognitive empathy to reduce susceptibility to deception
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High IQ seems to amplify psychopathy
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lol I remember that
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:53 AM
carlos is the epitome of inappropriate affect to deception
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BITCONNNNNEEECCCTTTT
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:54 AM
to be honest Lukesta
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I feel no emotional empathy for years
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I can induce it with thoughts
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but I can also make it stop by will
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it's freeing in a way
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but it doesn't provide an edge
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so that a bit sociopathic?
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:55 AM
and it's hard to hide it from other people
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what about fear?
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:56 AM
I dunno about fear
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I have adrenaline response
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I think the missing link is dopamine
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:56 AM
but I don't think I ever feel fear
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:57 AM
like I can hear my heart jumping but my mind remains still at all times
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I recall u sort of abused psychs
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have you always been this way?
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:57 AM
no
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was it post psychedelic use?
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or do you know the actual cause
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:58 AM
this happened after cycling microdose pharmahuasca and kanna for a few months
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doesnt that have ashwaganda?
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:58 AM
I would take pharmahuasca for a few months
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then cycle off for 2 weeks then kanna for a few months
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I think you have the first part of the equation down
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:59 AM
after about 6 months I noticed I feel nothing for my friends
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you just need more dopamine
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anyways yea im taking notes
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was this purposeful emotional blunting @veganpermanently
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was this purposeful emotional blunting @veganpermanently
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 01:00 AM
it wasn't pleasant at the time but it was useful because my life was a wreck
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I think ill get the same thing
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with just ashwaganda
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 01:01 AM
doubt it
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kanna has a peculiar pharmacology
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and pharmahuasca as well
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Do you think pharamahuasca restructured the brain to allow for kanna to make the changes permanent?
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Do you think pharamahuasca restructured the brain to allow for kanna to make the changes permanent?
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 01:02 AM
possibly
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pharmahuasca would induce a state where I was able to pay attention to very small details and predict short term future and react
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like conscious intuition hard to describe
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high vigilance definitely
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kanna increases serotonin levels
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you probably fried your serotonin sensitivity (edited)
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 01:05 AM
yeah but the MoA is what matters
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Ill be getting some kanna
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 01:06 AM
I would get high from 0.1 g of mushrooms
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I would get high from 0.1 g of mushrooms
jesus
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if you took ritalin or adderall rn you would be a psychopath
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 01:07 AM
I take modafinil sometimes
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notice any increased risk taking behavior?
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 01:07 AM
it doesn't seem as a risk when I'm on it roflmao
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but yeah
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yea so I figured out the stack so far
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Lithium orotate or nac?
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Lithium orotate or nac?
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 01:09 AM
nac
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Should be getring the shit tommorow
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I need a confidence badly since im planning on finding this girl
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 01:49 AM
if I could give advice to my 20 old self
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I would say 1. stop smoking weed 2 stop exposing yourself to women needlessly 3. spend more time learning 4. find ways to earn more 5. ????
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1. Yes 2. Im not promiscuous 3. Good chunk of my dat 4. Definetly looking into this
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I got my plan set up
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 01:53 AM
I was never promiscuous
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I was looking for a wife
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little did I know
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no such thing as a wife at 20 yrs old
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you just play your mind
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you say you want a wife and that she's the one
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but deep down you know you're both gonna get tired of the relationship within 2 yrs
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Going to go to the sofa thats near the hallway she walks through at the same time i saw her last. Dig my nose into a book and look busy. When she gets close ill act mildly suprised. Oh hey . Hows it goin. Then ill follow up with I take it your __ now. In which she replies yea. Then i say oh hows that going for ya. After that i will then say you look like youre in a hurry i dont wanna keep ya much longer. Then ill say id love to catch up sometime, can i have your snap? Then i hand her my phone and while shes typing it in ill compliment on her new hair style.
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@Cast, you have advanced to lvl 12 respect++ emoji_51
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Short and simple interaction in which i should be capable of maintaining control over
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The execution is going to be the hard part
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Ill probably take a large dose of fulvic humic acid
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 02:02 AM
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somebody mock this motherfucker this is out of my capability
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somebody mock this motherfucker this is out of my capability
Itll work
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If it doesnt work nothing would lol
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 02:04 AM
imagine planning out your interaction with a pitiful little girl
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I did think like this once
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WHEN I WAS 12 yrs old
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veganpermanently
imagine planning out your interaction with a pitiful little girl
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Psychopath mindset
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Psychopath mindset
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 02:05 AM
this is how you create social anxiety not psychopathy
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you're way too old for this shit
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Ok if it works
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Vegan is right, at 20 you most likely are better of initiating random relationships and learning to communicate properly (edited)
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U wanna bet on it?
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Don’t plan it out, it’s all fluent (edited)
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Vegan is right, at 20 you most likely are better of initiating random relationships and learning to communicate properly (edited)
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 02:07 AM
he should already have some experience not necessarily with relationships but casually approaching people
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this is just retarded
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Also takes away the magical aspect of it imo
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Yeah
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I think having a plan is better
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Plan for adaption
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 02:08 AM
By 20 I was already in 3 long term relationships got down with a dozen women approached a million strangers
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only approaching my first girl I had a plan
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guess what
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it didn't work out
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Seriously Jukesta. You can plan as much as you want, but omens of the day you are initiating a relationship with another human
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It’s not an NPC
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 02:09 AM
exactly
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Yea i know
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 02:09 AM
one tip
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if you're scared of approaching women
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try approach men no homo
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it's kind of the same thing
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Another man actually approached me casually my first day
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I enjoy making male friend
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 02:10 AM
but the risk of rejection is almost null so it won't tank your self esteem
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I dont think id be rejected
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She already liked me before
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But i mean
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 02:11 AM
that stuff changes bruh
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Its possible if she already got in another relationship
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 02:11 AM
if u rejected her she will reject her now unless she's really emotionally mature and you know how to finness the shit out of it
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Just be yourself man, you get a relationship with someone and as soon as the persona falls away, it’s all chaotic
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if u rejected her she will reject her now unless she's really emotionally mature and you know how to finness the shit out of it
Ig but
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I think its gonna work out
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Well, damn then go get her
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My stack is coming today but i wont have time so ill have to be sober
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Report back after victory!!
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Ye for sure
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Full support
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U got this
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If i dont approach ill never know
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That’s the proper attitude
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 02:15 AM
I never regretted not approaching a woman in my life
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I did regret lots of relationships tho
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Lol imagine if she just asks for my snap
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I bet thats a possibility
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 02:16 AM
bad choices
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so many ignored red flags
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u know love is like a delusional state
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PFC dysfunction
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Hmm
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 02:18 AM
I had the wrong older men in my life
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Possessed by in inner image
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 02:18 AM
they all chased women
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not one ever gave me a red pill
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all of them had as JK says mental images of the women they chased
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I think its mindset
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 02:19 AM
all false ofc
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getting heart broken all the time
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so I never approached women, just tried to better my life, tho' didn't have the technique for it
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nonetheless it attracted lots of women
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and still it made me create these mental images they fed consciously or not
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in 2017 found some red pills laying around
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a friend told me to go more in the direction of mgtow
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I hesitated but was curious
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Mgtow sounds depressing
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 02:22 AM
a year later I took my last blue pill and washed it down with a fist full of red ones
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Mgtow sounds depressing
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 02:23 AM
quite the contrary
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it's peaceful
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inspiring
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the problem is that Hollywood really washed people's minds over time
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everyone thinks every hero needs a princess to save
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in reality most heroes save themselves from almost certain death
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in rare situations they save strangers regardless of gender and it doesn't lead to a relationship
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ibtisam.midlet 21-Sep-22 03:29 AM
@erin reach me in DMs
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 04:08 AM
My full stack /tested fully/: Mood stabilization, cognition: 100 mg CDP Choline q3D AM 100 mg Ginkgo biloba std. 24% 50 mg 7, 8 DHF subL qAM 30 mg Modafinil qAM 20 mg PQQ qAM 1 mg Memantine q3D AM Self-work: 200 mg Psilocin q6month 200 mg d9THC qmonth 50 mg Memantine qmonth Longevity: 1900 mg MSM qAM 100 mg D-Glucosamine qAM 5 mg Rapamycin qw
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My full stack /tested fully/: Mood stabilization, cognition: 100 mg CDP Choline q3D AM 100 mg Ginkgo biloba std. 24% 50 mg 7, 8 DHF subL qAM 30 mg Modafinil qAM 20 mg PQQ qAM 1 mg Memantine q3D AM Self-work: 200 mg Psilocin q6month 200 mg d9THC qmonth 50 mg Memantine qmonth Longevity: 1900 mg MSM qAM 100 mg D-Glucosamine qAM 5 mg Rapamycin qw
ibtisam.midlet 21-Sep-22 04:57 AM
does pqq potent
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also DHF
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does pqq potent
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 04:58 AM
with this stack it enhances it significantly
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ibtisam.midlet
also DHF
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 04:59 AM
provides mental clarity acutely
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for a few hours
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ibtisam.midlet 21-Sep-22 04:59 AM
how you get d9THC exctly
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how you get d9THC exctly
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 04:59 AM
nice try FBI
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ibtisam.midlet 21-Sep-22 05:03 AM
not today CIA emoji_49
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ibtisam.midlet 21-Sep-22 05:34 AM
was you watching it in ur childhood?
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ibtisam.midlet 21-Sep-22 07:47 AM
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@ibtisam.midlet, you have advanced to lvl 19 respect++ emoji_51
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My full stack /tested fully/: Mood stabilization, cognition: 100 mg CDP Choline q3D AM 100 mg Ginkgo biloba std. 24% 50 mg 7, 8 DHF subL qAM 30 mg Modafinil qAM 20 mg PQQ qAM 1 mg Memantine q3D AM Self-work: 200 mg Psilocin q6month 200 mg d9THC qmonth 50 mg Memantine qmonth Longevity: 1900 mg MSM qAM 100 mg D-Glucosamine qAM 5 mg Rapamycin qw
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oh thats sposed to say 2mg naltrexone BID not 4mg
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4mg total
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Someone sent me MTF Bible
thats a good one
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Transfeminine Science is a site for information on hormone therapy for transfeminine people.
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its written by the girl who also authored like 85% of all the wikipedia articles on the majority of transfem-related shit
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erin
required watching
Is SEL secretly an allegory for transitioning
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erin
its written by the girl who also authored like 85% of all the wikipedia articles on the majority of transfem-related shit
sad amount of mentally ill people in their discord
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not much science going on in it
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absolutely
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I tried talking about science there and someone straight up admitted there was no point trying and that it was more of a daycare for the mentally ill than anything else at that point :/ (edited)
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wait they have a discord separate from TransDIY?
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cause that one is p stinky
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wait they have a discord separate from TransDIY?
Idk
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theres a hidden neurochem channel that is 95% drug addicts
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super disappointing
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theres a hidden neurochem channel that is 95% drug addicts
Ya I was in there lol
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I tried talking about semax releasing BDNF and they got all evangelical about how dangerous it was being a armchair biologist before going back to talking about mdma despair
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It was absolutely ridiculous
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That person had a split personality and thought they were an alien and viewed everyone else as subhuman, also extremely neurotic, narcissistic, and hard to be around (edited)
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try approach men no homo
I can’t do either
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Mabus Tiefsee 21-Sep-22 08:41 AM
@ibtisam.midlet a since you are biohacking for beauty, may i recomend this exercise https://youtu.be/14veOCV46z8 in males muscle training without that causes bubble gut. If you train anything it won't be as bad in females, however i saw slim fit women with a belly because of this.
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@ibtisam.midlet a since you are biohacking for beauty, may i recomend this exercise https://youtu.be/14veOCV46z8 in males muscle training without that causes bubble gut. If you train anything it won't be as bad in females, however i saw slim fit women with a belly because of this.
this is pretty much the only exercise along chin ups that I've consistently done throughout my life and even though my lifestyle is like shit I somehow manage to maintain decent frame
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Mabus Tiefsee 21-Sep-22 08:54 AM
for a slimer V waist, also train the side muscles. Simply moving your hips in an other direction than your torso during walking. Sideeffect, you will create a chad walk
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@Netizenne i can give you a great advice for getting women my brother gave me "just be around them" and during careval when everybody wears masks "just show them your face" worked like a charm for him however never worked for me, he produced way more IGF1 during development and that showed in his height and face
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Mabus Tiefsee 21-Sep-22 08:59 AM
"Where did you learn your muscle training?" "Old wacky russian cartoons"
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My IQ is definetly high rn
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Overrall the function of my hippocampus has improved drastically due to what I think is ha p6
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My PFC has also been developing well
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Mgtow sounds depressing
Mabus Tiefsee 21-Sep-22 09:03 AM
it depend on your life goals, if ypur life goals have anything with a woman long therm in mind, yes if not, it will give you freedom.
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it depend on your life goals, if ypur life goals have anything with a woman long therm in mind, yes if not, it will give you freedom.
Not for me then
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I need a babe to keep me company when im rich (edited)
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@Netizenne i can give you a great advice for getting women my brother gave me "just be around them" and during careval when everybody wears masks "just show them your face" worked like a charm for him however never worked for me, he produced way more IGF1 during development and that showed in his height and face
How do I get around them??
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Overrall the function of my hippocampus has improved drastically due to what I think is ha p6
Mabus Tiefsee 21-Sep-22 09:04 AM
i fear i have to do something, i guess the "brain fog" of corona got me 🤯
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What are you taking?
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How do I get around them??
Mabus Tiefsee 21-Sep-22 09:04 AM
just go to them, be good lucking and tall - the rest will just work
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What are you taking?
Mabus Tiefsee 21-Sep-22 09:05 AM
so far nothing for the brain (just B3 as nadh+ booster and s natural igf1 sourcr from time to time)
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@Netizenne what is your age?
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You should take dha
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21
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Ive been taking it for a bit over a month its beneficial as hell
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21
Mabus Tiefsee 21-Sep-22 09:06 AM
yeah might be to late for size increase, but we can still grow your chin, cheekbones, nose, muscles and dick
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Ive been taking it for a bit over a month its beneficial as hell
Mabus Tiefsee 21-Sep-22 09:07 AM
can you write me a PM where to get it and the full name?
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so far nothing for the brain (just B3 as nadh+ booster and s natural igf1 sourcr from time to time)
Are there ways to get the mental benefits of igf1 without letting it change bone structures, facial features, cartilage and stuff? Is that even a concern at 21?
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Mabus Tiefsee 21-Sep-22 09:07 AM
i fear i loose the ibfos otherwise in the chat
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yeah might be to late for size increase, but we can still grow your chin, cheekbones, nose, muscles and dick
I don’t want!!!
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Mabus Tiefsee
can you write me a PM where to get it and the full name?
Its not not some state of the art nootropic its just fish oil. You can get it anywhere
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DHA is an omega 3 fatty acid The other main one you’ll hear about is EPA
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Are there ways to get the mental benefits of igf1 without letting it change bone structures, facial features, cartilage and stuff? Is that even a concern at 21?
Mabus Tiefsee 21-Sep-22 09:09 AM
all mental alterations of igf1 qre indirectly caused because if the body alterations it causes. For a full list of all side effects, read abour Agromegaly and Gigantism. From my experience, the worst part is the tiredness wenn your muscle grow, i hate that!
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Its not not some state of the art nootropic its just fish oil. You can get it anywhere
Mabus Tiefsee 21-Sep-22 09:09 AM
perfect! And since i lost my taste, i can just chug it!
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slowly i feel like a stoneage biohacker, collecting berrys for resvertorol, eating liver for igf1, soon fish oil.... yeah.....
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I want to either snort it if doesn’t cross bbb and go peripheral. Or maybe just inhibit one of its binding proteins (IGFBPs) that are selectively localized in the brain -if such exists. (edited)
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perfect! And since i lost my taste, i can just chug it!
No its capsules
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I want to either snort it if doesn’t cross bbb and go peripheral. Or maybe just inhibit one of its binding proteins (IGFBPs) that are selectively localized in the brain -if such exists. (edited)
Mabus Tiefsee 21-Sep-22 09:12 AM
there is an easy way to get stuff in your body all over the place. That's how i get my igf1 oraly out if liver. just increase the amount, something will go everywhere! Also add fat in case it is fat solvable. Eat fat and a lot of that stuff
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It looks like IGFBP2 is fairly specific to the brain. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6883226/ There’s like 7 different types and basically what they do is bind to insulin or igf and keep them from being active. (edited)
Insulin-like growth factor-binding protein-2 (IGFBP-2) is a pleiotropic polypeptide that functions as autocrine and/or paracrine growth factors. IGFBP-2 is the most abundant of the IGFBPs in the cerebrospinal fluid (CSF), and developing brain showed the ...
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No its capsules
Mabus Tiefsee 21-Sep-22 09:13 AM
i tought more oldshool like cod liver oil
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In this one metanalysis of SNPs associated with high iq -the mutations most associated with extremely high iq were in the genes for the enzymes that “cleave” IGFBP3 and 5. https://www.nature.com/articles/mp2017121 (edited)
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It looks like IGFBP2 is fairly specific to the brain. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6883226/ There’s like 7 different types and basically what they do is bind to insulin or igf and keep them from being active. (edited)
Mabus Tiefsee 21-Sep-22 09:18 AM
okay, i have to alter my statement from above, igf1 does seem to alter stuff in the brain. It is likely it activates the same pathways. Just not as often/good. Also read about insulin if it crosses the blood brain barrier. It is litteraly in the name it is insulin like. Therefore we can just assume the insulin data sheet. never freeze it or heat it above 40°C
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In this one metanalysis of SNPs associated with high iq -the mutations most associated with extremely high iq were in the genes for the enzymes that “cleave” IGFBP3 and 5. https://www.nature.com/articles/mp2017121 (edited)
Although I don’t really know what they mean by cleave and wish they clarified that a bit more. Does ADAM12 cleaving IGFBP3 mean that it breaks it down? Does it mean that it separates it from IGF -freeing the IGF? Does it break down both IGF and IGFBP??? I wish I knew
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Are there ways to get the mental benefits of igf1 without letting it change bone structures, facial features, cartilage and stuff? Is that even a concern at 21?
Mabus Tiefsee 21-Sep-22 09:21 AM
facial structure and bone density will change, as long as you got enough calcium. muscles only grow when you train. And dick will only grow if you watch a porn marathon
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however most males benefit from the facial changes. Most females, the look faster older/like a guy
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okay, i have to alter my statement from above, igf1 does seem to alter stuff in the brain. It is likely it activates the same pathways. Just not as often/good. Also read about insulin if it crosses the blood brain barrier. It is litteraly in the name it is insulin like. Therefore we can just assume the insulin data sheet. never freeze it or heat it above 40°C
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5665562/#!po=13.0000 This other study on genes associated with iq also found a few related to insulin
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Although I don’t really know what they mean by cleave and wish they clarified that a bit more. Does ADAM12 cleaving IGFBP3 mean that it breaks it down? Does it mean that it separates it from IGF -freeing the IGF? Does it break down both IGF and IGFBP??? I wish I knew
@Pax1l you know about this? Maybe the whole conversation starting from the top would interest you (edited)
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I tried talking about semax releasing BDNF and they got all evangelical about how dangerous it was being a armchair biologist before going back to talking about mdma despair
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 09:29 AM
that's like every druggie out there
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Mabus Tiefsee 21-Sep-22 09:30 AM
@Netizenne long story short, is high insulin or IGF1 good or bad for the memmory? (edited)
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@Pax1l you know about this? Maybe the whole conversation starting from the top would interest you (edited)
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 09:30 AM
no it means it releases it
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i.e. cleaves it from the proIGF peptide or whatever (edited)
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Mabus Tiefsee 21-Sep-22 09:46 AM
@ibtisam.midlet also since you seem to be a female, you might alter the walking in a more feminine way and yes, the best example video i could find is again a meme... sorry but their walking is just spot on and feminine https://youtu.be/gy0h0g6szNg
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and if you sligtly go down in the knees, you will use your gluteus maximus more and therefore get a nice ass. Just by walking
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i.e. cleaves it from the proIGF peptide or whatever (edited)
Ohhhhhh That makes more sense. So inhibiting adam12 would lower the reproduction of free igfbp3/5 then? The mutations associated with high is found on the adam12 gene probably inhibit it’s function then (also most novel mutations tend to decrease function rather than improve). (edited)
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Ohhhhhh That makes more sense. So inhibiting adam12 would lower the reproduction of free igfbp3/5 then? The mutations associated with high is found on the adam12 gene probably inhibit it’s function then (also most novel mutations tend to decrease function rather than improve). (edited)
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 10:05 AM
yeah
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Mabus Tiefsee 21-Sep-22 10:10 AM
@Netizenne ah can you send me a picture of your face via PM. Then i can say how bad the igf1 (or similar substances) could be in the worst case. Also the strenght of your fingernails tells us your igf1 leveles. Thick strong fingernails mean a lot igf1, weak thin mean less igf1
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In this one metanalysis of SNPs associated with high iq -the mutations most associated with extremely high iq were in the genes for the enzymes that “cleave” IGFBP3 and 5. https://www.nature.com/articles/mp2017121 (edited)
https://www.proteinatlas.org/ENSG00000115461-IGFBP5/tissue IGFBP5 isn’t found in the brain much (looks like it’s more associated with breasts) so it must be IGFBP3 that’s the reason why ADAM12s associated with iq (that is -if it’s even adam12s effect on IGF that’s the relevant detail associating it to I since it does a few other things too). (edited)
Summary of IGFBP5 expression in human tissue.
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Mabus Tiefsee 21-Sep-22 10:12 AM
and just vitamin D and Zink increase your natural background igf1. Found that out when a female friend took that for stronger fingernails. Her stronger chin she gained in that time made her look older and manlier, luckily shes lesbian therefore it is a benefit....
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@Netizenne eat raw ovarys (might contain other feminibe hormons you don't want) or raw kidneys it is not human exclusive i hope??? otherwise go for children, less disease risks, less prions.
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and just vitamin D and Zink increase your natural background igf1. Found that out when a female friend took that for stronger fingernails. Her stronger chin she gained in that time made her look older and manlier, luckily shes lesbian therefore it is a benefit....
Ya is really rather not look manly, optimally we’d find a way to keep it to the brain
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Mabus Tiefsee 21-Sep-22 10:46 AM
yeah in that case: don't eat raw meat from young animals don't increase IGF1 itself, just try the others high vitamin D low vitamin K during that week no calcium rich food during that week (your bones can't grow without calcium)
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@Netizenne wait, you are female?
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Ya is really rather not look manly, optimally we’d find a way to keep it to the brain
Mabus Tiefsee 21-Sep-22 10:49 AM
oh and from my experience, increasing the bloodflow to an areay increases the igf1 effects in that area. I assume it is the same for IGFBP5. Therefore do stuff that makes you think a lot. (Those things you want to improve anyway would be the best choice)
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Lol the guy at the desk for my gym looks like johnny sins
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@veganpermanently yea i didnt find her but atleast that gives me time to start taking my supps
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 11:03 AM
ya'll creepy
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if I was female I would RUN
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ya'll creepy
Whats with u all the sudden
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Sounding like llama
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I dont wanna go around looking for her i think ill just add her on insta
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oh and from my experience, increasing the bloodflow to an areay increases the igf1 effects in that area. I assume it is the same for IGFBP5. Therefore do stuff that makes you think a lot. (Those things you want to improve anyway would be the best choice)
PDE1c was also associated with iq if you look at those charts ibti put together. A drug that antagonizes it is known for increasing cerebral blood flow. I’ve been thinking about bloodflow a fair bit too. (edited)
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PDE1c was also associated with iq if you look at those charts ibti put together. A drug that antagonizes it is known for increasing cerebral blood flow. I’ve been thinking about bloodflow a fair bit too. (edited)
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trepanation nation
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Although I don’t really know what they mean by cleave and wish they clarified that a bit more. Does ADAM12 cleaving IGFBP3 mean that it breaks it down? Does it mean that it separates it from IGF -freeing the IGF? Does it break down both IGF and IGFBP??? I wish I knew
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Alr i added her
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When she adds me back im dm
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That person had a split personality and thought they were an alien and viewed everyone else as subhuman, also extremely neurotic, narcissistic, and hard to be around (edited)
Its good to remind ourselves that isnt really too uncommon especially in our space which revolves around cognitive enhancing drugs
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Im currently trying to pick apart my own insecurities and its really easy to get comfortable behind the image that you want to present yourself as to others
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PDE1c was also associated with iq if you look at those charts ibti put together. A drug that antagonizes it is known for increasing cerebral blood flow. I’ve been thinking about bloodflow a fair bit too. (edited)
Some more information on blood thinners (like piracetam or ginggko which reduce platelet count):
it has been suggested that blood viscosity is an important independent regulator of cerebral blood flow (CBF). In rigid tubes, flow and viscosity are inversely related. If the cerebral circulation behaves as a rigid tube, and if perfusion pressure remains constant, CBF should increase as blood viscosity is reduced.
https://journals.physiology.org/doi/full/10.1152/ajpheart.2000.279.4.H1949
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Blood viscosity is an important determinant of blood flow—the higher the viscosity, the lower the blood flow–and this is significantly linked with cognitive function.
https://holisticprimarycare.net/topics/healthy-aging/blood-viscosity-the-role-of-blood-flow-in-cognitive-function/
High blood viscosity, a robust predictor of cardiovascular disease risk, is also predictive of cognitive dysfunction in older people, and may be an early indicator of the risk of Alzheimer's disease.
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If you want to improve igf1 sensitivity or increase its activity within the brain then beta secretase inhibition, ptp1b inhibition or intranasal use of insulin/mgf/igf2 would be a good option
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(Kinda off topic/ slightly unrelated theory I had on sphingolipids, platelets, and blood flow) Sphingolipids are used for making cell membranes and you need lots for necessary functions such as dentritogenesis and moving receptors around the surface of the cell. Here’s the theory: When blood is thin (low platelets) cerebral blood flow is improved and the brains capacity to use energy is raised if needed. Maybe sphingolipids are an intermediary signal to the brain that it has the resources/conditions to grow (and expend energy) -both in terms of membrane building materials and in terms of blood supply. But I haven’t seen studies saying this explicitly unfortunately so it’s just a guess, and a bit of a crude one at that imo as I really don’t feel I’ve read as much as on the topic as I could have (edited)
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PDE1c was also associated with iq if you look at those charts ibti put together. A drug that antagonizes it is known for increasing cerebral blood flow. I’ve been thinking about bloodflow a fair bit too. (edited)
Mabus Tiefsee 21-Sep-22 12:04 PM
yeah someone gave me ginko balboa extract, all side effects let it seem like it just increases bloodflow and that in returm brain function
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Some more information on blood thinners (like piracetam or ginggko which reduce platelet count):
it has been suggested that blood viscosity is an important independent regulator of cerebral blood flow (CBF). In rigid tubes, flow and viscosity are inversely related. If the cerebral circulation behaves as a rigid tube, and if perfusion pressure remains constant, CBF should increase as blood viscosity is reduced.
https://journals.physiology.org/doi/full/10.1152/ajpheart.2000.279.4.H1949
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Mabus Tiefsee 21-Sep-22 12:05 PM
i should read everything before commenting, should
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:06 PM
I think high dosing ginkgo was a bad idea
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I had lots of fast heart beats out of nowhere past few days, chest pains, hearing heartbeat at the back of my neck
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Some of the biggest determining factors on blood viscosity is consumption of high saturated fat meals, high white blood cell counts, dietary cholesterol, increased expression kf clotting factors such as very fast death factor 5
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Some of the biggest determining factors on blood viscosity is consumption of high saturated fat meals, high white blood cell counts, dietary cholesterol, increased expression kf clotting factors such as very fast death factor 5
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:07 PM
sludge bloood
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go vegan mofo
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Some of the biggest determining factors on blood viscosity is consumption of high saturated fat meals, high white blood cell counts, dietary cholesterol, increased expression kf clotting factors such as very fast death factor 5
My anatomy class is gonna cover the cardiovascular system this semester!!! Very excited
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Mabus Tiefsee 21-Sep-22 12:08 PM
carnivore diet all the way! remove carbs
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:09 PM
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Ive been doing a cursory search on laminin derived peptides and the extracellular matrix
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:09 PM
apex predator lurking
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@Netizenne what's the pde1c drug
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Really compelling data surrounding self assembling peptides such as rada16 conjugated to peptides such as yigsr.
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Mabus Tiefsee 21-Sep-22 12:10 PM
the main problem with meat based diets, you can't get good meat anymore. My dad worked once with the stuff they give the animals for making their meat gather more water.....
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Dont they inject phosphates into meats like chicken to do that anyways
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@Netizenne what's the pde1c drug
Vinpocetine
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!!
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Vinpocetine
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:13 PM
noooooooooooooooooo
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Netizenne
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5665562/#!po=13.0000 This other study on genes associated with iq also found a few related to insulin
@veganpermanently check these charts
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:13 PM
VMAT2 inhibitor dutty
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noooooooooooooooooo
Ikr despair
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Page 1 of 4 - Vinpocetine -- Ditch It - posted in Brain Health: I have come to the conclusion that vinpocetine should be eradicated from our supplement stashes. This is due in light of evidence brought about by "dopamine" who is now posting more frequently on our boards.This is taken from M & M, a thread started by dopamine.Vinpocetine (ethyl a...
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Wish you took some time to look more into deferoxamine netizenne
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:14 PM
most vinca minor alkaloids are poisonous
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Have you given this a good look vegan? I think people start to defend it on the second page. I don’t have the time rn or when I’d first found it
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It seems that some of the effects of dfo increasing stem cell differntiation from hif1a are dependant on increasing pge1 expression
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Have you given this a good look vegan? I think people start to defend it on the second page. I don’t have the time rn or when I’d first found it
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:15 PM
I did they're retarded
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Longecity as usual
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Wish you took some time to look more into deferoxamine netizenne
I should when we’re covering the cardiovascular system in class!!!
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Atm it’s been hard to get into
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It seems that some of the effects of dfo increasing stem cell differntiation from hif1a are dependant on increasing pge1 expression
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:16 PM
prostaglandin?
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prostaglandin?
Yes
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Borneol is an interesting compound worth looking at as well especially regarding increasinf vegf expression. It is also a novel penetration enhancer and glycoprotein inhibitor so i think itd be quite synergistic intranasally with berberine or curcumin
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I think i will splurge on a vacuum blender so I can make dha curcumin microemulsions
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Borneol is an interesting compound worth looking at as well especially regarding increasinf vegf expression. It is also a novel penetration enhancer and glycoprotein inhibitor so i think itd be quite synergistic intranasally with berberine or curcumin
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:20 PM
came across the penetration enhancing use case before didn't know abotu vegf
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Yeah there was a fairly nice study looking at its coadministration with geniposide
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Yeah there was a fairly nice study looking at its coadministration with geniposide
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 12:37 PM
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My anatomy class is gonna cover the cardiovascular system this semester!!! Very excited
What are u studying?
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Yeah there was a fairly nice study looking at its coadministration with geniposide
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 01:07 PM
Find great deals on Borneol and other botanical all-natural terpenes at Inca Trail Terpenes. Visit now for high-quality, lab tested terpenes at unbelievable prices. We have a vast selection of lab tested, all-natural terpenes so you can shop with confidence.
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What are u studying?
The sciences of biology and such (edited)
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Awesome! Im considering going back to studying, biochemistry in mind
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Maybe part time
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 01:22 PM
me too
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I went to a campus today
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all of the little girls were looking at me
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Because u look like Marcus Aurelius (edited)
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 01:22 PM
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What will u study man? (edited)
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 01:23 PM
pussy science
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I'm gonna be a vagina MD
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seems like you’ve already got that under control
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 01:24 PM
jk
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No really
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 01:24 PM
everything I say has so many meanings bro
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Gynecologist is a well established field of science
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Just do your thing bro
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 01:25 PM
I wanted to express how studying at a university would be an unnecessary distraction
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That’s why I’m considering doing it online
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Lab days not included (edited)
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 01:26 PM
noice
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I'd do that as well
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if I go, I will fall right back into trying to be the chaddest in the class, probably skip a few to talk to girls etc
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And then waste 3 years again
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So might as well establish a routine around work and carrier and use it as a tool
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Do it from home
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 01:29 PM
I'm so vulnerable to pretty women and cool friends
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Yeah me too. It’s a trauma from early days, not feeling included I think. Usually I don’t give a rats ass about who likes me. I consider my own morals, viewpoints and such first, and closest friends second. But as soon as my anima starts showing interest in me, I get in this weird state, where I ask myself. Should I deliberately fall in love with this image and enjoy the unplanned mysticism of life, or should I say fuck it, I’ve got other stuff to do… And miss out on insane sex
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Lifes hard like that..
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 01:34 PM
Same
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but the older I am the more I choose the purpose
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so I'm feeling optimistic
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@Netizenne u said horns I want annunaki head
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man has a helmet to protecc his exposed brain
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Yana
Is SEL secretly an allegory for transitioning
no theres just a lot of high IQ, terminally online, schizo trans girls. so it fits into the canon
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no theres just a lot of high IQ, terminally online, schizo trans girls. so it fits into the canon
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 01:51 PM
i miss emi
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975870265147940914
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i miss emi
Fr why
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Some say Yana is an Emi alt looooool
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Some say Yana is an Emi alt looooool
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 02:06 PM
nah
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emi is gone
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sirsad was really paranoid about it for a while lol
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 02:07 PM
maybe dead
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and maybe
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they had a bf in Sweden or something right? maybe she is living happily ever after there on govt money….. (edited)
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 02:07 PM
gettin split by her bodybuilder boyfriend
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maybe dead
Emi was sub 100lbs and had a 48-24 wake sleep cycle
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Likely no doubt theyre dead
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I have seen emi and they were on the path of a quick demise
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Ive seen crystaline borneol on ebay. Just dont let the mail carriers see it 🤣
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Damn im autistic as shit arent I
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Damn im autistic as shit arent I
What brought many of us to the pursuit of cognitive enhancement and medicine is the fact that so many of us are dysfunctional people and relate very little to family or people we often meet
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What brought many of us to the pursuit of cognitive enhancement and medicine is the fact that so many of us are dysfunctional people and relate very little to family or people we often meet
Fax
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Fuckin brutal tho
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I hope its just adhd and not autism
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No. You have an issue with your self image
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I got alot of issues lol
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If i can allow myself to be honest with myself maybe i can become disciplined and address my personal issues
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Youre not going to find much advice in our circles telling you how to fix procrastination or fix anxiety that is buried within
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Traumas throughout life have seeded a lot of issues with myself that Im going to fix but it is painful.
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Ima just take ashwaganda
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What do you want out of a community like this?
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If we ask ourselves this more often I think we might see ways the community can change because we address our personal issues
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I had lots of fast heart beats out of nowhere past few days, chest pains, hearing heartbeat at the back of my neck
𝔘𝔵𝔨ü𝔩𝔩 21-Sep-22 03:58 PM
yep I had that too when I accidentally doubled my dose, no benefits past 100mg ime just more side effects.
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carnivore diet all the way! remove carbs
𝔘𝔵𝔨ü𝔩𝔩 21-Sep-22 03:59 PM
carnivore is not sustainable long-term, body needs carbs for proper thyroid and kidney function, cycling carnivore/keto can be beneficial though.
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My Iq has gone up significantly
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I dont take notes in school i just memorize it all
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I got alot of issues lol
Same!!!!!! Awwwhhh
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Hi! Does anyone here have experience with Modafinil? I have a few questions and I'm not finding answers on google 😨
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Sn0wFly
Hi! Does anyone here have experience with Modafinil? I have a few questions and I'm not finding answers on google 😨
me
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Can i ask you? In theory tomorrow I should take the first dose but I'm a little scared
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Mabus Tiefsee
yeah might be to late for size increase, but we can still grow your chin, cheekbones, nose, muscles and dick
How
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Do not say bone smashing
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Or chinese rat piss HGH
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Netizenne
sirsad was really paranoid about it for a while lol
Ain't no way he was serious when I have never talked about naughty drugs like antipsychotics or antidepressants
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My stack to emi's is a militia vs a superpower nation's combined arms
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Netizenne
In this one metanalysis of SNPs associated with high iq -the mutations most associated with extremely high iq were in the genes for the enzymes that “cleave” IGFBP3 and 5. https://www.nature.com/articles/mp2017121 (edited)
This study provides some preliminary evidence that IGF-I is associated with brain development in childhood. Additional longitudinal research is required to clarify the role of IGF-I in neurodevelopment. Because IGF-I levels are modifiable through diet and other environmental exposures, this may be o …
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Or chinese rat piss HGH
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The aim of this study was to investigate whether intracavernous injection of urine-derived stem cells (USCs) or USCs genetically modified with pigment epithelium-derived factor (PEDF) could protect the erectile function and cavernous structure in a bilateral cavernous nerve injury-induced erectile d …
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Injecting stemcells from your own piss into your penis is peak decadence
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Might be the most bat shit study title I've ever read lmao (edited)
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It's literally chinese rat piss 💀
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PDE1c was also associated with iq if you look at those charts ibti put together. A drug that antagonizes it is known for increasing cerebral blood flow. I’ve been thinking about bloodflow a fair bit too. (edited)
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/29520040/ BTW this study compiles both of the other ones you posted (78,308 and the 1247 with 170 IQ)
Variance in IQ is associated with a wide range of health outcomes, and 1% of the population are affected by intellectual disability. Despite a century of research, the fundamental neural underpinnings of intelligence remain unclear. We integrate results from genome-wide association studies (GWAS) of …
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Fuckin brutal
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@veganpermanently holy shit bro
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Yo have no fuckin idea what i just went througj
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Pastebin.com is the number one paste tool since 2002. Pastebin is a website where you can store text online for a set period of time.
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If anyone cares to read. Tldr Probably going to get therapy
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Ive seen crystaline borneol on ebay. Just dont let the mail carriers see it 🤣
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 10:36 PM
why tho it's not illegal
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 10:38 PM
that's a nightmare?
22:38
you clearly never had any stressors in your life
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why tho it's not illegal
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 10:38 PM
owww now I get it. we don't have meth here so I was confused lol
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you clearly never had any stressors in your life
Go ahead read the conclusion i thought u might say that
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You dont understand its not an isolated event its everything in my life leading up that gives it context
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Go ahead read the conclusion i thought u might say that
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 10:43 PM
that's something else bro
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why tho it's not illegal
it literally looks like crystal meth
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veganpermanently
that's something else bro
My life is the mycelium and this event is mearly a mushroom. Its the result of my faults.
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 10:44 PM
@Cast get therapy if u think u need to
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veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 10:45 PM
I had a similar mentality when I was your age
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I don't think it's schizoaffective just a result of whole-life brainwashing by Hollywood and society
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I had a similar mentality when I was your age
I should have known it was coming but
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Deep down i dont feel depressee
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Deep down im optimistic
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Its just weird to me
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Life seems to give me an oppurtunity and give me hope. Only to flush it down the toilet
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Im stoic to this now. Its just happened too many times. I just feel like an observer rather than a victim
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I can see the reality I want in life but its behind glass forever out of reach
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@veganpermanently im not giving up
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Eventually with this girl i might
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But ill never go mgtow
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But ill never go mgtow
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 11:01 PM
unlikely to if you keep failing like this
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what I do know tho
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is that every moment not spent productively is a moment wasted
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Hi! Does anyone here have experience with Modafinil? I have a few questions and I'm not finding answers on google 😨
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 11:09 PM
I do
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yep I had that too when I accidentally doubled my dose, no benefits past 100mg ime just more side effects.
veganpermanently 21-Sep-22 11:11 PM
I agree, longevity studies also confirm this. It increased longevity in the small dose but had no effect in the large dose, presumably because of these sides
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it took a while to precipitate tho', I was using it for weeks before this happened
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also I added taurine it might have contributed, now tapering it down.
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GABAergics really make my bruxism way worse over time indicative of an inhibitory deficit
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Damn long day
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tired
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Jesus theres something really wrong with me
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I just had a fuckin wet dream
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Demon possesed makes sense
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Jesus theres something really wrong with me
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:01 AM
ur a teen shut up
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ur a teen shut up
Im 20
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Im 20
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:02 AM
that's one year away from nineTEEN
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Im honestly so confused
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How i attracted so much negative energy (edited)
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:03 AM
I told u my guy
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Im not giving up
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:03 AM
PFC dysfunctional
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Even if the devil tries to put me down (edited)
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:04 AM
low inhibitory control
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do u know how much men she left on red
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Im going to approach her irl
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And actually be competent
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low inhibitory control
These dreams are fucking fierce
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Its the devil
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Trying to get in the way
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I wont stop or submit and ill remain stoic
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ibtisam.midlet 22-Sep-22 01:06 AM
Is she the first love 995525573067677707
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No i dont love her
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I just like her
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And im not gonna let her slip away so easy
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:07 AM
pure O
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Theres loud thunder outside
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ibtisam.midlet 22-Sep-22 01:07 AM
You guys never loved!
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:07 AM
actually compulsive as well
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I dont think reality likes this
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Yea im not gonna stop
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At all
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Even if lightning strikes me down
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You guys never loved!
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:09 AM
love leads to heartbreak chems lead to comedown or not if you're a competent biohacker
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I'm on VMAT2 train again
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feels good
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I also took 4 fulvic humic acid
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Maybe my t levels were too high
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And its also been awhile since I Jacked off
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Its definetly no coincidence that some kind of evil energy is trying ti fuck this up (edited)
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Entering my mind through dreams
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Trying to make me submit and give up
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But i wont
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:16 AM
murray
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I looked like shit and middle school as was bullied
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And earlier highschool
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So its not goings to be easy to fix the damage
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:27 AM
for me it was easy because I fought back always
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got beaten up a few times, mobbed, etc.
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I never got beaten up but
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It was mostly verbal
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:28 AM
then ur just a pussy
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veganpermanently
then ur just a pussy
?
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:29 AM
sticks and stones
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U mean if i fought back physcially?
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:29 AM
words don't do shit
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I mean they kind do
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:29 AM
I received a million insults in my life
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I don't give a crap
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Well it is what it is now
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Im gonna try to fix myself as fast as possible
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:30 AM
it ain't what it used to be
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Then transfer to a actual university so i can save my social skills
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it ain't what it used to be
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:31 AM
I'm pretty sure your insecurities stem from lack of exposure and bad parenting
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Probably yea
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:32 AM
u need to exposure yourself to insults more if that hurts you
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veganpermanently
I'm pretty sure your insecurities stem from lack of exposure and bad parenting
Thoughts on fleshlights
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u need to exposure yourself to insults more if that hurts you
Not rlly
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We are talking about like 4-5 years ago
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And it wasnt really just insults
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:33 AM
yeah the issue is that you stopped receiving insults
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I never did
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that shit hurt me when I was like 5
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at 8 we were already sparring and street fighting all the time
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And it wasnt really just insults
Learn how to fight so when they insult you it don’t matter cause you can kick their asses
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:34 AM
insults were nothing
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@CEO, you have advanced to lvl 5 respect++ emoji_51
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@ibtisam.midlet fuck you
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No one really insults me anymore
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And if they do its usually distant
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Or behind my back
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Or behind my back
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:35 AM
keep it in check
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But i definetly have a severe issue
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These two girls that have been driving me out of wack
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Both went to my party
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:35 AM
desensitization is a real thing
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You know what i originally wantdd
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I wanted it to be just dudes
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I didnt want drama i knew would come
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But my friend insisted he wouldnt give alcohol to a bunch of dudes
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I know everytime women get involved things get ugly
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Atleast for me
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Which is why im like this right now lol
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:37 AM
rich kids?
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Maybe its not a bad thing
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:38 AM
sounds like you're rich kids
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Middle class
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I need to fix my shit so bad
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Desperately
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I also need a job that involves socializing with lots of people
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Because its the only way im gonna save myself lol
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:39 AM
satisfy your narcissism
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:39 AM
all u do is talk about yourself
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Yea because im fucked up rn bro
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Yea because im fucked up rn bro
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:40 AM
you're an attention seeking lil b
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Im trying to go through a metamorhphesis
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you're an attention seeking lil b
I dont give a shit about attention
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I got told before
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I dont give a shit about attention
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:41 AM
that's surprising
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About 2 months ago
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My highschool crush
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I saw her at a party
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And i could tell she had no interest in me. Because in her mind i was a loser
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Im gonna stop being a loser
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:43 AM
vulnerable N
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Im not a narcissist (edited)
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:43 AM
switching to grandiose back an forth
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And i could tell she had no interest in me. Because in her mind i was a loser
ibtisam.midlet 22-Sep-22 01:44 AM
It would have no problem to talk with you even if you are like that
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Don't express much interest
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Max what she would gives will be to be familiar with
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Honestly i can trace all of this bullshit down to my mother not letting me get my license when i was 17 right before the pandemic
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I didnt get that early independence phase (edited)
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It would have no problem to talk with you even if you are like that
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:46 AM
the nature of option/opportunity availability
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the nature of option/opportunity availability
ibtisam.midlet 22-Sep-22 01:46 AM
It was from cuteness nature
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Personally I talk with a lot of people just because it hard to just let them go with ignorant feeling
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It was from cuteness nature
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:47 AM
why do u think celebrities don't hang with all of their fans all of the time (edited)
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ibtisam.midlet 22-Sep-22 01:48 AM
Even If I unnoticeably threat people as fight or flight response lol
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I think i can make it
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Personally I talk with a lot of people just because it hard to just let them go with ignorant feeling
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:48 AM
u mean arrogant?
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I think i can fix all my bullshit this year and 2023 (edited)
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veganpermanently
u mean arrogant?
ibtisam.midlet 22-Sep-22 01:49 AM
Nope
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I think like behaving good is more important then talking good what you think?
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:50 AM
ARROGANCE is an attitude of superiority manifested in an overbearing manner or in presumptuous claims or assumptions
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it's funny how Joe 'Not Arrogan' Rogan always plays the humble card
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anyways
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arrogance is rooted in ignorance
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having an ignorant feeling would mean that you know that you don't know much, so it's the opposite of arrogance
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ibtisam.midlet 22-Sep-22 01:57 AM
Isn't ignorant = ignored ?
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Ignorant = uninformed
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Ignored is a separate word
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ibtisam.midlet 22-Sep-22 02:02 AM
I should stay transplanting EDs
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Lol imagine this is all a psyop by big tech to make me get betterhelp
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Nvm wtf
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Not trusting these clowns gad damm
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 02:11 AM
monogamy is king
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Nvm wtf
What is your big 5 neuroticism 💀
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I think the OCD diagnosis might be accurate
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What is your big 5 neuroticism 💀
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 07:43 AM
Why is everybody telling me it's impossible to change those metric
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Why is everybody telling me it's impossible to change those metric
Who does everybody consist of
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Surely it's possible
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Who does everybody consist of
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 07:44 AM
Nootopics chat emoji_50
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Nootopics chat emoji_50
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Nemo 975869370045722694
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 07:44 AM
rip
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i like the guy
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but goddamn it man (edited)
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Eucalyptus citriodora is the best oil ever
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What is your big 5 neuroticism 💀
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Lowkey wasnt like this last year my neuroticism was my lowest trait
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Ive just been gradually descending into insanity for like no good reason lol
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Also i might not be am introvert but a broken extrovert
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Ive just been gradually descending into insanity for like no good reason lol
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 08:15 AM
chloride accumulation
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this correlated with neurogenic use right?
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Oh yea ive heard that
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@Cast, you have advanced to lvl 13 respect++ emoji_51
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 08:16 AM
I told u that 😛
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no one knows about this
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Actually i realized a combo of things have really changed me this summer
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veganpermanently
chloride accumulation
Is this from GABA-A?
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Is this from GABA-A?
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 08:16 AM
it's from exogenously induced BDNF
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I would presume GABA signalling would contribute as well
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at least indirectly
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Hpw do u reverse it?
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Cardio?
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 08:17 AM
yes
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Is there no other way?
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 08:18 AM
endurance exercise as much time as possible in a day
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Its raining like a bit h rn like it always does the day after i lose my shit
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Weird coincidence
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Jesus Christ im actually insane
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Its raining like a bit h rn like it always does the day after i lose my shit
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 08:19 AM
that does sound autistic
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Im looking back on my thought process yesterday
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 08:19 AM
the ambient pressure sensitivity
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Honestly its been like this for longer
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Manic highs and lows
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I remeber last year too
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But i think its just gotten worse
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 08:22 AM
antipsychotic will be an insta fix
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no bueno in the long term tho
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Its probably not chemical imo
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I think its just due to the pandemic
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Before the pandemic i was actually on a great track in life
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Gad damn wtf
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 08:23 AM
everything is chemical
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Bruh before pandemic i was like getting all my shit together
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 08:23 AM
well
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And i was texting girls confidently
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 08:23 AM
electrochemical
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And not schizoing out
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the ambient pressure sensitivity
I've heard that the atmosphere is more hypoxic after/while it rains which is why people like rain emoji_50
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Its like
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For some odd reason when ever something bad happens in my life it rains
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I've heard that the atmosphere is more hypoxic after/while it rains which is why people like rain emoji_50
I love rain it’s mooooooodyyy
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And its literally drought season
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such a lush atmosphere (edited)
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Just so happen to rain like hell
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Whilst i was losing my shit
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I think im hoping realities
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such a lush atmosphere (edited)
In reality nature isn't all that silent
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Rain drowns out everything else
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I've heard that the atmosphere is more hypoxic after/while it rains which is why people like rain emoji_50
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 08:26 AM
I'm just waiting for rain to pass so I can ride
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Rain drowns out everything else
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 08:26 AM
the worms
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You would make a good writer jukesta People would mistake your delusions of synchronicity for symbolic motifs and such lol (edited)
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You would make a good writer jukesta People would mistake your delusions of synchronicity for symbolic motifs and such lol (edited)
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 08:27 AM
you know how in music rain is mentioned a lot
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I am pretty good at interpreting literature too bad the major journalist of this time are all liberal (edited)
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 08:27 AM
asked my shaman friend about it
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he said it's about cleansing
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Rain is so special I wanna move somewhere it’s always raining so everyday is special too!
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Damn bro
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moody moody life
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I need to not be insane
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I need to not be insane
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 08:30 AM
go to an asylum
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so we don't have to worry about u
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I need to not be insane
I thought this was your latest project
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I am pretty good at interpreting literature too bad the major journalist of this time are all liberal (edited)
Same, I like to think interpretations one of my stronger skills
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I can usually put together what the author was getting at fairly well
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https://ctlsites.uga.edu/eberle/wp-content/uploads/sites/78/2015/04/Literature-by-Women-2231-2238.pdf We read this rape fan fic in English class recently -only 8 pages (edited)
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I thought this was your latest project
Nah
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Psychopaths arent insane
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The noots im all getting rn is to calm my mood and blunt my emotions
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Finished with my woman 'Cause she couldn't help me with my mind People think I'm insane Because I am frowning all the time All day long I think of things But nothing seems to satisfy Think I'll lose my mind If I don't find something to pacify
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Finished with my woman 'Cause she couldn't help me with my mind People think I'm insane Because I am frowning all the time All day long I think of things But nothing seems to satisfy Think I'll lose my mind If I don't find something to pacify
Did u just freestyle that?
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Psychopaths arent insane
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 08:34 AM
that moment when she leaves you for another
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ur gonna put her on a stick
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and yourself in a lifetime
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that moment when she leaves you for another
Ill go for her mother
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Did u just freestyle that?
Unfortunately I am not ozzy osbourne
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Good shit tho
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What do u think of my stack yana?
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Kanna + NAC + ashwaganda
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Emojis I should add to server later: Love Heartsunken Prayge REAL Heartheld ringohop bigbrain boywave Zoloft lainsitcry Grin Trollnt ultrabrain notetake xd Yayayayaya Crybb Baddrugs nepxd
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Emojis I should add to server later: Love Heartsunken Prayge REAL Heartheld ringohop bigbrain boywave Zoloft lainsitcry Grin Trollnt ultrabrain notetake xd Yayayayaya Crybb Baddrugs nepxd
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 08:38 AM
semme pngs
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some other for consideration: AigisJam Angelmode Burimunchi Buwush Comfsmugfeel Dazed Drawnheart Drinking DxM EVILMAXXED Ebilsleepi Ebilsnikker Ehehehehehehehehe EvilUwU Eyeofhorus FAKE Fangs Flanflanflan Flashes Flusty Frien Groovin Havautizm Hyper KEKEKEKEKEK Kissing LSD Lickyy Lookoutsideyourwindow Mikucat MonsterEnergy Necoarccheers Necodance Nekosob NikolaiMoment Padarou Remigrr Remijoy Schizoattack Smiley Smuggy This YAAAAYYYY mmmMMMmmm
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Ah shit i was so wrong
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I was just as neurotic last year
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I was like christian back then or just pretending to be christian to cope
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And i would blame demons lol
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Ibti don’t just rip these ones -I’ll share larger versions we can rip later (edited)
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some other for consideration: AigisJam Angelmode Burimunchi Buwush Comfsmugfeel Dazed Drawnheart Drinking DxM EVILMAXXED Ebilsleepi Ebilsnikker Ehehehehehehehehe EvilUwU Eyeofhorus FAKE Fangs Flanflanflan Flashes Flusty Frien Groovin Havautizm Hyper KEKEKEKEKEK Kissing LSD Lickyy Lookoutsideyourwindow Mikucat MonsterEnergy Necoarccheers Necodance Nekosob NikolaiMoment Padarou Remigrr Remijoy Schizoattack Smiley Smuggy This YAAAAYYYY mmmMMMmmm
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 08:49 AM
Gimme your most psychedelic emoji
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Idk if I have that many very trippy emojis Angelmode Palm Tunnelvision Wavy (edited)
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My old account which was in the cool servers was deleted and idk how to get back to them despair
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Psychopaths arent insane
I think we should start self reflecting
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Take care of yourself
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People with dark personality traits are more likely to want to enhance their brain power with futuristic technologies, according to new research published in the Journal of Cognitive Enhancement. ...
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Never seen a more transparent psy op
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Weve done a good enough job of it already over the last year and a half
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We should have a system that can incorporate new members through multiple outlets
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 09:24 AM
I realized this recently
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bcs I noticed some 'friends' saw this article and psychologized me
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covertly ofc
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who's the psycho now eh
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Maybe theyre just stupid
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Im nothing like my discord personality irl
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Irl people describe me as humble and introverted
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No that really is what you sound like
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But alot of people on discord accuse me of being egotistical and narcissistic (edited)
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Like sirsad lol
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 09:28 AM
u do have an overt display of narcissistic qualities
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shifting from vulnerable to grandiose
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I think youre pretty self conscious and project yourself to protect your ego
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@Pax1l, you have advanced to lvl 9 respect++ emoji_51
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Its just discord honestly
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 09:29 AM
tho I don't think anyone here is narcissist
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Brings out the worst in everyone
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 09:29 AM
those people don't use discord
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Eh I disagree
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 09:30 AM
you can't feed insecurities with social media
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Ive seen more narcissistic people on social media
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you can't feed insecurities with social media
Yea
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Instagram for one is a breeding ground of narcissism
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Its just discord honestly
If a few of us decided to form study groups that were organized around neuroscience and literature that was presented and not trying to interject our own thoughts then a lot more of us will learn valuable information that will benefit us
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 09:31 AM
I know a few narcissists both cover and overt, both grandiose and vulnerable and cycling
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none of them use social media
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they don't know how to
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Brings out the worst in everyone
brothermanbill 22-Sep-22 09:32 AM
Socializing by text brings the worst out of everyone? Maybe for you it does
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 09:32 AM
because they're so dependent on validation they need to see it on a person's face in real time
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I guess thats an older generation thing
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Oh hey its brothermanbill the person that wanted to just tell me that i should starve and provide research for free and noots at cost so that they can satisfy their drug addiction
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brothermanbill 22-Sep-22 09:33 AM
Exactly. Go smoke meth with ur mother
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brothermanbill
Exactly. Go smoke meth with ur mother
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 09:33 AM
yo wtf
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Two people that cannot be in the same server lol (edited)
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This community would not have a large portion of the drugs or research available to us if it were not for my work
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 09:34 AM
snap it
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WAKE UP
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Ive done everything i could so that you can improve as a person and you think that any supplier in the community is supposed to treat this pursuit like they should go broke for a hobby
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Ive done everything i could so that you can improve as a person and you think that any supplier in the community is supposed to treat this pursuit like they should go broke for a hobby
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 09:36 AM
who gives a f what other ppl think
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charge whatever you want for whatever you want
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if they wanna buy good
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If you think you can do it better then live up to your delusional idea of acting in the good of everyone and not make a dime off your contribution @brothermanbill
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 09:38 AM
I had ppl talk to me like that b4 too
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if they wanna buy good
The point is brotherman bill at nearly everytime i see him mentions i need to make some conjugate or synth some drug and i say to him well if you want it then put up some money
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charge whatever you want for whatever you want
brothermanbill 22-Sep-22 09:38 AM
Yeah that is perfectly fine. You should have seen how he came across though. Like a Narcissist Straight asshole fucktard. You can make money and not be an asshole to people.
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 09:38 AM
trying to insult me because I down wanna talk to them if they don't pay up
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like bitch why so entitled
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but who cares
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I block them and move on
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Yeah that is perfectly fine. You should have seen how he came across though. Like a Narcissist Straight asshole fucktard. You can make money and not be an asshole to people.
You took every opportunity to mention conjugates or mw making an exotic drug and said that you wouldnt want to put any money into my work
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 09:40 AM
so now you invented the concept of a hybrid drug
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I will show everyone in this goddamn chat the whole chat log if youre so inclined
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If you think you can do it better then live up to your delusional idea of acting in the good of everyone and not make a dime off your contribution @brothermanbill
brothermanbill 22-Sep-22 09:41 AM
I don’t care about “doing better” i attract people towards peptide synth and we do group buy where everyone pays the same so we get better deals with more people contributing
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so now you invented the concept of a hybrid drug
Brotherman bill is like make a conjugate of this plus this several times a fucking month (edited)
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Brings out the worst in everyone
Idk about that You just have to be extra expressive where you can to compensate for the lack of dimension elsewhere How text communication goes (edited)
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Pax1l
Brotherman bill is like make a conjugate of this plus this several times a fucking month (edited)
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 09:41 AM
what does that mean
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Pax1l
You took every opportunity to mention conjugates or mw making an exotic drug and said that you wouldnt want to put any money into my work
brothermanbill 22-Sep-22 09:41 AM
Its funny how you only targeted me to give you money. Literally no one else. Weird ass hag
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Idk about that You just have to be extra expressive where you can to compensate for the lack of dimension elsewhere How text communication goes (edited)
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 09:42 AM
dimension
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what a word to use
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brothermanbill
Its funny how you only targeted me to give you money. Literally no one else. Weird ass hag
You are the only fucking person that asks for synths every time you come into chat
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Argue in DM guys
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dimension
There’s like different axis of communication. Body language, intonation, how you dress even communicates a lot about you. Only thing you have with discord is what you say -it’s like having to strain all our personality through just the one axis of dimension. (edited)
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@Netizenne, you have advanced to lvl 13 respect++ emoji_51
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No i will not do groupbuys no i will not hold myself accountable financially to other fucling people to expose me to more risk and to use up my time just so you can fucking benefit
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There’s like different axis of communication. Body language, intonation, how you dress even communicates a lot about you. Only thing you have with discord is what you say -it’s like having to strain all our personality through just the one axis of dimension. (edited)
Are you familiar with jean baudrillard post structuralism?
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No
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Maybe through cultural diffusion tho
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Netizenne
There’s like different axis of communication. Body language, intonation, how you dress even communicates a lot about you. Only thing you have with discord is what you say -it’s like having to strain all our personality through just the one axis of dimension. (edited)
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 09:44 AM
I need to start sewing asap
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But alot of people on discord accuse me of being egotistical and narcissistic (edited)
maybe because you behave completely differently in nootopics and rest of the nootropics servers
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 09:45 AM
hate fashion but that's only because I know better
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I think his work would interest you, specifically with regards to how we cloth ourselves in accordance of what we want to communicate and or signal (edited)
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I don’t understand how you guys could have an issue with Jukesta and not someone else like say LEL for example
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way more of a nuissance (not that I really find jukesta one at all) (edited)
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The world doesnt fucking work that way. Im not going to take out my time to advertise a fucking drug again to get a groupbuy together just so you and others can just say wow thanks and i never get even recognition from that you entitled dick
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I don’t understand how you guys could have an issue with Jukesta and not someone else like say LEL for example
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 09:47 AM
that man is on my blocklist for a year or more
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Netizenne
I don’t understand how you guys could have an issue with Jukesta and not someone else like say LEL for example
LEL is actually smart that's the difference
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 09:47 AM
when it comes to nootopics it's pretty obvious
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Pax1l
The world doesnt fucking work that way. Im not going to take out my time to advertise a fucking drug again to get a groupbuy together just so you and others can just say wow thanks and i never get even recognition from that you entitled dick
brothermanbill 22-Sep-22 09:48 AM
No one will want to do group buy with you if you act like a dick towards them. Like you want them to worship your cock for doing this.
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 09:48 AM
any one that has possible power over sirsa will get booted for one reason or the other
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brothermanbill
No one will want to do group buy with you if you act like a dick towards them. Like you want them to worship your cock for doing this.
Im never going to do a fucking groupbuy so that im holding onto other peoples fucking money and im pressured by the timetable of a fucking lab so that i can ship compounds through the mail you midwit
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 09:49 AM
ye fuck a groupbuy
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Pax1l
Im never going to do a fucking groupbuy so that im holding onto other peoples fucking money and im pressured by the timetable of a fucking lab so that i can ship compounds through the mail you midwit
Fair point to be honest.
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 09:50 AM
buy the product and sell it like any drug dealer
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buy low sell high
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Some people are comfortable with that, some people aren't.
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Pax1l
Im never going to do a fucking groupbuy so that im holding onto other peoples fucking money and im pressured by the timetable of a fucking lab so that i can ship compounds through the mail you midwit
brothermanbill 22-Sep-22 09:51 AM
But you wanted thousands of dollars from me upfront for your little silly peptides
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Fair point to be honest.
Cogmetics, gintrux, the kid that had a lab in a fucking storage locker. How many people in the community actually have fallen short on time tables or literally ran away with money
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brothermanbill
But you wanted thousands of dollars from me upfront for your little silly peptides
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 09:52 AM
the issue is that they're not little
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brothermanbill
But you wanted thousands of dollars from me upfront for your little silly peptides
Do you realize how much drugs cost
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I guess I’m the moderator here If anyone thinks I should step in and do something dm me suggestions
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Pax1l
Cogmetics, gintrux, the kid that had a lab in a fucking storage locker. How many people in the community actually have fallen short on time tables or literally ran away with money
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 09:52 AM
gintruxx ran away?
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Cogmetics, gintrux, the kid that had a lab in a fucking storage locker. How many people in the community actually have fallen short on time tables or literally ran away with money
I am also a moderator
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This is entertaining
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I’m not sure what sorta policy to have about this Maybe we should let them settle things and work towards some sorta resolution? I don’t really have the attention span to see if things are getting better or worse tho
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Let's just keep it relatively respectful.
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Pax1l
Do you realize how much drugs cost
brothermanbill 22-Sep-22 09:54 AM
Hahahhaha we are going in rotation again over this. You need to find a bill gates buddy. Or you need to take a loan. The average discord user isn’t going to give you thousands just for making a peptide that could take months
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Potential
Let's just keep it relatively respectful.
Listen buddy once pax and Brotherman are done arguing me and you are next
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Let's just keep it relatively respectful.
Ya let’s not be needlessly inflammatory
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I propose a public debate.
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gintruxx ran away?
No its just they were pressured because it took the lab 4 months to finish a synth of a groupbuy that shouldve been finished organizing within 3 weeks or less but it took 2 months and then we got a $7k moq and didnt ask for any margin on the buy
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brothermanbill
Hahahhaha we are going in rotation again over this. You need to find a bill gates buddy. Or you need to take a loan. The average discord user isn’t going to give you thousands just for making a peptide that could take months
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 09:55 AM
we need a maecena yes
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brothermanbill
Hahahhaha we are going in rotation again over this. You need to find a bill gates buddy. Or you need to take a loan. The average discord user isn’t going to give you thousands just for making a peptide that could take months
Im not going to take a loan just so your fucking broke ass to tell me that you can just do better literally fuck off you schizo
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 09:56 AM
we should do some outreach
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CEO
Listen buddy once pax and Brotherman are done arguing me and you are next
You're on 🍬
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I propose a public debate.
Debates are stupid, discussion are what you need
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@TreeSlayer, you have advanced to lvl 1 respect++ emoji_51
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TreeSlayer
Debates are stupid, discussion are what you need
I think we have different definitions of what a "debate" is.
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Dialectics > debate
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I think we have different definitions of what a "debate" is.
A debate is 2 opposing sides trying to convince the other that they are right
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TreeSlayer
A debate is 2 opposing sides trying to convince the other that they are right
Nope.
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Nope.
Yes
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Keep it somewhat Socratic and you can debate/argue as much to your liking
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Who’s side are you guys on? Brotherman or pax ?
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Brotherman bill thinks i should just buy drugs outfront with a loan with the expectation that people will be gracious and plentiful enough to actually want to buy from me
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TreeSlayer
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"a formal discussion on a particular matter in a public meeting or legislative assembly, in which opposing arguments are put forward and which usually ends with a vote."
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Keep it somewhat Socratic and you can debate/argue as much to your liking
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 10:00 AM
why is the Socratic approach more valuable then simply stating the opinion without circumlocution?
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CEO
Who’s side are you guys on? Brotherman or pax ?
His reasoning is just "dont expect me to go out of my way to contribute in any significant way financially even if i ask for drug synths
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You guys wanna start a thread maybe?
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Handy chart
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Debate: to take the responsibility of group buys or not
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a debate is about wining and proving you're right
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It's about convincing the audience
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Not the opposing side
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Debate: to take the responsibility of group buys or not
Okay keep it contained guys
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Each side represents a different argument
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@brothermanbill, you have advanced to lvl 4 respect++ emoji_51
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TreeSlayer
a debate is about wining and proving you're right
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 10:01 AM
do you know about sociocratic decision making
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A discussion is about learning and contributing to knowledge within the group
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Imma delete whatever isnt in the right place now
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From this point on
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JK
Are you familiar with jean baudrillard post structuralism?
Yeh
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Netizenne
Imma delete whatever isnt in the right place now
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 10:02 AM
THOR'S HAMMER HAS ARRIVED, BRACE YOURSELVES MORTALS
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veganpermanently
why is the Socratic approach more valuable then simply stating the opinion without circumlocution?
It’s just a method of determining how accurate and helpful certain thoughts may be. Like the amount of ad hominems by now is beyond sufficient.. Doesn’t mean it needs to be a wordsalat (edited)
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komodo dragon 22-Sep-22 10:02 AM
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Sorry guys pls use thread
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Hey maybe its a good idea to keep a record of those messages
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I know but I did let you know it would happen
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No you just deleted evidence of a threat to use violence against me with the mention of personal information against me
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ibtisam.midlet 22-Sep-22 10:11 AM
net dms
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ibtisam.midlet
net dms
Where you from
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ibtisam.midlet
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I dmed them and they didnt mention that they were going to just delete a record of threatening violence against me
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What kind of server do you run?
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I dmed them and they didnt mention that they were going to just delete a record of threatening violence against me
ibtisam.midlet 22-Sep-22 10:14 AM
let him do what he want
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it was good willing if you think twice
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and also yours will deleted sure
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take screen shorts ill not delet fastly
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Its literally a violation of discord tos
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ibtisam.midlet 22-Sep-22 10:16 AM
if we deleted a threat
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pax i said before stop seeking understandment trying to make your self seen as good person
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Wowee get threatened with violence and your personal information shared and nothing happens🙃
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Pax1l
I dmed them and they didnt mention that they were going to just delete a record of threatening violence against me
I told you I would jeez guys
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@Pax1l Didn't you threaten Cogmetics on multiple occasions. Or was it that both of you threatened each other.
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@Pax1l Didn't you threaten Cogmetics on multiple occasions. Or was it that both of you threatened each other.
Dude took 9k dollars from me
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And i said i would expose him for being a fraud
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He stole the money?
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This wasn't for a synth that is still happening or something?
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Well he didnt give me things like respect or follow through with his obligations
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All of you forget that i contributed more money financially for the development of new drugs than most of you combined
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Personally I don’t like how brotherman thinks you should take up that sort of responsibility, you shouldn’t have such weights pressured upon you
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Why haven’t they organized a group buy themselves?
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Pax1l
All of you forget that i contributed more money financially for the development of new drugs than most of you combined
I don't know how this is relevant right now?
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I don't know how this is relevant right now?
You asked me about cogmetics
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Pretty topical and relevant to why i think maybe i am more entitled to financial support for the quality of research advocacy and compounds i have put forward
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Do you guys think maybe people argue when they get bored for the sake of sharpening their wit -as a form of mental exercise maybe?
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Brotherman bill literally says my name, and threatens to go to my home town and open my head with a claw hammer
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It’s technically illegal to threaten murder
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You guys should keep in mind
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Pax1l
You asked me about cogmetics
It sounded pretentious but I could have misinterpreted it. 👍 I don't see the point in you boasting about your achievements. You have a server that is dedicated to you and there you are to be admired. Here we are equals.
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Dude took 9k dollars from me
brothermanbill 22-Sep-22 10:25 AM
Thats not what he told us. It was you bashing his works and ideas that you didn’t want to contribute towards. Cogmetics went on a long rant about this and you are just making people believe your inaccurate side of the story
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Why don’t you guys use a thread
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?
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Is there a reason I am missing?
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Brotherman bill literally says my name, and threatens to go to my home town and open my head with a claw hammer
brothermanbill 22-Sep-22 10:26 AM
See, trying to get people in trouble over make-believe stories. Smh get a life, you live in a fairytale you schizo. Make a thread for my name and stop polluting this chat with your nonsense. I am done here. Don’t mention my name again
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It is true that Cogmetics has his own perspective on this thing and he would deny these accusations. .
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brothermanbill
Thats not what he told us. It was you bashing his works and ideas that you didn’t want to contribute towards. Cogmetics went on a long rant about this and you are just making people believe your inaccurate side of the story
I literally gave him $6k so i could have a drug made and he prioritized his own work, then i gave him money so he wouldnt go homeless, then i supported hap6 and d21 and never gotten respect for it
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brothermanbill
See, trying to get people in trouble over make-believe stories. Smh get a life, you live in a fairytale you schizo. Make a thread for my name and stop polluting this chat with your nonsense. I am done here. Don’t mention my name again
Needlessly inflammatory smh
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chill ppl
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be nice!!!!!
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brothermanbill
See, trying to get people in trouble over make-believe stories. Smh get a life, you live in a fairytale you schizo. Make a thread for my name and stop polluting this chat with your nonsense. I am done here. Don’t mention my name again
Ill keep this in mind when i mention you in the future emphasizing that youre going to come to my town and kill me
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Always be nice!!!!
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All of the DM'S between you guys would need to be leaked for the whole truth to be out there.
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Pax1l
I literally gave him $6k so i could have a drug made and he prioritized his own work, then i gave him money so he wouldnt go homeless, then i supported hap6 and d21 and never gotten respect for it
brothermanbill 22-Sep-22 10:27 AM
You tried to over-ride his work. And you wanted accountability over being the leader of the group. You are desperate for power, its toxic
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All of the DM'S between you guys would need to be leaked for the whole truth to be out there.
We argued in the insulin chat in my server
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brothermanbill
You tried to over-ride his work. And you wanted accountability over being the leader of the group. You are desperate for power, its toxic
Dude you threatened to kill me
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Pax1l
Ill keep this in mind when i mention you in the future emphasizing that youre going to come to my town and kill me
brothermanbill 22-Sep-22 10:28 AM
Schizo thoughts. Smh. Thinking people are out to kill you. Pop a seroquel brotha
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Pax1l
We argued in the insulin chat in my server
I will check that out ✅
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brothermanbill
You tried to over-ride his work. And you wanted accountability over being the leader of the group. You are desperate for power, its toxic
I gave him money to make octreotide hylauronate and i literally have on record someone that gave themselves braindamage with hafgl
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Personally I like to read through all the past messages while I’m away I like to keep up with what happened in chat while I was away Only reason I ask for a thread Well, also cause for some conflict can be vicariously stressful
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brothermanbill
Schizo thoughts. Smh. Thinking people are out to kill you. Pop a seroquel brotha
You threatened me in this chat
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Everyone present can back that up
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Potential you’ve been watching Did you see it?
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@brothermanbill How certain are you in these accusations?
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Pax1l
I gave him money to make octreotide hylauronate and i literally have on record someone that gave themselves braindamage with hafgl
brothermanbill 22-Sep-22 10:30 AM
That someone is you. You made an impersation of a fake person getting brain damage. We all know how you work things out to get others hurt or lessen credibility of others works just because you don’t have the upper hand in the situation
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Potential you’ve been watching Did you see it?
Yes, something along those lines.
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@Potential, you have advanced to lvl 7 respect++ emoji_51
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brothermanbill
That someone is you. You made an impersation of a fake person getting brain damage. We all know how you work things out to get others hurt or lessen credibility of others works just because you don’t have the upper hand in the situation
Youre someone that has taken way too many noots and thinks you can just threaten me or others acting in good conscience
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Pax1l
You threatened me in this chat
brothermanbill 22-Sep-22 10:32 AM
You have no evidence. Yet i have evidence of you threatening me over money. You burglar.
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Everyone here can die a flaming torturous death To the pits of hellfire and agony you all go Scream in pain for eternity for the suffering you wrought upon yourselves Kill yourselves the all of you, murder everyone you know along with it, burn yourselves in fiery oil and drown in your own piss Go rot in some ditch
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Beasts of people
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Netizenne
Beasts of people
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No youre an entitled person that thinks that you can just tell yourself that youre acting for the good of everyone by acting like a communist
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@Netizenne Poetry for the soul. 🍬
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@Netizenne Poetry for the soul. 🍬
You have the potential to grab the knife and do it all yourself if you wish
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Free the humours with a freely humour
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Feel the wrath of your ignorant stupor
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@Man2, you have advanced to lvl 1 respect++ emoji_51
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bruh 1
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@Pax1l @brothermanbill Submit the receipts 🧾 Everything you have.
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Chat be so violent and horrific to eachother Awwwhhh
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recipts
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Only evil now
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fite
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No more nice
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fite
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bill v pax
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Endless suffering for all
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Don’t be so greedy with your misery
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i bought nitro for this emoji
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i bought nitro for this emoji
Pathetic
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Pax1l
No youre an entitled person that thinks that you can just tell yourself that youre acting for the good of everyone by acting like a communist
brothermanbill 22-Sep-22 10:41 AM
At least i don’t threaten people for money amirite
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@CEO you have a receipt 🧾?
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CEO
Pathetic
fucking fight me
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this is the fight server
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 10:42 AM
gimme all the scripts
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ibtisam.midlet 22-Sep-22 10:42 AM
@Lux ✨ join the party
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Arguing is probably good for the wit but don’t burn bridges and remember you can always return reborn through forgiveness like Jesus if you disappear for a few months and change your demeanour on re-entry
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@Lux ✨ moron
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@Lux ✨ join the party
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 10:43 AM
yo imagine how hilarious would it be if we all attended a party anonymously
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Not enough forgiveness these days smh
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Y’all need Jesus
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 10:44 AM
Jesus thing is a scam
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the ressurection
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muslims have it right
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1-1 is 0 every time
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I’ve been isolated in a cave siince early Covid.
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Jesus was a role model He taught people to be forgiving We spend thousands of years co-evolving with vitamin c in our diet and eventually we lose the ability to synthesize it ourselves
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Gabriel taking a fucking decade off?
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We co-evolved with Christianity for long enough I think it left a mark upon us
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Imo
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We co-evolved with Christianity for long enough I think it left a mark upon us
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 10:45 AM
Early christianity was rock and roll
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after that it's just manipulation
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1-1 is 0 every time
Even if so I think people tend to want take two eyes in return with the way people act (edited)
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Even if so I think people tend to want take two eyes in return with the way people act (edited)
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 10:46 AM
I didn't mean that
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I meant if you do a wrong thing, then do a good thing to make up for it, no one is going to hold grudges unless they're an idiot
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but if you do a wrong thing then repent ain't gonna help nobody
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Even if Christianity was only adopted and spread by Rome to help increase cohesion amoung its many newly conquered tribes we still co-evolved with it
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brothermanbill
At least i don’t threaten people for money amirite
Thia is a lie
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Netizenne
Even if Christianity was only adopted and spread by Rome to help increase cohesion amoung its many newly conquered tribes we still co-evolved with it
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 10:48 AM
it was adopted because it was cheap
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Tamest nootropics community members
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 10:48 AM
no other religion is going to forgive your sins just because Jesus died on a cross
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veganpermanently
it was adopted because it was cheap
It promoted forming ingroups over doctrine rather than race like the ancestry worshipping pagans of past
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All men made equal by god
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A belief modern empires continue to use for conquering
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It promoted forming ingroups over doctrine rather than race like the ancestry worshipping pagans of past
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 10:49 AM
see Zoroastrians had the same thing
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Christianity brought no novelty except for cheap redemption
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why do you think christians fanatically preach about Jesus
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because they're promised eternal hedonism if they believe in the concept
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Christianity was about group cohesion imo
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Christianity was about group cohesion imo
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 10:51 AM
that's what every religion does
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Christinity is a great cope
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I wish i was under it
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Might join a cult ngl
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Gottta go to claassss byeeeee
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Don’t let chat become a train wreck while inn gone!!!!!! Promote forgiveness!!!!
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Might join a cult ngl
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 10:52 AM
Zoroastrianism is still alive btw
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it's a cool religion
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Modern religion is current economics science
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@Auwii, you have advanced to lvl 3 respect++ emoji_51
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veganpermanently
Zoroastrianism is still alive btw
Ive seen some stuff on it. Looks interesting
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veganpermanently
that's what every religion does
Each in their own ways tho Eastern philosophies seem to promote group cohesion by preventing passivity and ever doing anything that would require forgiveness to begin with But I could be wrong
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We co-evolved with different religions
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I think mania is coming soon lads
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Hype!
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I feel sick
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Ill to the bone
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Quacking like a mess
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Shaking as if cold
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I must have taken too much caffeine or something
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Or maybe it’s for my lab today
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Its fuckin comin
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Ill be immune to social pressures
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ibtisam.midlet 22-Sep-22 12:26 PM
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Click to see attachment 🖼️
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 12:33 PM
madafaka that t shirt is ugli
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why the fuck is an unknown person constantly sending me videos in whatsapp
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this lasts for MONTHS
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like once a week or so
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so creepy
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no text nothing just videos
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Lol post
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Lets track him down
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Gad damn im so fuckin hyped for ashwaganda
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Check this out nigger
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The ashwagandha pill is spreading
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Social media hive mind conformation
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So many men are reaching the same conclusion
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To destroy ones emotions
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To become a stress free working machine
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Must have been on TikTok or something ya?
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Its no coincidence that all these things are happening
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If u use social media ur part of the hive mind
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How is ginkgo for stress? Can I just take more of it?
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We are all living statistically similar lives lol
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TikTok is cancer to society, but unfortunately it is driving more and more of current trends (edited)
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Netizenne
How is ginkgo for stress? Can I just take more of it?
Jusr get ashwaandha
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 12:49 PM
ERECTILE DYSFUNCTION
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I’ve started to see everything through life history lens
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 12:49 PM
5HT1A agonist ain't nothing new
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veganpermanently
ERECTILE DYSFUNCTION
Only downside
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 12:49 PM
it's just accessible
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Only downside
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 12:50 PM
it's not really a downside
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it's a debilitating lifelong condition
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veganpermanently
5HT1A agonist ain't nothing new
Lol is that just how ashwanaganda works?
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ibtisam.midlet 22-Sep-22 12:50 PM
Found out pesuephedrine is not tolerances when you have restless leg syndrome
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That sucks bro
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ibtisam.midlet
Found out pesuephedrine is not tolerances when you have restless leg syndrome
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 12:51 PM
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Nac and kanna should be just as effective?
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Nac and kanna should be just as effective?
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 12:51 PM
Kanna will produce the same side effect but IME it's reversible
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and it's kinda worth it anyways
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How is ginkgo for stress? Can I just take more of it?
I have used it extensively Time moves way faster with it. Less stress. You can sometimes take 240mg dose, for few days even, but eventually that will cause side effects But taking 120 mg multiple times a day works perfect It needs to build up first tho (edited)
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veganpermanently
and it's kinda worth it anyways
Hell yea
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Auwii
I have used it extensively Time moves way faster with it. Less stress. You can sometimes take 240mg dose, for few days even, but eventually that will cause side effects But taking 120 mg multiple times a day works perfect It needs to build up first tho (edited)
Stuff is so busy rn I need more time lol
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Kanna will produce the same side effect but IME it's reversible
Doctor Bonk 22-Sep-22 12:52 PM
what’s the best Kanna source?
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Hell yea
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 12:52 PM
one time I was tied up by a baddy with a limp dick
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Kanna will produce the same side effect but IME it's reversible
Lets say ashwaganda is a 5 at emotional blunting. How would you rate kanna and NAC?
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ibtisam.midlet 22-Sep-22 12:53 PM
How to make things works then why things willn't work
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 12:53 PM
I told her to untie me and we had a cuddle sesh
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ibtisam.midlet 22-Sep-22 12:53 PM
Any Better
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one time I was tied up by a baddy with a limp dick
Dawg wtf
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one time I was tied up by a baddy with a limp dick
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ibtisam.midlet 22-Sep-22 12:53 PM
Pleassee
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 12:53 PM
next day stuff was working again and I punished her for it
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Stuff is so busy rn I need more time lol
Lool, it helps to focus if you are working on something(ability to keep working on something for hours and hours), but also can make you procrastinate more I feel, if you are not working on something you need to do So double edged sword
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I thought u were mgtow
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Auwii
I have used it extensively Time moves way faster with it. Less stress. You can sometimes take 240mg dose, for few days even, but eventually that will cause side effects But taking 120 mg multiple times a day works perfect It needs to build up first tho (edited)
ibtisam.midlet 22-Sep-22 12:55 PM
Works day par day?
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Lets say ashwaganda is a 5 at emotional blunting. How would you rate kanna and NAC?
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 12:55 PM
never tried ash. kanna at high dose for a month is 10/10, NAC 7/10 at high dose
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I thought u were mgtow
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 12:55 PM
back then I wasn't
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ibtisam.midlet 22-Sep-22 12:55 PM
Primary moa
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Works day par day?
Wdym
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ibtisam.midlet 22-Sep-22 12:56 PM
I want interested in ash BC I'm tolerances to all proteins it interact with
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Wdym
ibtisam.midlet 22-Sep-22 12:56 PM
Can you take it everyday and get thershould noticeable effect
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back then I wasn't
Is it the best philosophy to view relationships with women so obtusely?
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Is it the best philosophy to view relationships with women so obtusely?
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 12:57 PM
bruh wut
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never tried ash. kanna at high dose for a month is 10/10, NAC 7/10 at high dose
Oh shit
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Im goin god mode soon
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 12:57 PM
u don't know how I view relationships I never spoke to you about this
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No emotions + drive
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veganpermanently
u don't know how I view relationships I never spoke to you about this
You mention youre a mgtow
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And you shared a video featuring screamo yesterday
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You mention youre a mgtow
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 12:58 PM
yeah you can't just assign whatever you know about other monks because I am one
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And you shared a video featuring screamo yesterday
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 12:59 PM
that was a joke
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veganpermanently
yeah you can't just assign whatever you know about other monks because I am one
Ok epictetus
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 12:59 PM
also I prefer monk
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people get wrong ideas
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Can you take it everyday and get thershould noticeable effect
Well, if you take anything everyday eventually that becomes baseline and you don't notice it, not to mention that part of effect is from build up that takes a while to clear. But yeah I think so. I have been taking 120 mg dose for over 6 months, sometimes taking 240 mg
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:01 PM
monk is more accurate, I'm doing so for a higher cause not for myself only and I'm pretty religious about it anyways
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Auwii
Well, if you take anything everyday eventually that becomes baseline and you don't notice it, not to mention that part of effect is from build up that takes a while to clear. But yeah I think so. I have been taking 120 mg dose for over 6 months, sometimes taking 240 mg
ibtisam.midlet 22-Sep-22 01:01 PM
You can't feel it because lost novelty but it still effect your behaviors in insane way Its called novelty learning a type of tolerance a equal to 30% in drugs and 80% in natural reward's
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Hmmm, I see, that's good word to describe it
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You can't feel it because lost novelty but it still effect your behaviors in insane way Its called novelty learning a type of tolerance a equal to 30% in drugs and 80% in natural reward's
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:02 PM
we also call it honeymoon effect
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@Doctor Bonk u were on the psychopath pill way before me werent you
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:03 PM
@Netizenne yo did u try gingko + black seed
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that's like really thin blood
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it drips like water
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So nac would be acute emotional blunting? @veganpermanently
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So nac would be acute emotional blunting? @veganpermanently
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:05 PM
yes
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@Doctor Bonk u were on the psychopath pill way before me werent you
I think many of us are pretty blackpilled on it
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Im hyped
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Fuck therapy i wont even have emotions soon
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Emotions are good for keeping you from losing all your friends And friends are good for telling you cool and interesting things that can give you insights on life
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Friends are something i wont have for much longer lol
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I guess emotions can also lead to losing all your friends too tho .. (edited)
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:09 PM
I thought I'll break all bridges with friends and I'll just be solodolo
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so now this motherfucker keeps hitting me up
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some new guy
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which is kinda cool
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vacant spaces are sensed by people
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gotta keep your life as clean as possible to allow for the most growth
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How will motivation work post kanna?
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Since i wont have much emotions
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Will anything make me ask that girl out or lift weights?
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Since i wont have much emotions
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:11 PM
I just did things because I knew I had to
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gotta keep your life as clean as possible to allow for the most growth
Very true Great death tends to be followed by diversification and regrowth
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I just did things because I knew I had to
Any pleasure drives?
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Psychopaths seem highly motivated and idk if this will be akin to that or its own thing
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Very true Great death tends to be followed by diversification and regrowth
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:12 PM
no this is not deathist feelisophy
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The social defeat arc can be very psychedelic in that death of old ways can lead to rebirth and restructuring (edited)
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Any pleasure drives?
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:13 PM
there was a problem with anhedonia for a long time after but I can't tell if that's from the treatment or life circumstances
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Transitional, liminal spaces between when the old ways have died and the new have yet to take root have funny atmospheres to them
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:13 PM
eventually turned into full blown crippling depression
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then I had a NDE and snapped out of it
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veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:15 PM
I can't tell you bro
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I'm not sure
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I never repeated this process
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but I will eventually
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tho I need a bunch of stuff for it
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so much fucking kanna
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lots of harmala, dmt, psilocin
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I did completely change my outlook after the whole cycle including the depression
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I was dependent on external validation before that, required no validation during the process and over time learned to validate myself
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required no validation could be taken with a grain of salt... I did work and everything for a long time but eventually got burned out
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required no validation could be taken with a grain of salt... I did work and everything for a long time but eventually got burned out
Yea i dont think this shit will induce psychopathy although stress relief
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Stacking a stimulant on top will probably
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Stacking a stimulant on top will probably
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:31 PM
do not stack other serotonergics
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especially cocaine
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Alr ill just use ritalin or addy
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Alr ill just use ritalin or addy
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:36 PM
still keep cypro around
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that will also reverse the ED quickly
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but mostly because of SS
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still keep cypro around
Alr
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@veganpermanently were you more manipulative post kanna?
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@veganpermanently were you more manipulative post kanna?
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:56 PM
yeah
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yeah
So you can say it also killed your emotional empathy
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So you can say it also killed your emotional empathy
veganpermanently 22-Sep-22 01:57 PM
obliterated it
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Impressive
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Do you think that its maladaptive past a certain point to say that is a good thing?
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@Doctor Bonk u were on the psychopath pill way before me werent you
Doctor Bonk 22-Sep-22 03:19 PM
nah I’ve always been monkpilled, but my reward system allows for pleasure from dysphoria which I seek occasionally
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in other words I can be sadistic in some non-clinical ways 💀
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it’s far from anything psychopathic tho
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it’s closer to the comfort of depression or mental illness
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Yo im so damn divided
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Im literally the most divided man on the planet (edited)
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I have like two contradictory traits for every catergory its crazy
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Is your major in stimulants, ephedrine, or meth
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No i wish
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No i wish
Youre probably better well off than most people your age. You owe it to yourself to find the root of your problems. My brother in law was a meth major and got stim psychosis
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I used to self report on a semi frequent basis but what can you see is the next step for you getting a better form of happiness
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Noots arent even focused currently on us developing some form of conscientiousness the discussion is often based on inducing psychopathy.
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I recognize its good to be resilient but theres self actualization that comes after that
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@Pax1l, you have advanced to lvl 10 respect++ emoji_51
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obliterated it
MOA?
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"In the future, everyone wil be famous for 15 minutes" - not Andy Warhol
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"In the future, everyone wil be famous for 15 minutes" - not Andy Warhol
kek Cast is singlehandedly raising the standard of living of the one ashwagandha farmer in some far off land
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MOA?
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 12:00 AM
I would guess extreme serotonergic desensitization, oxytocin release downregulation or else.
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My demoxytocin and pig brains arrived
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mildronate too
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I ate an oxytocin 5 min ago
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I ate an oxytocin 5 min ago
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 12:21 AM
dem is orally available?
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mildronate too
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 12:22 AM
Mildronate is a cardiac and neuroprotective drug that is widely used in some countries. By inhibiting carnitine biosynthesis, mildronate impairs the fatty acids transport into mitochondria, thereby decreasing the β-oxidation intensity. Since 2016, it has been prohibited by the World Anti-Doping Agen …
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dem is orally available?
Ya I let it sit under my tongue dissolved for a while anyways
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I feel like it’s gonna be mild so I’m wondering if I should take a megadose, part of why I’m taking it is to see how subjectively feels
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 12:24 AM
don't take mildro continually
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 12:26 AM
yeah I guess IV infusion would be best
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I wonder if I should snort a pill of demoxy
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 12:27 AM
don't snort pills
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there’s probably fillers
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But if it’s just the once is it really that harmful?
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 12:27 AM
would u snort crushed sand?
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maybe I should dissolve it
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I wonder if I should snort a pill of demoxy
ibtisam.midlet 23-Sep-22 01:44 AM
I snort them no problem
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Between vit b 6 is toxic in overdose
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The margine is not high really
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I would do that with pure Doxylamine
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Between vit b 6 is toxic in overdose
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:47 AM
yeah pyridoxamine
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not P5P
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ibtisam.midlet 23-Sep-22 01:56 AM
I took 3 grams vit b1/6 and get mild social disinhibition
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I think megadosing sulbutiamine will give potent effect it act like a drug works even if you don't have deficiency
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:58 AM
big difference between phosphorylated B6 and not
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I think megadosing sulbutiamine will give potent effect it act like a drug works even if you don't have deficiency
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:59 AM
I think same could be said for any modified water soluble vitamin that's made to be lipophillic
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ibtisam.midlet 23-Sep-22 01:59 AM
demoxytocin with it boom
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:59 AM
ascorbyl palmitate
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ibtisam.midlet 23-Sep-22 02:00 AM
Bey bey asburger
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I think same could be said for any modified water soluble vitamin that's made to be lipophillic
ibtisam.midlet 23-Sep-22 02:01 AM
mmmh yes
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mmmh yes
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:01 AM
we should look for other
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attaching an adamantane group to any very small chemical with poor pharmacokinetics improves it immensely
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ibtisam.midlet 23-Sep-22 02:03 AM
How much it cost to get those stuff
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:04 AM
Pyridoxine Tris- Hexyldecanoate
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example
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tho we would need to phosphorylate it
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consuming this IN would cause parkinson like symptoms quickly and probably irreversibly
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ibtisam.midlet 23-Sep-22 02:05 AM
I would need to learn some chemistry
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Pyridoxine Tris- Hexyldecanoate
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:06 AM
looks too big tho
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"In the future, everyone wil be famous for 15 minutes" - not Andy Warhol
And nobody will drop the bass..
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:56 AM
Just realized my scale was set to oz not g which means I took a triple amount of everything since this happened which is I dunno when. I've been having palpitations, fast heartbeats out of nowhere, heard heartbeat at the back of my neck, presumably because I dosed around 600 mg of Ginkgo daily because when I reduced the dose to 100 mg /actually 300/ it stopped.
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also no wonder my joints don't hurt anymore, I've been taking 6000 mg of MSM daily
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fucken pounded leucine yesterday, 21 g supplemental, 18 g citrulline malate
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roflmao
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@veganpermanently Well at least you're still alive.
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Bruh im crippled
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Ive had brutal anxiety for two days straight im fuckin waiting for my ashwagandha to savd my ass
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Great my mother started opening my packages
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Great my mother started opening my packages
ibtisam.midlet 23-Sep-22 07:31 AM
what happen
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take some of what there when she opening the package
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Im gonna take some ash is the anxiety eleviation acute?
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Ive had anxiety since i got up
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ibtisam.midlet 23-Sep-22 07:34 AM
whats the type of anxiety
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you have
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cortisol study always being accurate matric for efficacy of anxiolytic as cortisol being direct biomarker of it
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you can compare it something like benzo
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whats the type of anxiety
Acute anxiety
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From the nightmares lol
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From the nightmares lol
ibtisam.midlet 23-Sep-22 07:39 AM
dreams?
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dreams?
Yes
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And i got left on read by a girl i like
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Basically it all starting spiraling down
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And now in the aftermath i got bad anxiety
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Wtf
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Its suppose to take weeks
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To kick in
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ibtisam.midlet 23-Sep-22 07:46 AM
This article helps you know what to do when a girl leaves you on read. Hint... it's not send a long series of desperate messages.
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Here’s what not to do when a girl leaves you on read Do NOT go buy an AR-15, hit the mall and go on GTA style killing spree. Do NOT make purple drank and get so pissed you can’t remember your own name. Do NOT sign up for a military deployment in the Middle East
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And definitely do NOT send her a whole bunch of needy, weird, psychotic, overly emotional messages begging, pleading, or shaming her into returning your messages. Because that never works, and I’ll explain why.
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read farther baby
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I didnt dm her again
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I thought it was okay to dm her because i already knew her and she already showed interest in me
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But
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I should have just waited to see her in person again
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ibtisam.midlet 23-Sep-22 07:51 AM
just buy a girl friend that's it
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My nac should come today
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That should eleviate my anxiety
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ibtisam.midlet 23-Sep-22 07:53 AM
you need emotion blunting anti anxiety type
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which ashwagandha works for
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also nmda antagonist like agematine and magnesium pidolate
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nac also
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but i blunt alot of thing other then taht
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you need emotion blunting anti anxiety type
Yea this should help me
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Ive been real fucked up this summer
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From two major events and i guess this one too
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But its a buildup
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ibtisam.midlet 23-Sep-22 07:56 AM
hope you get better ♥
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My neuroticism has gone up substantially and is now my most prominent trait
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ibtisam.midlet 23-Sep-22 07:57 AM
lamotrigin also works
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benzo is not good for this
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lamotrigin also works
The mix i got has 5mg of black pepper seed exreact per capsule
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Is this to make up for the lack of acute effects?
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ibtisam.midlet 23-Sep-22 08:00 AM
it increase bioavailability
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it increase bioavailability
Oh i see
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Ok i just took a dose
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Does it do anything day 1? @ibtisam.midlet
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ibtisam.midlet 23-Sep-22 08:02 AM
substance always works from day one
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if it not
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then you can megadose
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substance always works from day one
How much is a megadose?
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ibtisam.midlet 23-Sep-22 08:02 AM
otherwise will not have veganpramanentyl here
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How much is a megadose?
ibtisam.midlet 23-Sep-22 08:03 AM
what you will megadose first
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what you will megadose first
Ashwagandha
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I dont have nac yet
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ibtisam.midlet 23-Sep-22 08:05 AM
see half life and take a dose every interval of it
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see half life and take a dose every interval of it
I read that it only works long term
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Like weeks of daily dosing
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ibtisam.midlet 23-Sep-22 08:07 AM
Ashwagandha has a half-life of around five to six hours
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Like weeks of daily dosing
ibtisam.midlet 23-Sep-22 08:07 AM
doctor detected
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doctor detected
Every source is saying 2 weeks to a month for anxiety relief
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ibtisam.midlet 23-Sep-22 08:10 AM
darknet is 99% of internet
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darknet is 99% of internet
Yea what about it?
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mildronate too
Based
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All i had to do was not dm her
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And this slippery slope wouldnt have happened
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Then wait until monday to see her again irl
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I ate an oxytocin 5 min ago
ibtisam.midlet 23-Sep-22 08:23 AM
Snorting
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don't take mildro continually
I reckon ethyl pyruvate is safer alternative (edited)
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Snorting
ibtisam.midlet 23-Sep-22 08:24 AM
Its only works by that
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Pyrucet is pretty cool
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Like weeks of daily dosing
that's for the supposed testosterone benefits but the anxiolysis is acute
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that's for the supposed testosterone benefits but the anxiolysis is acute
Sources have been telling me its long term but i already feel less anxious so ill take your word for it
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that's for the supposed testosterone benefits but the anxiolysis is acute
Ask sirsad to let me back into nootopics in 2 weeks since ill be mentally stable (edited)
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Ask sirsad to let me back into nootopics in 2 weeks since ill be mentally stable (edited)
it's not happening for a while but good luck
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Sticker
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Yea im lowkey not anxious much rn
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For biking about longer!
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Its only works by that
Meant demoxytocin
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Why is the brain so different?? It's like it just flipped the switch instead of further favoring glucose oxidation
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A lot of complexity idk about its MOA wrt. carnitine and stuff so maybe it just requires even more buildup for PPAR-A to go down unless it has some kind of inverse relationship with PGC-1α or something
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And maybe the dear rodents were hungry for carbs. They didn't say what the feed was
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Are there studies on how endurance training effects these genes to compare to.?? (edited)
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Why is the brain so different?? It's like it just flipped the switch instead of further favoring glucose oxidation
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??
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I reckon ethyl pyruvate is safer alternative (edited)
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 12:39 PM
Thanks but I don't see the connection
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Why is the brain so different?? It's like it just flipped the switch instead of further favoring glucose oxidation
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 12:39 PM
It's not that the brain is different than the gut, it's that we're a completely different lifeform than the bacteria that live in our gut
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tho' the effects on the heart might not be caused by the dysbiosis
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And maybe the dear rodents were hungry for carbs. They didn't say what the feed was
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 12:42 PM
High fat would be mentioned or at least I hope so. If scientists can get away with not mentioning they feed high fat we can throw all of the fear mongering studies in the trash
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Thanks but I don't see the connection
Potent FAO inhibitor, stimulating PDH, and so on
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Potent FAO inhibitor, stimulating PDH, and so on
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 12:46 PM
do you know the underlying moa
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do you know the underlying moa
Being pyruvate is a place to start
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Lol
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As many forum users know, I have been interested in the Randle Cycle (glucose/fat competition for oxidation) for quite some time. The topic of limiting fatty acid oxidation (FAO) and promoting glucose oxidation is pretty central to the metabolic theory of health. Peat has written many times on...
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It's not that the brain is different than the gut, it's that we're a completely different lifeform than the bacteria that live in our gut
Yeah true I just wanna know why PPAR-A was raised in the brain when it's mildronate; is its whole pharmacology dependent on interactions with the microbiome?
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@veganpermanently ashwagandha hittin good
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:00 PM
thanks. that forum is a gold mine but I avoid it for obvious reasons. should maybe visit it from time to time
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Yeah true I just wanna know why PPAR-A was raised in the brain when it's mildronate; is its whole pharmacology dependent on interactions with the microbiome?
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:01 PM
no it's pharmacology is due to the inhibition of carnitine synthesis
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@veganpermanently ashwagandha hittin good
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:01 PM
hit back
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hit back
Stabilized my mood nicely just took another dose
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Been thinking alot about society ya know
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Wondering if we are in a dystopia
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:04 PM
nah
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this is
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grimes is a prime example of the wall
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she was so beautiful, so approachable in 2015 still
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post wall
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Wondering if we are in a dystopia
Is this the ashwagandha mindset
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:09 PM
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gremlins
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Is this the ashwagandha mindset
No
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U got a celeb crush dont ya
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Sour grapes you just wish you were elon musk bro
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U got a celeb crush dont ya
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:10 PM
I'm in love with yung Grimes
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she doesn't exist tho
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No
Its because i watched black mirror episode 1 season 3 (edited)
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:10 PM
that's why cloning people should be a thing
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Bruh
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:11 PM
dude I even found a girl that looks like her (edited)
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I was practicing typinf (edited)
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dude I even found a girl that looks like her (edited)
Irl?
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Irl?
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:11 PM
yeah
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had a good run with her but she's too evil
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You brokeup?
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You brokeup?
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:12 PM
well I'm not sure who broke up
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tho' she had the last word
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Rough shit. Been mgtow since? (edited)
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:13 PM
yea
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I think there was some wrongdoing I'm unaware of
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:14 PM
what I do know is that she was in a relationship for 5 yrs and kinda started dating me while she was still in the relationship
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:15 PM
gave me chlamydia
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the dude requested an open relationship
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Thats nasty
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:16 PM
she knew I was against all that shit and kept it secret until I fucked her
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Post sex clarity?
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:16 PM
which I really tried to postpone
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which I really tried to postpone
Polyamory is bad news
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Post sex clarity?
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:17 PM
classical monkey branching shit
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Makes me wonder if the promiscuous girl im pursuing is still dating the boy she was eager to cheat on
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:17 PM
made me upset when she told me but decided to keep pursuing bcs I liked her so much
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so I told her she can be exclusive with me or fuck off
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she decided to be exclusive
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... a few weeks later
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puts antibiotics on the table
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:19 PM
I don't think she cheated
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it's also possible I gave her chlamydia
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bcs the ex before her got ovarian cancer a few years later
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Bro who knows
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I would blame her tbh
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:19 PM
it's all nasty shit
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She already wanted an open relationship
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@Cast, you have advanced to lvl 14 respect++ emoji_51
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Red flag af
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I would blame her tbh
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:20 PM
my doc literally told me not to blame her
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She already wanted an open relationship
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:20 PM
no
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the dude she was with wanted an open relationship
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she accepted it tho'
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and decided to pursue me without telling me about it
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that was the red flag
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tho she did break up with the guy before we fucked
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but told me about that shit after we fucked
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which was lousy
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Why did it all end?
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Why did it all end?
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:22 PM
bcs I lost trust
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I have trust issues but it's not a problem until someone does me
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esp if it's related to longevity
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I'm fucking immortalist you can't give me an STD and expect me to trust u
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u know what's special about this video
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1:43
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yung Matt from Yes Theory
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roflmao
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before yes theory was a thing
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he was on a yes theory video 😮
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stuff like this really makes me think if everything was planned in advanced
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illuminati matrix type conspiracy theories start forming in my head
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Its the hivemind dude
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Im starting to believe in manifestation
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:26 PM
grimes might be genius
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Im starting to believe in manifestation
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:27 PM
me too funnily
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like each day I'm in a good mood almost nothing bad ever happens
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like each day I'm in a good mood almost nothing bad ever happens
Very true
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Very true
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:29 PM
correlation doesn't equal causation
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something to consider for all schizotypicals
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Makes me wonder if the promiscuous girl im pursuing is still dating the boy she was eager to cheat on
The idea of dating people who’ve had many partners before you is kinda spook You know they have a tendency for moving on
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but what do I knw
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The idea of dating people who’ve had many partners before you is kinda spook You know they have a tendency for moving on
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:31 PM
yeah but it's no tell
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most of my gfs had one or none partners before me
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most of my gfs had one or none partners before me
My current girlfriend is an ex pornstar
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The idea of dating people who’ve had many partners before you is kinda spook You know they have a tendency for moving on
I still think i have chance with this girl ngl (edited)
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My current girlfriend is an ex pornstar
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:32 PM
Mrs. Fleshlight? (edited)
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Mrs. Fleshlight? (edited)
Nah thats my side chick
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I have hidden social game i just need to boost my confidence
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Ashwagandha is working
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most of my gfs had one or none partners before me
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:33 PM
they all turned sour after me
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that's like a trap song
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But theres a difference between beinf confident at home and in public
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:33 PM
just gotta word it right
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But theres a difference between beinf confident at home and in public
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:34 PM
I have confidence I need to dumb down all the time
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people get scared
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Lol post kanna?
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Lol post kanna?
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:34 PM
after my life of ups and downs I guess
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I had so much stuff happen to me people can't relate
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thanks. that forum is a gold mine but I avoid it for obvious reasons. should maybe visit it from time to time
Wait what obvious reasons
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:35 PM
I just look at everybody as plebs
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Wait what obvious reasons
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:35 PM
it's ray peat's house
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u don't wanna go there
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Maybe I’ll become a Ray peater!!!!
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But theres a difference between beinf confident at home and in public
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:36 PM
confidence comes from experience
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the fact that words can hurt you shows you need it desperately
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I should be gucci now
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Kanna + ash + nac
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Im gonna approach her again if im still just as confident
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Kanna + ash + nac
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:38 PM
that WILL give you ED
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maybe PSSD as well
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have cypro ready
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Oh fuck
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Thats retarded
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Its seems like a really fitting side effect
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Makes u more confident but then makes u impotent lol
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:39 PM
kanna ED is rare
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I know no one that had it except me
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and I did mix other substances
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most notably high dose nettle extract and mushrooms
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Damn bro
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What was ur intent
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For taking these subtances
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:40 PM
self development
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took nettle extract for hairloss
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self development
I see
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Before or after ur last gf?
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Before or after ur last gf?
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:43 PM
that was way before
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had another girl for years in between
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that one spawned in front of my building a few months ago
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after 4 yrs of silence
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Lol spawned bro
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:44 PM
fucking bitch
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I swtg thats accurate
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U believe in manifestation?
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I swtg thats accurate
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:44 PM
yeah she's like a pretty demon
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U believe in manifestation?
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:44 PM
I don't believe anything
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I observe uncover question and prove
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I have no proof for that silly shit
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it's fun to entertain
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but who knows
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just like god
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Wait what obvious reasons
There are many potential reasons but the only obvious one is looking at the front page circa 2022
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:46 PM
motherfucker my religion is unknown
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Im starting to think its real
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:46 PM
if u kill me u might go to heaven you might go to hell
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I think we are a hive mind
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And the law of attraction works through the shared unconscious
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And the law of attraction works through the shared unconscious
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:47 PM
prove it
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It cant be proved
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:47 PM
did u look at the video I sent u
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that pretty hoe
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I was watching some i got distracted
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I was watching some i got distracted
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:48 PM
watch it until the end
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she delivers a method
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didn't try it yet
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took nettle extract for hairloss
Did it help?
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:48 PM
but I will
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Did it help?
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:49 PM
yes it reversed the hairloss completely
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and lasted a long time after as well
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yes it reversed the hairloss completely
damn, i got some was somewhat cautious about using it
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:49 PM
gave me gyno tho
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Im suspicous but ill listeb
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I think her lip fillers are giving her a lisp lol
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i can't seem to figure out if DHT causes hairloss or not
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I think her lip fillers are giving her a lisp lol
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:50 PM
I don't care about her
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her looks, philosophy or any of that
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but the method seems useful
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i can't seem to figure out if DHT causes hairloss or not
As far as I'm aware this is the current canon
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As far as I'm aware this is the current canon
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:51 PM
good diagram. yess
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As far as I'm aware this is the current canon
Perfect
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Fuck it im willing to try it
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There's a lot more though
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Do you have an studies u utilized to make it, you could provide as well?
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Fuck it im willing to try it
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:52 PM
it costs nothing except a few hours of work to make the video
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Namely low WNT10 signaling
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Androgenetic alopecia (AGA) is a common genetic disorder, and a X-chromosomal locus that contains the androgen receptor (AR) and ectodysplasin A2 receptor (EDA2R) genes represents a major susceptibility locus for AGA. In our previous study, we reported that ectodysplasin-A2 (EDA-A2) induces apoptosi …
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Dickkopf literally german for dickhead
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Shes actually spitting facts ngl
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I thought she was just some dumb bimbo lol
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I thought she was just some dumb bimbo lol
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:55 PM
actually some of the smartest women on Earth look like her
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Ectodysplasin A = TNF-19
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I think the androgens are always protective factors but just at great cost aesthetically I guess
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I think the androgens are always protective factors but just at great cost aesthetically I guess
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:57 PM
who needs hair
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we have tinfoil hats
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in 2020 I literally decided to loose all my hair
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by slamming BDNFergics and becoming a noot demon
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Honestly the thing is
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I was fucking manifesting this girl
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I was fucking manifesting this girl
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:59 PM
remove the manifesting
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Likr lowkey thinking about how crazy it would be if she came to my college
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And she did
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Now i need to manifest harder lol
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:59 PM
no you need to remove manifestion
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Baldness is neotenous
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 01:59 PM
and you're left with good sex
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Like all the rest of the traits of an alien
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fr some bald women are good looking
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Neoteny is the ideal path of our evolution
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:00 PM
nefertiti bang bang
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fr some bald women are good looking
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:01 PM
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Alot of this is extremely foreign to me
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As an intp lol
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I like logic alot
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Click to see attachment 🖼️
U know it!
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@JK, you have advanced to lvl 9 respect++ emoji_51
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Neoteny is the ideal path of our evolution
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:01 PM
my bet is that Emi has manifested you into realiti
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I was fucking manifesting this girl
Imo manifesting stuff it’s just programming the values of your unconscious attention directing process (edited)
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Imo manifesting stuff it’s just programming the values of your unconscious attention directing process (edited)
I think its deeper than that
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Imo manifesting stuff it’s just programming the values of your unconscious attention directing process (edited)
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:02 PM
nice way to put it
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I think theres pathways
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Via law of attraction
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nice way to put it
Really!
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We should make a thread for that
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And when u reprogram ur unconscious it will follow certain pathways rhat lead u to other people
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And when u reprogram ur unconscious it will follow certain pathways rhat lead u to other people
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:03 PM
that's what she said
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:04 PM
Wiz Liz the bitch from twitch
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I’ve started to think about engaging my internal unconscious (my brain) the way I do my external unconscious (you guys). If I just talk about what I want enough the unconscious will take interest, latch on, and get to work.
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Metaphyaics
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I’ve started to think about engaging my internal unconscious (my brain) the way I do my external unconscious (you guys). If I just talk about what I want enough the unconscious will take interest, latch on, and get to work.
True
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I’ve started to think about engaging my internal unconscious (my brain) the way I do my external unconscious (you guys). If I just talk about what I want enough the unconscious will take interest, latch on, and get to work.
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:07 PM
there is no u guys
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But i think theres demons
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:07 PM
there is only cosa nostra
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Theres demonic energy too
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They torment me frequently
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And they destroy my good plans
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:08 PM
see people will call you crazy man
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I’ve started to think about engaging my internal unconscious (my brain) the way I do my external unconscious (you guys). If I just talk about what I want enough the unconscious will take interest, latch on, and get to work.
This is how meditate
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:08 PM
u need to adopt a religion asap
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to hide in the masses
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Im on to some deep shit
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Theres demonic energy too
Doctor Bonk 23-Sep-22 02:08 PM
DAK
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Metaphysics i forgot how crazy that shit is (edited)
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I’ve started to think about engaging my internal unconscious (my brain) the way I do my external unconscious (you guys). If I just talk about what I want enough the unconscious will take interest, latch on, and get to work.
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:09 PM
it's not my experience tho
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Ive been tourmented by demons several times
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I’ve started to think about engaging my internal unconscious (my brain) the way I do my external unconscious (you guys). If I just talk about what I want enough the unconscious will take interest, latch on, and get to work.
Doctor Bonk 23-Sep-22 02:09 PM
this is similar to my study technique
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:09 PM
talking about stuff seems to make it less likely to happen
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Doctor Bonk 23-Sep-22 02:10 PM
but i moreso trick the unconscious through false association
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@Doctor Bonk, you have advanced to lvl 2 respect++ emoji_51
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:10 PM
it's likely I was spawned in an extra high difficulty territory tho'
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Lol rip
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talking about stuff seems to make it less likely to happen
It’s like when meditating you can repeat a mantra sometimes and then you leave the brain silence. Make sure to leave silence I guess, too much talking can be bad
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I’ve started to think about engaging my internal unconscious (my brain) the way I do my external unconscious (you guys). If I just talk about what I want enough the unconscious will take interest, latch on, and get to work.
I'm serious, would be cool to research this further. Some forms of tibetan buddhism, do this through personified phenomena etc. (edited)
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Do you believe in meta intelligences @veganpermanently
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Do you believe in meta intelligences @veganpermanently
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:11 PM
I don't wanna meta about it (edited)
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Like formed from the amalgamtion of the unconscious thoughts of us all
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but i moreso trick the unconscious through false association
How so?
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I think they form demons
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And can antagonize us. Especially through dreams
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It’s like when meditating you can repeat a mantra sometimes and then you leave the brain silence. Make sure to leave silence I guess, too much talking can be bad
When meditating on a mantra there has to be a certain power behind it, a hook that echoes even when you release the mind into full relaxation. (edited)
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I think they form demons
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:12 PM
did u ever reach Satan
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How so?
Doctor Bonk 23-Sep-22 02:12 PM
I attribute the emotions/state of mind that lead my conscious thinking to the things I want my consciousness to form around until there's no dissonance and enter the tao
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:12 PM
that mofo
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did u ever reach Satan
Maybe
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He tempts me
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He tempts me
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:13 PM
no those are the lesser demons
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The demon entered my dream 2 days ago
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I attribute the emotions/state of mind that lead my conscious thinking to the things I want my consciousness to form around until there's no dissonance and enter the tao
You are gonna have to eli5 this to me
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Raped and humiliated me
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Worst energy ive ever felt
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:13 PM
ye lesser demon
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Also weirr
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He tempted me with candy
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:14 PM
Satan will provide way worse emotional experience (edited)
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He wanted me to give in to my cope
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:14 PM
but no eventful experience (edited)
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only pure suffering
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I dont think ive had that yet
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I dont fuck with candy anymore ngl this dream fucked me up
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You are gonna have to eli5 this to me
Doctor Bonk 23-Sep-22 02:15 PM
ig i just make myself happy when doing things i don't like until i no longer perceive a barrier between my like/dislikes
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i sometimes do this poorly and end up gaslighting myself
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@veganpermanently i feel like christinity is real
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ig i just make myself happy when doing things i don't like until i no longer perceive a barrier between my like/dislikes
No but the concept makes sense
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i get it
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Via metaphysics
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Like people unconsciously manifesting the bible and its outcome
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No but the concept makes sense
Doctor Bonk 23-Sep-22 02:16 PM
its a divine tier learning technique
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And the rise of so many satanist liberals
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I dont think ive had that yet
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:16 PM
there's a reason why hell is depicted like a fiery place. because fire is formless. but it burning your skin is one of the worst sensations in the world. it's a good metaphor
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@veganpermanently i feel like christinity is real
Gnostic Christianity has cool elements of truth to it too imo
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It's one way of reaching tao yes
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Neoteny is the ideal path of our evolution
Tom Thumb
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there's a reason why hell is depicted like a fiery place. because fire is formless. but it burning your skin is one of the worst sensations in the world. it's a good metaphor
What do you think?
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@veganpermanently i feel like christinity is real
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:17 PM
I'm not Christian I think it can help some people but it's not the truth
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it's a delusion
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I think the hivemind is real bro
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And that many gods can form as a result of ones belief
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I think the hivemind is real bro
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:17 PM
that's what the illuminati wants you to believe
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Big organizations are all sentient
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It's one way of reaching tao yes
Doctor Bonk 23-Sep-22 02:18 PM
my fav way of reaching the tao is to just notice the transience of things until it feels like water moving through my life. its simple but very effective and consistent
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all it takes is a few seconds
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Mcdonalds is fuckin sentient meta consciousness
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Literally all organizations of humans are
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:18 PM
they will strip away freewill from you in one way or the other
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Yes i know
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Mcdonalds is fuckin sentient meta consciousness
Do I even want to know what you mean by this
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Tik tok is getting strong as fuck
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Do I even want to know what you mean by this
Think about this
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Mcdonalds is fuckin sentient meta consciousness
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:19 PM
this I can fw
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Tik tok is getting strong as fuck
Doctor Bonk 23-Sep-22 02:19 PM
bomb the hq
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Imagine we are cells. Skin cells. And a higher entity is a scientist. He uses a microscope and for no particular reason at all he starts poking at a single cell. That cell is you (edited)
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I feel like this analogy explains how it can seem like youre being antagonized by a higher force
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Since you literally kind of are
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Imagine we are cells. Skin cells. And a higher entity is a scientist. He uses a microscope and for no particular reason at all he starts poking at a single cell. That cell is you (edited)
Yeah sometimes I feel like I'm getting poked and hear voices. I am a targeted individual and being gangstalked
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Thats schizo but
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Honestly im 100% starting to believe these metaphysical theories (edited)
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Big organizations are all sentient
Sounds like something Nick Land would say
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Doctor Bonk 23-Sep-22 02:22 PM
believe in yo self Prayge
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my fav way of reaching the tao is to just notice the transience of things until it feels like water moving through my life. its simple but very effective and consistent
Beautiful thought process, i tend to think of the lack of ownership to get me there.
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Collective intelligence my guy
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Even this discord server is slightly a hivemind lol
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I believe in higher levels of self aware systems and panpsychism (edited)
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Doctor Bonk 23-Sep-22 02:23 PM
man u cant call every organizational structure a hivemind
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The more influence the more powerfuk it becomes
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man u cant call every organizational structure a hivemind
Every one that involves humans in groups
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Doctor Bonk 23-Sep-22 02:23 PM
the hive is downstream bigbrain
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Like people unconsciously manifesting the bible and its outcome
This is the entire basis of magick
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Christ was one of the best magicians ever
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Christ could have literally been real
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Like actual God
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Fairy tales provide us models for how to perceive and react to situations.
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Christ could have literally been real
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fake news
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muslims are right
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Doctor Bonk 23-Sep-22 02:24 PM
god shoulda remained mythological
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it was best for society
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Im trying to hack this shit
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Also u know whats even more fucked
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The bigger the hivemind the harder it is to control.
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Fairy tales provide us models for how to perceive and react to situations.
Should little red riding hood have reacted to the smooth talking man in the woods in fear or awe? Tell the tale one way or another for enough generations and you can make the fear of men baked into our culture seem only natural (edited)
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Fairy tales provide us models for how to perceive and react to situations.
Doctor Bonk 23-Sep-22 02:25 PM
This is the basis behind Aesops fables
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China could literally just target me for no reason lol
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Doctor Bonk 23-Sep-22 02:25 PM
I loved reading sour grapes as a kid, rlly stuck in me as an exmaple of dissonance
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:25 PM
Jesus was a messenger
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This is the basis behind Aesops fables
This is the basis of writing
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:26 PM
he never ressurected
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Every religion has their thoth/mercury (edited)
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:26 PM
he didn't die for our sins
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Words are magick
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Should little red riding hood have reacted to the smooth talking man in the woods in fear or awe? Tell the tale one way or another for enough generations and you can make the fear of men baked into our culture seem only natural (edited)
We are plastic, malleable, programmable to many arbitrary ways of perceiving, believing, and behaving
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Probably to a degree far beyond what we recognize honestly
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Far far beyond what we recognize (edited)
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Doctor Bonk 23-Sep-22 02:26 PM
the infinite beauty of a never ending psy op
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Should little red riding hood have reacted to the smooth talking man in the woods in fear or awe? Tell the tale one way or another for enough generations and you can make the fear of men baked into our culture seem only natural (edited)
Psyops lol
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The more K-selected the more malleable
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Psyops create entities lol
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Feminsim was a combination of psysops which led to the hive mind ill call lilth
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The more K-selected the more malleable
Slow life history strategists are defined by their reliance on parental (and in humans case cultural) investment
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Im hella k selected
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Ive never followed the crowd ive always been based
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Ive never followed the crowd ive always been based
My brother that’s the opposite of K-selected traits
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Western ways are degenerating the reproductive abilities of the Asians (the slowest life history strategists) the most. They aren’t instinctual animals, they rely on fables and tradition to guide them and tell them how to behave.
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Psyops create entities lol
The personification of internal or meta phenomena is definitely valuable. Name it to tame it
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The personification of your meta phenomenon into a psychological entity perhaps a alternate persona who can take control of you body at will
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I personify them because they act intelligently
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"finally showed that intranasal oxytocin (vs matching placebo) reduced analytical reasoning, and increased holistic processing, divergent thinking and creative performance." Oxytocin slow life history strategists parental investment molecule. Believing whatever and being hypnotizable is very powerful!!!!!
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The personification of your meta phenomenon into a psychological entity perhaps a alternate persona who can take control of you body at will
Is that what is it considered a Tulpa? (edited)
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Ive never followed the crowd ive always been based
That sounds more r-selected K-selected are social creatures, conformist creatures Like the Japanese (edited)
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Is that what is it considered a Tulpa? (edited)
Getting weird
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Is that what is it considered a Tulpa? (edited)
Tulpas are just DID alters for schizos who don’t want to admit they have alters (edited)
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Is that what is it considered a Tulpa? (edited)
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:32 PM
how is all of this superstitious shi not considered childish (edited)
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Tulpas are just DID alters for schizos who don’t want to admit they have alters (edited)
I was just about to say
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Looking for some K-selected baddies to join my harem cult
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veganpermanently
how is all of this superstitious shi not considered childish (edited)
Oh it is
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That sounds more r-selected K-selected are social creatures, conformist creatures Like the Japanese (edited)
Oh then im r selected as hell
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As written above, there is immense functionality with regards to conceptualizing internal or "meta" stuff
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Tulpas are just DID alters for schizos who don’t want to admit they have alters (edited)
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:33 PM
I don't think it's schizo it's just childish
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"finally showed that intranasal oxytocin (vs matching placebo) reduced analytical reasoning, and increased holistic processing, divergent thinking and creative performance." Oxytocin slow life history strategists parental investment molecule. Believing whatever and being hypnotizable is very powerful!!!!!
All of Andrew Tate’s fans are K-selected
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As written above, there is immense functionality with regards to conceptualizing internal or "meta" stuff
Shits weird
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But the line has to be drawn imo in terms of you are concious about it or not
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All of Andrew Tate’s fans are K-selected
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veganpermanently
how is all of this superstitious shi not considered childish (edited)
I believe the malleability of the human mind goes far, far beyond what people realize That these tulpas and demons could be cptsd-like impressions of traumatic meditation -like carving the shape of an entity into your brain (edited)
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My friend is a bot lol
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judas
All of Andrew Tate’s fans are K-selected
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:33 PM
that's such a paradox tho
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Andrew tate calling people bots when all his followers are bots
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:34 PM
I'm slippy
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I trained my circadian rhythm right
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should prolly start taking moda at the same time each day tho
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I believe the malleability of the human mind goes far, far beyond what people realize That these tulpas and demons could be cptsd-like impressions of traumatic meditation -like carving the shape of an entity into your brain (edited)
This man talking about neurolink?
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I believe the malleability of the human mind goes far, far beyond what people realize That these tulpas and demons could be cptsd-like impressions of traumatic meditation -like carving the shape of an entity into your brain (edited)
Can’t wait for that 2 million digit span
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Oxytocin will help me be more creative, more plastic, more capable of building a tulpa
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Can’t wait for that 2 million digit span
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:36 PM
that's gonna cost ya
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Oxytocin will help me be more creative, more plastic, more capable of building a tulpa
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:36 PM
is that an affirmation
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I had a similar thought i just didnt know it could be implemented like that
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Thats insane i want this
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:36 PM
now this is really turning into a religion
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that's such a paradox tho
Yeah because he’s R-selected preying on Misogynistic normative tropes to garner attention , fame and money from the K-selected
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:37 PM
we need to build structures to make naturally forming hierarchies obsolete
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Tech + the human brain would provide immeasurable increase to intelligence
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Only if i could get an implant now
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:38 PM
bahaism did a good job IIRC
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is that an affirmation
Affirmation of?
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:38 PM
as did all big religions but not the cults
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which is I think the diff between a religion and cult
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cult has one entity at the top
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Jesus only spoke the truth, his most talented disciples transcribed it and made a book of it (edited)
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:39 PM
religion is delegated from an abstract entity
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we need to build structures to make naturally forming hierarchies obsolete
Create a fascist police state for the sole purpose of forcing citizens to take Intranasal oxytocin everyday and then dissolve the state once the deed is finished. Then there is no hierarchy because everyone is too busy vibing. ( this backfires because their K-selected nature makes them fall in love with the centralized hierarchy itself ) (edited)
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cult has one entity at the top
Like a pyramid scheme
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Cults are highly intelligent
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Cults are highly intelligent
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:40 PM
we just proved that with the emoji shit
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just made a meme
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roflmao
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Oh then im r selected as hell
We still need to traumatize you till your even more so, remember????
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just made a meme
Doctor Bonk 23-Sep-22 02:41 PM
yall get the morse code i sent?
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@Doctor Bonk, you have advanced to lvl 3 respect++ emoji_51
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Also like that makes me think hiveminds could be like more or less intelligent depding on the functionality
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yall get the morse code i sent?
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:41 PM
no there was too much interference
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yall get the morse code i sent?
Was that you?
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you are getting swatted in 5
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sorry
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If scientology was as big as mcdonalds then scientology would be way more powerful
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Doctor Bonk 23-Sep-22 02:42 PM
SunglassesFlushed
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should i go hide in a box (edited)
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you are getting swatted in 5
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981262939434659892
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Doctor Bonk 23-Sep-22 02:43 PM
and pretend im stuck in there
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take your clothes off
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wait for them
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Doctor Bonk 23-Sep-22 02:43 PM
bet
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I’m a sigma. I am R-selected while also having K-selected longterm life strategy but it’s because my prefrontal cortex works not because I care about some dumb shit like pairbonding. Smh Silly normies
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take your clothes off
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:43 PM
100% nood with a motorcycle helmet is the way to go
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Im sigma schizo lol
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Shrigma for sure
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The truth
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If scientology was as big as mcdonalds then scientology would be way more powerful
That's tautological. But they aren't big because they aren't
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Is what i seek
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How big they are is predicated on the memetic truth they provide
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Good point
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Not EZ comparing a corporation to a clt
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:46 PM
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The truth
The truth lies at the tipping point where 6.6666666666 converges on 7 -the unreachable ideal, the unending pursuit that may have never existed
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7!!!!!
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I guess i would say not more powerful
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The sound of truth it rings
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They just have a more manipulative personality
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:47 PM
new shrigma gif
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good one
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Mcdonalds to me is like a parent. That just feeds people.
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But the dark side is gluttony
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Mcdonalds to me is like a parent. That just feeds people.
Mitochondria to the cell is like a parent and the other organelles are beta
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And encouragement of unhealthy comfort
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:48 PM
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Its instilled through psyops as kids (edited)
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And encouragement of unhealthy comfort
Warhol
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Lets be honest
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Mcdonalds is mid and designed to appeal to the largest crowd possible
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Sounds contradictory but
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The happy meal psyop
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Instilled in our minds
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Make me think it represents a parental provider in many minds
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Classic
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Algorithms be like
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Algorithms be like
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:52 PM
retarded
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Doctor Bonk 23-Sep-22 02:52 PM
we r all data cattle
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Trollnt
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we r all data cattle
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:52 PM
not for long
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We are sheep
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not for long
Doctor Bonk 23-Sep-22 02:52 PM
EVil
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Need 220 Iq to escape the matrix
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Doctor Bonk 23-Sep-22 02:53 PM
time to go do my 'self' programmed behaviors BusinessPepe
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Fuck the psyops and the entities im going recluse
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time to go do my 'self' programmed behaviors BusinessPepe
Gl my lil wage slave
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Ngl this convo is getting too meta
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Need 220 Iq to escape the matrix
Need govt money and friends to share a house with to (edited)
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I wanna escape this matrix
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Need govt money and friends to share a house with to (edited)
Lul
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I wanna escape this matrix
U will
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with your enthusiasm
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it's just a matter of time lol
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I should manifest being the first man to get chipped and use my cybernetic IQ to escape the matrix (edited)
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with your enthusiasm
Hell yea
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Doctor Bonk 23-Sep-22 02:56 PM
there was never a matrix
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Ive been neural annealing so fuckin hard
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Doctor Bonk 23-Sep-22 02:56 PM
they tricked us into a diametry again
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Trollnt
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Need govt money and friends to share a house with to (edited)
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:56 PM
u don't need money but my house is too small sorry
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Illuminati
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u don't need money but my house is too small sorry
And in Europe!!! So far away!!
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They are meta asf
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They made up the illuminati meme
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To make it seem like a joke
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And in Europe!!! So far away!!
Doctor Bonk 23-Sep-22 02:57 PM
ahhemm
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So they could make it fall out of relevancy and go undercover
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Doctor Bonk 23-Sep-22 02:58 PM
Hugzy
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And in Europe!!! So far away!!
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 02:58 PM
big caves are creepy
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I have that condition u know
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I get dizzy in big indoor spaces
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Im definetly gonna get gangstalked soon if i keep talking about this shit lol
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I have that condition u know
U seem the ghost cave vid? (edited)
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I get dizzy in big indoor spaces
Only cozy lil hobbit holes bless Prayge
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This cave is fucked
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Only cozy lil hobbit holes bless Prayge
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 03:00 PM
myess
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+1 if they move
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+1 if they move
Magic moving hobbit holes? Waow (edited)
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 03:01 PM
+5 if they're lined with thick iron tho
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can't make up my mind
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I'll have both eventually prolly
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but need to choose one for now
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Wonder what made that chain swing (edited)
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Wonder what made that chain swing (edited)
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 03:03 PM
ur mom
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@Cast they mcdonald's arch is breasts
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m-m-m-mama/mcdonalds
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How bad would it be to consume moldy nasal spray?
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I’m prepping my cere nasal spray rn
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I just rinsed the bottle with isopropyl
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I’ll give it a sec to dry then put the cere in
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How bad would it be to consume moldy nasal spray?
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 03:18 PM
bad
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In the 1960s, a marketing design consultant insisted that the arches stood for “mother McDonald’s breasts.”
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 03:18 PM
pig brains tho
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Pig brains are full of protein right? Probably good substrate for mold you think? (edited)
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reminds me of sirsa
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What do we have here
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Boobmantine Holyshig
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What do we have here
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 03:19 PM
was just thinking today
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The adamantane group looks like a 🧢 and it has "bro" in the name
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It is a fraternity
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 03:20 PM
how fucking redundant it is to add a phenyl group to the adamantane moiety
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it's almost like the designer wanted it to be dopaminergic
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Boobmantine Holyshig
Cyproheptadine structure (DO NOT RESEARCH)
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 03:21 PM
but it was another age
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but it was another age
peak russian science
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Uterus molecule (edited)
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Btw guys my nasal spray method sounds good right?
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Uterus molecule (edited)
I always thought it was a COCK - your anima is too powerful
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 03:22 PM
pervschizos
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So is 5-ht2a and 5-ht1a antagonism phallic or yonic
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yonic drive-in
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So is 5-ht2a and 5-ht1a antagonism phallic or yonic
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 03:25 PM
find a dual 5HT2a agonist 5ht1a antagonist I give u all of my treasure chests
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ultrapsychedelic
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metapsychedelic
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find a dual 5HT2a agonist 5ht1a antagonist I give u all of my treasure chests
That's not a thing!?
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veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 03:26 PM
psychedelic on steroids
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That's not a thing!?
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 03:26 PM
theoretically it could be made
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but hard to make it small enough to have good pharmacokinetics
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Well I just put pig brain up my nose
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Anyone else?
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Do phytoneurotrophins exist?
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Do phytoneurotrophins exist?
veganpermanently 23-Sep-22 03:36 PM
no better
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small molecules
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big brains
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she was so beautiful, so approachable in 2015 still
I don't see it.
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The idea of dating people who’ve had many partners before you is kinda spook You know they have a tendency for moving on
We as humans are constantly changing. If for no obvious other reason the relationship ended due to the people growing into different directions. You can see this all the time.
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I’ve started to think about engaging my internal unconscious (my brain) the way I do my external unconscious (you guys). If I just talk about what I want enough the unconscious will take interest, latch on, and get to work.
''The law of attraction'' is just people doing R F V but not knowing how it works. 🧠 (edited)
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Adrenaline is considered crucial in triggering a 'fight or flight' response, but new research shows the response can't get started without a hormone made in bone.
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posted my stack in #stacks if anyone wants to give some feedback
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Made this around grade 12
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Summer nights
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@veganpermanently what do you think about combining Cerebrolysin with pregnenolone
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The ol spooky BDNF + gabaergic combo 💀
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@veganpermanently what do you think about combining Cerebrolysin with pregnenolone
veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 12:27 AM
crit dmg
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Potential
I don't see it.
veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 12:28 AM
she was meant for ME
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Nature Nanotechnology - Carbon nanotubes can enhance the excitability of neurons by forming tight contacts with the cell membranes to favour electrical shortcuts between the distal and proximal...
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Carbon nanotubes are attractive candidates for the development of scaffolds able to support neuronal growth and differentiation thanks to their abilit…
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Carbon nanotubes can be synthesized and coadministered with peptides to provide a superconducting scaffold to support neuronal function and outgrowth
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Artificial myelin
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Carbon nanotubes can be synthesized and coadministered with peptides to provide a superconducting scaffold to support neuronal function and outgrowth
veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 01:11 AM
rather snort OPSCs
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In this work, we have prepared diphenylalanine β- and γ-peptides and conjugated them to carbon nanotubes (CNTs). These hybrids were able to self-assemble into fibrillar dendritic structures enabling the growth of primary hippocampal cells and the modulation of their neuronal functions
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Im going to add superconducting wires, and artificial extracellular matrix to my brain
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veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 01:12 AM
that's crazee
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Have you ever heard of neural knitting
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veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 01:13 AM
no
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There are self assembling peptides that form structures to support neuronal outgrowth
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veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 01:14 AM
makes sense
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These actually form fibrils sheets or tubes that can support the incorporation of peptides
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This functions as an extracellular matrix and peptides such as rada 16 or di-dihenylalanine form these structures
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And this can incorporate carbon nanotubes, laminin peptides, bdnf motifs, spider fibroin motifs and this csn make an artificial extracellular matrix that can incorporate stemcells
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And be implanted into the brain
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veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 01:17 AM
OP
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With the right ammount of money
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Soon I will be the most enhanced person alive
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Soon I will be the most enhanced person alive
veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 01:23 AM
roll the dice but know the price
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veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 01:26 AM
@Pax1l I think you need a maecena
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veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 01:27 AM
or a separate and unrelated legal business that can be scaled which will feed your biohacking efforts with cash and the biohacking will feed it with the smarts
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hard to find a maecena nowadays, everyone wants some direct benefit as in profit or a stake in the business
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If they want a better brain they will need me
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veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 01:28 AM
sadly the age of enlightenment is over
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Now we are in the age of dispair
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People are constantly caught in the idea of iq and cognitive enhancement
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veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 01:30 AM
not yet
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in a few def
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People are willing to kill themselves because they are not smart
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Look on 4chan and its everywhere
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People are willing to kill themselves because they are not smart
veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 01:30 AM
nah they kill themselves because they're not rich
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I know so much rich people that are dumb & proud
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They want to be rich
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What if i told you this wouldnt be difficult to make
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veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 01:32 AM
the thing about rich people and smart people alike, they're miserable people unless they have a purpose they're filling
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I want to be a biological android
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veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 01:33 AM
I don't think biohacking goals can be considered a life purpose
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they're a means if anything
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they're a means if anything
No it means everything at the end of a string of your thoughts
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People are willing to kill themselves because they are not smart
People die for a lack of purpose. The unconscious has a thousand ways of snuffing out a meaningless existence with surprising swiftness. Carl Jung An ant infected by the cordyceps mushroom will climb to a high place meaninglessly to die, in order that in it's death the mushroom may propagate it's spores with the widest range optimally. The evolutionary drives of the species tramples mercilessly the individual who does not serve their purpose to the greater whole, for it is interest merely in longevity of the species. Resulting suicide ect. Then that desire for death may be seen from another perspective: it is a signal that the current way of things is not working at all, it is a desire for rebirth.
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Also; I'M BACK BITCHES
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ibtisam.midlet 24-Sep-22 02:08 AM
i love dope
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wanting is everything
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plot twist: they all megadose MIF1
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Also; I'M BACK BITCHES
veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 02:09 AM
motherfucker pls
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motherfucker pls
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veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 02:20 AM
that's just the pronoun I prefer to receive and give
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if u want me to title you with bitch okay I respect that
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just saying
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You will refer to me as one whose bitch you are, just saying
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You will refer to me as one whose bitch you are, just saying
veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 02:32 AM
nah u get blocked for that behavior
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I was nothing but curteous you deserve something else but I'm not getting down to your dick sucking level
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nah u get blocked for that behavior
I choose to have faith you are jesting in return. Otherwise lol wtf
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I was nothing but curteous you deserve something else but I'm not getting down to your dick sucking level
He has me
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Nanotechnology is often associated with materials fabrication, microelectronics, and microfluidics. Until now, the use of nanotechnology and molecular self assembly in biomedicine to repair injured brain structures has not been explored. To achieve axonal regeneration after injury in the CNS, severa …
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ibtisam.midlet 24-Sep-22 04:22 AM
10.1098/rstb.2021.0050 "results" force papers results section, to get what you can't in sci-hub
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* induced lung regeneration AT2 cell Pulmonary alveolar force article that say a subs has induced what you want
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ibtisam.midlet 24-Sep-22 05:16 AM
@veganpermanently
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See what I found in decent silly channel
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veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 06:28 AM
everything is about perception
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it's not that nothing bad happens when you're in a good mood but you don't notice it because you are deficient in negative affect. also predatorial and parasitic minds prey on people that seem vulnerable enough. it is easy to ward them off just by holding your ground but it becomes overwhelming over time to constantly do this. My approach is to limit the amount of interactions esp with people that are like this but also in the public. Off grid monking all the way
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if u need to use public space it's useful to look important, walk firmly, keep your suit clean, keep muscle tissue, etc.
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@ibtisam.midlet don't drink if you don't know your ALDH status. all the asian here too but it can happen in other races too
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that rejection kinda woke me up ngl
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even tho it was like the softest rejection
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even tho it was like the softest rejection
veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 07:43 AM
ignore?
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that's the hardest rejection
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I had a bad dream today too
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shit was getting nook'd the sky was beautiful tho
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that's the hardest rejection
u sure
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shit was getting nook'd the sky was beautiful tho
Dude my dreams are so fucked
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I havent mentally recovered from my trip to asia
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I literally dream about it every fucking week
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I just dream about being in the airport with my friends and navigating
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u sure
veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 07:46 AM
yeah
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if they insult you it's their problem
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if they do anything else it's clearly less harsh
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I feel like im not mad I got rejected
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Because she gave me a chance
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veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 07:47 AM
but if they ignore that shi hurts
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and I was too much of a loser to act on it
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but I feel like I can un loser myself
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but if they ignore that shi hurts
I ignored her lol
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so I equally deserved it but
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I doubt shell give me another chance
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veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 07:48 AM
isn't that what I told u will happen
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roflmao
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idk lol
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veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 07:49 AM
see that's a prob
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my dude
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talk about pharmacology
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oh yea that reminds me
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I stil have one fucking package
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should have came in yesterday
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I got NAC now @veganpermanently
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what will two capsules do for me
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im also on 6000m of ashwagandha
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two caps is 1200mg of nac
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veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 07:54 AM
@Netizenne I haave a new term for immortalists
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eternalites
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and for deathists
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finilites
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eternalites
That could get caught up in those who subscribe to eternalism tho
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That could get caught up in those who subscribe to eternalism tho
veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 08:11 AM
what's that
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what's that
General relativity + multiverse = all timelines already exist and already have existed
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veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 08:12 AM
that's some eckhart tolle shit
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that's goofy
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all of these superstitions try to build over reality to escape it's scarcity
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it's a passive cope, all of it
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the lyrics are wayy too relatable (edited)
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"Bad Habit is a song about the missed opportunity to be with a girl we really liked. The girl liked him, he wanted her, but for some reasons he didn’t try hard enough. In the song Steve Lacy admits that he wished he knew she liked him, and he asks himself if it’s too late to try. "
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I dont think its too late
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"Bad Habit is a song about the missed opportunity to be with a girl we really liked. The girl liked him, he wanted her, but for some reasons he didn’t try hard enough. In the song Steve Lacy admits that he wished he knew she liked him, and he asks himself if it’s too late to try. "
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@Cast write them down
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@Cast write them down
What down?
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dreams
Ive been writing them down sometimes
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This is like the 4th dream ive had about vacation
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That place is in my head
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shift the placement
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write them down!
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shift the placement
Wdym?
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U think if i write it down ill stop dreaming about it?
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i know
I mean i already have but ill try
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The plot is usually me and my friends going to some fucked up asain country like china and being a dystopia
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Ive been writing them down sometimes
Dream are messages from the deep.
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Yeaaa...
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eternalites
Lol a fine term
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Language can be fun to mess with
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I get alotta satisfaction for coming up with some new name when I do
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Last night I dreamt I had many more dogs than I do irl, and that they were all part angels with wings and everything. And we were driving through Italy after taking them to play hockey somewhere when the smaller ones flew out the window and were playing in the valley below (we were driving through the alps and their foothills northward) (edited)
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The smaller ones were more like salamander fairy dragons than angels. Very much still dogs tho
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They were super mischievous the small ones
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Whereas the big one was an old tired noble soul who just won all the awards at hockey then spent his time restringing and being well behaved
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veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 01:53 PM
2000 mg Mg from food today
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Magnesium doesn’t do anything for me unless it’s magtein
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Magnesium doesn’t do anything for me unless it’s magtein
veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 01:55 PM
food does
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ibtisam.midlet 24-Sep-22 01:55 PM
I don't feel less then 25grams
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In my dream I remeber how free the dogs were flying out the car window, gliding over the highway cliff through the valley far below They weren’t supposed to but I let them get away with it cause I couldn’t help encourage the playfulness of them. Then we drove back and forth down that stretch of the highway looking for them, waiting for them to fly back in
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In my dream I remeber how free the dogs were flying out the car window, gliding over the highway cliff through the valley far below They weren’t supposed to but I let them get away with it cause I couldn’t help encourage the playfulness of them. Then we drove back and forth down that stretch of the highway looking for them, waiting for them to fly back in
ibtisam.midlet 24-Sep-22 02:05 PM
I would like to get some cuteness in a dream
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I don’t remember my dreams a lot
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It’s cause I slept in or cause I had cere for the first time yesterday I think!!
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ibtisam.midlet 24-Sep-22 02:06 PM
Most of mine are enargyzic with travaling and stuff
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I had another dream last night that’s a bit harder to explain
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ibtisam.midlet 24-Sep-22 02:09 PM
One time I took dxm dose and used internet for 2 hours then slept
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dxm kicked in the dream
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I was playing with waves of colors
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I had another dream last night that’s a bit harder to explain
The setting was post apocalyptic, a deserted city. I’d arrived at some cluttered shops basement through a tunnel. Seemed European, or like a shop of antiques -very disorganized as though the owner were a serious horder. It was all dimly lit by oil lamps or something casting shadows through the piles of junk. The messiness of the clutter had a sort of coziness to it -like the way a mouse living in a house made of nick knacks below the floorboards of a house in a Disney movie does. Someone I’d known was murdered or gone missing there, and there was a strong sense of deja vu. Above the shop outside was a walled commune, a few blocks of the abandoned city made into a fort or refuge. (edited)
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It was the liquified pig brains I bet (edited)
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The setting was post apocalyptic, a deserted city. I’d arrived at some cluttered shops basement through a tunnel. Seemed European, or like a shop of antiques -very disorganized as though the owner were a serious horder. It was all dimly lit by oil lamps or something casting shadows through the piles of junk. The messiness of the clutter had a sort of coziness to it -like the way a mouse living in a house made of nick knacks below the floorboards of a house in a Disney movie does. Someone I’d known was murdered or gone missing there, and there was a strong sense of deja vu. Above the shop outside was a walled commune, a few blocks of the abandoned city made into a fort or refuge. (edited)
ibtisam.midlet 24-Sep-22 02:27 PM
was it swithzerland
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was it swithzerland
Couldn’t tell It was night, and I was mostly in the shop
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Couldn’t tell It was night, and I was mostly in the shop
ibtisam.midlet 24-Sep-22 02:31 PM
next time I'll go with you
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IGFBP-3 is the most prevalent in adult serum with a concentration of around 100 nM/L, while all of the other IGFBPs are present at concentrations of less than 20 nM/L (25, 28). About 75–80% of serum IGFs were found in a ternary complex of about 150 kDa consisting of an IGF, IGFBP-3 (or less often IGFBP-5) and a glycoprotein called acid labile subunit (ALS). The remaining 20–25% of IGFs were complexed with one of the other IGFBPs (25, 28). Unbound IGFs have a half-life of less than 10 min (29). Binding to an IGFBP increases IGF half-life in the circulation to around 25 min, but the binary complexes are able to rapidly leave the circulation (29). Most of the circulating IGFs are present in the IGF-IGFBP3/5-ALS ternary complex (30, 31). The addition of ALS increases the molecular size of the complex and this has the effect of preventing the bound IGF from leaving the capillaries thereby confining it within the circulation (32). The ternary complex thereby greatly prolongs the half-life of bound IGFs to about 16 h or more, forming a long-lasting reservoir of IGFs in the circulation (28). Deletion of the ALS gene in mice results in a 60% reduction in circulating IGFs and a 15–20% reduction in postnatal growth (33).
https://www.frontiersin.org/articles/10.3389/fendo.2018.00117/full
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Insulin-like Growth Factors (IGFs) are key growth-promoting peptides that act as both endocrine hormones and autocrine/paracrine growth factors. In the bloodstream and in local tissues, most IGF molecules are bound by one of the members of the IGF binding protein (IGFBP) family, of which 6 distinct types exist. These proteins bind to IGF with an...
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Lowkey developing hyper vigilance from my anxiety which is slightly raising my IQ (edited)
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Lowkey developing hyper vigilance from my anxiety which is slightly raising my IQ (edited)
Mnemonic Entity 24-Sep-22 03:36 PM
The key is to keep your stress hormone levels balanced along with increase of cholinergic tone to be able to increase digit-span/etc without anxiety Top-down cognitive scaffolding of coping mechanisms is also essential for preventing new synapses formed during the use of neurotropics from just contributing to anxious emotional phenotypes.
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You gotta exercise, meditate, etc etc
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I meditate 3x/day, just a simple do-nothing for 10-15 min
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Although I catalyze with a Wim Hof breathing session to start the meditation
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It's quite ironic that one of the most important cognitive skills is being able to stop cognition
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@veganpermanently mr vesicle man!!!!!!
It has previously been shown that the production of C1P from sphingomyelin, by the joint action of sphingomyelinase and ceramide kinase, promotes Ca2+-dependent liposomal fusion, which enhances the vesicle fusion. Interestingly, C1P levels increase during phagocytosis, indicating that C1P may promote fusion between phagosomes and lysosomes [50], and in turn signifying that C1P regulates autophagosome-to-lysosome fusion as well. Given the role of CPTP in controlling intracellular C1P levels [41], CPTP may also control such fusion events. Moreover, a recent study suggests a role for sphingosine kinase 1 (SPHK1) and its product, S1P, in the endo-and exocytotic membrane trafficking pathways [51], which are tightly linked to the autophagic pathway [52, 53].
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4376959/
Maintenance of cellular homeostasis requires tight and coordinated control of numerous metabolic pathways, which are governed by interconnected networks of signaling pathways and energy-sensing regulators. Autophagy, a lysosomal degradation pathway by ...
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Sphingolipids are components of the cell membrane that help change it’s viscosity in order to make moving proteins and stuff embedded in it easier to move around across it. (Look up lipid rafts for more info) (edited)
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Spingomyelin is elevated in ashkenazi
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Ceramide is reduced and also seems to do bad stuff like cell death (edited)
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As an essential component of cell membranes it seems to have taken up a pleiotropic role signalling that there’s enough building material for dendritic growth (something sphingomyelinase inhibitors cause).
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@Netizenne I haave a new term for immortalists
The infinitely ascending mountain and the tree of paths to the peak niche atop
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The truth of the peak converging but never capping, the realm of paths refined
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The key is to keep your stress hormone levels balanced along with increase of cholinergic tone to be able to increase digit-span/etc without anxiety Top-down cognitive scaffolding of coping mechanisms is also essential for preventing new synapses formed during the use of neurotropics from just contributing to anxious emotional phenotypes.
This is especially insightful.
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Trading trails to truth, the minds the map and the model
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refine refine reframe the mind
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Nothing is perfect, nothing is godly Everything leads to nothing and nothing leads to everything
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The infinite primary perpetually out of reach, the secondary stepping stones alleviate the beneath Taking goals of application show the short sighted, the paths nearby alighted
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im also on 6000m of ashwagandha
𝔘𝔵𝔨ü𝔩𝔩 24-Sep-22 09:04 PM
The anhedonia induction stack 💀
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The anhedonia induction stack 💀
veganpermanently 24-Sep-22 10:33 PM
it's kinda true
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esp with kanna and NAC
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Bruh i literally wake up with anxiety
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Gotta sleep again
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Jukesta you can’t let people dissuade your interest in things, a fascination with working memory or psychopathy might one day develop to a much deeper understanding even if others don’t see it (edited)
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Stay golden!!!!!
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Im done obsessing with shit like that until i touvh grass
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esp with kanna and NAC
machineyadav 25-Sep-22 02:06 AM
Kanna + ashwagandha would be serotonin blast (edited)
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Long term usage will downregulate ig
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I wonder if kanna goes well with psychedelics or if it causes SS
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I wonder if kanna goes well with psychedelics or if it causes SS
veganpermanently 25-Sep-22 02:08 AM
I used megadoses with psilocin not implying it's safe, SS is rare but when it does happen it's life threatening or at least debilitating
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machineyadav 25-Sep-22 02:08 AM
I am on codeine today
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veganpermanently 25-Sep-22 02:08 AM
the trip was fine ah tho
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machineyadav 25-Sep-22 02:09 AM
One needs to keep cryproheptadine when using serotonergics
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I got interested in lithium
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veganpermanently 25-Sep-22 02:09 AM
ye I agree
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fck lith
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machineyadav 25-Sep-22 02:09 AM
Apparently chronic lithium use causes 10x intense psychedelics trip
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veganpermanently 25-Sep-22 02:09 AM
battery pacifier
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machineyadav 25-Sep-22 02:09 AM
200mcg LSD feels 2000mcg
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One can use lsd microdose+ lithium microdose
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10ug + 1 mg elemental lithium
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Apparently chronic lithium use causes 10x intense psychedelics trip
veganpermanently 25-Sep-22 02:10 AM
that would suggest a vulnerable brain state
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low inhibitory/excitatory ratio
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One can use lsd microdose+ lithium microdose
veganpermanently 25-Sep-22 02:10 AM
that I'd fw
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that would suggest a vulnerable brain state
machineyadav 25-Sep-22 02:11 AM
Lithium is like that
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Very cool
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And dangerous
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veganpermanently 25-Sep-22 02:11 AM
300 mcg should be fine
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I'd use it daily
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veganpermanently 25-Sep-22 02:12 AM
prolly I will
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machineyadav 25-Sep-22 02:12 AM
Very interesting post
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*It is the dose that makes the poison.” -Paracelsus
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*It is the dose that makes the poison.” -Paracelsus
veganpermanently 25-Sep-22 02:13 AM
I wondered many times in my life what would happen if I microdose all of the poisons
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like strichnine
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machineyadav 25-Sep-22 02:14 AM
Microsdosing strychhnine is very hard
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veganpermanently 25-Sep-22 02:14 AM
various venoms like bee, snake, frog, toad (edited)
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machineyadav 25-Sep-22 02:14 AM
I looked into it once
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Riskier than datura
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Strychhnine has one moiety which is pharmacologically good
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Letme search the image
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Dunno what that does but this is from paper of alkaloids that are anti fibrotic
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There's no antidote for strychhnine yet
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Dunno what that does but this is from paper of alkaloids that are anti fibrotic
veganpermanently 25-Sep-22 02:20 AM
lel indole moeity wut
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machineyadav 25-Sep-22 02:21 AM
Oh indole
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I am on codeine today
veganpermanently 25-Sep-22 02:21 AM
why did u relapse and not justify your behavior
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why did u relapse and not justify your behavior
machineyadav 25-Sep-22 02:21 AM
It's hard
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It's hard
veganpermanently 25-Sep-22 02:21 AM
what's not hard bro
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machineyadav 25-Sep-22 02:21 AM
I was only using tobacco
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Then i found one tablet of codeine
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Then took it
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veganpermanently 25-Sep-22 02:22 AM
don't continue at least
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should have burned it tho
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machineyadav 25-Sep-22 02:22 AM
It's last tablet
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I did 30 days of dxm to strengthen Dopamine system
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Yet i am weak now
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Chronic NMDA antagonist induces D2 synthesis and increases dopamine sensitivity
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But it didn't last long
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Looked up memantine as it has D2 agonist property
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But it's weak
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Looked up memantine as it has D2 agonist property
veganpermanently 25-Sep-22 02:26 AM
it appears to have permanently obliterated cravings for Cannabis
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I didn't smoke for months
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and it's not like I'm trying either
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machineyadav 25-Sep-22 02:27 AM
I don't have issues with cannabis, cananbis is sometimes dysphoric for me
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I am going to use cannabis soon for sleep
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Until I collect money for better alternatives
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I am going to use cannabis soon for sleep
veganpermanently 25-Sep-22 02:28 AM
that's just dumb
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it's like using alcohol for sleep
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it doesn't produce sleep
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the architecture is all whacky
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it's like using alcohol for sleep
machineyadav 25-Sep-22 02:29 AM
Alcohol is fucked up, at least cannabis increases deep sleep
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Even though it decreases rem?
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Alcohol is fucked up, at least cannabis increases deep sleep
veganpermanently 25-Sep-22 02:29 AM
so does alc
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Even though it decreases rem?
veganpermanently 25-Sep-22 02:29 AM
SEVERELY
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the worst nights were when I smoked a bunch before sleep
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machineyadav 25-Sep-22 02:29 AM
I saw paper showing lowered Adenosine from alcohol making more hard to sleep (edited)
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So alcohol isn't that good
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veganpermanently 25-Sep-22 02:30 AM
so little stuff is good for sleep
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melatoninergics
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antiorexinergics
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cholinergics in terms of REM
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and indirect agents like berberine
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zinc
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vitamin c
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hence my sleep stack
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machineyadav 25-Sep-22 02:32 AM
I ate lot of bacopa but it doesn't help sleep that much
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Weird stuff
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I saw paper showing lowered Adenosine from alcohol making more hard to sleep (edited)
machineyadav 25-Sep-22 02:35 AM
It seems chronic alcohol does that
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@ibtisam.midlet do you know of any accessible D4 receptor agonists ?
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@ibtisam.midlet do you know of any accessible D4 receptor agonists ?
ibtisam.midlet 25-Sep-22 08:36 AM
until I complete substance selectivity calculator +_+
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Alcohol is fucked up, at least cannabis increases deep sleep
??????????????? Still rapes overall sleep quality
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hence my sleep stack
A2a agonists Shrekpardon
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??????????????? Still rapes overall sleep quality
machineyadav 25-Sep-22 09:10 AM
Decreases time to fall asleep despite decreasing REM but limited by tolerance
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Why won't you just take melatonin/agomelatine and drink chamomile like normal people
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machineyadav 25-Sep-22 09:10 AM
Cause cheap, saving money rn
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Investing all of it
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15 cents for a edible (edited)
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How is weed cheaper for you than melatonin and chamomile
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machineyadav 25-Sep-22 09:11 AM
1 edible = 1 night sleep (edited)
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Until I collect money for better alternatives
machineyadav 25-Sep-22 09:11 AM
I will soon
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Surely you can find a raw melatonin powder source in Nepal it's like 1 cent a dose and will actually improve your sleep
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Surely you can find a raw melatonin powder source in Nepal it's like 1 cent a dose and will actually improve your sleep
machineyadav 25-Sep-22 09:12 AM
Maybe I can find it in India, but I need to cross border
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Chamomile should be really fucking cheap too
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machineyadav 25-Sep-22 09:12 AM
If it's available, I will give it a try
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I got interested in lithium
𝔘𝔵𝔨ü𝔩𝔩 25-Sep-22 09:52 AM
Li Orotate microdoses are pretty good, just picked some up from iHerb during their sale this weekend.
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@𝔘𝔵𝔨ü𝔩𝔩, you have advanced to lvl 3 respect++ emoji_51
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@TreeSlayer Have you received NANA from Vitamondo yet?
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@TreeSlayer Have you received NANA from Vitamondo yet?
Should be here next week, I'm in Arkansas and its in LA rn. So only a few more days
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Wtf happened to vegan
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Wdym
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He just said this server was blue pilled and left
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I know I'm going to be trialing it soon. (edited)
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Btw u know anything about tak in nootopics?
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Is the general consensus that it is a bust or success?
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Success
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It's a modern Piracetam
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But
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I have yet to try it
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Have others reported increases in IQ other than sirsadalot
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When I do, I can tell you my personal experience.
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Have others reported increases in IQ other than sirsadalot
Yes.
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By what margin?
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He just said this server was blue pilled and left
He can do whatever he wants.
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By what margin?
5-7 points on average.
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Just wanted to know if there was some kind of argument or something
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He just said this server was blue pilled and left
Where’d they say that? wait what noo (edited)
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They’d just said this place was the cream of the crop just yesterday (edited)
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@Netizenne Stop caring about others opinion.
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He can do whatever he wants.
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@Netizenne Stop caring about others opinion.
They have good insights and conversation tho
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He sent me like a 2 page long essay on MGTOW using an analogy about coco cola marketing. And then he blocked me after i didnt follow his advice on becoming mgtw lol (edited)
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They have good insights and conversation tho
He will come back most likely anyway. Not the first time he left.
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He has issues underlying pain
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We have to be more blackpilled Peeponotes
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Based on his obsession with grimes
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Based on his obsession with grimes
😂
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I dont think he recovered fully from his last relationships
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People come, people go. Reality of life.
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He was telling me its not worth it and he put up with bullshit for years
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I respect his pov but
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Im still gonna try (edited)
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You should. I found a worthy catch after one failure and she came to me.
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You should. I found a worthy catch after one failure and she came to me.
Congrats
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@Cast, you have advanced to lvl 15 respect++ emoji_51
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Im still trying i havent had good lucl
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Ive got a tendency to push girls away from me if they come at me first
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Stems from emotional attachment issues and low self esteem from highschool bullying
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Congrats
She finds my obsession with taking over the world sexy.
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Lol nice
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They have good insights and conversation tho
ibtisam.midlet 25-Sep-22 11:15 AM
I don't know really, I tryed to help him even revealing some critical secrets
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If I don’t take it upon me to initiate, I don’t feel like I get any opportunities to talk to women. And I don’t initiate -so I just never speak to women cause they def don’t start conversation.
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On the rare chance they do initiate, I have so little experience talking to them that I don’t have the practice to make use of that opportunity. I’ve only had girls approach me and show interest like once every 1-3 years.
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ibtisam.midlet 25-Sep-22 11:19 AM
@Netizenne I need headnotes see pm
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About that subs
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On the rare chance they do initiate, I have so little experience talking to them that I don’t have the practice to make use of that opportunity. I’ve only had girls approach me and show interest like once every 1-3 years.
ibtisam.midlet 25-Sep-22 11:22 AM
They like who don't show interest in them
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Which cause major logical problems
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She finds my obsession with taking over the world sexy.
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On the rare chance they do initiate, I have so little experience talking to them that I don’t have the practice to make use of that opportunity. I’ve only had girls approach me and show interest like once every 1-3 years.
If you don't have the experience then go out and get experience. Master the FORD method and you will be able to talk to anyone for any duration of time. When I was 18, I would go to random bars and just practice this method until everybody I met wanted to be my friend or something more. Once you master that method I could maybe teach you the VIPER method. A tweaked version of the FORD method that I invented which is infallible. Like the name suggests, this technique is deadly and plays around with how you are perceived.
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You should. I found a worthy catch after one failure and she came to me.
what mbti type is she?
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what mbti type is she?
I'm ENTJ,. she's INFJ
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It's a modern Piracetam
anecdotes seem to be pretty different though, to me tak is it's own entire thing
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anecdotes seem to be pretty different though, to me tak is it's own entire thing
We shall see.
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Login to your Pocket Option account and earn while trading on financial markets.
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Chat will die without vegan ;_;
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Chat will die without vegan ;_;
ibtisam.midlet 26-Sep-22 01:54 AM
What we can do lol
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I'm simping in his server
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Let's see how he will react
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What we can do lol
We go to their server instead maybe (edited)
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We go to their server instead maybe (edited)
ibtisam.midlet 26-Sep-22 01:56 AM
I don't think this good idea
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You know why 😉
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@veganprimate
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He has multiple accounts here
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Mr conversion
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I act more better in other servers
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Seems authority make me anxious
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this server has a very free and chaotic feel that I like (edited)
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like a designated hang out spot in an abandoned building lol (edited)
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I think it’s all the degen stuff that contributes to it
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And also how the channels are like a buncha disorganized chrome tabs looool
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just makes it a free for all
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ibtisam.midlet 26-Sep-22 02:01 AM
we should ganerate a fight
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It bring members
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Entertainment lol
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Potential argue against this
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Sacrifice the next noob to join Trollnt (edited)
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ibtisam.midlet 26-Sep-22 02:02 AM
I can't override his opinion
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Sacrifice the next noob to join Trollnt (edited)
ibtisam.midlet 26-Sep-22 02:02 AM
We should find a way to fix this editing problem
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It make me feel bad
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Looool
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It was fixed before after 19grams omega 3 baby
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I've found it inhibit worry in thought stream
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Due to worry being useless emotion
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Inhibition cause increase in processing accuracy
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Gotta sleep gn
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ibtisam.midlet 26-Sep-22 02:06 AM
you can find alot of reports about omega 3 main effect being processing accuracy
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Gotta sleep gn
ibtisam.midlet 26-Sep-22 02:06 AM
you sleep a lot (edited)
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comfortable dreams between ♥
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you can find alot of reports about omega 3 main effect being processing accuracy
That is why I can't wait for LPC-DHA and LPC-EPA.
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@macross89 hows it goin?
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Good
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Better than ever
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Still trying to psychopathy max?
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No I'm trying to reintegrate myself into society and feel good wherever I go
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Psychopathy can be obtained by simply feeling ok with yourself
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Especially good of yourself
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Especially good of yourself
As long as you have emotions you can always fall back down into a rut
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U gotta escape the game bro
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Psychopaths are free
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It doesnt matter where they exist. It doesnt matter if they are ugly,poor or stupid
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They just simply wont give a shit
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Thats freedom
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Some saw data
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Need to find an ssri thats most effective for induction
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Which will simulate maoaL
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This is suicide without killing yourself
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psychomaxxing compound: quercetin
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isoquercetin better form
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should lower oxytocin 😈
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should lower oxytocin 😈
Thats not psychopathy tho (edited)
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Thatll just induce autism lol
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get lobotomized 👍
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get lobotomized 👍
Based lobotomy pilled
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Pain is nootropic
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Just typing constantly rn to occupy myself so i dont thinl about the paib
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I live in regret
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Thats not psychopathy tho (edited)
It’s low in psychopathy as well
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I’d like to see an article on the oxytocin contents of autists CSF
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I’d like to see an article on the oxytocin contents of autists CSF
Low
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Or low oxytocin signaling
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Im the first ever narcisistic autist (edited)
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Maybe not ngl
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Ive self diagnosed myself with almost every mental illness at some point
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Oh boi
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psychopaths are just high functioning autists
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psychopaths are just high functioning autists
No
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Psychopaths literally cannot be autistic
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Otherwise they wouldnt have the brain damage required for psychopathy
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Ive read that somewhere
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I know one psychopath and 2 narcissists
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maybe you should stop knowing them
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maybe you should stop knowing them
I dont fuk wit them much
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One of them actually used his manipulation powers to help me
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explain?
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But then i had to explain to him why we couldnt drive all the way out of town to drop him off
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He just couldnt comprehend the level inconvience that would be
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Last time i ever saw rhe dude
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He would also just use peoples chargers without asking
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And was notorious for stealing shit
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He doesnt even think about whos it is he just sees a portable charger and uses it
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explain?
I was on acid and my friend was screaming on newyears and i told him to shut up and pushed him. Then before a fight started the psychopath came in and calmed my friend down explaining to him it was just a symptom of lsd
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?? Iol
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Just a demonstration of his charisma
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that's not epic psycho powers that's just him being decent to you for once
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No it is
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Hes highly charismatic
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Everyone thought he was chill until people started realizing how much shit he steals
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His borderline dysfunctional
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Idk if he even drives yet he just lived in his last gfs house
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But hes attractivd enough to get away with it
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Me and my buddies were gonna buy weed from him and he kept cancelling lsst minute and changing shit
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People didnt know how to explain it
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They just said he was weird
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I feel like i could be decent friends with him
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He watches anime n shit hes not like antagonistic hes just a psychopath
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Like yea i wont let him take advantage of me but
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What’re y’all up to?
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What’re y’all up to?
Psychopath maxxing
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based psychopilled
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What is this chat btw, I just joined cause I saw it in an about me
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psychopaths are just high functioning autists
that makes no sense, they are closer to opposites than anything
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I’m a high functioning autist with psychopathy, what does that make me
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I’m a high functioning autist with psychopathy, what does that make me
No ur not
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Ur just austistic
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Psychopaths cant be autistic
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true dab
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@N-C, you have advanced to lvl 1 respect++ emoji_51
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Take the kanna + ritalin pill
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Essentially sustainable molly
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Click to see attachment 🖼️
#paxrightagain
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Molly is based for psychopathy maxxing
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Wait is this chat discussing microdosing
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why is everyone suddenly being so obsessed about psychopathy just don't be an overly emotional bitch and you will be fine
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why is everyone suddenly being so obsessed about psychopathy just don't be an overly emotional bitch and you will be fine
Because i psyopted everyone
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Get on the psychopathy train
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psychopathy is not good, just fyi
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no remorse 💀
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Not good for others
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Great for u
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I genuinely have complete control over my empathy and most emotions in general
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psychopathy just drains all meaning for life, that's why psychopaths do disgusting shit just to feel something
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Not rlly bro
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being able to move between emotional states is what actually matters
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either that or that or need microscope to see pp /s
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Pro social psychopathy is based
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Pro social psychopathy is based
and what the fuck even is that Kekw
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Show me the study!!!!!
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"I'm a prosocial autistic narcissist psychopath" -jukesta
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And also neonatal doesn’t count
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"I'm a prosocial autistic narcissist psychopath" -jukesta
Frrr, bless Prayge
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I’m an embryo with homocidal ideation how do I break free from this cage
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and what the fuck even is that Kekw
Pro social psychopaths are psychopaths that maintain a stable job and dont have a criminal record
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Ight (edited)
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Basically ceos
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Buisness boyos
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Surgeons
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Some doctors
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Some cops
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Women get wet af for psychopaths
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They love the excitement
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Iq isnt even shit anymore ngl
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Well no
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I take that back
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psychopathy scales with IQ (edited)
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I guess some traits that arise from psychopathy are nice but you could just work towards those traits without self inducing psychopathy Kekw
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I guess some traits that arise from psychopathy are nice but you could just work towards those traits without self inducing psychopathy Kekw
As long as you have a soul you can falter
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once you get past a certain point you won’t feel any remorse for your wrong doings and you’ll be wholly self-centered
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Become souless
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Nothing will phase you
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once you get past a certain point you won’t feel any remorse for your wrong doings and you’ll be wholly self-centered
that’s not a good thing
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once you get past a certain point you won’t feel any remorse for your wrong doings and you’ll be wholly self-centered
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Become souless
that's just cope
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Sticker
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Its all mental
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No such thing as cope when cope is reality
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https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6719782/#!po=22.0000 Autists have normal CSF oxytocin levels. They do however have low vasopressin. … The effects of oxytocin and vasopressin on the HPA axis are opposing -so really they should have hpa axis activity more associated with high oxytocin (aka an oxytocin dominant hpa-axis phenotype). Low hpa axis activity and K-selected phenotype. However, -while oxytocin and vasopressin have opposing effects on the hpa axis, they have compiling effects on certain OT and vasopressin receptors. Vasopressin acts on V1, V2, V3, and oxytocin-type receptors (OTR). These are the receptors that modulate social salience iirc. So autism is low HPA activity (K-selected physical development) with low social salience. (edited)
Autism is a brain disorder characterized by social impairments. Progress in understanding autism has been hindered by difficulty in obtaining brain-relevant tissues (eg, cerebrospinal fluid [CSF]) by which to identify markers of disease and targets for ...
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it took me a picosecond
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Molly effects me like it would a psychopath
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Ive got perma oxytocin desensitivity
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bitchyblond2.0 26-Sep-22 06:29 PM
If you separate autism into clusters its actually genetically 3 different neurotypes that have the same phenotype
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Not to mention different brain areas can look autistic or NT in different people
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If you separate autism into clusters its actually genetically 3 different neurotypes that have the same phenotype
which one is most often attributed to Asperger’s?
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bitchyblond2.0 26-Sep-22 06:30 PM
Probably right psts (edited)
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Poor use of tone of voice/facial expression data
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https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6719782/#!po=22.0000 Autists have normal CSF oxytocin levels. They do however have low vasopressin. … The effects of oxytocin and vasopressin on the HPA axis are opposing -so really they should have hpa axis activity more associated with high oxytocin (aka an oxytocin dominant hpa-axis phenotype). Low hpa axis activity and K-selected phenotype. However, -while oxytocin and vasopressin have opposing effects on the hpa axis, they have compiling effects on certain OT and vasopressin receptors. Vasopressin acts on V1, V2, V3, and oxytocin-type receptors (OTR). These are the receptors that modulate social salience iirc. So autism is low HPA activity (K-selected physical development) with low social salience. (edited)
This changes how I think about things a lot actually.
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I can’t look at people in the face for more than a second
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bitchyblond2.0 26-Sep-22 06:31 PM
If none of that shit makes sense it could lead you to rely on facts more maybe (edited)
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Sorry right tpj is different than right psts
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I can’t look at people in the face for more than a second
Brutal
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tbh sucks cause people think I’m ignoring them
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Psycho max with me
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U will be able to maintain indefinite eye contact.
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bitchyblond2.0 26-Sep-22 06:33 PM
Yeah people think you are retarded if you cant change the tone of your voice
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A large percentage of people
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No pressure no urgr to break eye contact
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bitchyblond2.0 26-Sep-22 06:33 PM
Or they are just confused generally
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They assume you have mental issues
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Retarded is a strong word
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Is there any research on why having a GED is associated with a stigma towards mental issues?
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like, I have a GED
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bitchyblond2.0 26-Sep-22 06:35 PM
When I think GED i think kid who smokes weed
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Tbh
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Could be smart
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My situation just sucked
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I have OCD which triggers suicidal ideation emoji_52
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bitchyblond2.0 26-Sep-22 06:36 PM
Try lithium orotate
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bitchyblond2.0 26-Sep-22 06:36 PM
Yooooo
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Your baseline is zombified wagie who can afford nootropics and walgreens copay
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Build from there
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I have a prescription already it works for me I just wish I could play videogames
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aside from just doing academic stuff
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like
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I try to play videogames then my brain basically says “bro, look at the health bar, it lost 1 point, kys”
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really sucks it isn’t that drastic now, but fr I can’t play videogames without it being stressful
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I really wish I had my issues diagnosed earlier
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then I may have had a chance in HS
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and wouldn’t have fucked myself over tbh
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anyway, I don’t agree with self induced psychopathy
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that’s putting yourself into an unhealthy position
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tbh sucks cause people think I’m ignoring them
you can get a lot better at it though
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difficult though
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Oh yeah can someone check something out real quick
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I am working on a photo based tomography method
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why is everyone suddenly being so obsessed about psychopathy just don't be an overly emotional bitch and you will be fine
Cause d-serine is a promising drug to induce traits of it
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Psychopaths create high quality social circles cause they’re willing to throw out terrible people regardless of whether or not they have tenure imo.
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They also lack remorse
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They keep a fine collection of characters
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They have good charisma too. We empathize and instinctually feel what the people we’re talking to feel. That’s what empathy is -feeling what the people around us feel. Well psychopaths are fearless and lack insecurity. They don’t have built up fears about what to avoid doing and this and that. It is a nice feeling to be around disinhibited people, very fun to be around them. (edited)
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If you separate autism into clusters its actually genetically 3 different neurotypes that have the same phenotype
I’d love to read more about different ways of subcategorizing autism if you have links??
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Oxytocin as a mechanism underlying mammalian longevity and the Social Dependency Hypothesis Physiological and behavioral mechanisms that act to influence all forms of social support and create a context of psychological and emotional safety hold the potential to improve the quality of life and extend the lifespan [31]. As summarized below, oxytocin and its unique receptor, are particularly attractive candidates for central factors in social dependency and love [39,62,94] and the physiology of longevity [95]. Alternatively, factors such as early life stress, which hold the capacity to reduce the effects of the oxytocin system and epigenetically upregulate the vasopressin system, the hypothalamic-pituitary-adrenal axis and immune system may have the opposite consequences (reviewed [13,58,96]. https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S266649762100062X
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Mammals, including humans, are reliant for survival and reproduction on adaptations associated with sociality and physiological investment, which can …
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How to make an app addictive so the user screen time goes to max 20 hours ?? (edited)
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How to make an app addictive so the user screen time goes to max 20 hours ?? (edited)
ibtisam.midlet 27-Sep-22 01:15 AM
launcher
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What ??
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What ??
ibtisam.midlet 27-Sep-22 01:39 AM
like skinned nova launcher
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if you intented to put a lot of ads then think of candy crash
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any app usage can be increased just by adding crypto reward
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nice now @p2p expert ?
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I want to build an application that hooked people on screen for 20 hours a day , so how i do it ??
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ibtisam.midlet 27-Sep-22 01:49 AM
will you put ads
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Ohk adservice , so yes
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But customized ads not random ads
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This app have reward system
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ibtisam.midlet 27-Sep-22 01:57 AM
the ad network will not give high CPM when it don't have much income to split for , targeting some lazy people is west of time, the probability of clicking ads and complete lead is so low compared to how it well targeting their pocket directly
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1 ) short attentionspan 2 ) Free to use 3 ) notification alerts 4) lot's of contents ( video , audio , books and OTT) 5 ) crypto reward 6 ) share 7 ) inbuilt social media & dating , friendship, meet 8 ) inbuild cloud game 9 ) inbuild online shops 8 ) clean Ui/ux , easy to use (edited)
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ibtisam.midlet 27-Sep-22 01:57 AM
my opinion as a none ads logic
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is making a gambling app
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impossible to not success its not your opinion
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you still want ads app?
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you still want ads app?
Gambeling app are ban in lot of countries
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Gambeling app are ban in lot of countries
ibtisam.midlet 27-Sep-22 02:09 AM
means no competition if you in someway bypassed ban
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for ads app see what I typed in first
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That's what I can help with
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1 ) short attentionspan 2 ) Free to use 3 ) notification alerts 4) lot's of contents ( video , audio , books and OTT) 5 ) crypto reward 6 ) share 7 ) inbuilt social media & dating , friendship, meet 8 ) inbuild cloud game 9 ) inbuild online shops 8 ) clean Ui/ux , easy to use (edited)
ibtisam.midlet 27-Sep-22 02:23 AM
You have almost everything would all-in-on toolbox do, go ahead with it
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Mabus Tiefsee 27-Sep-22 03:12 AM
After the talks about IGF1 altering the brain, i retought if any of my behaviours or similar changed because of that. One came to my mind. Before i started that, i lacked the ability to feel stuff when i see it on video/anime/in storys and similar. However that changed slowly after i started taking IGF1, now i feel joy, anger, exitement and similar when i watch animes/listen to storys and similar. (this inabillity to feel that stuff was as strong, that i never understood why someone could cry/laught/fear/be exited while watching attack on titan, for me it was just an interesting story with great visuals) Could that be a side effect? Or unrelated?
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I want to build an application that hooked people on screen for 20 hours a day , so how i do it ??
have you built any apps at all?
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I want to build an application that hooked people on screen for 20 hours a day , so how i do it ??
Mabus Tiefsee 27-Sep-22 08:26 AM
every predatory app tries that, farming games, facebook, twitter, all fail because we have to have a job. Make people earn real money and you solved the problem
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Psychopath maxxing is stupid
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I just realized all my problems stem from internalized hatred of myself (edited)
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Wanting to become more intelligent, unfeeling etc is just me practicing self hatred
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I just realized all my problems stem from internalized hatred of myself (edited)
No shit
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Bruh same for me
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Problems all stem from self hatred
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Which results in low confidence
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Less sleep
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Etc etc
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Psychopath maxxing is stupid
Glad you came around!
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Yeah 😹
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Lmao
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Hahaha
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Just break your amygdala and lose all emotions bro
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emoji_50
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Hahaha
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Wtf
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I just went into one channel and saw porn 🤣
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I just went into one channel and saw porn 🤣
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How to make an app addictive so the user screen time goes to max 20 hours ?? (edited)
Always leave something around the corner for them to wait and stick around for maybe idk
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Increase in game opportunities linearly along with how long of a streak they spend playing?
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And always have something bigger around the corner (except for when they quit and put the game down for a few hours -then make it all reset).
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After you’ve announced to the player there will be a reward so long as they stick around for a like 2-3 more minutes, it should pretty much be guaranteed (they don’t need to expend much effort, just stay glued). Or maybe not idk. (edited)
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Idk if this chart is useful but maybe it’ll spark ideas
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Look up operant conditioning
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I just realized all my problems stem from internalized hatred of myself (edited)
Watched neon genesis? Lol
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Watched neon genesis? Lol
nope whats that
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nope whats that
Highly highly influential tv show
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It’s about flesh golems and god
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And post apocalyptic Japan
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nope whats that
𝔘𝔵𝔨ü𝔩𝔩 27-Sep-22 06:38 PM
watch it, we need an eva pilled jukesta
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Just break your amygdala and lose all emotions bro
Mabus Tiefsee 27-Sep-22 10:32 PM
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962885472382754877 hello
ibtisam.midlet 27-Sep-22 10:46 PM
hey
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I’ve been conflating IGF 1 & 2 these past days
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I should quit trying to manage a hobby like this and school at the same time
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I should quit trying to manage a hobby like this and school at the same time
ibtisam.midlet 28-Sep-22 12:23 AM
i was researching by phone in class in school :' )
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look at me now
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secondary school dropout
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Lol this really is for me
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I should quit trying to manage a hobby like this and school at the same time
Mabus Tiefsee 29-Sep-22 09:44 AM
they both are similar, i would take any bet that igf1 activates igf2 receptors and the othet way arounf. Just a way weaker bond and not as efficient. Heck, even insulin activates those pathways, that's why some bodybuilders take insulin as doping
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Just calculated that my personality type would be entj if i became a psychopath
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9-me-bc any good?
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9-me-bc any good?
ibtisam.midlet 29-Sep-22 03:01 PM
Its maoi a inhibitor might possess photo photosensitivity like harmaline seeds Doe's
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Not a single one of these new nootropics has delivered
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Im always skeptical on noots increasing IQ
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Also, where are these discussions he speaks of?
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probably rocketchat
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thats kinda sad tho since I was looking forward to d21
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was that suppose to be the sticky working memory inducer he referenced in an earlier vid?
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I mean nobody has really been talking about it let alone hyaluronate and stuff. Just waiting for updates
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I mean nobody has really been talking about it let alone hyaluronate and stuff. Just waiting for updates
its really been in the works for so long
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anything interesting on tak? I heard its a consistent 5 point IQ increase
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Vaping increasing cd44 expression 🤔
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TAK is worth a try
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We need to master increasing head size imo
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Learning how to restart cranial growth plates
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And how to selectively increase growth at different parts of the skull (ofc we want a big head, but giant face might be undesirable) (edited)
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We need to master increasing head size imo
for what purpose?
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Also I dont think you can restart a growth plate when its fused to bone
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Also I dont think you can restart a growth plate when its fused to bone
Worse case scenario we may need trepanation
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Worse case scenario we may need trepanation
why do you think this is a good idea?
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Someone in another chat sent this:
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large amounts of stress delay growth plate senescence, people who have a stressful development can gain some ‘catch-up growth’ if the stress is gone in time https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3445429/ The effect of glucocorticoid excess on growth plate senescence may provide an explanation for the phenomenon of catch-up growth. Catch-up growth is defined as a growth rate greater than is normal for chronological age following a period of growth inhibition [21]. Catch-up growth has been observed after a variety of growth-inhibiting conditions, including glucocorticoid excess, in humans and other mammals [21]. It has been suggested that catch-up growth might be caused by a neuroendocrine mechanism within the central nervous system that senses the child’s body size, compares that actual body size to an age-appropriate set point, and then adjusts the growth rate accordingly [22].
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Glucocorticoids have a direct, inhibitory effect on the growth plate, as demonstrated by in vivo and organ culture studies. Glucocorticoids slow longitudinal bone growth by inhibiting chondrocyte proliferation, hypertrophy, and cartilage matrix synthesis. ...
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It looks like people can recover from r-selection forcing them into becoming a fast life history strategist if they can escape stress soon enough. Fast life history strategists grow up faster -but sacrifice quality (so like stress for example can shorten height maybe). The ideal strategy in unstable environments full of unpredictable and unavoidable threats is to grow up and reproduce asap. (edited)
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Brain proteins, including Insulin-like Growth Factor Binding Protein 5 (IGFBP-5), have been associated with cognitive dysfunction in aging. Mechanisms linking depression with cognition are poorly understood. We hypothesize that the association of depressive ...
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how do we lower IGFBP5 without effecting the other IGFBPs as much
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Cast
Im always skeptical on noots increasing IQ
d21 wasn't even meant for IQ enhancement but go off
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@Cast look at the conversation I’m replying to
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IGF is part of the growth hormone axis. GH produces secretion of IGF, and then both cause growth (look up acromegaly to see an example of GH and IGF overexpression -makes people look like Andre the giant). Insulin-like growth factor (IGF) and insulin itself have both been found to be very associated with intelligence by many different means (both gene testing, exogenous administration, and other associative tests). Activation of insulin receptors cause energy use and growth. Insulin causes cells to take up glucose from the blood -which is the main fuel source used for growth which insulin receptors also cause.
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le_drig
9-me-bc any good?
𝔘𝔵𝔨ü𝔩𝔩 29-Sep-22 09:21 PM
A friend of mine likes it a lot, I'm going to be trying it starting next month.
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Hard times make properly socialised autists; Properly socialised autists make good times; Good times produce poorly socialised autists; Poorly socialised autists produce hard times. The Autistic conception of history. A thread 🧵
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This guy says it all perfectly
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what are some good resources (books, textbooks, online guides) to effectively using nootropics? such as how to best use adderall or other stims and their underlying mechanisms of action etc i dont mind it its even a medical textbook
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what are some good resources (books, textbooks, online guides) to effectively using nootropics? such as how to best use adderall or other stims and their underlying mechanisms of action etc i dont mind it its even a medical textbook
ibtisam.midlet 30-Sep-22 01:22 AM
from Wikipedia you know standards and what keywords like "transporter" means, other online resource gives you what proteins function like this https://www.biotune.org/2019/07/what-receptors-do-antidepressants-and.html, until you advanced to understand research papers and the most important thing right now is experimenting and engaging in nootropics community like this
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"All things are poison, and nothing is without poison; the dosage alone makes it so a thing is not a poison." -Paracelsus
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Netizenne
I should quit trying to manage a hobby like this and school at the same time
veganpermanently 30-Sep-22 07:26 AM
biohacking will improve your study gains
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I wish I had a hobby like this back in the day
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we had weed, psychedelics and piracetam if you're extra resourceful
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tho' I wasn't
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I can feel my anixety slowly returning the longer i wait to take ashwagandha
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Im gonna need something stronger
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Its done good but
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Hm
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Netizenne
This guy says it all perfectly
veganpermanently 30-Sep-22 08:53 AM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=doOXWSXbRCc Mouse utopia is better model Two of the biggest issues with his most famous Mouse Utopia experiment were that the species of mice he used typically formed harems and the male mice kill the offspring of rivals. In nature, males tend to have a higher mortality rate, so there's less competition for mates, but without external forces to kill off the males, they were constantly fighting as they tried to form their own harems. So while there might have been plenty of food, there weren't enough females for the males giving their instinctual behavior. A species of mice that formed monogamist relationships would have done much better. As for males killing pups, the space offered no places to hide. In nature, females will find some hidden place that a rival male is unlikely to happen across. Without secluded spaces, females were constantly having to defend their young until they grew exhausted and abandoned them.
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we're living in the end stge ... u cn either embod the beutiful one or fight the other men. well... mbe not u 😛
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